The sick and the sick are reborn

this moment is real

When Lu Suichu was 15 years old, he always had the same nightmare.

In that nightmare, because of a congenital heart disease, his body became weaker and weaker, and he died of the disease before he was 20 years old.

Having this dream day after day made Lu Suichu's spirit a little broken.

One day, Lu Suichu followed Uncle Wang back from collecting scraps, and seeing Uncle Wang counting out some money and handing it to him with trembling hands, Lu Suichu couldn't help feeling complicated.

Collecting waste products can only earn a few tens of dollars a day, and more than half of his medicines will be gone.

But he didn't want to say it in front of Uncle Wang, he was afraid that the neighbors would scold him for being greedy if they found out.

Lu Suichu held onto the change tightly, and the more he thought about it after returning home, the more uncomfortable he felt.

He even complained to his parents in his heart, why didn't he raise more money and perform surgery on him as soon as possible, otherwise he wouldn't be so worried all day long that he died of a heart attack.

He wants to live!

The dissatisfaction in Lu Suichu's heart reached the extreme.

That night, he no longer had the nightmare of dying from a heart attack.

He dreamed of another person's life from the sidelines.

That person looked exactly like him, the unloved young master of a wealthy family.

At first, Lu Suichu thought it was his fantasy, but after he found out that the young master was indeed not himself, he continued to watch it with the mentality of watching a movie.

After the young master was born, his mother died of amniotic fluid embolism.Therefore, the father who has always been paranoid and loved his mother attributed all the faults to the young master.

Dad didn't wait to see the young master, although he didn't beat and scold him easily, but he always stared at the young master with that kind of sinister look, like staring at an enemy.

As a bystander, Lu Suichu felt that this young master was very pitiful.

It seems that there is nothing good about being born into a rich family, and life is just like that.

Lu Suichu looked at the young young master, and felt that he was as pitiful as he was.

He looked at the young master who was cautious at home, and kept thinking in his heart that he hoped that the young master would become extreme in the future, hope that the young master would become gloomy...

But gradually, things went beyond Lu Suichu's expectations.

That little young master did not become a gloomy person as he wished, but his personality became more gentle and indifferent as he got older.

The young master tried his best to reduce his sense of existence at home. He was no longer as sensitive and caring about the cold eyes of his father and brother as he was when he was a child.

Because the young master came from a good family background, some children from other rich families would take the initiative to find him to make friends.

At the beginning, he may be thinking of benefits, but as the young master grows up, his gentle personality still makes many people sincerely regard him as a good friend.

When the young master was in college, Chu Bohan, who had been with the young master since he grew up, confessed to him.

However, the young master has always only regarded this bamboo horse as his best friend, so after Chu Bohan confessed, he immediately and firmly refused.

In the dream, Lu Suichu looked at Chu Bohan who was stunned and suffering, and only thought that if he was this young master, he would definitely not reject Chu Bohan.

Not long after that, the young master's netizen had a car accident.

In order to cheer up the netizen, the young master thought of many ways, and later went to the netizen's city to visit him.

Lu Suichu's perspective in the dream was always following Yuan An, so he also saw that netizen.

The moment he saw the netizen, Lu Suichu was stunned.

Although there was a car accident, the decadent temperament of the netizens gave him a sense of story, which did not conceal his handsomeness at all.

Lu Suichu suddenly felt that compared to this netizen, what was Chu Bohan?

No wonder the young master rejected Chu Bohan, because he had a better choice.

During the period of time in Beijing, the young master has been accompanying netizens to rebuild.He is nearly a head shorter than the netizen, and his body is relatively thin, but he still supports the weight of the netizen and takes him to rebuild.

Gradually, some hazy ambiguity developed between the two.

On the day when the young master had to go home, the netizen held his hand with firm eyes: "I will come to you."

The young master happily agreed.

Before parting, the two embraced each other for the first time.

Everything was so beautiful, but the more Lu Suichu looked at it, the more uncomfortable he became.

He is jealous of the young master and doesn't want the young master to be with netizens.

He was so jealous that he wished he could have a body, so he rushed over to pull the young master away.

This jealousy soon turned into hatred.

When the young master was about to graduate from university, a talented director bought the young master's first script.

Because of this script, the young master's brother and father suddenly realized that the young master was not the kind of waste they thought, so their attitudes began to ease.

Not long after that, the young master was diagnosed with early gastric cancer.

After being diagnosed with gastric cancer at an early stage, the young master went to the No. [-] Hospital for treatment without telling his family.

Later, the father and elder brother who got the news realized how much they had owed the young master for so many years, so they ran to the No. [-] Hospital and began to make up for the young master.

However, the young master didn't know what to do, and didn't forgive them, treating them like unfamiliar friends.

Lu Suichu's jealousy and hatred exploded to the peak at this moment.

He didn't understand why the young master's father and elder brother had humbly begged for forgiveness and sent him so many manor luxury cars, but the young master just didn't appreciate it.

The more Lu Suichu looked at the young master's similar face, the angrier he felt.

He was even thinking that if he was the young master, he would definitely forgive his father and brother.

Wouldn't it be nice to have more people's favor?

However, Lu Suichu's thoughts couldn't change anything, and the young master still didn't say to forgive the two of them.

Later, the young master's gastric cancer was treated well. He recorded the people and things he met during this period, and wrote another script about anti-cancer.

These two scripts of his later won Jasmine's Best Film Award, and the young master became famous because of this.

After the young master was discharged from the hospital, that netizen also came to Hejiang City.

It was only then that Lu Suichu found out that the netizen was the only son of the Qin family in Beijing——Qin Sixing, whose family background was even better than that of the young master.

When they were in Beijing, the two were a little ambiguous.

Now after Qin Si woke up and arrived in Hejiang City, he quickly pursued the young master fiercely, and the young master agreed not long after.

The two were together sweetly, and Qin Siming's cousin brought them a border collie dog.

Two people, one house and one dog, it is an extremely warm home.

At the end of the dream, the two held their wedding on the Qin family's Lanshan Island, just like every novel has a romantic ending.

After waking up from the dream, Lu Suichu couldn't suppress the doubts in his heart, so he went to the Internet to check Lu's family.

What shocked him was that there really was a Lu family, and the situation of the Lu family was exactly the same as in his dream!

Lu Suichu thought about the indifferent face of the young master and the last scene, and the jealousy in his heart seemed to turn into a worm, gnawing at his heart mercilessly.

Why, why does he look so similar to Yuan An, yet he can only live such a miserable life!

Why Yuan An can live so well, but he will die at the age of 20!

The jealousy in Lu Suichu's heart disappeared, and he threw down the photo with his parents on the bedside in anger.

……

Lu Suichu has finished talking about his "dream".

Looking at Yuan An's heavy expression, he recalled again the young master in his dream who was calm no matter what he faced.

Lu Suichu let out a long breath, and said with a smile, "Look, I managed to destroy you. You didn't go as smoothly as that, nor did you become what Qin Sixing really loves."

Yuan An looked at Lu Suichu in front of him and knew that he was not lying.

He said lightly: "Because of this dream, you know our habits very well. That's why after you came to Hejiang City that year, you were able to successfully bribe the doctor and use my blood to do a paternity test with Lu Chengfeng."

"But," Yuan An paused, and said, "How can you be sure that your dream is real? How could you remember so much and make such a meticulous plan when you were so young."

Lu Suichu chuckled, "If you can have the same dream for a month in a row, you will remember it as clearly as I do."

"I found out later that what I dreamed might really be a plot in a novel, and you and Qin Siming are the protagonists in that novel, and I am a passerby who has nothing to do with the protagonist."

After having that dream for half a month, Lu Suichu had a bad idea.

The dream mentioned that the director of Kang'ai Hospital was arrested for taking bribes, and Kang'ai Hospital closed down.

Lu Suichu thought about it, and felt that he could use the dean's tricks and ask the dean to do him a favor.

He wants to go to the Lu family and replace Yuan An as the young master of the Lu family!

Anyway, they are already very similar, as long as the birth details are taken care of, it will be fine.

Therefore, in later dreams, Lu Suichu would try his best to remember some details about Yuan An and Qin Siming, and write them down in the notebook after waking up.

Afterwards, he was the one who caught Dean Tian and asked him to use his power to send him to Lu's house in Hejiang City.

"Originally your mother was pregnant with twins, but it was written in the prenatal inspection report every time, only your child was found out."

"The doctor who was in charge of examining Yuan Chulan was in need of money back then, so I asked Dean Tian to spend a little more money, and he did me this little favor."

At that time, the Lu family was thriving. In order to stabilize the company, Lu Chengfeng was very busy every day.

No matter how busy he was, he would accompany Yuan Chulan to do the prenatal examination in the first two months, but later Yuan Chulan couldn't bear him to work so hard, so she didn't let him accompany her.

After the first three months of pregnancy, the twins that Yuan Chulan was pregnant with were also found out.

But the other twin was too weak to survive.

After hearing the doctor's words, Yuan Chulan was stunned for a long time.

She finally suppressed her distress and prevented the doctor from writing the twins on the report.

If the other one is destined to stop, then don't give Lu Chengfeng hope from the beginning.

Later, in the second trimester, the other did stop.

Therefore, Yuan Chulan is no longer willing to step into the hospital for an obstetric examination.

She was sad every day, sitting in the small garden for a long time.

Later, she named the child who was still alive in the womb with the character "An".

That child had no chance of being born alive, so she hoped that the living one was safe and sound.

The doctor back then was bought by Lu Suichu, and he told Lu Chengfeng that Yuan Chulan was afraid that the other twin would not survive, so she kept it from him, but she didn't expect that the child survived and was born successfully up.

——This is what Lu Suichu used what he knew in his dream to give himself a "reasonable" fake identity.For these reasons, his congenital heart disease has a reasonable explanation.

"After returning to Lu's house, Lu Chengfeng gave me the best heart treatment because he felt that he owed me. So I didn't die at the age of 20, but I was still alive."

And it was at the beginning of the treatment that he heard Lu Chengfeng ask the doctor: "Is the current treatment sure to make the child recover? Is it safest to change the heart?"

Lu Suichu could no longer hear the doctor's reply.

The phrase "change your heart" is all over his mind.

Yes, as long as he changes his heart, he can really recover his health!

But after that, Lu Chengfeng seemed to have forgotten the suggestion of changing his heart, and he didn't try to find a suitable heart source for him.

In Lu Suichu's anxiety, he found that Lu Chengfeng was thinking about whether he owed Yuan An too.

Lu Suichu didn't want Lu Chengfeng to make up for Yuan An like in his dream.

Therefore, he quickly took Yuan An to do the heart matching.

At that time, Yuan An thought that blood drawing was a physical examination item in the school, so he didn't have the slightest doubt.

The matching results came out, and Yuan An's heart was very suitable for him!

Looking at the final result, Lu Suichu felt uncontrollable joy in his heart.

Later, he deliberately created some accidents to make Yuan An annoyed by Lu Chengfeng.

At the same time, they approached Wang Hui and asked Wang Hui to lie to Mr. Chu.

He used some things in his dream to ask Wang Hui to tell Mr. Chu when necessary.Because these things have come true, Mr. Chu trusts Wang Hui very much.

Under Wang Hui's interference, Mr. Chu strictly forbade Chu Bohan to continue playing with Yuan An.

Afterwards, Lu Suichu imitated Yuan An's future appearance in his dream, and snatched away friends from Yuan An's side.

He wanted Yuan An to have no one by his side in the end, so that he could successfully get Yuan An's heart.

"If Wang Hui's progress is faster, Yuan An, your heart will be mine." Lu Suichu's greedy eyes fell on Yuan An's left chest.

Yuan An frowned, looking at Lu Suichu in front of him, he really didn't expect that this person's scheming was so deep.

From the age of 15 to the current age of 23, Lu Suichu has planned for eight years.

"It's all Lu Shengheng's fault. If he hadn't come out to make trouble, Wang Hui would have been able to confuse Lu Chengfeng and make him agree to give me your heart!"

Lu Suichu growled angrily again, his hands on the table clenched into fists.

If it weren't for the iron gate between him and Yuan An, he probably wanted to rush out to make a move as usual.

Yuan An was in a complicated mood, he took a deep breath, lowered his head and thought about it.

After a while, Yuan An asked the last question in his mind: "Listen to what you said, you liked Brother Qin in your dream. But why did you let Lu Dayong cause a car accident to harm Brother Qin?"

Lu Suichu smiled, and there seemed to be a look of madness in his eyes, "Why do you say? Because you fell in love because of Fu Jian."

"As long as he experiences another car accident and breaks his leg again, I will be able to take your place if I approach him like you did at that time. What he loves is what I did later on!"

After a series of careful planning, he imitated Yuan An in his dream, not to mention ten images, at least eighty percent.

Then Qin Sixing should be able to fall in love with him.

"But you won't get what you want now." Yuan An has basically figured out what Lu Suichu said.

He raised his head again, looked at Lu Suichu and smiled softly on purpose.

His eyes are like a clear little Tan, as if nothing can make it turbulent.

"You're going to be in this prison for the rest of your life. I know, you feel like you're a heart patient, so you're going to be well cared for. It's not painful to be in this prison."

"However, you have to be in prison for more than seven years before you have the chance to be released on medical parole. Even if you survive until then, who will be your guarantor? How much money can you spend on medical treatment?"

"Lu Suichu, you are most afraid of dying from heart pain, but you will have to live like this in the future. In the end, you may die because of it, just like in your nightmare, which is what you are most afraid of."

Yuan An's face clearly had such a gentle expression, but what he said made Lu Suichu angrier the more he heard it.

These words stabbed Lu Suichu's heart like a knife.

"Shut up! Shut up!" Lu Suichu clenched his hands into fists and slammed the table several times.

But Yuan An's eyes remained flat, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth did not calm down.

Lu Suichu was so angry that he forgot to maintain his previous disguise, only hysteria remained.

After the prison guards realized it, they quickly walked in and controlled him.

Lu Suichu struggled, seeing the same expression on Yuan An's face as in his dream, his lips became a little whiter due to the ups and downs of emotion.

When he was taken away by the prison guards, he still yelled indignantly: "Yuan An, what are you proud of! You are just a character in a novel. You are so lucky because you have been set up!"

Yuan An watched him being taken away calmly, then put away the smile on his face.

What Lu Suichu said, the prison guards might think that he was crazy and mentally abnormal.

Yuan An was silent, and slowly left the prison.

Unlike the dark atmosphere inside the prison, the outside is much brighter.

However, because it is already winter, the leaves on both sides of the street outside are a bit bald, which is quite desolate.

Yuan An took a look and walked slowly towards the door.

After talking with Lu Suichu, Yuan An also understood why Lu Shengheng, Lu Chengfeng and Chu Bohan wanted his heart in his previous life.

It is estimated that it is also affected by poisonous incense.

But what if you know why?The damage has been done.

He was Yuan An who had died once and had his heart taken away once.

It's not the Yuan An in that "story" that Lu Suichu said.

Yuan An in the story didn't forgive those people, let alone him?He doesn't need to forgive those people, forgiving itself represents caring in another sense.

He doesn't care about them, he will work harder to grow his life upwards.

Lu Suichu said they were characters in the novel, but now he really exists.The life trajectory that Lu Suichu said he "should" have, except for some overlaps, is also different.

He's real, independent.

Yuan An has been immersed in his own thoughts, and has walked out of the prison gate unknowingly.

He suddenly found a familiar figure in front of him.

The man was wearing a black fleece coat with a scarf of the same style around his neck.

Yuan An smiled, quickened his pace and threw himself into the man's arms.

There are no novels and stories, and there is no should or shouldn't.

His life, his reality, is now, this very moment.

The author says:

This part of the Lu family is over.

An An's life is the past life and the present, the stories in the book have nothing to do with him, at most it is the reason that prompted Lu Suichu to do that.