After Cheng Yourang sent the message, he relaxed and leaned back on the back of the chair.

Soon there will be a message back.

He clicked on the chat box, a little proud.

"Don't worry, the location is absolutely accurate."

There was also a quick message back.

"That's fine, please."

Cheng Yourang tapped the keyboard again.

"Why are you being polite, go find your cousin, it's not safe for a girl to be outside alone, and she ran so far."

The other side said hello, and the two chatted casually and ended the topic.

It is afternoon now, and the sun shines in from the window and sprinkles on his desk.

He squinted his eyes, and the young girl on the computer screen was clean and beautiful, smiling for the camera.

After this incident came to an end, Cheng Yourang resumed his usual life.I go to class on time every day, busy with various activities, and even work part-time on weekends.

Half a month later, he was learning how to carve a little rabbit in the woodworking club, when he suddenly received a call.

It was a call from a friend. They are classmates in junior high school, but they don't usually keep in touch.

The phone kept ringing, he apologized to the people around him apologetically, and got through the phone.

"Yourang, something happened to Daye."

The person on the phone was still talking.Suddenly, with a strong hand, the carving knife was embedded in the flesh, but he didn't feel any pain.

Cheng Yourang stared into his eyes, but wanted to see through him what happened a long time ago, distant but clear.

"and then?"

Qi Chi asked softly, as if afraid of frightening him, his tone was as soft as a whisper.

Cheng Yourang's eyes refocused, and he looked at those beautiful eyes with a smile.

He reached out and brushed past those eyes, and was caught off guard by the wrist.

Qi Chi kissed his palm, patiently waiting for his next story.

"When he first told me the news, I was still in a daze. It was not until I saw the news that I finally realized the whole thing. He killed a girl and turned himself in. The reason was that he had an online relationship with that girl. A few months later Decided to go to the other party, but found that the other party had an admirer who took good care of her, and she didn't intend to admit that she knew him."

Qi Chi felt the hand held by him tremble slightly. He had already guessed the answer in his heart, but he couldn't bear to hear him say it.

The palm was suddenly clenched, and Cheng Yourang smiled at him in relief: "I'm fine."

Qi Chi: "Stop talking..."

Obviously he was looking for this answer so eagerly before, but because he saw such painful eyes in his eyes, he decided to give up.

"I want to tell you." Cheng Yourang's eyes were firm, as if he still showed some affection, "Only he and I know about this matter, and I never dare to tell anyone. If I can have you by my side, I will feel better a little."

Qi Chi felt distressed, and gently stroked his hand with one hand: "Is that girl the cousin you helped find?"

When he said that just now, Cheng Yourang was always calm.Although it is not in a good mood, it is not too excited.

It wasn't until he took the initiative to help him tell the biggest secret behind this incident that he finally couldn't help but break down emotionally.

"Yes, I told him where the girl was."

The ending of this sentence was already crying, and he turned around again, buried his face in his stomach, trembling because of sobbing.

Qi Chi stroked his back comfortingly, and when he finally calmed down, he turned around and faced him again: "I obviously have doubts, the cousin he said is clearly in school, why did he say that he sneaked out?" What? And I've never heard him talk about this cousin before? I can obviously stop all of this, but not only did I not save it, but I became his accomplice..."

Qi Chi frowned and didn't speak. He was lying in his arms, but now he sat up directly, an arm's length away from him.

He quickly adjusted his emotions, and he stopped crying when he spoke. Instead, he was calm and sober: "I went to see him in prison, and he kept hiding it for me, but I knew it was my mistake. I was a The driving force behind the vicious murder case, you can hate me and think I'm terrible. If you want to break up, I also-"

"Are you sad? That's why he came to you."

Qi Chi interrupted him and asked suddenly.

Cheng Yourang stopped what he said just now, and looked at him uncertainly.

He didn't expect that after the most important thing that had been concealed was finally exposed, he would be thinking about himself first.

Is he sad?

The lonely university life, and the friends who came from afar seemed to light up his light suddenly, which made him feel carefree and relaxed like never before.

"I complained about him, and for a long time later, I hated him for ruining my life." Cheng Yourang smiled wryly, "After complaining for too long, I'm tired and can't remember clearly."

He was telling the truth.

After this incident, he sold his house, dropped out of school, lived alone in a rented house, and never wanted to contact the society again.

When countless depressions collapsed, he would feel resentment in his heart, hating that because of his momentary confusion, he ruined his already gradually clear life.

But after several years, he can still think of that summer, when the evening wind was blowing on him, the two of them sat together, with crayfish on the table, they chatted and ate.

He also drank a can of beer, which didn't taste very good, but it made him feel relieved after a long period of depression.

"Don't feel sorry for me. I just don't want to blame him all the time and keep myself in that small circle. I'm not that noble, but I just don't want him to torture me all the time."

How can you not feel bad?

Qi Chi held his hand in his palm, leaned over and kissed it.

When he decided to tell him about the past, Cheng Yourang was ready to be rejected by him.

This is the most disgraceful thing in his life, and he should be condemned by everyone.He should have lived a life of being spurned instead of being loved wholeheartedly by someone.

The other person's lips on the lips are warm and soft, gently soothing, full of pity.

Cheng Yourang responded vigorously, seeming to regard this as his last tenderness to himself.

Want to hold on tight, reluctant to let go.

When Qi Chi finally let go of him, the pain in his eyes still didn't dissipate: "I haven't figured out how to make you feel that I don't think you're scary at all, let alone hate you. Give me some time, Let me prove it, okay?"

Cheng Yourang looked at him in shock, never expecting him to say something like a plea.

After discovering that he had transmigrated into the world in the book and became the protagonist of the novel, Shouhou, he was actually a little happy despite being annoyed.Although the protagonist Shou is not lucky, at least his past is clean.

So when he has time, he also wonders if he can throw away those previous regrets, as if nothing happened, and live boldly for himself.

Looking at it now, he didn't lose a bit by transmigrating into the book.Not only did he have a clean past, but he also got such a love from him.

"it is good."

He put his arms around his neck, the corners of his eyes were still red from crying just now, but his eyes were bent.

Qi Chi's heart was moved, he pulled him over again, and kissed his lips again.

"I want to be with you, let's make up."

Cheng Yourang raised her head and kissed his lips again: "Okay."

"You told me you liked me."

"Yes," Cheng Yourang cried and laughed today, and now he admitted it with a very good temper, "I like you."

He also said this when he promised him, and it was still just as pleasant.

Qi Chi picked him up and walked towards the door.

"Where are you going?"

Cheng Yourang didn't want to resist, but she couldn't help but panic when she saw him put herself on the bed.

"Didn't we...do it last night?"

Qi Chi also lay down, rubbed him in his arms, and chuckled lightly: "I don't want to move you, I want to chat with you, the sofa over there is not as comfortable, I'm afraid you will get tired from lying down."

When he said no, he wasn't really that honest.The big hand was a little cold when it was put into his clothes, Cheng Yourang endured it and asked him, "What are you talking about?"

"It's not allowed to be like this in the future, it's not allowed to break up with me without saying anything." Qi Chi touched his nose with some strength.

"I don't think anyone can accept my taint..."

Cheng Yourang's voice became smaller and smaller, and after he finished speaking, he felt a little regretful, and his eyes were lowered.

"It's not your fault, you should know it, but you refuse to let yourself go."

From the moment he heard the story, his eyes were full of pity.He knew that this person had not been so happy since he was a child, but he didn't expect that he would go through this.

He remembered how many times he'd said he felt lonely, but he'd never really understood why he was lonely before.If you just want to find someone to accompany you, with his appearance, there will be no difficulty at all.

But he trapped himself in the cause of the girl's death, he didn't dare to contact anyone, and he didn't dare to open his heart to anyone.

"And—" he dragged his voice, and just when Cheng Yourang thought he was going to say something more comforting, he suddenly said, "When you said you didn't like me, I was really sad to death, even more sad than you .”

"Then shall I coax you?"

Cheng Yourang looked up at him, a little confused.Where is this going? Why is he still wronged?

"Yes!" Qi Chi hugged him and laid him flat, let him lie on his body, raised his eyebrows at him, "I'm ready, come on."

He made an appearance of letting the king do his best, Cheng Yourang raised his hand and hammered him on the chest angrily: "Can you be more serious?"

When he sat up, those hands were on his waist, and now they were going down a little bit, pinching his flesh.

Cheng Yourang blushed, twisted his waist and thought about it but was held firmly by him.The more he struggled, the harder he tried to restrain him with only one hand.

The two laughed for a while, and Cheng Yourang suddenly asked seriously: "You went to that hotel yesterday, why didn't you come to me directly?"

In fact, the real reason why Cheng Yourang decided to tell him this secret that he thought he would never be able to tell in this life was that he once again felt as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

In the past, he isolated himself from society and did not get in touch with anyone.It was an accident to cross the book this time, and falling in love with Qi Chi was even more unexpected.

He had planned to pretend that nothing had happened and be with him.But the sentence he said in the ward that day, "Everyone has to take responsibility for what they have done. Once something has been done, even if the person involved is generous and doesn't care about it, it doesn't mean that he is not at fault." Waking up from a dream.

He shouldn't rely on himself to change his identity, deceive him when no one knows, and enjoy his care and preference with peace of mind.

But he is also a greedy person, inferior and greedy.

Even Zhang Jing could see it.There are so many ways to break up, why does he say he doesn't love him when he likes himself the most?

While he doesn't want to continue to lie to Qi Chi and let him continue to like him in the deception, but at the same time he can't let go, he doesn't want him to really dislike him.

So he tortured him desperately, neither agreeing to him, but also wanting to see how much he cares about himself.

until last night.He was clearly in front of him, but he refused to take a step forward.

At that time, there was only a distance of one or two meters, but he felt in a trance that he really seemed to be leaving his world.

In this world, there will be no one who likes oneself.

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