Madam's little secret I know

Chapter 40 Because I Want to Believe

"In this lonely and dark 25 years of life, I have only seen the sun twice." Xiang Jingyuan kept his eyes on his cup, "The first time was when I was five years old, that little brother was warm and His sincere smile pulled me out of the lonely and cold abyss. He taught me how to draw and drew me his favorite roses. The edge of collapse and degeneration was dragged back, and then it became what it is now."

"But I've forgotten his name, and I can't find him again."

"The second one is Fang Yichen."

"His smile is very warm and bright. I have almost never seen such a smile on the face of an adult. Just such a smile is enough to make me miss him for a long time."

Xiang Jingyuan's eyes softened suddenly, lingering and full of affection. Although they were still red, it seemed that when this name was mentioned, the sadness and pain disappeared without a trace, as if he had completely disappeared at that moment. Caught in his own emotions, without any sense of reason.

"He gave me warmth and support that I didn't dare to think about. He made me understand that there is love and beauty in this world. He also made me want to let go of all my obsessions and live with him simply and happily. " Tears fell silently and were quickly wiped away by him, "He is not a substitute for anyone, nor is he a playmate on a whim, from the moment he appeared, he was the most important person in my life."

"I can't leave him, and no one wants me to leave him."

Ning Yun looked at the person in front of him with a complicated expression for a long time.

He grew up in a honey pot and was held in the hands of his parents and older brothers and sisters. Although he did not develop a conceited and indulgent temperament, he also lacked some empathy, especially for those who live in misfortune.

The only person who can empathize and feel sorry for him is Fang Yichen, because he has seen Fang Yichen's helplessness and helplessness with his own eyes.

When he was seven years old, he went to elementary school and went to art classroom for the first time. It was also the first time he saw Fang Yichen, a little boy one year older than him, quietly lying on the window sill and drawing, looking at him, That smile was friendly yet distant.

Then with his hard work, they became friends, and then, the Fang family and the Ning family began to have business contacts, but every time he pestered Fang Yichen to take him to the Fang family as a guest, Uncle Fang would find excuses to take him away. Fang Yichen was locked up and only let him play with the annoying Fang Haolong.

He watched with his own eyes that Fang Yichen sat in the corner and edge without saying a word every time he ate, watched with his own eyes that Fang Yichen's works that had been drawn for several days were torn up by his brother lightly, and watched with his own eyes that even Fang Yichen Even the Beta maids at home dared to openly put eye drops on him.

He watched Fang Yichen escape from the bitter sea step by step, ready to bite back and kill him at any time, he supported him from the bottom of his heart, no matter what Xiang Jingyuan wanted to do, he would not allow anyone to hurt him again.

Although the Xiang family and the Ning family are very close, and although he became Xiang Qingshan's little tail when he was six or seven years old, he never knew the existence of Xiang Jingyuan until the Xiang family was preparing to pick him up a while ago. Only when he returned to China did he know that Xiang Qingshan had a younger brother.

Because he didn't know this person's previous life at all, and because this person had the guts to tell such a big lie in order to get close to Fang Yichen, he felt that anything this senior Alpha said was not credible enough.

It's not up to the senior Alpha to feel sorry for anyone.

However, he had to admit that Xiang Jingyuan's expression just now, that dazed demeanor really moved him a little.

After a while, he lowered his head and raised it again, and sighed in compromise: "It's not that I can't believe you, but you have to know that no matter what, you are deceiving him."

"I know." Xiang Jingyuan wiped his face, closed his eyes and tried to calm his mind, and when he opened his eyes again, his eyes became firm and rational again, "I will tell him personally in the future, but now I still have to ask You keep it a secret for me."

Ning Yun brushed her hair, frowned and squinted at him, as if she didn't intend to agree to his request.

Xiang Jingyuan also looked at him, and the two of them were deadlocked, as if neither of them was going to give in.

Finally, Xiang Jingyuan lowered his head and sighed as if he was the first to show weakness: "Do you like Xiang Qingshan?"

Ning Yun froze for a moment, subconsciously nodded quickly, and then suddenly realized that he was so surprised that he wanted to jump up: "You don't mean to..."

"You keep it a secret for me, and I'll let him marry you." Xiang Jingyuan raised his head again, with no turmoil on his expression, as if Xiang Qingshan's lifelong event could be decided with just one sentence, "How is it?"

Ning Yun was relieved at first, and then his heart began to beat violently again. Although he couldn't understand Xiang Jingyuan's behavior of using such a big event as a bargaining chip, he had to say that his wife was really moved.

If there is such an opportunity, it would be good to hit Xiang Qingshan's wood hard.

But he still controlled the crazily raised corners of his mouth, forced himself to calm down, and pretended not to care: "Why should I believe that you have this ability?"

"That means I agree." Xiang Jingyuan drank the cold American style in front of him in one gulp, then smiled lightly, "Just wait for the news, I won't disappoint you."

Ning Yun raised his eyebrows, stared at him with beautiful almond eyes, and smiled acquiescingly after a while, his tone seemed to be a reminder, or a warning: "You'd better not lie to him about other things."

"Of course." The confident and relaxed smile in the meeting room returned to Xiang Jingyuan's face. In fact, he didn't know how to tell Fang Yichen about it. One day when he is exposed, he can stay by Fang Yichen's side for one more day, and he has no time to take care of other things.

As if solving a serious problem in his heart, he stretched his expression and stood up, asking Ning Yun very gentlemanly: "Do you need me to take you back?"

"No need." Ning Yun looked at the time and refused with a chuckle, "My driver is already on the way."

Xiang Jingyuan nodded happily: "Then I'll go back to the company first."

Ning Yun watched him leave his sight, estimated that after 2 minutes, he picked up his mobile phone and dialed Fang Yichen's number without hesitation.

He didn't think Xiang Jingyuan's words could carry that much weight, and he didn't think it was the right thing to help him keep Fang Yichen a secret.

He is entitled to his own judgment.

In the innermost workshop on the thirteenth floor, Fang Yichen was concentrating on making his latest samples while sitting in front of the console.

The phone rang, and the caller ID was Ning Yun. There was no one else in the workshop, so he simply connected directly: "What's wrong?"

"Yichen, I want to ask you something." Ning Yun's tone sounded serious, "You have to answer me truthfully."

Fang Yichen gave an inexplicably nervous "hmm".

"Do you like Xiang Jingyuan?"

Fang Yichen was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing: "I thought it was a serious matter, what the hell is wrong with you?"

"I'm very serious." Unexpectedly, Ning Yun didn't fail for a second this time, "I mean, if one day, you find out that he is not who you really know him, maybe he..."

Halfway through his speech, he didn't know how to speak, but Fang Yichen was leaning back on the chair with a calm expression at the moment, waiting leisurely for his next words.

"Maybe he is not that simple, maybe...some things are still hiding from you..." The more Ning Yun said, the more his throat became dry. At that moment, he understood Xiang Jingyuan's thoughts a little bit. No matter how he said this kind of thing, , Whoever speaks is extremely difficult.

"Are you trying to say that he approached me pretending to be an Omega, and also concealed his identity as the young master of the Xiang family?" Fang Yichen said with a light smile, without any surprise in his voice, "If so, I would have known about it a long time ago. .”

"You know..." Ning Yun couldn't even speak now, and it took him a while to beat his thigh hard. He should have expected that people like Fang Yichen would do a full investigation before starting anything, but What he never expected was that Fang Yichen was willing to continue acting with him on the premise of completely knowing it, "Then why are you still..."

"Xiao Yun, I've known him since I was very young." Fang Yichen's expression was as soft as memories, "I knew him before I knew you."

Born into a real estate family like the Fang family, the most shameful thing about him in his life is that he was just a Beta from beginning to end.

Because of Beta's gender, his parents ignored him since he was a child, his elder brother looked down on him, and even the servants could blatantly give him winks.

He obviously gave him a name as bright as the sun, but he could only huddle in the darkest corner to survive.

He doesn't want this from the bottom of his heart, so in order to gain more attention, he is willing to try his best to cater to him and restrain himself, always with a cute smile on his face, even if there is no sunshine to nourish him, he will try his best to disguise himself as the sun look like.

But no matter how well-behaved and sensible he is and how hard he works, he is still inferior to his status as a senior Alpha in their hearts, and they still turn a blind eye to him.

One day when he was seven years old, the Xiang family couple brought their two sons to visit them. The servants were busy, so he stood in the corner, and no one noticed him.

"Yichen, take your brother to play outside."

He froze for a moment, as if he couldn't believe that his mother would speak to him on such an occasion, but when he saw his brother sitting next to his father, he understood that only heirs who focus on training are eligible to be present. You don't deserve to hear their talk.

He had no choice but to walk over to the younger brother. The clean and cute little boy timidly followed his mother, his eyes seemed to be pretending to be calm. Looking aside, the eldest son of their family was sitting upright in the middle, covering his entire body. A mature temperament beyond his age.

Although he knew that the little boy in front of him must be different from himself, but at this moment, there was no one more similar to him than him.

He still can't describe his mood at that moment.

So he stretched out his hand, and for the first time showed a sincere smile from the heart instead of pandering to flattery.

He painted his favorite roses for his younger brother in the open space of his garden. It was the first time he took the initiative to paint for others, and the first time he was willing to take the initiative to show others his most relaxed posture.

The little boy's name is Xiang Jingyuan.

"Because I am willing to believe him once." He closed his eyes gently, his voice was slow but firm, "I am willing to believe that he will not let me down."

【Speak】

"The lotus hat carries the setting sun, and the green hills go far away alone"

Xiao Yun never imagined that Xiao Jing's words really carry so much weight?

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