Purple Yawu

Fourth day.

Du Yasi is dead.

In Jingshan Nursing Home, such things happen frequently, but it was the first time that someone died in front of so many people with such great fanfare.

Someone came to ask questions according to the procedure, Lu Fengqian changed into casual clothes, and sat lazily opposite.

"Is there anything unusual during Du Yisi's rehearsal?"

"Did not see it."

"How is your relationship with the other party?"

"Unfamiliar."

"Does the other party have any medical history?"

Lu Fengqian sneered: "Who are the people in Jingshan Sanatorium, don't you know?"

……

The writing pen on the opposite side suddenly stopped, looked up at Lu Fengqian, as if seeing something terrible through his eyes, and did not speak for a long time.

When Lu Fengqian left, he met a little girl.

The little girl smiled shyly. Seeing him greet him, she said, "Brother Guan."

Lu Fengqian didn't know her, but he felt familiar. He felt that everything that happened in the past few days was like a real dream.

Lu Feng responded subconsciously: "Hey, what are you doing?"

Little girl: "I'm chatting with my sister."

Lu Fengqian: "Where's my sister?"

The little girl rubbed her head and pointed to the air beside her: "Sister is right next to me, sister, say hello to Brother Guan."

The girl smiled meekly, as if she really had a reliable older sister by her side.

Lu Fengqian's scalp was numb, but he still pretended to be calm: "Hello."

He pursed his lips stiffly again: "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

The little girl was still shy, she nodded with her mouth pursed, and after Lu Fengqian walked away, she called out sweetly, "Goodbye, Brother Guan!"

The immature voice seemed to be able to pinch water, echoing in the corridor with few people, like the singing of a ghost.

——It was as if I really wanted to see Lu Fengqian again forever.

Accompanied by his own clearly audible footsteps, Lu Fengqian opened the dormitory door.

He also has only one clear and audible goal in mind: to get the bear.

Lu Fengqian felt that he couldn't leave it for a moment now, and the little bear seemed to suddenly become something that stuck to his flesh and blood.

Seeing him coming back, the roommate asked puzzledly, "Little Guan, why didn't you go to the square to meet the family members today?"

The nurse sister once told him that there will be family visits here once a week.

Lu Fengqian seemed to have suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly replied to his roommate: "Oh, thank you, I almost forgot."

Then he rushed out the door with the bear on the bed.

Strange, I have never been to the square, but it seems like I have walked through it ten thousand times, following a certain obsession in my heart, I came to the crowded destination.

The appearance of his mother suddenly appeared in Lu Fengqian's mind.

There is a smile on the corner of the lips, a bruise on the forehead, and the eyes are as beautiful as yesterday's stars.

He rushed into the crowd to find his mother.

The noisy sound was like snow waves, echoing some kind of weird and colorful music, constantly hitting Lu Fengqian's crumbling mind.

Time ebbs and flows like the ebb and flow of the tide.

"Boom boom boom——"

The distant bell was ringing loudly, and the crowd had stopped boiling.

Lu Fengqian was the only one left in the square.

no mother.

Lu Fengqian's sanity was eaten by the beast at this moment.

There is only one voice left in his mind:

"Lagou, mom will definitely come back to see you, unless mom is dead, otherwise she will never forget our family, Guan Siyi."

"Mom will definitely come back to see you."

"Unless mother dies."

The wailing resounded like a child, announcing that the last straw had arrived as expected.

Lu Fengqian seemed to have found a certain emotion that had been lost for a long time, and also seemed to have lost many, many important things.

He didn't know that at this moment, he finally became Guan Siyi.

Almost following his instinct, he walked back to the rooftop where He Ming took him yesterday.

The lock on the roof is still hanging, it seems that no staff has noticed that anyone has been here.

Lu Fengqian no longer remembered how he climbed up, he just hugged the little bear tightly, like hugging his mother.

He looked at the ants-like crowd downstairs.

He glanced down at the teddy bear.

In the next second, Lu Fengqian tore open the zipper on the bear's back.

Behind the layers of cotton are densely packed small blades.

"Hahahahahaha."

Lu Fengqian, or Guan Siyi laughed, but her mother still left the last way for herself.

The best way, the worst way.

I've got a monster inside of me, so you see, even she thinks I'm damned.

what.

Lu Fengqian picked up the blade and resolutely stretched it towards his neck.

He closed his eyes.

Arteries, must be arteries.

……

"Lu Fengqian!!!"

A scream interrupted Lu Fengqian, his hand was hanging stiffly in mid-air.

He Ming ran over, his voice hoarse from the loud shout just now: "Lu Fengqian, give me the knife!"

Lu Fengqian stared blankly at the other party, motionless.

Lu Fengqian?

Who is Lu Fengqian?

He Ming strode over and grabbed Lu Fengqian's knife hand.

"Rong Ci?"

Lu Fengqian's voice was trembling unbelievably.

He Ming snatched the knife from his hand, and cut his palm because of too much force.

The blood snaked along the palm of his hand and formed a thin snake, lingering on He Ming's wrist, which seemed a little shocking.

Then, He Ming came face to face.

Lips have a soft touch, as if wrapped by a petal.

He Ming pushed his tongue in viciously, allowing Lu Fengqian to taste the aroma of chocolate.

Can't tell if it's bitter or sweet.

He Ming inserted his bloodless hand into Lu Fengqian's hair, and then slowly lowered it like teasing a cat.

In the end, he kissed the rolling Adam's apple of the other party like a dragonfly.

"Um……"

Lu Fengqian couldn't help but snorted softly, like a kitten snoring uncontrollably when being comforted.

After a while of inseparability, He Ming let go of his hand and watched the other party quietly.

Lu Fengqian's mouth was a little red from the kiss, his shirt was wet with blood and sweat, and his sickly white shoulders were pulled to the ground.

He Ming raised the corner of his mouth, and asked naively like a big kid:

"who am I?"

Lu Fengqian muttered to himself as if he had just woken up:

"He Ming."

He Ming picked up the teddy bear and said something to Lu Fengqian:

"I owe you the chocolate, I'll give it back to you."

He Ming paused, and added:

"I owe you a life, and I will give it back to you."

……

Lu Fengqian closed his eyes, heaved his chest, and there was only one sentence left in his mind:

rogue.