A mass of bandages, he waved his hand indifferently: "I don't want to see you either."
Jin Guangyao stopped in his tracks, looked at his back, and said in a deep voice, "Think about what you are doing. If you are so indifferent, if someone recognizes you... how many people do you think will not see you?" Will he kill you directly, but take you to the Jinlin Terrace for trial? Be sober, there is only one person who is so innocent in the world, and that person is lying in a coffin now, unable to survive..."
Before Jin Guangyao could finish his sentence, Xue Yang had already turned around and approached, and Jiang Shuo unsheathed Jin Guangyao's neck.Su She's face changed suddenly, Jin Guangyao leaned his waist against the edge of the table, raised his hand to Su She to keep him still, still looking at Xue Yang, and asked with a smile: "Cheng Mei, what does this mean?"
Xue Yang's eyes were terribly gloomy, he gritted his teeth and said coldly: "You are still so annoying. Let me hear this kind of words for the second time, and I will let you taste the feeling of being shattered."
Jin Guangyao quickly accompanied the smiling face: "Don't be impulsive, I just don't say anything. I'm afraid I won't have a chance to tell you in the future. If you have anything, you can go to Mishan."
Xue Yang glared at him viciously, shoved him, turned around and left.When he went out the door, he bumped into Xiao Er who went upstairs to refill his tea. Before the two could look at each other, Xue Yang kicked the skinny boy who led him upstairs to the ground. The tea splashed out and scalded the child rolling on the ground in a mess. Called, Xue Yang went downstairs without looking.
Jin Guangyao rubbed his neck, and slowly straightened the crumpled skirt, and after Xue Yang slammed the door, he smiled and said to Su She: "People who don't know what they really want are so pitiful, you don't need to learn from him. "
Xue Yang went out of the restaurant and went straight to the Yizhuang, he came back suddenly, there was a sound of fleeing bamboo poles in the Yizhuang, Xue Yang pretended not to hear it as before, and sat on the ground with his back against the black coffin.
After sitting in the hall under the moonlight, Xue Yang felt that his legs were a little numb, so he got up and lit the lamp, and stood beside the coffin for a while.He stretched out his hand to the coffin lid, then retracted it, the lamp flame flickered for a moment, he raised his eyes vigilantly, and then relaxed again.
Xue Yang still lifted the lid of the coffin.
The person lying in the coffin folded his arms and hugged Fuchen, his sunken eye sockets were wrapped with bandages, his face was handsome and thin, his lips were as pale as his face.He is very young, and so young, several years younger than the current Xue Yang, he loves to smile, even though he has suffered a lot in his short life, he still has more smiles than frowns.But at the last moment of his life, his face was covered with blood and tears, and his body was covered with ashes. He didn't suffer any injuries, but he was in extreme pain, and he was so desperate that he killed himself with a horizontal sword.
"Troubled by love? For a vulnerable idiot like you..."
Xue Yang was speechless.
He didn't touch Xiao Xingchen, covered the coffin with a sullen face, and walked out step by step.
He called Song Lan and humiliated him a few words. Song Lan couldn't fight back and couldn't give much reaction. The murderous corpse that has been manipulated is destined to obey the master's orders. Without a tongue, Song Lan even swearing back is an extravagant hope.
Xue Yang talked boringly to himself, and sent Song Lan away, thinking that although Xiao Xingchen's tongue wasn't cut, he was already stupid and couldn't swear. If he was turned into a murderous corpse, it wouldn't be much fun to tease him. .
Making Xiao Xingchen into a murderous corpse that won't resist at every command... Xue Yang was stunned for a moment, thinking: Is this still Xiao Xingchen?
Xue Yang's face was frosty, dissatisfied with his hesitation, but he still asked himself a few words in his heart: Is it really so important whether Xiao Xingchen listens or not?If Xiao Xingchen didn't need to be obedient, then why did he go to such lengths to mend his soul and refine his corpse?
He couldn't figure it out, he just knew that he just couldn't bear Xiao Xingchen lying motionless in the coffin.
Xue Yang touched the Yinhu Talisman in his sleeve, calmed down for a while, and walked towards Yicheng.
It was foggy at night, and the people in the city had already rested. Occasionally, a few closed shops were still lit, and the streets were very deserted.
Xue Yang is not short of money, but he never pays for food and drink in Yicheng. Before Xiao Xingchen was still there, he would make up the money. Now Xue Yang eats too much, and the bully of Kuizhou has become a bully of Yicheng, doing business. Everyone avoids him, and those who can't escape can only admit defeat.Sometimes he would go to the streets dressed as Xiao Xingchen and would pay for it. Those people had seen Xiao Xingchen walking with Xue Yang in the early years, but they didn't recognize him and took him for the real Xiao Xingchen. , quietly accusing Xue Yang of his bad behavior.
There is a small shed at the second alleyway into the city. During the day, the old man of the Liu family and his wife would push a small cart to set up a stall here to sell glutinous rice balls. Their soup is very sweet, and Xue Yang came here to eat free food several times.The cloth store in front is of good quality and cheap, Xiao Xingchen bought clothes for A-Qing there.Walk a few more steps and you will reach the place where there is a market and a roadside stall. The people who sell ghost face masks have scars on their faces, which are uglier than masks. The eldest grandson of the bun shop gave away a hundred buns for free in the city on the day of the full moon, and A-Qing snatched three back to Yizhuang. Now this grandson can make soy sauce...
Xue Yang has lived on the edge of Yicheng for more than eight years, and he is so familiar with this place that he can walk with his eyes closed.It was late at night, and he walked around the empty street when he met an old lame dog. The dog stood in the middle of the road and barked at Xue Yang. Walk.
The city gates at the north and south ends were suddenly smashed open. Xue Yang swallowed a pill, took out a mask from his bosom and tied it on his face, tossed the Yinhu Talisman in his hand, and whistled as he walked.
The door of the first family closest to the city gate was knocked open, and the walking corpse walked into the house with a roar.It was a family of three, and the child was going to school to ask for his master next month, and now he had to sleep with his parents, sleeping between them.His mother was ingenious and handy, and made him a small schoolbag, embroidered a large and plump lotus leaf on it, and there was a frog squatting on the leaf. The frog had just embroidered to the cheek, and it took less than two days to embroider it. Well, when the time comes, wash it and hang it out, and the children passing by will be envious.
The door of the second house was also broken, and there lived an old woman in Shuangju. In her sleep, she heard her husband who had passed away for ten years tell her to get up and close the door. He hugged himself before getting out of bed.
The third door opened from the inside, and the middle-aged man in the coat yawned and came out to watch the movement. Before he had time to let the little daughter who called her father hide in the room, the walking corpse that jumped in front of him had already exploded, with the head covered. The corpse powder on his face choked him to the ground, and he didn't know what happened until he died.
The fourth house, the fifth house... The walking corpses at the north and south ends are about to meet, gradually some people light up the lights in panic, people's voices become noisy, and the sound of bamboo poles rattling from the street to the end of the street, they are doing things in a panic and eagerly. Useless work.Standing in the center of the city, Xue Yang kicked a piece of broken brick and tripped over a cumbersome walking corpse. He laughed loudly and jumped onto the eaves on the shoulders of a walking corpse, watching the trapped people fleeing all over the street with a condescending smile. , Listen to their screams.
The whistle sounded continuously, and Xue Yang blew out the very brisk tune, which became a strange reminder.
This massacre came suddenly, how many people in Yicheng were still in their dreams, and how many people knelt down to worship gods and Buddhas in despair, and none of them were spared from becoming dead souls in Xue Yang's hands.
Xue Yang felt tired after playing for a while, and returned to Yizhuang. The Shuanghua sword fell on the ground and buzzed and emitted a strange light, but its owner was too deep in sleep and would never care about it again.
"He ignores you, I ignore you." Xue Yang smiled and raised Shuanghua with his toe.
"Daozhang, I'm going to use your sword to kill the walking corpses again. Oh, no, maybe there are still a few people who can be saved with the antidote?" Xue Yang said, "If you wake up now, you can still help They beg for mercy, maybe I will agree to you and save their lives."
The priest didn't wake up.
Xue Yang walked away holding the Shuanghua Sword.After walking a long way, he suddenly swung the Shuanghua Sword madly and slashed fiercely on the ground a few times, almost cutting off the tree by the roadside.
Holding the sword, he rushed back to Yizhuang furiously, kicked over the coffin cover covering Xiao Xingchen, pointed at Xiao Xingchen with the Shuanghua Sword, and asked harshly, "What do you think you are?! You're dead!" , there is one less good person in the world, but I, a villain, is still alive, holding your sword, pretending to be you and doing evil, no one can do anything to me! Xiao Xingchen, you are a joke!"
No one responded to him, Xue Yang was the only one talking to himself in this Yizhuang, and the silence was unbearable.
Xue Yang raised his sword high, and for a moment he even wanted to tear Xiao Xingchen into pieces, so that one day he suddenly wanted to come back, and he had nowhere to go.
But where can the dead come back?
The sharp sword fell to the ground, frost covered the dust, Xue Yang carefully placed the spirit lock pouch on Xiao Xingchen's chest with trembling hands, and leaned half of his body into the coffin.His face was so close to Xiao Xingchen's, so close that the tip of his nose was almost touching, he couldn't detect the slightest bit of anger from the Taoist priest.
He stared at Xiao Xingchen silently. Although he had been dead for a long time, Xiao Xingchen's skin was still elastic. If his body was not too cold and icy, he would be no different from a sleeping person.
His eye sockets are not filled with eyeballs, but are two sunken hollows.These eyes were gouged out by Xiao Xingchen himself, in order to repay Xue Yang's sin.
He lost his eyes, gave up his fame and future, and finally died in front of Xue Yang.It must have been in excruciating pain, so unbearable that he died—it was the first time Xue Yang thought of other people being in pain.
Xiao Xingchen is not suitable for this world where villains are rampant, he is more suitable... suitable for being held on the altar.Xue Yang looked at Xiao Xingchen's handsome and elegant face, and thought, if Xiao Xingchen was on the altar, even if Xue Yang stretched out his hand to lift him, it would not be so unacceptable.But in fact, it was Xue Yang who pushed Xiao Xingchen into the quagmire with his own hands and stepped on the soles of his feet. He was the one who let the exiled immortal lose his soul and never be reborn forever.
A drop of water fell on Xiao Xingchen's face, Xue Yang stretched out his hand to wipe it off, wiped off one drop and then dropped two drops, he couldn't wipe it off completely, it took Xue Yang a while to realize that it was his own tears.
Xue Yang straightened up abruptly, getting up so fast that he couldn't stand still and fell to the ground. His mind was buzzing and he couldn't recover for a long time.
How can it hurt?Xue Yang clutched his heart and choked and trembled. He had no heart, so how could it hurt?Probably... sick?It's sick, it's just sick, it will be fine after a while, when Xiao Xingchen's soul returns to his body, it will be fine.
Xue Yang fell on the ground, let out a long breath slowly, got up slowly, put the spirit lock bag back into his arms, took out another slightly black candy, stared at it for a while, turned his head outward, and saw It was just dawn.
Three years later, a group of guests came to Yicheng.Most of the guests in this group were young children from aristocratic families, and one of them played a strange flute sound as soon as he entered the city.
At this time, Yicheng was already a veritable dead city, and there were only walking corpses everywhere. Xue Yang made the walking corpses do what they would have done in life every day, like playing house, sometimes let them kill each other, and sometimes let them go out to find celestial grass.The Yinhu Talisman has been repaired several times. Although its power is not as good as the original, it is still enough for Xue Yang to manipulate hundreds of walking corpses to spy on and lure the enemy.
Xue Yang felt something was wrong when he heard someone playing the flute, but after thinking about it, he decided to go out and find out for himself.He took out the bandages and expertly tied them to his eyes, and performed his special skill - pretending to be Xiao Xingchen.
Xue Yang let the walking corpse lure Lan Wangji away, drank the disgusting bowl of glutinous rice porridge, manipulated Song Lan, and performed a good show with great dedication. He used a group of children as hostages to threaten Wei Wuxian—— The flute player is indeed Wei Wuxian, the ancestor of Yiling.
Even Wei Wuxian, who was beaten to death, survived, so what is it to mend Xiao Xingchen's remnant soul?Xue Yang took out the spirit-locking pouch full of hope, but Wei Wuxian only took a second look and said: There is no way to save it.
Xue Yang has been insane for the past few years, Wei Wuxian said that he had no desire to survive, suffered extremely painful torture during his lifetime, committed suicide and did not want to return to this world... Xue Yang couldn't even listen to it.He didn't care how Xiao Xingchen died, as long as Xiao Xingchen's soul returned to that person's body.
After failing to win or lose with Wei Wuxian, Lan Wangji came to the rescue, Xue Yang was held back, watching Wei Wuxian slip away helplessly, his teeth itch with hatred.Xue Yang started late, but he learned everything, and he learned quickly, and he was able to strike ruthlessly. With the protection of thick fog, he actually resisted Lan Wangji's attacks.
But Hanguang-jun was still Hanguang-jun, and Xue Yang was injured and strenuous not long after.He could have escaped, as Jin Guangyao said, leaving the green hills there is no fear of no firewood, and he still has so many teleportation talismans, and he can escape with a little spiritual power, and no one can find him——but the Shuanghua sword was forgotten by Lan. If the opportunity is picked, Xue Yang can't leave.
Xue Yang was impatient and annoyed. At this time, the spirit lock bag was also taken away. He was almost crazy, and he no longer cared about his own escape.It just so happened that Wei Wuxian came back suddenly, and as soon as he came back, he brought Xue Yang's mortal anger to help Lan Wangji, and Xue Yang knew that he was provoking himself to reveal his position, but he still wanted to fight back when he heard Wei Wuxian's words.
"Laugh, laugh. You can't fight Xiao Xingchen's remnant soul even if you laugh to death. He disgusts you so much, you still insist on pulling him back to play games together."
It's not playing games... roll...
"Then what do you want to do by kneeling down and begging me to help you restore his soul?"
Shut up shut up shut up!
"Why did you kill Chang Ping, you know it in your heart."
Xue Yang roared: "Then tell me, what do I know? What do I know?!"
He was hoarse, not knowing whether he was questioning Wei Wuxian or himself.
Wei Wuxian wanted to speak: "If you kill, you kill, why do you use Ling Chi, which represents 'punishment'? If you want to avenge yourself, why do you use Shuanghua instead of your disaster reduction? Do you want to goug out Chang Ping's eyes and make him look like Xiao Xingchen?"
Why...why...why...who will tell him why? !
"You are indeed taking revenge. But who are you taking revenge for? It's ridiculous. If you really want to take revenge, the one who should be hacked into pieces is yourself!"
Xue Yang couldn't bear it any longer, he threw two skull nails, but missed, he laughed maniacally for a while, blood gushed from his chest and abdomen wounds, Xue Yang stopped talking, and ignored Wei Wuxian again.
All his attention was on the spirit lock sac, the soul inside was already extremely fragile, Lan Wangji was not light or heavy, what if it shattered again?And the Shuanghua sword cannot fall into the hands of these people.The Shuanghua Sword and the Spirit Locking Bag, it doesn't matter if you lose either one.
Xue Yang was thinking about how many chips he had left to use, and was planning to use the Yinhu Talisman to recruit corpses to disturb Lan Wangji's sight, but A-Qing dared to chase after him to show Lan Wangji the way.
Dealing with Lan Wangji was already exhausting, but now that A-Qing had come out to interfere, it was even more difficult for Xue Yang to be attacked.He had bled so much that he was already dizzy, but Lan Wangji still had the Spirit Locking Pouch and the Shuanghua Sword, so Xue Yang couldn't fall down yet.
Lan Wangji pressed harder and harder, Xue Yangqian was at his wits' end, he just wanted to get back the stolen things quickly, and Xiao Xingchen's body in Yizhuang, he also wanted to take it away, leaving this Yicheng to live elsewhere , Think about what to do next.If Patriarch Yiling can't be saved, then Xue Yang will save him by himself. He is confident that he can do his best and surpass Patriarch Yiling. As long as he is given a little more time, it will take a few more years. He must be able to drag Xiao Xingchen back.
The sound of bamboo poles followed behind him, and Xue Yang's eyes were flushed with killing intent.
Xue Yang always knew that A-Qing wanted his life, but a lone ghost couldn't threaten him at all, and sometimes scaring A-Qing could add some fun to the dreary days.But letting A-Qing play wild in this city of Yi also made her arrogant. Since she was not afraid of getting her soul crushed, it was no wonder that Xue Yang did it.
Xiao Xingchen hasn't woken up yet, no one can die Xue Yang!
The talisman came out, and A-Qing finally calmed down, but Xue Yang's chest was pierced, blood spewed out of his mouth uncontrollably, and his body smelled of rust.
Breathing was so painful that people couldn't walk, but Xue Yang forced himself to rush towards Lan Wangji, roaring, "Give it to me!"
But it was useless, Xue Yang could only watch helplessly as Lan Wangji retreated with the Shuanghua Sword and the Spirit Locking Pouch, and then swung the sword down again, and then Xue Yang's left arm holding the last candy was also cut off.
At this moment, everything he once owned has completely left him.
The severe pain quickly turned into numbness, and Xue Yang's knees fell heavily. He heard the sound of a sharp sword piercing through the mist, and the Bichen sword was slashing at his neck. I can't even find the spirit lock bag.
At the very moment, the blue flame of the teleportation talisman lit up beside Xue Yang, he didn't care who it was, he just silently repeated: "Give it back to me..."
Give me back, give me back all my faith and hope, all of me.
No one heard what Xue Yang said, and Xue Yang didn't need to be heard.
The pain and regret that had been brewing for eight years surged in his chest. Before he died, Xue Yang recalled the day when Xiao Xingchen died, recalled Wei Wuxian's questioning, and suddenly thought of a story that might explain why he cared so much about Xiaoxing. The answer to Chen's death was not that he was unwilling, or that he hadn't played enough—it was the loss of his loved one.
What did Jin Guangyao say?The heart and soul must be taken good care of, otherwise the one who hurts and hurts is myself.
Xiao Xingchen is not the tip of his heart, Xiao Xingchen is his heart, without Xiao Xingchen, Xue Yang would no longer be able to live like a human being.
It turned out that this was what had tortured him for the past eight years.
Xue Yang suddenly realized: It seems that "love" is really not a good thing, it feels so uncomfortable when it happens.If he had known that he would suffer such a big stumble on a love word, he would... must have tasted it earlier, and sooner.Pain is pain, but only when you know the pain can you feel that you have lived.Xiao Xingchen was the one who made Xue Yang feel that he had truly lived.
It would be great if I could tell Xiao Xingchen personally, it would be good to hear him say one more disgusting thing, anyway, he was such a disgusting person whose bone marrow was damaged like this.
But there is no time.
Xue Yang vomited a mouthful of blood, and there was a blue-white light in front of his eyes. He couldn't keep the Shuanghua Sword, couldn't snatch back the spirit lock bag, and lost the last candy. It wasn't until eight years after his death that he realized that he was alive. It's too late to wake up now.
If there is an afterlife...
What if there is an afterlife?
Xue Yang opened his eyes, and stood blankly in the village that had been poisoned by corpse powder. The villagers who had lost their tongues were kowtowing to him for mercy.He heard the long-awaited footsteps coming in the air, turned his head, and the blind Taoist priest approached him step by step. His white clothes were more snowy than snow, and his skirts were fluttering. He looked like no one could humiliate and trample on him.
The heart that had been empty for eight years was filled again. Xue Yang stopped the spotless Shuanghua Sword with his hands faster than his brain. He lowered his voice and asked Xiao Xingchen, "Daozhang, what year is it now?"
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Nana said:
After writing the episode of [Infatuation], "A Star Sinks into the Sea" is complete in my heart.One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight jokes.
Starting from the final completed [Crazy], this [-]-character fanfare is an expansion of the original work from the beginning to the end. It imagines the eight years before Xue Yang's rebirth. "The reasons for the "humble" OOC are all in this episode. The article "Stars Sinking into the Sea" was written on the basis of Xue Yang knowing his way back. If Xue Yang refuses to change no matter what, I will not be able to write HE again and again.
Because it is from Xue Yang's perspective, there is an unwritten private setting in Fanwai, which is a problem of Yinhufu.The reason why Jin Guangyao didn’t ask Xue Yang for the Yinhu Talisman and didn’t ask much was because the Yinhu Talisman was not stable enough, and it was much safer to keep it in Xue Yang’s place for repair than to keep it in his hands. There is really no need for a tiger talisman. (I left it blank in the text, I will mention it here
As for bad friends, I think these two people are very selfish and complicated. When they stay together, they share similar tastes, but they don’t go for each other’s side. They help each other without harming themselves. Entanglement, interests outweigh feelings, both parties can see it openly, sincerity does not exist, but there will also be very subtle mutual care, so you can write as you understand. The biggest problem is that the pen is not enough to express clearly. Please forgive me for the flawed injury that I can’t save temporarily (cup fists)
And I personally think that the biggest difference between Xue Yang and Jin Guangyao is that Jin Guangyao knows what he wants and can do his best for it. Xue Yang gave me the feeling that he didn't know what he wanted from the beginning to the end, so he didn't care about the consequences in everything he did, and he paid a huge price for it.
Su She and Xue Yang were in the same frame in the original book, Yicheng Teleportation Talisman. I think these two people have low self-esteem and sensitivity hiding in the dark as a loyal dog, and the other is young and frivolous and arrogant. They usually don’t have much intersection. When they meet, they probably don’t really care about their love and take care of each other. Maybe they will coexist peacefully for Jin Guangyao’s sake and deal with business. Oh, I’m just guessing and writing on my own anyway, let’s make do with it (sigh)
Regarding the content of the two protagonists, I have to reflect on myself three times a day: don't discredit, don't clean up, don't bully.
I don’t want to write a Xue Yang who has gone all the way to the dark without repentance, nor do I want to write a Xue Yang who has changed his ways and returned to the right. I want him to be fierce, to be cruel, to be reckless, and to be clumsy, to be gentle, to be gentle. Careful, he is hard-hearted to everyone but treats his sweetheart sincerely.Similarly, I don’t want to write a Xiao Xingchen who is too apotheosis of the world, and I don’t want to write Xiao Xingchen who is addicted to love and loses himself. I want to keep his innocence, his integrity, and his peace of mind, and I also want to write about his Timid, his fragility, his hesitation, he has the heart of a Bodhisattva in the world, but he also has the selfishness of hiding his weaknesses and protecting his weaknesses.
When two independent and assertive personalities meet, it is unreasonable for either party to give unilaterally and kneel and lick. The concepts of good and evil are diametrically opposed but both are not afraid of the constraints of the world and foreign objects. Such two people collide together. The most original spark is the most charming part of this pair of CPs in my eyes. There is no need for extra embellishments, I just need to write what will happen to them.I don't know if I have written a ten-thousandth of what I feel.
Because of Xue Yang's unilateral rebirth, "The Stars and Seas" is almost always the main point of view, and because of the different personalities of the two characters, Xue Yang's personal feelings are expressed very strongly in the article, and his psychological activities are relatively straightforward. Xiao Xingchen The part is reserved and restrained. I only directly write Xiao Xingchen's inner activities in a few places that I think are necessary. I mainly rely on what he does and says to express his feelings. It is difficult for two people to grasp it. Xiaoxing Chen is a little more difficult. When writing about him, I worry about using too much force and then worry about writing too lightly. I have always been very uneasy. But after seeing some feedback, I feel that part of what I want to express has indeed been conveyed. I am really very, very surprised.
It is impossible for a fan to have no OOC at all. I can’t restore everything. I can only restore the stories in my heart and what I saw. Sometimes I think 90 in my heart, but I can only express it to 75 when I write it. Everyone sees it The content is uneven like 70, 50, 60, and 45. If it resonates with everyone at a certain moment, it is really an honor for me.
There's nothing else to say, it's all in the text.
Thank you for reading, thank you for liking~
——2019.2.25by Nai Nai
Jin Guangyao stopped in his tracks, looked at his back, and said in a deep voice, "Think about what you are doing. If you are so indifferent, if someone recognizes you... how many people do you think will not see you?" Will he kill you directly, but take you to the Jinlin Terrace for trial? Be sober, there is only one person who is so innocent in the world, and that person is lying in a coffin now, unable to survive..."
Before Jin Guangyao could finish his sentence, Xue Yang had already turned around and approached, and Jiang Shuo unsheathed Jin Guangyao's neck.Su She's face changed suddenly, Jin Guangyao leaned his waist against the edge of the table, raised his hand to Su She to keep him still, still looking at Xue Yang, and asked with a smile: "Cheng Mei, what does this mean?"
Xue Yang's eyes were terribly gloomy, he gritted his teeth and said coldly: "You are still so annoying. Let me hear this kind of words for the second time, and I will let you taste the feeling of being shattered."
Jin Guangyao quickly accompanied the smiling face: "Don't be impulsive, I just don't say anything. I'm afraid I won't have a chance to tell you in the future. If you have anything, you can go to Mishan."
Xue Yang glared at him viciously, shoved him, turned around and left.When he went out the door, he bumped into Xiao Er who went upstairs to refill his tea. Before the two could look at each other, Xue Yang kicked the skinny boy who led him upstairs to the ground. The tea splashed out and scalded the child rolling on the ground in a mess. Called, Xue Yang went downstairs without looking.
Jin Guangyao rubbed his neck, and slowly straightened the crumpled skirt, and after Xue Yang slammed the door, he smiled and said to Su She: "People who don't know what they really want are so pitiful, you don't need to learn from him. "
Xue Yang went out of the restaurant and went straight to the Yizhuang, he came back suddenly, there was a sound of fleeing bamboo poles in the Yizhuang, Xue Yang pretended not to hear it as before, and sat on the ground with his back against the black coffin.
After sitting in the hall under the moonlight, Xue Yang felt that his legs were a little numb, so he got up and lit the lamp, and stood beside the coffin for a while.He stretched out his hand to the coffin lid, then retracted it, the lamp flame flickered for a moment, he raised his eyes vigilantly, and then relaxed again.
Xue Yang still lifted the lid of the coffin.
The person lying in the coffin folded his arms and hugged Fuchen, his sunken eye sockets were wrapped with bandages, his face was handsome and thin, his lips were as pale as his face.He is very young, and so young, several years younger than the current Xue Yang, he loves to smile, even though he has suffered a lot in his short life, he still has more smiles than frowns.But at the last moment of his life, his face was covered with blood and tears, and his body was covered with ashes. He didn't suffer any injuries, but he was in extreme pain, and he was so desperate that he killed himself with a horizontal sword.
"Troubled by love? For a vulnerable idiot like you..."
Xue Yang was speechless.
He didn't touch Xiao Xingchen, covered the coffin with a sullen face, and walked out step by step.
He called Song Lan and humiliated him a few words. Song Lan couldn't fight back and couldn't give much reaction. The murderous corpse that has been manipulated is destined to obey the master's orders. Without a tongue, Song Lan even swearing back is an extravagant hope.
Xue Yang talked boringly to himself, and sent Song Lan away, thinking that although Xiao Xingchen's tongue wasn't cut, he was already stupid and couldn't swear. If he was turned into a murderous corpse, it wouldn't be much fun to tease him. .
Making Xiao Xingchen into a murderous corpse that won't resist at every command... Xue Yang was stunned for a moment, thinking: Is this still Xiao Xingchen?
Xue Yang's face was frosty, dissatisfied with his hesitation, but he still asked himself a few words in his heart: Is it really so important whether Xiao Xingchen listens or not?If Xiao Xingchen didn't need to be obedient, then why did he go to such lengths to mend his soul and refine his corpse?
He couldn't figure it out, he just knew that he just couldn't bear Xiao Xingchen lying motionless in the coffin.
Xue Yang touched the Yinhu Talisman in his sleeve, calmed down for a while, and walked towards Yicheng.
It was foggy at night, and the people in the city had already rested. Occasionally, a few closed shops were still lit, and the streets were very deserted.
Xue Yang is not short of money, but he never pays for food and drink in Yicheng. Before Xiao Xingchen was still there, he would make up the money. Now Xue Yang eats too much, and the bully of Kuizhou has become a bully of Yicheng, doing business. Everyone avoids him, and those who can't escape can only admit defeat.Sometimes he would go to the streets dressed as Xiao Xingchen and would pay for it. Those people had seen Xiao Xingchen walking with Xue Yang in the early years, but they didn't recognize him and took him for the real Xiao Xingchen. , quietly accusing Xue Yang of his bad behavior.
There is a small shed at the second alleyway into the city. During the day, the old man of the Liu family and his wife would push a small cart to set up a stall here to sell glutinous rice balls. Their soup is very sweet, and Xue Yang came here to eat free food several times.The cloth store in front is of good quality and cheap, Xiao Xingchen bought clothes for A-Qing there.Walk a few more steps and you will reach the place where there is a market and a roadside stall. The people who sell ghost face masks have scars on their faces, which are uglier than masks. The eldest grandson of the bun shop gave away a hundred buns for free in the city on the day of the full moon, and A-Qing snatched three back to Yizhuang. Now this grandson can make soy sauce...
Xue Yang has lived on the edge of Yicheng for more than eight years, and he is so familiar with this place that he can walk with his eyes closed.It was late at night, and he walked around the empty street when he met an old lame dog. The dog stood in the middle of the road and barked at Xue Yang. Walk.
The city gates at the north and south ends were suddenly smashed open. Xue Yang swallowed a pill, took out a mask from his bosom and tied it on his face, tossed the Yinhu Talisman in his hand, and whistled as he walked.
The door of the first family closest to the city gate was knocked open, and the walking corpse walked into the house with a roar.It was a family of three, and the child was going to school to ask for his master next month, and now he had to sleep with his parents, sleeping between them.His mother was ingenious and handy, and made him a small schoolbag, embroidered a large and plump lotus leaf on it, and there was a frog squatting on the leaf. The frog had just embroidered to the cheek, and it took less than two days to embroider it. Well, when the time comes, wash it and hang it out, and the children passing by will be envious.
The door of the second house was also broken, and there lived an old woman in Shuangju. In her sleep, she heard her husband who had passed away for ten years tell her to get up and close the door. He hugged himself before getting out of bed.
The third door opened from the inside, and the middle-aged man in the coat yawned and came out to watch the movement. Before he had time to let the little daughter who called her father hide in the room, the walking corpse that jumped in front of him had already exploded, with the head covered. The corpse powder on his face choked him to the ground, and he didn't know what happened until he died.
The fourth house, the fifth house... The walking corpses at the north and south ends are about to meet, gradually some people light up the lights in panic, people's voices become noisy, and the sound of bamboo poles rattling from the street to the end of the street, they are doing things in a panic and eagerly. Useless work.Standing in the center of the city, Xue Yang kicked a piece of broken brick and tripped over a cumbersome walking corpse. He laughed loudly and jumped onto the eaves on the shoulders of a walking corpse, watching the trapped people fleeing all over the street with a condescending smile. , Listen to their screams.
The whistle sounded continuously, and Xue Yang blew out the very brisk tune, which became a strange reminder.
This massacre came suddenly, how many people in Yicheng were still in their dreams, and how many people knelt down to worship gods and Buddhas in despair, and none of them were spared from becoming dead souls in Xue Yang's hands.
Xue Yang felt tired after playing for a while, and returned to Yizhuang. The Shuanghua sword fell on the ground and buzzed and emitted a strange light, but its owner was too deep in sleep and would never care about it again.
"He ignores you, I ignore you." Xue Yang smiled and raised Shuanghua with his toe.
"Daozhang, I'm going to use your sword to kill the walking corpses again. Oh, no, maybe there are still a few people who can be saved with the antidote?" Xue Yang said, "If you wake up now, you can still help They beg for mercy, maybe I will agree to you and save their lives."
The priest didn't wake up.
Xue Yang walked away holding the Shuanghua Sword.After walking a long way, he suddenly swung the Shuanghua Sword madly and slashed fiercely on the ground a few times, almost cutting off the tree by the roadside.
Holding the sword, he rushed back to Yizhuang furiously, kicked over the coffin cover covering Xiao Xingchen, pointed at Xiao Xingchen with the Shuanghua Sword, and asked harshly, "What do you think you are?! You're dead!" , there is one less good person in the world, but I, a villain, is still alive, holding your sword, pretending to be you and doing evil, no one can do anything to me! Xiao Xingchen, you are a joke!"
No one responded to him, Xue Yang was the only one talking to himself in this Yizhuang, and the silence was unbearable.
Xue Yang raised his sword high, and for a moment he even wanted to tear Xiao Xingchen into pieces, so that one day he suddenly wanted to come back, and he had nowhere to go.
But where can the dead come back?
The sharp sword fell to the ground, frost covered the dust, Xue Yang carefully placed the spirit lock pouch on Xiao Xingchen's chest with trembling hands, and leaned half of his body into the coffin.His face was so close to Xiao Xingchen's, so close that the tip of his nose was almost touching, he couldn't detect the slightest bit of anger from the Taoist priest.
He stared at Xiao Xingchen silently. Although he had been dead for a long time, Xiao Xingchen's skin was still elastic. If his body was not too cold and icy, he would be no different from a sleeping person.
His eye sockets are not filled with eyeballs, but are two sunken hollows.These eyes were gouged out by Xiao Xingchen himself, in order to repay Xue Yang's sin.
He lost his eyes, gave up his fame and future, and finally died in front of Xue Yang.It must have been in excruciating pain, so unbearable that he died—it was the first time Xue Yang thought of other people being in pain.
Xiao Xingchen is not suitable for this world where villains are rampant, he is more suitable... suitable for being held on the altar.Xue Yang looked at Xiao Xingchen's handsome and elegant face, and thought, if Xiao Xingchen was on the altar, even if Xue Yang stretched out his hand to lift him, it would not be so unacceptable.But in fact, it was Xue Yang who pushed Xiao Xingchen into the quagmire with his own hands and stepped on the soles of his feet. He was the one who let the exiled immortal lose his soul and never be reborn forever.
A drop of water fell on Xiao Xingchen's face, Xue Yang stretched out his hand to wipe it off, wiped off one drop and then dropped two drops, he couldn't wipe it off completely, it took Xue Yang a while to realize that it was his own tears.
Xue Yang straightened up abruptly, getting up so fast that he couldn't stand still and fell to the ground. His mind was buzzing and he couldn't recover for a long time.
How can it hurt?Xue Yang clutched his heart and choked and trembled. He had no heart, so how could it hurt?Probably... sick?It's sick, it's just sick, it will be fine after a while, when Xiao Xingchen's soul returns to his body, it will be fine.
Xue Yang fell on the ground, let out a long breath slowly, got up slowly, put the spirit lock bag back into his arms, took out another slightly black candy, stared at it for a while, turned his head outward, and saw It was just dawn.
Three years later, a group of guests came to Yicheng.Most of the guests in this group were young children from aristocratic families, and one of them played a strange flute sound as soon as he entered the city.
At this time, Yicheng was already a veritable dead city, and there were only walking corpses everywhere. Xue Yang made the walking corpses do what they would have done in life every day, like playing house, sometimes let them kill each other, and sometimes let them go out to find celestial grass.The Yinhu Talisman has been repaired several times. Although its power is not as good as the original, it is still enough for Xue Yang to manipulate hundreds of walking corpses to spy on and lure the enemy.
Xue Yang felt something was wrong when he heard someone playing the flute, but after thinking about it, he decided to go out and find out for himself.He took out the bandages and expertly tied them to his eyes, and performed his special skill - pretending to be Xiao Xingchen.
Xue Yang let the walking corpse lure Lan Wangji away, drank the disgusting bowl of glutinous rice porridge, manipulated Song Lan, and performed a good show with great dedication. He used a group of children as hostages to threaten Wei Wuxian—— The flute player is indeed Wei Wuxian, the ancestor of Yiling.
Even Wei Wuxian, who was beaten to death, survived, so what is it to mend Xiao Xingchen's remnant soul?Xue Yang took out the spirit-locking pouch full of hope, but Wei Wuxian only took a second look and said: There is no way to save it.
Xue Yang has been insane for the past few years, Wei Wuxian said that he had no desire to survive, suffered extremely painful torture during his lifetime, committed suicide and did not want to return to this world... Xue Yang couldn't even listen to it.He didn't care how Xiao Xingchen died, as long as Xiao Xingchen's soul returned to that person's body.
After failing to win or lose with Wei Wuxian, Lan Wangji came to the rescue, Xue Yang was held back, watching Wei Wuxian slip away helplessly, his teeth itch with hatred.Xue Yang started late, but he learned everything, and he learned quickly, and he was able to strike ruthlessly. With the protection of thick fog, he actually resisted Lan Wangji's attacks.
But Hanguang-jun was still Hanguang-jun, and Xue Yang was injured and strenuous not long after.He could have escaped, as Jin Guangyao said, leaving the green hills there is no fear of no firewood, and he still has so many teleportation talismans, and he can escape with a little spiritual power, and no one can find him——but the Shuanghua sword was forgotten by Lan. If the opportunity is picked, Xue Yang can't leave.
Xue Yang was impatient and annoyed. At this time, the spirit lock bag was also taken away. He was almost crazy, and he no longer cared about his own escape.It just so happened that Wei Wuxian came back suddenly, and as soon as he came back, he brought Xue Yang's mortal anger to help Lan Wangji, and Xue Yang knew that he was provoking himself to reveal his position, but he still wanted to fight back when he heard Wei Wuxian's words.
"Laugh, laugh. You can't fight Xiao Xingchen's remnant soul even if you laugh to death. He disgusts you so much, you still insist on pulling him back to play games together."
It's not playing games... roll...
"Then what do you want to do by kneeling down and begging me to help you restore his soul?"
Shut up shut up shut up!
"Why did you kill Chang Ping, you know it in your heart."
Xue Yang roared: "Then tell me, what do I know? What do I know?!"
He was hoarse, not knowing whether he was questioning Wei Wuxian or himself.
Wei Wuxian wanted to speak: "If you kill, you kill, why do you use Ling Chi, which represents 'punishment'? If you want to avenge yourself, why do you use Shuanghua instead of your disaster reduction? Do you want to goug out Chang Ping's eyes and make him look like Xiao Xingchen?"
Why...why...why...who will tell him why? !
"You are indeed taking revenge. But who are you taking revenge for? It's ridiculous. If you really want to take revenge, the one who should be hacked into pieces is yourself!"
Xue Yang couldn't bear it any longer, he threw two skull nails, but missed, he laughed maniacally for a while, blood gushed from his chest and abdomen wounds, Xue Yang stopped talking, and ignored Wei Wuxian again.
All his attention was on the spirit lock sac, the soul inside was already extremely fragile, Lan Wangji was not light or heavy, what if it shattered again?And the Shuanghua sword cannot fall into the hands of these people.The Shuanghua Sword and the Spirit Locking Bag, it doesn't matter if you lose either one.
Xue Yang was thinking about how many chips he had left to use, and was planning to use the Yinhu Talisman to recruit corpses to disturb Lan Wangji's sight, but A-Qing dared to chase after him to show Lan Wangji the way.
Dealing with Lan Wangji was already exhausting, but now that A-Qing had come out to interfere, it was even more difficult for Xue Yang to be attacked.He had bled so much that he was already dizzy, but Lan Wangji still had the Spirit Locking Pouch and the Shuanghua Sword, so Xue Yang couldn't fall down yet.
Lan Wangji pressed harder and harder, Xue Yangqian was at his wits' end, he just wanted to get back the stolen things quickly, and Xiao Xingchen's body in Yizhuang, he also wanted to take it away, leaving this Yicheng to live elsewhere , Think about what to do next.If Patriarch Yiling can't be saved, then Xue Yang will save him by himself. He is confident that he can do his best and surpass Patriarch Yiling. As long as he is given a little more time, it will take a few more years. He must be able to drag Xiao Xingchen back.
The sound of bamboo poles followed behind him, and Xue Yang's eyes were flushed with killing intent.
Xue Yang always knew that A-Qing wanted his life, but a lone ghost couldn't threaten him at all, and sometimes scaring A-Qing could add some fun to the dreary days.But letting A-Qing play wild in this city of Yi also made her arrogant. Since she was not afraid of getting her soul crushed, it was no wonder that Xue Yang did it.
Xiao Xingchen hasn't woken up yet, no one can die Xue Yang!
The talisman came out, and A-Qing finally calmed down, but Xue Yang's chest was pierced, blood spewed out of his mouth uncontrollably, and his body smelled of rust.
Breathing was so painful that people couldn't walk, but Xue Yang forced himself to rush towards Lan Wangji, roaring, "Give it to me!"
But it was useless, Xue Yang could only watch helplessly as Lan Wangji retreated with the Shuanghua Sword and the Spirit Locking Pouch, and then swung the sword down again, and then Xue Yang's left arm holding the last candy was also cut off.
At this moment, everything he once owned has completely left him.
The severe pain quickly turned into numbness, and Xue Yang's knees fell heavily. He heard the sound of a sharp sword piercing through the mist, and the Bichen sword was slashing at his neck. I can't even find the spirit lock bag.
At the very moment, the blue flame of the teleportation talisman lit up beside Xue Yang, he didn't care who it was, he just silently repeated: "Give it back to me..."
Give me back, give me back all my faith and hope, all of me.
No one heard what Xue Yang said, and Xue Yang didn't need to be heard.
The pain and regret that had been brewing for eight years surged in his chest. Before he died, Xue Yang recalled the day when Xiao Xingchen died, recalled Wei Wuxian's questioning, and suddenly thought of a story that might explain why he cared so much about Xiaoxing. The answer to Chen's death was not that he was unwilling, or that he hadn't played enough—it was the loss of his loved one.
What did Jin Guangyao say?The heart and soul must be taken good care of, otherwise the one who hurts and hurts is myself.
Xiao Xingchen is not the tip of his heart, Xiao Xingchen is his heart, without Xiao Xingchen, Xue Yang would no longer be able to live like a human being.
It turned out that this was what had tortured him for the past eight years.
Xue Yang suddenly realized: It seems that "love" is really not a good thing, it feels so uncomfortable when it happens.If he had known that he would suffer such a big stumble on a love word, he would... must have tasted it earlier, and sooner.Pain is pain, but only when you know the pain can you feel that you have lived.Xiao Xingchen was the one who made Xue Yang feel that he had truly lived.
It would be great if I could tell Xiao Xingchen personally, it would be good to hear him say one more disgusting thing, anyway, he was such a disgusting person whose bone marrow was damaged like this.
But there is no time.
Xue Yang vomited a mouthful of blood, and there was a blue-white light in front of his eyes. He couldn't keep the Shuanghua Sword, couldn't snatch back the spirit lock bag, and lost the last candy. It wasn't until eight years after his death that he realized that he was alive. It's too late to wake up now.
If there is an afterlife...
What if there is an afterlife?
Xue Yang opened his eyes, and stood blankly in the village that had been poisoned by corpse powder. The villagers who had lost their tongues were kowtowing to him for mercy.He heard the long-awaited footsteps coming in the air, turned his head, and the blind Taoist priest approached him step by step. His white clothes were more snowy than snow, and his skirts were fluttering. He looked like no one could humiliate and trample on him.
The heart that had been empty for eight years was filled again. Xue Yang stopped the spotless Shuanghua Sword with his hands faster than his brain. He lowered his voice and asked Xiao Xingchen, "Daozhang, what year is it now?"
—————————Fantasy outside the story 【End】
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Nana said:
After writing the episode of [Infatuation], "A Star Sinks into the Sea" is complete in my heart.One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight jokes.
Starting from the final completed [Crazy], this [-]-character fanfare is an expansion of the original work from the beginning to the end. It imagines the eight years before Xue Yang's rebirth. "The reasons for the "humble" OOC are all in this episode. The article "Stars Sinking into the Sea" was written on the basis of Xue Yang knowing his way back. If Xue Yang refuses to change no matter what, I will not be able to write HE again and again.
Because it is from Xue Yang's perspective, there is an unwritten private setting in Fanwai, which is a problem of Yinhufu.The reason why Jin Guangyao didn’t ask Xue Yang for the Yinhu Talisman and didn’t ask much was because the Yinhu Talisman was not stable enough, and it was much safer to keep it in Xue Yang’s place for repair than to keep it in his hands. There is really no need for a tiger talisman. (I left it blank in the text, I will mention it here
As for bad friends, I think these two people are very selfish and complicated. When they stay together, they share similar tastes, but they don’t go for each other’s side. They help each other without harming themselves. Entanglement, interests outweigh feelings, both parties can see it openly, sincerity does not exist, but there will also be very subtle mutual care, so you can write as you understand. The biggest problem is that the pen is not enough to express clearly. Please forgive me for the flawed injury that I can’t save temporarily (cup fists)
And I personally think that the biggest difference between Xue Yang and Jin Guangyao is that Jin Guangyao knows what he wants and can do his best for it. Xue Yang gave me the feeling that he didn't know what he wanted from the beginning to the end, so he didn't care about the consequences in everything he did, and he paid a huge price for it.
Su She and Xue Yang were in the same frame in the original book, Yicheng Teleportation Talisman. I think these two people have low self-esteem and sensitivity hiding in the dark as a loyal dog, and the other is young and frivolous and arrogant. They usually don’t have much intersection. When they meet, they probably don’t really care about their love and take care of each other. Maybe they will coexist peacefully for Jin Guangyao’s sake and deal with business. Oh, I’m just guessing and writing on my own anyway, let’s make do with it (sigh)
Regarding the content of the two protagonists, I have to reflect on myself three times a day: don't discredit, don't clean up, don't bully.
I don’t want to write a Xue Yang who has gone all the way to the dark without repentance, nor do I want to write a Xue Yang who has changed his ways and returned to the right. I want him to be fierce, to be cruel, to be reckless, and to be clumsy, to be gentle, to be gentle. Careful, he is hard-hearted to everyone but treats his sweetheart sincerely.Similarly, I don’t want to write a Xiao Xingchen who is too apotheosis of the world, and I don’t want to write Xiao Xingchen who is addicted to love and loses himself. I want to keep his innocence, his integrity, and his peace of mind, and I also want to write about his Timid, his fragility, his hesitation, he has the heart of a Bodhisattva in the world, but he also has the selfishness of hiding his weaknesses and protecting his weaknesses.
When two independent and assertive personalities meet, it is unreasonable for either party to give unilaterally and kneel and lick. The concepts of good and evil are diametrically opposed but both are not afraid of the constraints of the world and foreign objects. Such two people collide together. The most original spark is the most charming part of this pair of CPs in my eyes. There is no need for extra embellishments, I just need to write what will happen to them.I don't know if I have written a ten-thousandth of what I feel.
Because of Xue Yang's unilateral rebirth, "The Stars and Seas" is almost always the main point of view, and because of the different personalities of the two characters, Xue Yang's personal feelings are expressed very strongly in the article, and his psychological activities are relatively straightforward. Xiao Xingchen The part is reserved and restrained. I only directly write Xiao Xingchen's inner activities in a few places that I think are necessary. I mainly rely on what he does and says to express his feelings. It is difficult for two people to grasp it. Xiaoxing Chen is a little more difficult. When writing about him, I worry about using too much force and then worry about writing too lightly. I have always been very uneasy. But after seeing some feedback, I feel that part of what I want to express has indeed been conveyed. I am really very, very surprised.
It is impossible for a fan to have no OOC at all. I can’t restore everything. I can only restore the stories in my heart and what I saw. Sometimes I think 90 in my heart, but I can only express it to 75 when I write it. Everyone sees it The content is uneven like 70, 50, 60, and 45. If it resonates with everyone at a certain moment, it is really an honor for me.
There's nothing else to say, it's all in the text.
Thank you for reading, thank you for liking~
——2019.2.25by Nai Nai
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