doomed in dream

When Qu Fengyang woke up today, he always felt that he had forgotten something. He checked the calendar on the bedside table. There was no circled schedule for Wednesday, September 9, but the grids for the previous few days were filled in. Some exclamation points, ah, it seems to be, I saw Jiujiu a few days ago.

Is she doing well?

Qu Fengyang thinks about it and feels that there is no need to ask this question. She must be doing well. She is so social and people around her like her very much.If you say something bad, it should be yourself.

She used to be so afraid of getting hurt and failing, so she didn't want to give all her emotions to others, so she hid in her own world, which was very comfortable.

Then Chen Jiuqi rushed into his own turtle shell, disintegrated all his defenses with care, used love to make himself used to it, and gave Qu Fengyang hope that he could be saved by her——

Of course Qu Fengyang could feel the other party's suspicion and temptation.

Even Chen Jiuqi's suppressed conquest of her can understand that Chen Jiuqi feels that he doesn't love her enough.

Chen Jiuqi may be right, and Qu Fengyang himself sometimes suspects that he doesn't love her, otherwise why can't he always give her the surprises, sense of ritual, or understanding and tolerance that she brings to him frankly?

As far as her personal emotional experience is concerned, she should have thought that Chen Jiuqi was demanding too much and trying to trample on her personal space. She should be able to quickly withdraw into her world without worries. The worst result is to prove that she is not Be worthy of being loved.

But she seems to have really been changed by Chen Jiuqi, so Qu Fengyang can neither blame the other party for getting bored so easily, but also because the person who made her hopeful in the end proved to her once again that she should not pin her emotions on uncertainties. The "others" feel the pain.

Of course, today, the pain has subsided. Qu Fengyang recalled his feelings when he saw Jiujiu two days ago. She was sitting in a teahouse—it seemed that the scene was a little strange—in short, I don’t know why. She could recall a sourness and a rush that filled her heart even after days.

Impulsively told her that if she could learn from Chen Jiuqi, don't regard love as pressure, but seriously express and care for each other, they will have a good future.

But what chance does she have?What courage does she have?

Probably in a dream.

After laughing at himself, Qu Fengyang, who felt that he was not worthy anyway, went to work.

The law firm is very close to her home and can be reached on foot, so she seems to be the one who wakes up the latest except for the bosses.

I don’t really want to have breakfast either. Knowing how to cook and liking to cook are two completely different things, especially because she hates the smell of oily smoke, so she doesn’t have the heart to cook properly at all, so let’s buy some sushi from a convenience store on the way, anyway. No one is nagging in the ear that it is not good for the stomach anymore.

In terms of interest, most righteous people should yearn for litigation lawyers, especially when doing legal aid.

Going down to the village construction site, holding the hands of the poor and disadvantaged compatriots, and fighting for their due rights, it obviously has a high sense of satisfaction;

Legal aid may also encounter such a situation. What a lawyer wants to enter is a detention center. What he faces is an ignorant person who has committed irreparable mistakes, or even a scum who has committed many crimes but is greedy for life and fears death. At that time, what the lawyers defended became the right of defense itself, and may have to resist the broad public opinion because of this, but it also has a heroic story.

Of course Qu Fengyang is no exception, but her family's wealth is not enough to support her in legal aid and she doesn't get a cent, and her family's connections are not capable of arranging a perfect litigation team master for her, so she can only choose to enter a university. Leave the rest to fate.

The end result was that she became a non-litigation attorney specializing in insurance law.

How should I put it, the non-litigation salary is high, and because the resources of the big law firm are able to get in touch with good case sources that are "attractive to everyone", but most of the top litigation lawyers in the firm with an annual salary of tens of millions are the top litigation lawyers, that is to say She took a "money road" in everyone's eyes, but in fact it was only superficial in the end.So this career can neither allow her to engage in hobbies, nor can she quickly become financially free. It can only be said that fate does not favor her very much as usual.

"Little Qu, did you go on a business trip with me recently?" Ms. Yuan, a senior partner, wore black-rimmed glasses. Her overall demeanor was too much like Professor McGonagall in Harry Potter, but she was really conscientious towards her subordinates. Optimization and divestiture of non-performing assets, it is very good to give seniors a share."

"Okay, boss." Qu Fengyang replied briefly. Although a lot of complaints flashed in her heart, such as how much she didn't really care about, but of course she didn't say a word, because she hoped that the conversation would end as soon as possible. , it is best that Ms. Yuan can contact her directly on WeChat.

Although the profession of a lawyer requires communication skills, Feiju especially needs to work closely with clients and all parties involved in the transaction, but this is mainly for work rather than pure social interaction, so there is still room for a "socially phobic patient" like her , but there must be a lot of extroverts like Ms. Yuan inside the law firm.

Anyway, the social pressure brought by Ms. Yuan is gradually making her unable to hold a smile anymore, but Ms. Yuan tried to make Qu Fengyang feel involved after chatting, and asked, "Have you finished the legal consultation with Assistant Liu Ya before Xiao Qu?" ?”

The lawyer next to him was also very chatty and gossip, and he came over instantly: "Liu Ya, that big internet celebrity? The one with the goods?"

"Oh, his assistant just asks casually."

"Yes, yes, you can just answer casually," Ms. Yuan said with a look of disgust, then turned to Xiao Wang and said, "Xiao Wang, don't you know? Our law firm has long-term legal cooperation with Liu Ya."

"Then what's wrong with his assistant? Do you want to ask the insurance company to settle the claim after the delivery is delivered? How can you find our department?"

"Xiao Qu, tell him." Ms. Yuan sneered.

Qu Fengyang really thought that he would quietly withdraw from this conversation, but unfortunately Ms. Yuan remembered it again, so he could only narrate calmly like AI: "He wants to insure his dog for 200 million accident insurance. "

Then, although it was a bit wicked, there was a lot of laughter in the office. Indeed, facing such outrageous consultations, it is always easy to become a joy to share within the law firm.

Ms. Yuan said: "He personally insures 200 million yuan, so he has to think about the underwriting; the amount of pet insurance is because everyone is afraid that he will cheat the insurance.

If it wasn't for the face of Liu Ya's long-term cooperation, how could he have dared to come to us with his abacus? "

Qu Fengyang thought, probably whether it is Liu Ya or his assistant, they may indeed be worth more than everyone sitting here and laughing. Putting on airs and completely wasting consulting resources really disgusted her.

I really don't know when, there will be a chance to rectify these people?

The author has something to say:

Two-way healing, in a sense, the premise is that both people have some psychological defects.

Jiuqi and Xiaoqu should be more obvious, they are the two different types of attachment.

Then I stopped for two days to change the second world. In fact, I struggled for a long time. Now I have made up my mind not to be too complicated and eat two more candies. I hope it goes well (fake crying jpg).