doomed in dream

Zhao Xianchan said that knowing the basic contract has little impact on the internal test experience, mainly because the relevant memories were packaged and blocked at the time so it was difficult to change.

Chen Jiuqi secretly confirmed to her again that not only Chen Jiuqi himself, but also Qu Fengyang's previously blocked memories will be unlocked after everything is over, which means that the visit can almost be over.

Chen Jiuqi left the company building. When touching the car keys, she first touched the mobile phone, and then saw the WeChat message reminder. She opened the message while sitting in the driver's seat, and it turned out to be Qu Fengyang.

She messaged and asked, "Did I see you some time ago?"

The message that followed was two words: "Teahouse."

Chen Jiuqi buckled the phone on his lap, and controlled his unbuckled left hand while pulling the seat belt, and slowly loosened the seat belt back.

Chen Jiuqi hadn't been to the teahouse recently, mainly because she had nothing to do with her. She quickly thought of the place where Qu Fengyang would pick her up when the world of entertainment circles ended.She was a little confused, so did Qu Fengyang remember or not?

Zhao Xianchan made it very clear that Qu Fengyang's real memory area was separated from the game memory area.

Then Chen Jiuqi can understand that if everything is working normally, Qu Fengyang shouldn't remember it. Although she will remember it anyway, the closed beta period will not end until at least another month or so.

"I may not have a good memory recently. Is the Nancheng you mentioned a topic we talked about in that meeting?"

Chen Jiuqi took a deep breath and picked up the phone, intending to ask Zhao Xianchan to give feedback, but first saw Qu Fengyang send another message.

what?Memory and brain are still relatively delicate things, maybe I shouldn't send her that message on impulse to make her doubt her memory, Chen Jiuqi is a little worried that she will cause some damage to her brain if she forcibly breaks through the division of memory areas.

As she got out of the car and locked the door, she returned to Xinke's office building, and replied: "Don't think about it, I'll explain it to you when you come back from a business trip."

"I told you about the business trip when we met? But I met you before the boss arranged the business trip."

"I have a project for your law firm, I just went there yesterday.

It's not a problem with your memory, you really don't want to pursue it for the time being, just relax a little bit, relax. "

When the elevator arrived, Zhao Xianchan had already been notified by the security guards. Chen Jiuqi stepped out of the elevator and asked her directly: "What if the person in my dream remembered something from the dream?"

"Do re-blocking or give up blocking. The latter needs to be changed to a program similar to yours. Otherwise, if you want to build a game field and cannot suppress the instant intercommunication with the common memory area, that part of the brain is not enough. "

"Then when will you be able to provide her with blocking services, she is very troubled now." Chen Jiuqi unlocked the phone and handed it to Zhao Xianchan.

Zhao Xianchan replied: "Immediately, communication and processing are expected to be completed within three hours."

"Well, can you give me a message after handling it?"

Zhao Xianchan agreed, she didn't send Chen Jiuqi away this time.

Before getting into the car, Chen Jiuqi looked at his phone again, and wanted to confirm Qu Fengyang's situation, but after struggling for a long time, he still threw the phone into the cup holder on the lower side of the center console and started the engine.

It might be even worse if mentioning the memory irritated her again.

Moreover, Chen Jiuqi has always been afraid of stepping on Qu Fengyang's minefield, and the opponent's minefield is too much, and it must include "ineffective" concerns that cannot directly solve the fundamental problem with her when she is emotionally unstable.

If it was Chen Jiuqi back then, she would probably be able to drive directly to find Qu Fengyang. Now, let professional people handle professional matters, and she should talk less and do what she can do.For example, chew on what Zhao Xianchan said, "The most important thing is to get in touch with yourself".

There is something wrong with her, Chen Jiuqi has known it for a long time, she cares or pays attention to her lover very much, although her self-cultivation and morality will not let her go to interfere with the other party's behavior excessively or do many strange things under the banner of "for your own good", but because She's so attentive and sensitive (sensitized at best) that her emotions and state of mind become dependent on the other person's feedback.

Qu Fengyang, who can't provide enough sense of security, will naturally get a "big gift package" from Chen Jiuqi's anxiety and suspicion after the passionate love period passes.

Isn't her resistance to the dream world precisely because she can't prove that Qu Fengyang in reality also cares about her as much as in the dream.This is the defense mechanism she gradually built up after the breakup - if you don't love me, I won't love you either.As for the problem of being overwhelmed by love, let the more negative emotions generated by the defense mechanism overwhelm you.

Chen Jiuqi has reflected on it many times. If it wasn't because she cared so much about her self-esteem because she had been studying morality and career success all the way, such a character or psychological defect would probably make her a hysterical "spirit" or give up her dignity. "Lick the dog".The conclusion is that it is always beneficial to read more books and study well, otherwise people who do not have a very happy and stable growth environment will have a more difficult life.

Chen Jiuqi feels that she can still dawdle. Her question is, what is the psychological problem of Qu Fengyang, who "needs to be in touch with himself most"?You can't just hold a grudge just because you broke up with yourself-just kidding, Qu Fengyang is definitely not this kind of person.

This is something that Chen Jiuqi, who is mixed with self-blame, grievance, pain and other emotions after breaking up and has consulted a psychological counselor to understand his problems, has not thought about it carefully.

After all, the psychological counselor she hired with a lot of money is of course also very professional. She will not make false claims to help Chen Jiuqi judge the relationship itself, or presuppose the position of seeking Qu Fengyang's problems with the enemy. Generate reasons and give her some suggestions for bettering herself.

Hiss, so in a dream game, what psychological intervention can I provide Qu Fengyang?

With a lot of doubts and a pile of newly acquired psychological knowledge of love, Chen Jiuqi entered the world of comprehension again after falling asleep on the night of September 9.

Although the previous night was a direct pop-up, this game field has always adhered to its timeline jump rules. The plot did not continue from last night, but counted the year that should have stayed in the dreamland, and skipped every night. Two years later, three years later.

The 22-year-old comprehension version of Chen Jiuqi has reached the pinnacle of foundation building, while Yan Ning is already at the pinnacle of Jindan even if she lacks the follow-up and the villain Moxiu's constant tug-of-war, distress, and epiphany. She is also a typical combat power Chen Jiuqi reckoned that she could reach Yan Ning's strength when she was 60 years old.

In short, under the halo of top geniuses, the eclipsed Chen Jiuqi lived the life of an ordinary direct disciple.

The storylines of the other three protagonists are much farther away from Chen Jiuqi. Except for the huge influence of Xuanyuan Tuo as the villain, the original storylines of the others have only sporadic rumors as gossip for Chen Jiuqi who lives in Lubei.

Miss Xie and Xuanyuantuo are about the same age, ten years older than Chen Jiuqi. She was a Jindan back then, and now it is said that she has just broken through the Nascent Soul and is gradually taking over the affairs of the Xie family.

Wenxiu continued to be in charge of selling mines. Because Nancheng started to trade in the Magic Land, she traveled more and more. Although she didn't have a reputation for liking Zangfeng, she was already in the early Yuanying stage when she followed Qu Fengyang to visit Xianmen.

Chen Jiuqi felt that Wenxiu was probably striding forward on the plot line of lying flat and uniting against the enemy, so it was smoother than the other three protagonists who had changes in the main plot line. Except that there was no CP, everything was happy.

Xuanyuan Tuo really didn’t appear in Daolu’s public view, but Wenxiu said that after he somehow connected with the Western Wilderness, he created a new way of Buddhist cultivation in Molu, because it can alleviate and release karma, and it really stands still He cut off his heels, and changed his honorary title after conceiving a baby to "Tathagata", which means: there is nowhere to go, and there is nowhere to go.

As expected of a male protagonist with enough cheats, the traditional way of going against the sky is no longer feasible, and he directly turns to the route of Honghuangwen.When Wenxiu talked about the gossip, Qu Fengyang said with emotion, "Then he is really saving all sentient beings for goodness, or whether he will engage in religious invasion and come here to compete for luck, which is really unpredictable", which made Chen Jiuqi I know that when I disconnected, Qu Fengyang was not ejected from the game field——

The expression of the concept and doubts of religious invasion is not what the NPC Santo Deqi would do.

In short, these protagonists, at the age of 30 and [-], have an average Nascent Soul level;

Chen Jiuqi is already considered as one of the best in the cultivation progress of the school, and he is only at the peak of foundation building. It is really crazy to compare goods and people.

If it weren't for this game field, except that Chen Jiuqi practiced on his own in the first year, and later relied on the plot to skip a lot, otherwise why wouldn't his mentality collapse?

And there is indeed a lack of preference. If it is a real 16-year-old girl, she was originally a senior sister on the top of the mountain, but because her master was in the door, she lost her status. The last time Chen Jiuqi entered the dream to read the memory, he felt that the family was even more cancerous. She can carry out some other ambitions, but until now, she suddenly realized with hindsight that she should have been a little bit aggrieved.

However, no matter how the oath weighs the next generation of successors cultivated by the original head and the disciples he taught, the incident in Nancheng did make Chen Jiuqi's composition too complicated to be suitable for the immortal sect.

It is also a help. What Chen Jiuqi did was to give herself more biased declarations than Yan Ning, and then add her family background. If Moxiu would fight public opinion at that time, it would not be considered bad to call her a "family slave with three surnames". Reasonable - of course, scolding her will not harm the interests of Xianmen, the family, and Nancheng itself.

This is probably the lowly fate of the supporting role on the background board, even if the starting point includes the common people and the people around him, even if it is a critical turning point for Nancheng to send charcoal in the snow, even if it punishes the mistakes that have not yet occurred in the family and restrains them just right, even if it is worthy of the fairy gate. Ze's persuasion, just because of this character's background, cultivation, and age, she is not even enough to become a stain on the parties involved.

From this perspective, the marriage between Qu Fengyang and Chen Jiuqi gave her a more accurate camp and identity.

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Note: "Diamond Sutra" Prestige and Silence No. 20 Nine: "The Tathagata has nowhere to come from, and has nowhere to go, so it is called Tathagata."