Madam's little secret I know

"Why are you sweating so much?" Seeing that he got into the car and fastened his seat belt, Fang Yichen smiled slightly, "Is it hot in the room?"

Of course, Xiang Jingyuan couldn't say that he ran all the way here, he could only smile and nodded, trying to take a piece of paper to wipe his sweat while calming down his breathing.

However, in the next second, his body froze, because Fang Yichen had already reached out and stroked his forehead.

The warm temperature of the fingertips was transmitted to his forehead through the thin tissue paper, and spread to the whole body in an instant, and the breathing that had not yet calmed down became more chaotic, but the gentle touch made him want to cry for no reason.

No one had ever wiped his sweat like this before.

The few normal tenderness that I have felt since I was a child are almost all brought by Fang Yichen. He needs this tenderness to support himself, and will do his best to keep this tenderness.

If he loses this love for him, then he may completely lose his sunny and innocent side.

Fang Yichen gently wiped his sweat for him, and then handed him his coat: "Put it on when you get off the car later, or you will catch cold easily."

He nodded dully.

"What did you have for dinner?" Fang Yichen asked while driving.

Only then did Xiang Jingyuan remember that he only ate a bite of mushroom for dinner, and suddenly felt hungry, and didn't know how to answer for a while.

"Did you eat well?" Fang Yichen guessed it from his reaction, and couldn't help but smile, "I just bought some dough, and I'll make some dumplings for you when I get home, okay?"

His heart full of holes was suddenly filled, and he smiled and nodded again.

Authentic dumplings are almost unavailable abroad. In my impression, only when my uncle came back, my aunt would make dumplings once. Xiang Jingyuan only ate them a few times since he was a child, and it was just an ordinary meal. Food, the taste of this food has long been blurred in my mind.

But at this time, watching Fang Yichen making dumplings in the kitchen, he seemed to have smelled the fragrance of dumplings. He always inexplicably felt that dumplings contained a sense of warmth and happiness more than other foods.

The dumplings made by Fang Yichen are completely different from his own. The dumplings are small and delicate, with fat ears and a big round belly, just like a cartoon character in an animation.

So he couldn't help boasting: "The dumplings you made are so cute."

"I like this kind of fat ones. They have big fillings and are enjoyable to eat." Fang Yichen squinted his eyes while pinching dumplings, "Do you want to make dumplings? I can teach you."

So Xiang Jingyuan washed his hands and was eager to try.

The strong learning talent of the advanced Alpha allowed him to quickly master the skills, and after a while another row of dumplings with a big belly was neatly arranged.

Dumplings are very warm, and it is even more warm to make dumplings with someone you like for the first time.

After almost making enough for two people, Fang Yichen began to boil the dumplings and adjust the dipping sauce. When the hot dumplings were served on the table, Xiang Jingyuan felt his heart was also boiling hot.

"Try the dumplings made by yourself." Fang Yichen sat opposite him, looking at him with a smile.

He immediately picked up a dumpling and put it in his mouth. The stuffing of the dumpling burned his tongue, and he swallowed the dumpling whole. His stagnant emotions were burned by the temperature, and he felt comfortable all over at that moment.

"It's delicious." Even though his tongue and upper teeth were a little numb, he still smiled brightly.

Fang Yichen seemed to be stunned for a moment, staring at him in a daze, and then asked with a chuckle after a while, "Xiao Jing, do you know the meaning of dumplings?"

Xiang Jingyuan raised his head and looked at him blankly, he didn't even remember the taste of the dumplings, let alone the meaning.

"Dumplings represent peace in every year, a happy reunion, and all good things will come to you as promised." Fang Yichen lowered his head and smiled, "In my opinion, dumplings are the happiest food."

Looking at the soft expression on his face, Xiang Jingyuan's heart trembled suddenly.

Like himself, he has a family and childhood that he doesn't want to mention so far, and has a completely unsatisfactory happiness. At that moment, his distress for him even surpassed the joy of sharing sacred food with him. His heart seemed to be being kneaded without pain, it was sore and soft.

"So, eating dumplings together is also a kind of reunion, right?"

Fang Yichen is always used to looking into each other's eyes when talking. This is the first time Xiang Jingyuan saw him murmuring with his head down, and it was also the first time he saw him showing such a fragile and confused appearance. Some couldn't tell whether he was asking himself or talking to himself, but suddenly there was a feeling of being needed by him.

Perhaps at this moment, he needs to affirm without hesitation.

"I will be with you forever."

Fang Yichen didn't look up, he couldn't see his expression clearly, and couldn't feel his emotions through the connection of pheromones, and he didn't dare to act out of order at will.

Probably all I can give him now is this seemingly ethereal promise and quiet company.

The two of them remained silent for a long time before Fang Yichen finally raised his head and smiled at him, the gentle light that moved him flashed again in his eyes.

"it is good."

Lying on the bed at night, Xiang Jingyuan tossed and turned, unable to sleep.

There were already a lot of troubles, and there were always people scrambling to add to them. He couldn't help sighing, a little annoyed that he and Xiang Mingyun had quarreled like this before the entrepreneur reception.

But he didn't regret it. Fang Yichen was always the most important thing in his heart. Even without the help of the reception, he could still achieve his goal with his own strength.

Fang Yichen was lying beside him, breathing very steadily, and seemed to have entered a comfortable and deep sleep.

He couldn't help but began to gently trace the outline of his lover with his eyes. This person who made him fall in love with him at a glance filled all the blanks in his heart, and also gave him many unprecedented emotions.

He should have slept soundly. Thinking of this, he mustered up the courage to gently move his arm, then carefully pillowed it in his arm, and closed his eyes contentedly.

This time he fell asleep so quickly that he didn't notice that Fang Yichen, who was still "deadly" asleep just now, slowly opened his eyes.

Xiang Jingyuan just huddled in his arms. He was obviously a high-level Alpha, and he was obviously a big man of more than 1.8 meters, but sometimes he really looked very thin and petite. Coupled with that handsome face, he was like a still Like a boy who hasn't grown up.

He couldn't help plucking his bangs with the other hand.

During that time, his mobile phone was always in communication with Aunt Chen, that is to say, from the moment Xiang Jingyuan entered the door, every sentence of their conversation was clearly transmitted to his ears.

To be honest, the moment he learned of Xiang Jingyuan's true identity, his surprise and joy were actually very short-lived. After that, he thought about countless reasons why he wanted to be with him. He felt that he had thought of everything, but only I never thought that Xiang Jingyuan might really like herself.

It's not that he doesn't have confidence in himself, but that he himself is a cautious and suspicious person.

His senior alpha brother, Fang Haoyu, is selfish, hypocritical, mercenary, insidious, cunning, arrogant, and he can struggle to grow to this point where he can see him. He absolutely dare not trust anyone easily, let alone Let alone a high-level Alpha of the same type.

From childhood to adulthood, almost no one has treated him sincerely, so he is not afraid of being hurt, and he is used to acting according to his liking.He is not afraid of Xiang Jingyuan approaching him, because all information related to his life experience has been completely erased by Fang Haolong, and he is not afraid of Xiang Jingyuan using himself, because sooner or later he will grab more benefits from him, as long as If he doesn't take the initiative to tear his face, he can act as a qualified partner at any time.

He thought that the only difference between Xiang Jingyuan and others was that they had a substantial relationship, but when he really heard Xiang Jingyuan say the word "like" himself, His mind immediately went blank.

What is "like", he doesn't know, and he doesn't want to figure it out, because no one has ever liked him, and he has never had the extra energy to like anyone, he only knows that the word "like" means something to him. It is a great burden. Since I don't have the ruthlessness of a high-level Alpha's natural killing and decisiveness, I must cut off the desires that I shouldn't have in order to stay awake and rational at all times.

If he couldn't get something no matter how hard he tried, he might as well disappear from his world forever.

He has followed his own rules for more than 20 years, but the emotion that should be far away from him suddenly appeared on his own initiative, and tried to invade his numb heart in various subtle ways, making himself who had never experienced it sometimes feel unaware Overwhelmed.

It's not that he doesn't know that Xiang Jingyuan has installed a camera in his office, and it's not that he can't imagine how domineering he looks when he defends himself. He can understand that all this is due to the strong and unrivaled possessiveness of the senior Alpha.

But this domineering possessiveness similar to surveillance did not make him shudder, on the contrary, it seemed to make up for the indifference and injustice he had suffered since he was a child, making him feel that he was paid attention to and valued, and even made him feel A strange sense of security that I have never had before.

He didn't care about it at first and didn't have time to think about it carefully. It wasn't until tonight that he suddenly realized that the reason why he thought he didn't care was because he had been morbidly enjoying this possessive desire all the time, and he couldn't help it anymore. Deceive yourself, deep down in your heart, you are actually longing for this emotion.

I long for someone who is willing to watch me all the time, to always believe that I am on my side, and to always regard myself as the first choice.

If Xiang Jingyuan can, then I can keep him by my side forever.

He didn't know if it counted as liking, and if so, he didn't know how to express his liking.

After a long time, he closed his eyes and sighed, moved his arms, and hugged the sleeping person in his arms a little tighter. ?