dream of divorce

Duan Heng was only stuck on his feet by the brakes, and his head was hit by the airbag on the chair, resulting in broken toe bones and a slight concussion, and a piece of flesh was scraped off his wrist.Although the injury is not serious, but there is definitely no way to go to Qi Ming again, after waking up in the hospital, Zhang Zhang can only go first.

The torrential rain by the sea came and went quickly, but it took two days for this torrential rain to stop.

Zhang Zhang led people to search around the villa day and night, and adjusted all the surveillance cameras that could be adjusted, but there was still no trace of Qi Ming, and the search and rescue boats at sea also found no results, neither the person nor the corpse was found.

After Qi Ming walked out towards the beach, the monitoring screen only left the raging wind and rain, leaving no traces.

After Duan Heng could barely get out of bed, he immediately went to the beach, and ran for two days with a limp on one heel Zhang Zhang, but found nothing except Qi Ming's shocking bedroom.

Qi Sheng has always had the password of the villa, so it's not surprising that he can come in.It's a pity that Qi Ming's bedroom is not monitored, so he can only guess something by relying on the tragic situation in the room.

What exactly did Qi Sheng do, Duan Heng didn't want to find out, and didn't bother to ask Qi Sheng, he just wanted to find Qi Ming first.

Zhang Zhang called the police, and the search and rescue team searched for it at sea for three days, and Zhang Zhang's people also searched near the villa, but to no avail.

The sea water in front of him has calmed down, Duan Heng looked at the golden water surface reflected by the sun, and his heart was still full of storms.

It's been so many days, Qi Ming is afraid that there will be more bad luck than good luck.With such a serious injury and a storm, and his mental state is not good, no one knows what will happen.

After five days, the chances of finding Qi Ming became increasingly slim.He may have been submerged in the sea water in front of him, or he disappeared on purpose, not wanting to see him again.

No matter which possibility it is, Duan Heng's heart skips beats every time he thinks about it.

If I never see Qi Ming again...

Duan Heng didn't dare to think about it.

Qi Sheng called many times, but Duan Heng didn't answer. He re-examined what happened in the past half a year, and the details of being with Qi Ming.

Ups and downs, everything, but now thinking back to Qi Ming, his and Qi Sheng's identical but completely different faces are very clear.

Like, what kind of feeling is it?It's like that to Qi Sheng, I always think he's the best, and I'm happy to see him.Still like Qi Ming, he has everything from bitter to sweet, and when he is disobedient, he will be very angry, thinking of him being with other alphas, he can't accept it.

After thinking about it carefully, Duan Heng still didn't understand.

The days of Qi Ming's disappearance are getting longer and longer, without any news, Duan Heng has never left the beach, cut off all contact with the outside world, and only wants to find Qi Ming, and find out what is going on with these feelings.

It can be seen that the longer the time without Qi Ming, Duan Heng felt that his heart gradually became empty.From a sesame-sized blank, it slowly expanded, torn apart, and finally the whole heart became empty.

A piece of heart has been dug away, the missing place can only be filled by thinking of those days with Qi Ming.

The longer the day, the stronger this feeling becomes.

There was still no news from Qi Ming, and the sea in front of him began to surge again, just like Duan Heng's heart.

Qi Ming's room, Duan Heng, has never been cleaned up. Every time he couldn't bear the torment of that feeling in his heart, he would open the door and take a look, letting the almost suffocating feeling torment himself, as if this would make him feel better.

Zhou Langyan said: "You may like Qi Ming."

Duan Heng always thought it was impossible, but now he felt that maybe it was because he liked it.Otherwise, it is just an irrelevant person, or even the disappearance of the person I hate, why is it so uncomfortable.

Duan Heng closed the door of Qi Ming's room, went downstairs numbly, and walked towards the beach with a cane.

Zhang Zhang hurriedly followed, seeing Duan Heng walking towards the pier at the beach, he asked him nervously, "Mr. Duan, what are you going to do?"

"To find the boat, I'll go find it myself," Duan Heng said.

Go in person?

What if I go in person?It is impossible for Duan Heng to find Qi Ming by going in person.The search and rescue team searched for a week, and the Duan family searched for so many days, it was impossible to find them again.

"Mr. Duan, why don't I go." Zhang Zhang held Duan Heng back: "I'll look around the nearby villages."

"I said I'll go by myself." Duan Heng tightened the crutches in his hand and stubbornly walked towards the beach, Zhang Zhang had no choice but to follow.

Duan Heng got on the boat and suddenly felt dizzy standing on the deck.There seems to be a huge vortex on the sea, which can suck people into it in the next second.

If something happened to Qi Ming, he might be in this sea, sinking in a dark corner, never able to come up.

Qi Ming is in his heart and mind, even on the surface of the sea, it seems to be Qi Ming's face.

When I left Qi Ming at home alone, when I sent him to the beach, when I didn't see Qi Ming before..., I didn't feel like I do now.Duan Heng didn't know that one day when Qi Ming really disappeared, his heart would be so empty.

When he really disappeared, the sad feeling would be so surging that I couldn't restrain it.This kind of sadness is indescribable, it lingers in my heart and I can't bring it up and can't let it go. When I think of Qi Ming, it will expand a thousand times, making people restless.

As Qi Ming's disappearance became longer and longer, this feeling became more and more obvious, and it was as if his blood was congealed in his heart.

Until now, looking at the surface of the sea where Qi Ming might sink, Duan Heng finally figured out what kind of feeling it is.It is missing, it is the regret and regret after losing it.

I like Qi Ming.

At this moment, Duan Heng had to admit that this conclusion was correct.

Duan Heng clearly remembered that when Qi Sheng fell into the sea back then, he was only angry and regretful, it was definitely not like now, his heart was so painful that he completely lost consciousness.

Ripples appeared on the sea surface, Duan Heng squatted on the deck leaning on the railing, buried his head on his knees, raised his hand and slapped himself, his eyes began to turn red.

The possessive desire towards Qi Ming should not be towards an irrelevant person in the first place, why didn't he discover it earlier, and he had to wake up to it at this time.

When he almost had a relationship with Han Xieyan, when he followed Zhou Lin, and how many times he was so jealous that he was going crazy, he didn't notice the subtle difference.

Everything now is revenge for my ignorance and willfulness.

Thinking of Qi Ming's occasional smiling face, thinking of his careful tenderness, Duan Heng's tears came to the corners of his eyes, but they couldn't flow down at all.

Zhang Zhang has been standing behind him without saying a word, seeing Duan Heng staggering a bit, and then hurried up to help him.

"Get some more search and rescue teams." Duan Heng said, "Let the boat drive around the shallow water again."

Zhang Zhang paused, just nodded and followed the instructions.With Duan Heng's current state, if Qi Ming's body is found...After following Duan Heng for many years, Zhang Zhang felt for the first time that Duan Heng was on the verge of collapse.

The boat turned back and circled around the shallow water.Duan Heng calmed down his emotions, lying on the railing with one foot on his back and staring at the surroundings intently, especially when he came to a place with rocks, he didn't even miss a single corner.

When Qi Ming woke up, he felt a bit cold, the wind was blowing on his face like a sharp knife, and he could still vaguely hear the sound of the waves.Qi Ming shook his eyes and opened his eyes, and what he saw was an open window, an incandescent lamp was lit in the window, and the dark night was outside.

"You are so lucky." A hoarse voice came from the side, which made people feel chills in their hearts.

Qi Ming turned his head away, the wound on the back of his neck was tearing and hurting.

Sitting not far from the bed was a man in a white shirt, a black mask, and messy hair. He looked thin and gloomy.

"Who are you?" Qi Ming asked, and then realized that his voice was similar to that of the person sitting across from him.

"You still have a fever." The man said again: "Go to rest first."

He stood up and walked out of the room. Qi Ming propped himself up on the bed and wanted to sit up, but after trying several times, he fell back due to lack of strength.

After a few times, Qi Ming fell back on the bed in frustration, raised his hand to press his stomach, and looked at the roof with empty eyes.

Why do you still have to wake up, and wake up so clearly?

Mingming took the child to die together, but now the child may have sunk in the vast sea, but he was lying here.

It is better to die than to live.

There were constant waves outside, Qi Ming lay down for a long time, felt a little strength in his body, tried to get up from the bed again, opened the door with heavy steps and walked out.

This is a simple small bungalow, submerged in the surrounding houses, unremarkable.

There were fishing nets drying in the opposite yard, Qi Ming thought he must have drifted to a small fishing village and was rescued.I am grateful to the person who saved me, but Qi Ming has no intention of living now.

Walk out of the fishing village along the path, the beach is just outside the village, and the sea like a black hole is hiding in the night.

Qi Ming walked slowly to the beach and stepped into the cold water.

If you can't die once, then die again, God can't stop yourself from dying.

Qi Ming stepped into the water with both feet, and a voice he had heard before came from behind: "What problem can death solve?"

Qi Ming suddenly turned his head, and the person who was in the hut just now was sitting on the beach with his legs bent, his back leaning against a dark rock, and he was looking at this side.

Qi Ming paused, originally planned to continue walking, but after thinking about it, he turned around and said, "Thank you for saving me."

"Since you know how to thank you, don't waste my efforts to save you."

Qi Ming lowered his head, not knowing how to answer, but felt that his feet did not want to move forward.

"I've died once, so I should see it more clearly." The man continued, "Crying and death are the two most useless things in this world."

Qi Ming still didn't speak, and he said: "Only cowardly people will die, even if they die, the wounds they have suffered will not heal, and the lost things will not come back."

Qi Ming was shocked violently, and raised his hand to rest on his lower abdomen, with a complicated expression on his face.

Yes, the child will never come back, even if he dies with him, he will never come back.

"It took me a lot of thought to save you." The man stood up and walked towards Qi Ming: "It took me half a day just to repair your punctured gland, and it took me half a day to save your life." It hurt me for a long time. If you want to die, get out of my sight."

"I just feel that life is meaningless." Qi Ming said in a low voice, "I have nothing left, and I have nothing to miss, and I have no hope in life, so why should I live? It's better to die with my child, Maybe I'll see him again."

"Heh." The person behind him pulled Qi Ming back, and laughed in his mask: "Sometimes, hatred is the best support."

hatred?

hate it?

I am very sure of that.

He hated Duan Heng, hated the person who harmed him behind his back, and hated Qi Sheng.

But how can this be?

There is nothing left, no matter how much you hate it, what can you do, what you lost, you still can't get it back.

It is impossible for that little child to return to his womb, Duan An cannot come back to life, and the Qi family cannot be as brilliant as before.

"Even if you hate it, so what?" Qi Ming turned around and saw that the person behind him had already taken off his mask, revealing a face full of scars.

These scars are intricate, ruining a face that should have been perfect, making it hideous and frightening.

"Hate can make people happy, and it can make those disgusting people die. It is the most useful emotion."

Qi Ming shook his head, and he said: "It can still support you to find out the truth that you want to know."

the truth?

That's right, how did Duan An die, why did Duan Heng hate himself so much, even the child, why did he say the child was only two months old?And Qi Sheng, that brother who was supposed to be kind and amiable, why did he kill himself.

Qi Ming was shocked suddenly, his feet in the water trembled unknowingly, he threw off the person in front of him and ran to the beach in a panic.