Purple Yawu

My name is Xu Mai.

4 years ago, my husband's wild/flavor restaurant closed down.My daughter, my son, and my husband's brother left us one after another.

We don't know what went wrong, the food inspection passed the test, the restaurant's hygiene environment passed the standard-we obviously did it perfectly.

I hate this weird disease, the pain keeps us up all night and night, it's a total mental and physical torpor.

The pain was too long, life was too short, and when I had nowhere to go, I went to seek help from a well-known spiritual woman.

The Lingma made a divination for me, saying that our family offended the gods.

I anxiously asked her: "Then what should we do?"

The spirit woman's eyes lit up, and she asked me to buy her incense burner and make offerings every day, and offer a deer to the god at the place closest to the sky and with water in my house.

I immediately thought of the water tank on the roof.

I knew Zhang Hao, a stubborn old man, would definitely not agree, so I had no choice but to secretly throw the dead deer in the back kitchen while he was not at home.

But within a few days, my hair began to wither, and my body shriveled up a little bit. My life was crumbling, and I dreamed of death every night.

I ended up going to hell anyway.

The judge said that I committed the crime of gluttony, and the god I offended was not a phantom fabricated by the lingpo, but a wild animal that died with regret.

They said that our family is all slaves to desire, and that my husband will be punished like death in the future.

The judge was furious and threw me into the sea of ​​fire to wash away my sins.

The fire gnawed at my flesh, my tears evaporated in hell, and the miserable cries of sinners made my eardrums tremble.

I can't help but think of the sea of ​​blood in the back kitchen, the pangolin whose scales have been pulled out, the wild deer, the little elephant with red eyes...

I finally understood that the ignorance and greed I committed, at this moment, backfired on me.

Doesn't the so-called "food" refer to people's conscience?

And the one who fell in the pool of blood finally became me who was self-inflicted.