[Wen Ye] Hell changes

Edogawa Ranpo wanted to keep the record of this meeting, transfer it to his personal electronic device, and set it as an encrypted file, but Akutagawa stopped it.Of course, Akutagawa didn't ask him to stop directly, but asked after thinking for a moment.Both Luanpo and Poe looked at him with embarrassment, and confirmed again and again.

"Akutagawa, from now on you will live a life of humiliation. You can't tell the truth to anyone, but you can't try to tell lies. The only ones who know your true identity and thoughts are the two of us and this pen. If the discussion process recorded by this pen is destroyed, and neither of us tells anyone, then no one in the whole world will know the truth anymore."

Akutagawa hesitated for a second before nodding.

"Don't you regret it? If the time comes, no matter what we say, the people will not believe that you are pretending for them, but what should you do? You may not be innocent for the rest of your life."

"I don't regret it." When he hesitated just now, Akutagawa still looked a little deliberate, but now he has answered very simply, "I will try my best to shape the image I should shape, and no matter how much criticism and slander I receive, I will not be shaken. Erasing these records is a fight to the death. I can't guarantee that I won't back down halfway. Erasing the evidence is to remind myself that there is no way out and we must go to the end. Even I occasionally hesitate because life is too hard , you don't want me to hesitate, do you? So it's better to burn it." He threw the manuscript paper into the fire with a blank expression.None of them said anything more.

"Akutagawa." When the last record was burned, Edogawa Ranpo couldn't help but said, "Be kinder to yourself."

"What's the matter, Mr. Ranpo? Why do you say such things suddenly? If you can think about it, you'll be fine. If everything is as you wish, why is Japan still a capitalist country?"

Edogawa ranpo looked sideways.Akutagawa just pursed his lips tightly and did not continue speaking.A straight and soft lip mark emerged when his upper and lower lips joined together, and the twisted blue veins protruding from the inner side of his elbow exposed his uneasy emotions, like a row of arched broken leaves, the color was so clean that it was absolutely impossible to hate, and he felt There is no hostility, but when people see her, they only feel that there seems to be a pair of tightly wrinkled eyebrows clinging to the white elbows, which makes people love and pity.Almost everyone will protrude more or less blue veins when they are angry or tense their muscles. This is not uncommon, but it is the first time for Edogawa Ranpo to protrude without hostility.He reached out to smooth it out, to press it back into the thin flesh.Akutagawa dodged.

"You can't do this..." Akutagawa reminded him.

Edogawa stared at him in a speechless manner, chewing on the uncomfortable feeling that his breathing was getting sour and heavy every minute.What he wants to ask is, what's wrong with me, what can I not do, I'm not married to you, don't I have a chance to fight for this possibility of love?He wanted to ask all these questions, but in the end he kept silent, so he leaned against the wall and pretended to look down.

He faced those black eyes silently, and stubbornly took Akutagawa Ryunosuke's face into his own eyes, as if intending to mix Akutagawa's face with his own retina, and then produce a chemical reaction of colored substances.Half of it is filtered into elusive ashes in the hopeful heart, and the other half is precipitated into soul-destroying venom in the trembling soul.Akutagawa Ryunosuke's eyelids were slightly red, and the whites of his eyes were slightly blurred. Edogawa Ranpo couldn't see his own reflection clearly from these eyes, and could only vaguely peep from his deep pupil rainbow. Show some tiredness.

"You are crying." Edogawa Ranpo said.

Akutagawa shook his head.

"Your eyes are a little red and the whites of your eyes are foggy. You must have cried."

Akutagawa didn't want to answer, he turned his face away and didn't look at him again, as if he was unhappy.

"I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing." Edogawa Ranpo had to apologize.

"It's okay." Akutagawa finally turned his face to the side, raised the corners of his lips as if comforting him, and gave him a stiff smile, "It's no big deal, we are friends."

"Yeah, that's not bad at all." He covered his lips that were almost choked up, to prevent the Qi Qi who revealed the flow of emotion from flying away from his throat, "You are my best friend."

Akutagawa nodded and said, "You are my best friend too."

At this moment, his wishful thinking expresses a kind of withered desolation.Akutagawa Ryunosuke is as cold as ice, and the frosty shadow leaves a piece of desolation in his drowsy soul, the evening photos and the evening photos that have already passed away.

Friend, I'll call you a friend if I'm kind to you. Friend, I'll just chase you and pass by for a while. Friend.A broken comet is not as rare as I feel for you, but that is not a possession.The film has been taken away, the closest old friend of yesterday has become the strange so-and-so of today, I am still waiting for you to turn around, hoping to get the harvest that should be rewarded after a long wait, but you still say that we are friends.You never appear in my life when I should have fun with friends, but you still insist that you are not friends with me.If you refute it, you can revive it, if you can stop it, you can be saved, but I am not willing to pursue you layer by layer.Friends are not enough friends, and I dare not yell unrestrainedly at the last point of the relationship, so I can only turn around and hide from you and secretly act out every sentence. I have never been together, but I am like a dog who has lost love after breaking up.It's okay, it's better than an old friend who can only hang out, better than some so-and-so.

He gritted his teeth gradually, and started that heartless demeanor of talking about the case and reasoning again, laughing and joking, as if he had never felt sad about anything.But Akutagawa Ryunosuke ignored it, and quickly said goodbye.So his smile stopped.He was trying his best not to say anything, his lips and teeth twitched slightly, his body trembled slightly, and after an ominous shiver, he could only breathe out a weak current of warmth.

He waved goodbye to Ryunosuke Akutagawa.Akutagawa Ryunosuke said, if there is any news, he will inform you immediately, and wait for the next meeting with you.Then he was only left with an afterimage of his back that was staggering because of his disability.The place in the book is a mess, full of frustration, the ruined walls are helplessly weeping and trembling under the strong wind, and moldy green and muddy black are falling all over the ground.

goodbye.He said to Akutagawa Ryunosuke's back.At that time, for some reason, he suddenly felt that Ryunosuke Akutagawa would never come back.

Ryunosuke Akutagawa returns to the Hounds.

When seeing Fukuji Sakurachi again, Akutagawa Ryunosuke had just finished chatting with Suehiro Tetsusho.That wasn't intentional, he did meet Suehiro Tetsuchang by chance when he came to Fukuji Sakurachi, and then suddenly remembered that he should seize this opportunity to cultivate Suehiro Tetsuchang's goodwill, so he stopped the other party.Surprisingly, Suehiro Tetsusu seems to like him more than Akutagawa imagined. Once he shows a little more enthusiasm, Suehiro Tetsusu doesn't know how to talk to him. He usually has an invulnerable steel appearance, but even He dare not take a word of affection.Akutagawa sneered silently in his heart, but didn't show it outside.Naturally, he doesn't hate Mo Guang Tiechang, what he hates is himself, because he has become what he once hated the most.But in order to win, he had no choice but to stick to this look.

Fukuji Sakurachi came out of the office, rubbing his palms with ease, saw Akutagawa and Suehiro talking and smiling outside the door, and immediately called them out.Suehiro Tiechang looked over, bowed respectfully to Fukuchi Sakura, and when he straightened up and looked at Akutagawa in the wheelchair, he accidentally caught Akutagawa's dark eyes at that moment.This look is amazingly disgusting and dirty.He was shocked by this look.An astonishing fire of resentment burned in Akutagawa Ryunosuke's eyes.

He wanted to confirm whether he was wrong, but the moment he blinked, the flames had already gone out in Akutagawa's eyes.When Akutagawa raised his head again, the resolute and arrogant look just now was completely gone, only a cloud of water mist lazily scattered in the dark eyes.This makes those black eyes so beautiful that people want to cry for no reason and feel sad for no reason when they see them.

Su Guang Tieshang stretched out his hand.Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't give him a chance, didn't intend to explain anything, walked directly towards Fukuchi Sakurachi, ignored him, and closed the door decisively without any hesitation.

"What are you and Suehiro talking about? It seems that you are getting along very well." Fukuchi Sakurachi asked while wiping her fingers.He seemed to have eaten some snacks just now, and was wiping off the crumbs left on his hands. "The people of Suguang are very nice, and their appearance is also attractive." "Looking at what you said, isn't it better than Luanbu? When he was still in school, he had a lot of suitors. I have seen several girls being treated by him." Hey, maybe I don’t know how to be flexible, and I can’t keep up with the times. Maybe I should choose to persuade him not to be a bachelor for so long. I think I should reform my concept of love, what do you think? I want to hear you, as a male prostitute, ah sorry, what kind of love view do you have for a man surrounded by the same sex, and how do you comment on what I just said. I didn’t say anything excessive, did I?”

"Not a word, Master Fukuchi." Akutagawa replied calmly, he was surprised but not surprised to find that he no longer felt ashamed of this kind of humiliation.

Fukuji Sakura paused for a moment.It was the first time he heard Akutagawa address himself as "adult".But he quickly accepted, shrugging his shoulders nonchalantly.

"Aren't you getting along well with Ranpo?" "I don't know how to comment." "Then make up a comment and listen to it." "He's too noisy. But he's really good at enlivening the atmosphere." "Well, very pertinent Evaluation." Fukuchi Sakura nodded and said yes, "That is to say, you still don't have a good impression of him?" "I don't have that kind of good impression." "Well, this must not be forced, after all, what is on your mind, only You can know for yourself." He squinted and smiled, and cast a disdainful look at Akutagawa with some meaning.

Looks like I still don't have his full trust.Akutagawa understood this when he received this look, and sweated from the bottom of his heart.

"I don't care who you really like, or who you want to play against, as long as you can act in disorder, that's all I ask. The rest is up to you, you can play however you want. Even me, You can try it too, what if I fall in love with you?" At this point, he stroked his beard and let out a loud laugh, "Everything is possible."

"This kind of joke..."

"Is this a joke? Let's not talk about it then."

Fukuji Sakurachi spoke ambiguous words, did not give Akutagawa a chance to continue to show his loyalty, and did not leave room for himself to overexpose his edge, and hurriedly ended this conversation.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke has to admit that Fukuji Sakurachi is really difficult to deal with. The main reason is that this person does not seem to have any complete emotions. In terms of friendship, he is so sharp and vigilant against Edogawa Ranpo who has known him for many years. I have always been single, let alone love, which means that this person has probably never liked anyone, or really loved anyone, which made Akutagawa Ryunosuke feel very bitter.Each of their conversations started just right and ended seamlessly. They could neither advance a bit, nor take a step back. They could only get stuck there, waiting for the next opportunity to talk to Fukuji Sakurachi.

This is really too passive, the control is in the opponent's hands, and he has no advantage at all, except for playing himself as vulgar and vulnerable, he can't do any merit.We must try another method, Akutagawa thought.