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Xiaoxie's perspective

He tried to find himself in the subconscious, and pieced together a complete "Xie Chuji", so that his existence would be more solid, and he would not disappear as easily as before.

Even though this is firmly established on the fragile identity of "human being" itself, no matter what measures are taken based on it, it can only be regarded as futile, but he still decides to do it and do it as well as possible.

Because this is extremely precious to him, the only meaningful existence in the long time.

Standing in an incomparably huge blank, he can see strands and strands, like the lines of a river. Every line is time and the world. He wants to find out from it that it only exists for a few months, or even a shorter time. Human beings are pieced together from the root.

In the beginning, it was a painter.

He thought this way, trying to recall that the identity of the painter was purely born in a fleeting dream, or he had such a painter himself, but was accidentally seen by him, caught his attention, and even absorbed the memory.

..It seems that the latter is more likely, because he can't draw the original paintings.

He took note of this detail, strictly distinguishing the two.

This is a very important turning point.

Taking the identity of a painter as a premise, he began to pay attention to human beings subconsciously, and created one identity after another.

A painter one day, a rich man the next.

The third day is for celebrities in politics.

Day Four.. Day Four.

He found that he couldn't remember, and he didn't seem to pay too much attention to his identity that day.

Because that day, a young man whom the painter knew took the initiative to send him a message, asking him how he was painting, and returned a lot of photos of other roses he saw, saying that he hoped to provide him with inspiration.

So he returned to his identity as a painter that day, painted flowers all day, and finally showed the other party the canvas with messy colors, and got a very serious evaluation from a layman.

Then he decided that he liked painters and wanted to stay a painter.

The fifth day was the king, but he still chose to live in the house that belonged to the painter, pretending that he was working, and continued to paint the painting.

Day [-].

Seventh day.

..

He sighed, and found that it was really difficult for him to piece together those things that were smaller than gravel and almost invisible. The work of confirming the existence of "Xie Chuji" was much more difficult than imagined, and there was even no way to establish it.

——Because "Xie Chuji" didn't exist in the first place.

He heard himself telling himself that.

——But I hope that I am "Xie Chuji", and I hope that "Xie Chuji" likes him.

Due to distress, he accidentally crushed the few grains of gravel that had been put together with great difficulty, as if he heard himself laughing at him.

I should make another assumption.

Thinking this way, he silently recited the three words Xie Chuji in his heart.

Identify yourself as "Xie Chuji", and then deduce from this, you should be able to get a more complete identity.

What is Xie Chuji made of?

Painter that includes many identities of humans, seraphs, dragons, vampires, and demons.

He wasn't quite sure whether these identities popped up because he was too happy, or because of something he was thinking at the time, which caused such a change.

But goblins, sirens, and robots are.

He wanted to be liked more.

What about later?

"Xie Chuji" couldn't go on, I couldn't put myself together to form a complete Xie Chuji.

Start with the Feathered Serpent.

He struggled to find out everything related to the Feathered Serpent, tugged the threads together extraordinarily roughly, accidentally tied a knot, and took a long time to untie.

But there seems to be no concept of time here.

..where is this coming from?

He decided to deal with this unimportant issue later and figure out the feathered snake first.

So why a feathered snake?

He decided to replace the threads with tentacles, lest they be carefully messed up again.

By the way, he seems to have remembered it, because Feathered Serpent is relatively positive, very gentle, harmless, and very suitable for expressing love.

He wanted to take the initiative to express love and reflect his own love, which led to the mistakes that followed.

His love is not gentle at all, and cannot be defined by the concept of human beings. If you have to use the words of those creatures to describe it, it should be ferocious, terrifying, frightening, crazy, and completely chaotic.

The most important point is that he doesn't want his love to be presented in such a way.

He likes the very fragile, yet very beautiful, extra attractive things that humans taught him, trying to become like those things.

..Then the question is, do I do this because I want to be loved, or do I do this because I want to express love?He couldn't tell the two apart again.

This word seems to be something extremely difficult, something that even he cannot easily solve.

However, if that person is here——

That person will not be here.

Human beings are too fragile to reach, impossible to reach.

He realized this, sad, and a little lost.

The tentacles that were crumpled and thrown far away rolled back and rolled to the bottom of his feet.

Standing seemed a bit tired, so he decided to sit down and put Xie Chuji together.

In short, if human painters, blazing angels, demons, vampires... all are added, there should be no problem.

..Bar.

He thinks he's a little more sure because he's omnipotent.

Who is coming?

I can't quite remember it, but in short, he is omnipotent, and he can definitely fight Xie Chuji well.

——Xie Chuji will not be spelled out.

He heard himself talking again, and didn't feel anything unusual.

But I must fight Xie Chuji well, because this is a very important matter.He said that he finally pinched the shadow in front of him, shaped it into a human shape, and kneaded several threads related to it into two balls, one ball was stuffed into the brain, and the other ball was stuffed into the heart.

These are two very important parts.

I am "Xie Chuji", so I will eat this shadow and digest it completely.

In this way, it can be confirmed that this identity exists, and this identity will become firm.

The shadow was touched by him, and it quickly shattered, turning into a small pile of fine gravel, and quickly disappeared.

Still too short.

Even if you add up those identities, all the threads that have been connected to those identities, it's still not enough.

It seems really difficult to make an identity that does not exist exist.

He felt himself in some kind of conflict.

Since this identity never existed, why did he prove that it existed?

Since this identity never existed, why did he know about it, and spend so much effort to restore it?

He couldn't figure it out, like kneading those tentacles, he kneaded himself into a ball, spread out, and reunited again, so repeatedly, and then started to fight Xie Chuji again.

Be sure to spell "Xie Chuji" well.

Otherwise—otherwise—

otherwise what..?

He can't seem to remember again.

But this is an extremely important thing, and he must remember it.

Because the existence of "Xie Chuji" is directly related to a certain human being and his future.

Well, his future is tied to that human being, which he did secretly before.

He remembered.

If he didn't spell "Xie Chuji" well, then what appeared in front of the other party would not be "Xie Chuji", but an existence without a name.

No, correct me, it's the part of him that doesn't have a name.

In short, the existence without a name is very scary, because it has not been domesticated, and it cannot express anything except raging love. Human beings have no way to bear that kind of love, and will be distorted, assimilated, and become a part of him forever.

——But there's nothing wrong with that. Compared with "Xie Chuji", that one suits me better.

Beautiful things are always very fragile, and fragile things are always very short-lived, just like a flash in the pan, which will pass in a hurry and disappear easily.

It seems that there is nothing wrong with turning that person into the same as oneself, becoming a part.

Because he loves him.

—That’s right, that’s how my love should be.

—But he certainly wouldn't like it.

..

He decided to continue to fight Xie Chuji, this time with one more premise.

——Xie Chuji who was liked by that person.

To be more specific, Xie Chuji who was liked by Luo Xi.

What kind of Xie Chuji is liked by Luo Xi?

It was a very serious question, but he found that he could think of a lot of content.

Recall carefully, Xie Chuji is a very poor painter, has no artistic talent, easily breaks the dishes when washing dishes, always makes mistakes, plays tricks, and is easy to make people unhappy.

Why is "Xie Chuji" so bad, but he still wants to fight?

The more he thought about it, the more incomprehensible he felt.

Because of Xie Chuji, there is absolutely nothing worthy of being liked!

——That's right, I also want to know why he is so attached to Xie Chuji.

He heard himself complain quietly.

——Obviously it would be better without Xie Chuji, right?

However, when asked by himself, he was a little reluctant to admit it.

After all, his memory is always very confused, and it is not impossible to remember it wrong.

Maybe "Xie Chuji" is the exact opposite of what he remembers, smart and capable, always brings many surprises, making people happy.

Otherwise, he would not be able to figure out why that shiny, especially good-looking person likes "Xie Chuji".

Overwhelming, the endless white gradually faded like a tide.

He knew it was a sign of waking up.

When he woke up, he would forget that he had been here, what he had tried to do, what a foolish effort he had made.

He glanced at the gravel piled up by himself, and his memory gradually became clearer as time went by.

These scattered things that cannot be put together into a shape are the evidence that "Xie Chuji" really existed.

He came to make sure that he was Xie Chuji from "Xie Chuji".

Finally, he looked at the pile of gravel.

They dissipate little by little.

The author says:

Xiao Xie has actually worked very hard, and is also trying to take the initiative! ! (cross out) but the no-brain buff is there (cross out);

And, let me remind you, the intention of this article (spoilers at the beginning) by the way, I complain about Xiaoxie who has no brains, and it makes me so painful to write because I have brains..

——感谢在2022-07-1018:14:23-2022-07-1021:00:32期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!