Shengsheng

With emotion, he silently glanced at the noisy TV outside the alley.

After a while, Secretary Xiao Jiang will come to pick him up.

Today's trip to Liang Sheng's house as a guest is extremely rare for him who is busy with business all year round.

In the past, in Liang Sheng's impression, he was such a busy person that he never seemed to need a break, except for investment and those busy careers, he basically had no family values ​​and human touch.

But at this moment, seeing Mr. Qu talking about his youthful past with others again, he was surprisingly innocent.

"I should go. The plane leaves for Beijing tomorrow morning. Let's talk on the phone if you have anything to do."

"Well, be careful when you go out, the alley is dark at night, why not? Shall I ask Secretary Xiao Jiang to drive in?"

"No need, I'll go out by myself. It's too noisy to drive into the alley. Besides, I've lived alone for so many years with this crutch."

"..."

"I have seen your home, your family, and the younger brother you once stood in front of me and insisted that you must guard it. I admit that they are indeed, as you said, more attractive than some wealth , so, cherish the life in front of you, Liang Sheng."

As he spoke, Qu Chao, who shook his hands lightly to reject him, drank his last sip of beer and left. Jiang Qingquan and the driver honked their horns outside the alley to pick him up.

Liang Sheng, who watched him leave, sat on the steps, staring at the two empty beer cans alone.

Behind it is the sound of firecrackers from every household, the sound of the TV, and the sound of having dinner.

He thought of Qu Chaogang's back view and the conversation between the two of them, and he suddenly felt that the person who was almost a few years younger than him but had a completely different life experience from his was really lonely.

Thinking of this, Liang Sheng raised his head in a complicated mood, and clutching his trouser pocket again, he saw Mrs. Zhang selling noodle buns and tofu flowers at the entrance of the alley.

Mrs. Zhang has been selling tofu flower stalls for so many years.

From 2002 to 2004, everything around Liang Sheng seemed to have changed a lot, and nothing seemed to have changed. Thinking of this, Liang Sheng also went up to greet the old man with a smile.

"Aunt Zhang, is this home for dinner?"

"Yeah, haha, it's Dasheng, yes, today's last pot, the family is still waiting for dinner after selling out..."

"Okay, then give it to me, Xiaosheng loves to eat, so you can go home early..."

"Oh, okay, okay, be careful, kid, go home and eat with Xiaosheng..."

And when the unreliable elder brother came back with the tofu flower and noodles, he yelled up the small building, and then he got such a sentence from his young boy.

"Our baby will be a senior in high school next semester next year! Are you tired of reading? Do you want to eat my brother's loving fried noodle nest and tofu nao!"

"I don't want to eat, I want to read and review, and I have to go to Teacher Xue's for training tomorrow."

In the room, the voice of the 16-year-old Liang Sheng obviously began to change, and the hoarse, mature and slightly rough teenager's voice came from the small study room.

Liang Sheng downstairs laughed when he heard the child's serious answer, then shook his head and went back to the brightly lit and bustling room.

That's great, 2004 is about to pass.

2005 is finally coming!

……

[Sunny on July 2006, 4]

My name is Liang Sheng and I am 17 years old.

Tomorrow is the first time for me to represent my alma mater in the national gold medal league. In the past five years, my teachers, my family and myself have all imagined the moment when I stand on this field in person.

And tomorrow morning, all of them will be standing in the audience watching me walk up there.

I didn't have any self-confidence, because of the relationship between my family and my parents, I once thought that I would go astray, but luckily, when I was 12 years old, I met someone who changed my destiny.

I love math and I love science.

It was mathematics that ignited my love for dreams and studies when I was a teenager, and brought me from a child with low self-esteem to this step.

And now, I hope that I can use all my efforts to realize him, not only for the people I care about, but also for my family and myself.

……

[Overcast on September 2007, 10]

My name is Liang Sheng and I am 18 years old.

Today is the third time for me to participate in the winter camp organized by Tsinghua University as the winner of the Mathematical Gold Medal League in Province G.

This winter, I may not go home for the New Year.

The training in the winter camp is very intense, and sometimes I worry about whether my current state will be able to enter a better national competition stage, and whether I will live up to the expectations of Teacher Peng and Coach Xue.

And I was a little homesick, my brother, my relatives at home, and Lin Dong and grandma Lin, but after calling my brother tonight, I suddenly became more determined.

Everyone should work hard for their future.

To live, whether to stop or run, I should think about it carefully.

……

[Sunny on July 2008, 5]

My name is Liang Sheng and I am 19 years old.

This year, Beijing, China is about to host the world-class Olympic Games, and fortunately, I will also complete the most important moment of my life in this year.

College entrance examination.

But just 16 days ago, a huge earthquake occurred in Wenchuan, a well-known piece of soil in China.

I didn't expect that as an ordinary person, I would face this disaster head-on. I also saw from the news how many people of the same age in the disaster-stricken areas suffered.

This reminds me of what happened to me and my brother. At that time, we were so afraid of death and hoped that life would come to us.

And probably because of the impact of this incident, my brother also dropped everything at this juncture and went to Wenchuan to participate in the multi-day rescue.

He has always been a good person. Even though I am about to take the college entrance examination, he is not by my side again, but I know that I am always there, and he is always there.

We are all working hard to be a better version of ourselves.

These diaries from a young man record a long life in this way, and record the passing time. No one knows how long the time has passed.

until—

In that hot and noisy summer, Father Lin and Teacher Peng nervously accompanied the children at home, staying up all night in front of the phone at home, waiting for the results to be announced, recalling all the events three months ago, until the unified phone of the Education Bureau rang, Everyone held their breath.

Immediately afterwards, I heard an excited shout from the small yard that was lit up all night waiting for the good news.

"Wha, what, both scores are on the line... I went to the capital, and I was able to pass the exam, Qing, Qing what... Oh my god! Did you hear that! Our old street has two champions Lang! Two living champions!"

……

"The most precious thing in man is life, and life belongs to us only once."

"A person's life should be spent in this way. When he looks back on the past, he will not regret for wasting his years, nor be ashamed for doing nothing."

——Ostrowski "How is Steel Made"

——The end of death

The author has something to say:

Before that, when I wrote stories, I always liked to use death to set off the proposition of life and death.

But in fact, death and rebirth are complementary to each other. As I grow older, I have gradually begun to understand that sometimes about the proposition of life and death, we might as well use birth to show more, which will also make ordinary people like us The fate of life sometimes appears more hopeful and more powerful.

After all, being alive is the most beautiful thing.

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