Even so, I still like you

It took Shen Tongguang more than double the time to get home after a 10-minute trip back and forth. The dishes on the table were cold and hot again, and the fried chicken was short of light soy sauce. What's wrong with you on the phone?"

Shen Tongguang's eyes dropped, and he subconsciously checked his face against the reflection of the door: "It's nothing."

He had been tidying up outside for a long time just now, and he dared to go home after making sure that there were not many traces to be seen. Now he followed Zhang Yuhang's gaze and looked down, and found that the glass bottle of soy sauce in the plastic bag was broken, and the He didn't notice the black liquid in the bag at all.

Shen Tong made amends without blinking an eye: "I accidentally fell."

Zhang Yuhang immediately frowned deeply, his jaw tensed, and he looked at him with a serious expression.

After such a relative silence for a long while, Shen Tongguang was a little startled, and Zhang Yuhang finally said: "Go and wash your hands, and we will talk after eating."

Shen Tongguang kicked off his shoes and sprinted into the room as if he had been pardoned, not knowing that the back of his coat was dirty and dusty, and half a big footprint was printed on it.

When rushing to the front of the toilet, he suddenly stopped and looked at the opposite room in disbelief.

Zhang Yuhang also followed behind him at the same time.

"Who beat you again?"

"Who let you into this house?!"

The two spoke at the same time, and Shen Tongguang's voice was louder and stretched to the extreme. He looked at the half-open door, his blood was rushing against his body, and he shouted furiously: "I ask you who let you in!"

A, B, B, Ding, who were chasing after them to play, scrambled under the sofa in fright.

Through the crack of the door, you can see a lot of transparent acrylic boxes neatly stacked inside. One wall is full of various paints and painting tools, which are spotlessly clean and neatly placed together. There are also some trophies and The framed paintings and a few pairs of brand-new brand-name shoes on the ground were all properly covered.

"No one let me in." Zhang Yuhang closed his eyes, not wanting to quarrel with him, "Shen Tongguang, do you know that other people will worry? I beg you, live your life seriously and don't get hurt all the time."

"Why do I have to live seriously? Can you control me?" Shen Tongguang usually eats the soft and not the hard, but when he gets angry, he doesn't eat oil and salt. He trembles all over, and all the negative emotions accumulated these days erupted without warning. , yelling indiscriminately, "Zhang Yuhang, who do you think you are? It's really annoying, didn't you just sleep a few times? Do I use you to teach me how to live? Get out!"

The last sentence almost turned into a sharp arrow and pierced into his ears. Zhang Yuhang just listened quietly, his face sank inch by inch.

He looked very fierce when he was expressionless, his jaw was tensed into a sharp line, his brows were deep, his expression was extremely cold, and he looked like he was about to hit someone at any time.

The house was so quiet that only the sound of Shen Tongguang's vigorous breathing could be heard. Not to be outdone, he confronted Zhang Yuhang for a while, and Zhang Yuhang suddenly raised his left hand.

Shen Tongguang shrank his neck subconsciously, and raised his arms to cover his face.

With a bang, the sour soy sauce bag in his hand fell to the ground, and the black liquid finally found a breakthrough, seeping out violently.

Shen Tongguang was so angry that his mind was in chaos. For a moment, he thought that Zhang Yuhang was going to hit him. In fact, it was just that he was too excited to speak just now. Long bright red bloodshot, very dazzling.

Shen Tongguang hurriedly retracted his blocking posture, and made a futile and futile excuse: "No, I...I don't...that's what I mean."

What does it mean?At this point, how can I explain it to save it?

Zhang Yuhang looked at him indifferently with indescribable feelings in his heart, his arms were hanging down, and his fingers were clenched tightly one by one, causing pain in his palms.

The air seemed to be filled with tiny, sharp ice picks. They were standing face to face, but there were suddenly many invisible and intangible things between them.

That's how heartbreak happens.

Looking at the bloodstain on his face, the wet eyelashes like a small fan, and the slightly wrinkled expression of stubbornness and bewilderment, the last bit of warm light in Zhang Yuhang's eyes also slowly faded away, Quietly extinguished.

Originally, I wanted to ask him if it hurts, what he did to make himself like this, what kind of blood feud he made outside and he was always beaten, but now he didn't want to do anything, and he didn't bother to say anything.

In fact, after Shen Tongguang said those words, he regretted it. The more flustered he was, the more his mouth was tightly sewn shut by an invisible thread. Beg for mercy, say sorry, sorry, repeat ten thousand times, I shouldn't have said that, please forgive me?Please, don't be angry.

But Zhang Yuhang gradually felt that he was ridiculously ridiculous in such silence.What has he become?An old lady who cooks, a human massager/massage stick, or a dog who comes and goes when called?He grew up to be 22 years old, and he had never eaten anything. The worst words were actually heard from the mouth of this person in front of him.

So what if you dig out your heart and lungs, Shen Tongguang is used to being a little emperor with closed doors, and he is used to being alone, so he can easily use him, but because he has never encountered it before, he just fell into it so easily, closing his eyes and hypnotizing himself , because of the occasional happiness, he was content with the occasional happiness, self-righteously sang a one-man show in the love game designed by himself, fought left and right, made the boomerang hit Kongming fist, only to find out that it was just a paper illusion, what is love at first sight, the heart of the sky is full, a game After the fire, the flowers are scattered, the water flows on all sides, and the wind blows away the stones.

Willing to be inferior to himself, kneeling and licking, he won't do it.

Zhang Yuhang turned around in silence, and picked up his shoulder bag, mobile phone, and coat while walking all the way. When he reached the door, he paused, without turning his head, and said indifferently: "The door is not closed tightly, A, B, B, Ding got in. , I just carried it out and didn’t touch anything, don’t worry.”

Then he pressed the doorknob and left without hesitation.

With a sound of hitting the ground, there was thunder on the ground, everything was shattered, and Shen Tongguang was so palpitated that he almost jumped up.

In the silence of the room, the rice cooked by Zhang Yuhang on the table was still steaming.A, B, Bingding popped their heads out from under the sofa, and called out to him cautiously.

That's it, it's just right, Shen Tongguang thought bitterly and sadly, it was originally planned to end, it shouldn't be started at all, it shouldn't be provoked, a messy life, why don't you want to drag people into the water without giving up.

I thought very clearly in my heart, but my vision was blurred, tears flowed down my cheeks in a futile way, and slid down my cheeks to the wound, stained with salt, excruciatingly painful.

The author says:

Xiao Zhang: Who will give me the glue to stick to my heart.

Xiao Shen: I think it's too broken.

Xiao Zhang: Hehe.