Anti-Phishing Guide

Their cabins fell slowly from the top, and the bright lights rose from under their feet, until they enveloped them again.

Jiang Chu stared blankly at Chen Fei's face, the air seemed to be stagnant, making people forget to breathe.

"...What did you say?" He opened his mouth, "You found... my mother?"

Chen Fei put away the box and held his hand tightly.

"It's my fault, I shouldn't do such a thing without telling you," he comforted, "but you always miss her, don't you?"

Chen Fei always remembered the look in Jiang Chu's eyes when he first mentioned his mother to him.What happened to his mother made him grow a disabled child deep in his heart. He hated himself and his family.While trying to climb up and leave the family that shouldn't exist, he kept denying himself, pushing the child in his heart away, thinking that he should not be loved.

He dragged himself painfully like this, so that his existence could not be affirmed by anyone.

As long as his heart knot is not resolved for a day, he will always be trapped in a deep inferiority complex.

"Yes, I miss her very much," Jiang Chu pressed his forehead angrily, "but she may not want to see me."

He took out the hand held by Chen Fei, turned around, and stood in front of the glass.

"Can you tell me how she is now?"

Jiang Chu scratched his finger on the cold glass, "Did she continue to teach at the university, did she start a new family?"

Chen Fei looked at his thin back, feeling a pang in his heart.He stepped forward and hugged Jiang Chu's shoulders, and said softly, "Why don't you go and see for yourself? I'll go with you, okay?"

Monday morning.

The curtains were drawn in the single room, and a ray of sunlight poured down from the gap in the curtains, falling on Chen Fei's bare back.

"You don't need to bring too many things, we won't go for too long this time." He squatted on the ground to pack his luggage, folded Jiang Chu and his clothes one by one, and put them into the box.When he bowed to tidy up, the worm amber necklace hanging around his neck dangled, reflecting a faint light.

Just as Jiang Chu finished writing the leave note, he rummaged through the closet for clothes to wear.He had insomnia last night, and there were faint dark circles under his eyes.Looking around in the closet, Jiang Chu took off and put on the clothes on his body, put on and took off again, frowned and looked at each piece in front of the full-length mirror, always feeling a little dissatisfied.

Chen Fei took a look and knew that he was nervous.

"My wife, you don't need to try it." He got up and pulled the man away from the mirror. "You look good in any one."

Jiang Chu still worriedly looked down at his shirt, "Are you too old-fashioned?"

"No!" Chen Fei hugged him and sucked his face hard, "It looks good, if you don't leave, you will miss the train."

After Jiang Chu dawdled for a long time, the two finally packed their luggage and took a taxi to the train station.

They went to T province this time, and did not communicate with any relevant departments there.Chen Fei originally wanted to ask Chen Qian to contact Jiang Chu's mother in advance, but Jiang Chu was too nervous and didn't want to let the other party know of his existence, so Chen Fei had to give up.

There were a lot of people traveling recently, so Chen Fei only bought two hard seats.It takes five hours to travel from this city to T province. Although it is not long, it is very difficult for someone like him who is going out on a hard sleeper for the first time.

When the train left the urban area, Chen Fei felt a little uncomfortable.

The trees and the wide plain flew by outside the window, Jiang Chu looked at this pastoral scenery that was different from his hometown, and recalled some things from his childhood.

Chen Fei couldn't sit still because he was moving around, so he quietly stretched out a hand behind Jiang Chu's back, and hugged him by the waist.

"What are you thinking about?" He rested his chin on Jiang Chu's shoulder, rubbed his short hair against the other's ear, looking for something to talk about, "I haven't been to T province yet, wife, have you been?"

"I went there once when I was a freshman." Jiang Chu patted his head, "My previous university was in the same province as my hometown, which is next to Province T."

Chen Fei raised his head and kissed him, his palm disheveledly stretched into the hem of his clothes, and pressed against his cold waist.

"What are you going to do, traveling? With roommates or classmates?"

Jiang Chu looked a little embarrassed, hesitated for a while, and said, "With my girlfriend at the time."

Chen Fei: "..."

He smacked his lips, feeling sour in his mouth.But in order to prevent Jiang Chu from thinking wildly again, he simply continued to pester and ask: "Who is the other party, tell me?"

Jiang Chu recalled, "It was the ex-girlfriend of a senior in our department. At that time, I was competing with that senior for a Sanda competition in the school. I only started to learn Sanda in high school. He thought I must not be as good as him, and the result was No. 1 belongs to me." He smiled wryly and shook his head, "I was also driven by vanity at the time, and after winning the game, I tried my best to snatch his girlfriend."

Chen Fei's eyes were gloomy, and the hands on his waist were dishonestly touching everywhere.

"You're amazing." He smiled, but his hands in his clothes slid across Jiang Chu's back emotionally.

Jiang Chu blushed and his voice became vain.

"Not anymore." He coughed slightly.

Chen Fei squeezed his rosy face and smiled, "I know."

He took Jiang Chu into his arms and let him lean on his shoulder.

Thinking about what happened to Jiang Chu's mother, combined with the fact that he likes to steal away other people's girlfriends, Chen Fei probably understood Jiang Chu's mood.In his eyes, his mother is so similar to those girls who are trapped in wishful thinking. Jiang Chu took the initiative to appear and lure those girls to break up with his boyfriend. The act of "saving" her that was missing from the mother.Then use this vanity to find a positive reason for your existence.

The sound of train tracks rubbing against each other was endless, Chen Fei held Jiang Chu in his arms, and quietly looked at the scenery outside the window.

"Sleep in peace." He kissed Jiang Chu's forehead, "Don't worry about anything."

Jiang Chu hooked his fingers with him, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

At [-]:[-] p.m., a lecture hall of a key university in T province.

In the bright and spacious corridor, a woman in a pink shirt and black skirt stepped on high heels, holding a textbook in one hand, and answered the phone while walking.Her long hair was tied behind her head, and her hair was a little dry.

"Professor Liu, tomorrow we will have an anti-trafficking and women's rights protection event. You have helped us a lot and are very passionate about this cause. Do you have time to accept the award tomorrow?"

The corners of the woman's mouth, which was painted with lip gloss, were bent, and the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes were slightly revealed.

"It's not necessary if you just accept the award," she replied gently, "Tomorrow I have an appointment with the students to discuss the thesis, sorry."

After hanging up the phone, she put away her mobile phone, opened the door and entered the auditorium.

In the large classroom with a capacity of 700 people, there are no empty seats, but there is no sound.

Liu Xiaoyu walked up to the podium unhurriedly. When the class bell rang, she habitually bowed to her classmates, and then scanned the dark seats with her beautiful eyes.

Her gaze fell on the corner of the last row, and she saw two strange faces.It's too far away to see clearly, but she cares about the students very much. If there are new students who come to attend the public class, she can recognize them at a glance.

Liu Xiaoyu's gaze stayed on one of the boys with medium-length hair for a moment, and then hurriedly moved away.

"As usual today, we don't call names," she smiled, and opened the "History of Classical Chinese Philosophy" in her hand. "If there are students who came to help their roommates, they can go back later."

There was a small burst of laughter from the audience, and Liu Xiaoyu also squinted his eyes.She turned a page with a folded corner and continued her lecture.

"In the last class, we talked about Cheng Zhu Neo Confucianism..."

She can't remember how many students she has taught and how many classes she has taught.She had talked about the history of classical Chinese philosophy over and over again, but today she somehow remembered her first student.

The first student who heard her talk about this course, was small, with a clean face, and always grinned at her even when he came back from playing in mud.

Then she would take him to the backyard to take a bath, wipe the mud off his body with her hands that were as thin as bones, and then carry him into the room and tell him the stories in the book.

The old creaking wooden bed and the never-ending musty smell were her first classroom.

Liu Xiaoyu thought about that fair little face for a long time before realizing that she was distracted.The students in the audience looked at her blankly, and some whispered.

"Sorry," she smiled helplessly, "Teacher is not in a good condition today, let's continue."

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and Liu Xiaoyu finished her lecture. The students still ran to the podium to discuss related issues with her as usual, but she couldn't concentrate for some reason.

She just thought it was her own old problem, and after answering a few questions, she hurried away with the textbook in her arms.

Walking out of the lecture theater, Liu Xiaoyu rubbed her temples and walked to the corner.She was about to take out the medicine box from her bag when she heard a boy behind her shout:

"Teacher Liu!"

Liu Xiaoyu turned her head suspiciously, only to find that it was a handsome, somewhat unfamiliar student.She looked at his clothes and recognized that it was one of them sitting in the corner just now.

"Hello," she put away the medicine box in her hand, "what can I do?"

The boy smiled very politely, "Mr. Liu, are you free? My friend wants to see you. He is now in the reception room on the first floor."

Liu Xiaoyu felt a little strange in her heart, but she still nodded.

The boy took her to the door of the reception room on the first floor, Liu Xiaoyu looked at the half-hidden door, and suddenly became a little nervous.

"Aren't you a student of our school?" She asked the boy standing beside her.

There was an indescribably complicated expression on the other party's face, and he replied: "Yes, we are from other provinces."

Liu Xiaoyu's heart moved, and he stretched out his hand to push open the door.

In the bright reception room, there was only one boy, tall and thin, sitting on the sofa facing her sideways.

When Liu Xiaoyu saw his side face, there was a "hum" in his head.

——"Mom, are you going on a trip? Why don't you take me with you?"

——"Xiao Chu, it's too dangerous outside, you're still young, you can't go with your mother."

——"Then when I grow up, will my mother come back to pick me up and go on a trip together?"

——"Yes, mother will come to pick you up."

Liu Xiaoyu watched Jiang Chu turn his head slowly, those eyes that resembled hers stared straight at her, looking into the dark golden rice fields in her sleep.

In the dream, she was overwhelmed by the barren and malicious pain of the mountain village, and the little child stood in the golden rice field, waiting for her to appear.

Her little one is back.