[Wen Ye] Hell changes

After half a year, Okura Yeko returned to China by boat. During this period, the world was changing, and the situation was changing. Various organizations and groups split and merged, and it was difficult to choose the strong or the weak.Taking Tachihara Michizo's defection as the node, the Hound survived in name only, and was infinitely close to disbanding. Except for Fukuji Sakurachi, the only person who still exists is Okura Yeko.

Tiaoye Caiju, who was abroad, participated in the task of turning the supernatural power education institution to the left.Many ill-intentioned upper echelons will pretend to cultivate talents with supernatural powers, and secretly build huge spy agencies in these educational institutions, and Jono Caiju has infiltrated these spy agencies, directly directing Japanese spy training agencies The information is handed over to the Communist Party in Shanghai.

At the same time, it was revealed that Tachihara Michizo had been associated with the Armed Detective Agency for many years. His true identity was a core member of the opposition. He had been lurking beside Fukuchi Sakurachi for many years. After his identity was exposed, he joined the Armed Detective Agency overnight and left the government.

Tachihara Michizo and the Armed Detective Agency went to pick up the plane after pretending to be forged, and secretly took Okura Yeko to the detective agency, and told her all this, hoping that she could make a choice, or become a war faction, and break up with them now , or be an anti-war faction, and join them in resisting the militarism that intends to make a comeback.

Until then, the doubts that had been lingering in Okura Yeko's heart for many years were explained.

"That is to say, the person I have always admired is the culprit who killed his teammates? Those Akutagawa's behaviors that I can't understand are his obligations not to tell others? And those I once believed were actually all Am I making mistakes, trying to be smart? I thought it was Akutagawa who had changed and gone astray, but I didn’t expect that all this time, I was the only one who went further and further down the wrong path, and I was the only one who didn’t know anything , right?" She said, "So I was alone from beginning to end."

Seeing that she was not in the right mood, Li Yuan Daozao was about to comfort her, but he thought, what effect would blind comfort have, even if he comforted her by saying that she did not work for a tiger, it would be self-deception.

So he solemnly reminded: "You still have a chance. You were indeed kept in the dark in the past. Fukuchi Sakurachi deliberately conveyed extreme values ​​to you and presented the false truth in front of you. You used to help him Doing so many things and arresting so many people doesn’t mean you’re all guilty.”

"You mean, I should take refuge with you now, just like Akutagawa, who has been hiding patiently until the day when the time comes to reveal my true identity?"

"This is the only way out for you now. Don't forget that you have been Fudi's right-hand man since you appeared in the public eye. The color on your body has been fixed in the eyes of the people, and the people will not change their positions easily. If you suddenly say that you have changed and become good, the people will only find it strange, even funny, and hateful, and your life will be lost. The only way to clear your reputation is to tell the people that you are actually a fake In this appearance, your disguise is for the liberation of the people, for the safety of the people, only in this way, the people will accept you."

"But isn't this lying to the people? Isn't this taking advantage of the people's goodwill and bottom line? Sooner or later, the truth will be made public, and the people will know that I made my image tragic and great in order to survive and cleanse myself How will the people punish me?"

"I can't do anything about it. To be precise, no one can do it. But this road is the only one that can be regarded as honest and safe."

"My image and colors are set, as you said earlier. There is no turning back."

"No, there is still a chance..."

"No more." She interrupted Liyuan Daozao, her eyes that were always clear could not see any emotional color at the moment, "You think I can save and clean up, but you don't think about those people who were killed by me. You I used tricks to whitewash me, concealed the truth, and beautified and tragicized my previous behaviors that were keen on disasters. Then who should those who were killed by me turn to for grievances? How should I live with peace of mind in the future? ?Aren’t I really going to be woken up by nightmares every night? The answer is no.”

Li Yuan Michizao fell silent.She didn't continue talking either.After a while of silence, she stood up, feeling the dizziness caused by long-term physical and mental exhaustion and malnutrition, and at the same time, she felt a faint soreness in her eyes.

This is Japan.It is Yokohama.It is near the harbor.It was the intersection where she left Japan by boat.It was the intersection that separated her from Ryunosuke Akutagawa.It was the place where she cleverly wrote letters questioning and criticizing Akutagawa Ryunosuke.She didn't know whether it was now or half a year ago, but she vaguely remembered that she had just been taken back here by the Armed Detective Agency, but then she thought again, if it was really the present, why could she hear the cry of Akutagawa from half a year ago? sound?Maybe it's not now, it's not half a year ago, or maybe it's a timeline obtained by comparing the two, if something was missing half a year ago, now she should consciously make up for the missing things.She doesn't know what the process of filling the vacancy should be called, and she doesn't know when it will be completed, but she knows that Akutagawa Ryunosuke will definitely be waiting for her in the process of filling the vacancy.

"I know what I should do now." She looked out the window and took a deep breath, "This is the last thing I can do for you."

"What do you want to do?" An ominous premonition arose in Liyuan Daozao's heart, and he quickly stepped forward to hold her back, "You can't do stupid things."

"I don't know if this is a stupid thing, but please at least meet my last need." She distanced herself, "This is my last goodwill that will not be manipulated by the military. In fact, my heart is deep I still hope that I can become a hero... What irony, I thought I was working for the common people every day and night, and I was speaking out for the suffering women, but I didn't expect that I had directly or indirectly hurt so many people. Innocent people, let them die with shame. After knowing all this, can I indulge myself in such a sinful life? No, I can't. Goodbye. Where is Akutagawa? What is Akutagawa-sama doing now? I'm leaving soon Before I leave, I want to see him one last time, even if I can't confess, I want to sincerely apologize to him. Do you know where he is? I want to meet him."

"I know the location of his current residence, but I can't guarantee whether I can see him."

"It's okay, if you can't wait, just leave."

"Okay, I'll take you there."

She set off.

She and Tachihara Michizo sat in the taxi, looking at the chaotic images flying past the window.The vehicle drove past the border port of Yokohama.There are many steamers waiting for departure painted with the logo of the factory.The taxi passed the dump, hidden behind a large building.There are tons of containers out there.The woman running a small business on the side of the road had her hair coiled up, panting back and forth outside and inside the door, wiping off her sweat four or five times within a minute.

Then the vehicle passed a hidden slum.No matter how prosperous a city is, there will always be a corner that is oppressed and eliminated. Capital has always relied on oppressing others to step on top. If there is prosperity and wealth, there must be suffering people who have been wiped out by these prosperity and wealth. Marx The theory is not out of date.What would these homeless people do if war struck?If it is necessary to have armed competition with foreign supernatural powers, then why do these ordinary people who have nothing to do with supernatural powers have to suffer the sins brought about by special groups of people?The slum where Akutagawa was born should be dirtier and messier, she thought.

She burst into tears.

"Liyuan, do you think I was talking nonsense just now? In fact, every word I said was true. There is indeed a heroic plot in my heart. Even if my cognition and belief have collapsed now, I can't Change your nature all of a sudden... If possible, I still hope that I can become a hero."

"You already are."

"I'm not. In Fukuji Sakurachi's eyes, I'm his pawn who is always on call. In Akutagawa's eyes, I'm a naive little girl who likes to show off. In the eyes of the people, I'm a pawn who works for tigers and helps evildoers. The scum of the nation. Even if I do something beneficial to the public now, the trajectory of my past life will never change again. This dark history will always be the first standard that defines me. No matter who I am, I will First of all, judge me from my evil deeds. How will the history books record me in the future? I dare not think about it."

"No... the spirit of dialectical view is indeed no match for the people's sensibility and instinct of distinguishing likes and dislikes most of the time, but this spirit and values ​​will never disappear. It is not the past that can determine the future of the people, but what they do now .History books may not write your name, and the annals of Spring and Autumn only record important events that can last for thousands of years, but the achievements you can make will never disappear, and future generations will need this achievement."

"Is that what you guys are doing now?"

"Yeah, it's true that people with supernatural powers appeared not too long ago, but there will only be more and more people of this kind. When one type of people possesses strong power and special power that others don't have, the relationship between people There will be hierarchical differentiation and competition between the strong and the weak, and class contradictions cannot be resolved, such as capitalism and the proletariat | class, such as people with supernatural powers and the general public. At present, there are people represented by Fukuji Sakurachi I want to use supernatural powers to conquer, expand, and achieve domination in vain, but is this really the correct use of special powers? The essence of money is just a trading tool, but it can become a murder weapon that kills countless people, isn't it the same? ?To put it bluntly, supernatural powers are just human progress and the infinity of potential, and there will be more and more in the future, but if they are used by people with ulterior motives, they will become weapons to harm innocent people."

"According to what you said, if my deeds are also used by future generations to distort, use them, and be used by forces with ulterior motives to deceive the public and lead the public to go astray, then what should I do?"

"That's not your mistake. What mistakes have you made, what are the root causes of the mistakes, and what affirmative contributions have you made to the country? History will witness them one by one and give fair feedback. Today, future generations cannot be concealed. Historical nihilism will eventually be punished."

"Then when will I get this feedback? When will Akutagawa's feedback come? He has come to this point in order to stop Fukuji Sakurachi, for the development and growth of the anti-war faction, and for the lives and safety of the people. One person likes him, and everyone scolds him, when will this feedback that belongs to him come?"

"Well, I think, when the people really live a good life, when justice defeats evil, and when the ugly face of capitalism is finally exposed, maybe we people will be rehabilitated. At that time, everyone will understand that it turns out that What we people do is expedient and for the development of future generations. Only when the benefits really come, the people will affirm the correctness of this kind of behavior. Only when they get the benefits of a doctrine will they speak for this doctrine Good words, hahaha, isn’t this common to all people in all countries?”

"The ending we want for the people and the country, the benefits we want to win, can it really be realized?"

"If everyone doubts this path, then this path cannot go to the end. If you don't see it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. If you don't prove it, it doesn't mean it's incorrect. It doesn't exist now, and it will definitely be realized in the future. Communist Party of Japan Their predecessors fought to the death with Japanese|imperialism|ism|ism|ism and American capitalism. They all sacrificed or even died tragically. But until now, the communism|communism they wanted to achieve has not been realized in Japan. It gets darker and more oppressive, but can this be a reason to deny their achievements and their significance? Didn’t they contribute to the international communism and were not recognized by Chinese and Soviet comrades? Is it true that Katayama Qian established the Japanese Communist Party? Is it meaningless? Nakanishi Kung Fu passed his motherland’s army information to China’s Eighth Route Army every day. He was not known by the Chinese, he was not understood by the Japanese, and he was oppressed by insults and death every day, but we can say Is his deeds dishonorable? Now that we have stepped on the path of our predecessors, can we say that there is eternal darkness? Isn’t human beings a progressive creature, isn’t it a kind of reflection on pain after being beaten? Biological? I believe that future generations will understand this and give a positive evaluation to all those who died on the road of construction. The society that the predecessors wanted to build will definitely be realized in the future.”

"I want to build a society where women get the justice they deserve, but now it seems that this road is too far away, and I should put this matter behind me first. Do you think this society will eventually come? ?”

"In the words of the Arabs, in the desert, many people will die of thirst at the moment when the date palm appears on the horizon. The person who will die of thirst is likely to be you. You will die half a kilometer before the oasis. Likewise, many Heroes die before the dawn too. But that doesn't stop the birth of the oasis and the rising of the dawn."

"I would die for this oasis and this dawn."

"Yes, this is the indispensable person on the road of construction, this is the hero of the world, and this is you."

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