[Wen Ye] Hell changes

Chapter 46 Osamu Dazai

The slightly salty rainwater hit the soil of the green belt, making a tidal vibrato, rolling up from the bottom of the ground.Higuchi Ichiyo forgot to bring an umbrella and hurriedly found an empty eaves to hide from the rain, and his shoulder blades trembled from time to time due to the beating of raindrops.From here, it seems that the nearest people did not know the weather conditions in advance. A pot of flowers that had just bloomed on the balcony was almost bare by the raindrops. It can be seen that not all flowers are as unyielding as praised in literature. In the wind and rain.Higuchi Ichiyo thought so.

She looked at it for a while, and watched the deformed branch shake violently under the turmoil of the wind, and the last few petals had to fall down, slowly sinking into the soil, and the surviving residual leaves followed the wind lonely. Shaking his neck there and nodding.Nothing will stay.There will only be a chilling and lonely feeling that I don't know where it came from.She chuckled lightly, murmured "disappeared", and then shed tears at a speed that could be counted in seconds.

"Are you in love with the scene, Miss Higuchi?" A voice that made her shudder suddenly sounded from behind.Higuchi Ichiyo quickly wiped away his tears, turned his head pretending to be calm, and gave Osamu Dazai a stare.Osamu Dazai didn't mind her rejection at all, and touched his chin as if thinking: "You already know that Akutagawa Gin is dead, right? Well, judging by your behavior when you heard this sentence, it means that I guessed correctly, It seems that your party has not lagged behind in grasping the real-time information of important members."

"How would you know?"

"Does it need to be said? Of course it's because I was also there." Higuchi Ichiyo quickly held a gun to his forehead, but his expression didn't change at all, and he didn't even tremble in the facial muscle texture.

"You? Are you at the scene? The scene of her death?"

"correct answer."

"Then it seems to be the same as my first guess. You must have killed her!"

"How can the logic of this discourse cause the urethra to diverge?" Osamu Dazai saw that she was already showing signs of pulling the trigger, and immediately gave a helpless and innocent smile, and raised his hands.

"No, no matter how you think about it, you seem to be someone who would do this kind of thing. Although you can't see the body, I have heard from others about the autopsy report. Her body did not show any signs of resistance, which is not in line with her status as a senior The identity of the assassin is probably an acquaintance who committed the crime, and the autopsy results showed that it was an instant kill. The first murderer that popped up in my mind was you! Don’t think I don’t know, you..."

"No, no, you can't think like that. I came to you with an important request."

"Request? You really have a thick skin."

"I'm really not the thin-skinned type, but I'm not completely shameless. Almost everyone knows your unswerving love for Akutagawa, and you will definitely love him for his biological sister, not to mention that you often get together Work together, so the friendship between you girls must be extraordinary. If I really killed her, then I will face you alone and ask you for help? I am really sure that you will agree to help Does it make no sense at all, do you think I would be so stupid?"

She was silent for a while, and after careful consideration, she felt that there was nothing wrong with it. She was about to put the gun down, but immediately lifted it up again, and aimed at his forehead again: "Then why are you here? Answer me!" "It's just a coincidence. ""Do you think I will believe you?" "Not only will you believe it, but you will also promise to help us." "No way."

"You're here alone because you quit the port mafia, right?" Osamu Dazai interrupted her decisively, "You can't see the dead body of Akutagawa Gin, so you don't want to believe the news of death, but the upper echelons won't allow you The request to find the body did not intend to avenge Akutagawa Yin, let alone mourn or something. They just wanted to suppress the whole news silently, and find someone who was no less powerful and efficient than Akutagawa Yin to take her place. Nothing happened, just muddling along, fooling around, until no one could remember to think about it anymore."

"Even if you guessed right, so what?"

"You are surprised that this organization is so cruel. First, it decisively abandoned Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and then decisively abandoned his sister, without giving any room. So you couldn't bear it, and submitted your resignation letter."

Higuchi Ichiyo frowned, trying to find evidence of his evil intentions by looking at Osamu Dazai with all his attention, but Osamu Dazai's eyes were always so easy to do, and he didn't give her any chance.Maybe it was hit one by one, she inevitably hesitated.This momentary hesitation gave Osamu Dazai the opportunity to continue breaking through her defenses with words.

"Miss really thinks that Mr. Mori will let you leave without incident?" Osamu Dazai suddenly showed his face, "I think I must know Mr. Mori better than you. What do you think?" "What do you want to express? ""Say sorry on the surface, what to say, I'm really sorry, but that's all I can do, I'm really really really sorry, but then turn around and do things that get worse. This is his common method, you You’ve seen it before, haven’t you?” Oda Saku is an example.He silently added this sentence in his heart.

"You mean to say that the leader... Mori Ogai promised me to resign on the surface, pretending to be peaceful, but secretly planning to get rid of me?"

"Children can be taught, Miss Higuchi."

"But I promised Mori Ogai that I will be an ordinary citizen in the future and will not betray him."

"Since the Akutagawa brothers and sisters have been abandoned, what's the big deal about abandoning you again? What impact will it have on the organization? If not, why not cut the roots and eliminate all possible future troubles of being betrayed? As I said just now, on the surface It is Mr. Mori's usual routine to say what you deserve, but to secretly plot murder. You have nowhere to go, Miss Higuchi. However, if you choose to help the detective agency, you will be a member of our armed detective agency in the future , Only by choosing this path can you survive and meet your favorite senior Akutagawa. By the way, Akutagawa Yin’s body is in my hands. If you agree, I will arrange for people to bury her properly and let her Go into the soil peacefully and return to the embrace of Mother Earth. As a child of nature, returning to the soil is the most gentle way, at least I think so. What do you think?"

Higuchi Ichiyo's chest undulated exaggeratedly with his heavy breathing, just like the ripples that opened when the boat disturbed the lake, the frequency and amplitude were gradually and carefully increased in layers.After a while, she hurriedly turned her eyes away, and moved her eyes from side to side indiscriminately, trying to hide the fact that her eye sockets were wet.Suddenly, she stopped covering up, let her tears roll down, and her hand holding the gun dropped powerlessly to her side.

Seeing hope was close at hand, Osamu Dazai immediately bit the topic, and continued: "Besides, you have been tormented by the pain caused by the supernatural power, as long as I use the ability of disqualification in the world, you will be able to stop shrinking and cringing." I was relieved during the days of hiding. All you need is to agree to accept the investigation, which is a matter of killing three birds with one stone, so why not do it?"

"Investigate what?"

"What kind of ability is crime and punishment? This is very important information for us, no, even for the entire city of Yokohama and Japan. As long as you can find out the effect of the supernatural power on your body, you will be able to learn about it." Dostoevsky's riddle will be solved."

"I see, in order to deal with that man..." She relaxed her body, took two staggered steps, and leaned against the pillar, showing a helpless expression.However, the helpless look and the slight cry were just fleeting.In the next second, her eyes were full of determination.As if thinking of someone, she felt that her body was filled with strength and courage, so she suddenly raised her head and pointed the gun at Osamu Dazai again, "If that's the case, I can't help you all."

Osamu Dazai frowned: "Do you know what you're talking about, Miss Higuchi?"

"Yes, I know, I know better than anyone else, I know what I'm doing! In fact, you have already found out, right? Akutagawa-senpai really fell in love with Dostoevsky, and he wants to be with that man Fly away."

"so what?"

"I want to fulfill them."

As if he had heard a big joke, he couldn't help laughing out loud: "Even if he will use crime and punishment to kill you?"

"My life is not important. Don't say it's him, you think so too. No one will think that my life is important. I have already understood this. You don't have to keep making up the value of my life. Such an excuse."

"This..." After silently groaning for two seconds, he nodded decisively, "It's really not important."

"So, even if I die, what can I do? Can... so what... As long as Akutagawa-senpai can be happy, I can give everything I have, even if it is my life, I will give it up without hesitation Even if Akutagawa-senpai lied that he was sick and needed to eat my heart to get better, I can take out my heart and dedicate it to him right now, as long as Akutagawa-senpai can feel happy about it, feel happy about it... Just trample on my heart like a stray dog. It doesn't matter where I kick my heart to get wet in the rain. I even said that if Akutagawa-senpai still uses that heart, I will crawl again in a dead body. Get up and run to the garbage dump to pick up that heart and enshrine it to him. Do you know? Do you know..." She wriggled the corners of her mouth twistingly, curved a difficult and ugly smile, and burst into tears Then, even his voice was choked to the point where he couldn't make a sound, "In Russia, Dostoevsky called me over, and his subordinates tortured me with the supernatural ability that can amplify the pain... At that time, I felt that , It hurts so much, it really hurts to death, it hurts so much, I have never experienced that kind of pain in my life. It’s a lie if it doesn’t hurt, how can it not hurt, I’m human, I’m made of meat Ah! But, but... When Akutagawa-senpai arrived, the first thing he saw was not me lying in a pool of blood, but Dostoevsky lying comfortably on the sofa. His first sentence It wasn’t about what’s wrong with you, Higuchi, how are you, Higuchi, are you still alive, but calling tremblingly, Feiya...

Do you know... No, you won't know, you won't understand... At that time, I really wanted to bite my tongue and kill myself.So I understood that the pain that Dostoevsky gave me before was no match for the pain that Akutagawa-senpai said to Fedya.Since then, I have died, and I have not survived in this world.No one asked me if I had walked out of the shadow of that day, and no one asked me if I was willing to be the great incarnation of Akutagawa-senpai's happiness.I have no choice, no choice.

Always praised, but not worthy of love.I am willing to be the auxiliary car, and I am also happy and sigh.

Senior Akutagawa likes him, so I can only hide my wounds and forgive him for everything he has done to me.Senior Akutagawa wants to be with him, so I can only sacrifice my own life to fulfill them.As long as Akutagawa-senpai is happy, anything is fine.I know that Dostoevsky has done inhumane things, that he is a criminal, and that he should die, but...but, Akutagawa-senpai likes him!Then I have nothing to say.As long as Akutagawa-senpai is happy, I can disobey the law, disregard morality, and disregard common people.As long as Senior Akutagawa is happy, anything is fine, as long as he is happy..."

She couldn't hold back any longer and wept.Osamu Dazai kept clapping and laughing and got carried away: "It's too powerful. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed it even if I had read all my life. There are really such humble spare tires in the world! It's really unbelievable." Yes! You can develop the art of spare tires to such an extent that it is unique on earth and unique in the world! I really admire you!"

Osamu Dazai was laughing crazily, but she only heard halfway, and couldn't listen anymore.It wasn't that she had suddenly become deaf, or that she didn't want to hear any more, but that she had been overwhelmed by a sudden pain.She was wrapped up in this rush of sensual onslaught.She wanted to cover her painful abdomen with her hands, but all she could do was to widen her eyes.Before she could sigh in her heart, thinking, why is this again, is it coming again, it seemed as if she could smell explosive cracking sounds from the internal organs in her stomach.Her internal organs were bleeding profusely due to the explosion, and all the thousands of muscles and bones began to convulse in sync with the rhythm of internal organs twitching, as if crying for help.

Even Osamu Dazai couldn't help being surprised by this sudden change.He originally thought that Dostoyevsky would not be about to kill Higuchi Ichiyo immediately, and he only needed to delay it for a while, even if it was only 1 minute, but he never expected that Dostoyevsky would Not as good as the wishes of everyone, the crime and punishment must be detonated now, and Higuchi Ichiyo must die at this moment.

Higuchi Ichiyo went to death in an instant.Just at the moment when his words just fell, the woman who was still neatly dressed just now turned into a bloody mess that even a god could not save.A large amount of blood gushed out from her body, and neither the murder weapon nor the murderer could be seen. It was such a dramatic spurt of blood that more than killed her.

Before Higuchi Ichiyo completely lost his vitality, he saw Dazai Osamu's face quickly changed from surprise to a calm smile, and said in a hypocritical tone: "It's a pity, if I agreed a second earlier, I could help you release the supernatural power." Yes, it’s only one second away. Alas, the world is really unpredictable... As the saying goes, there are no lies in front of the dead, so let me tell you the truth. Indeed, I killed Akutagawa Yin. Your initial guess was correct."

Higuchi Ichiyo's pupils shrank violently in an instant.She stared at him with endless killing intent in her eyes, but she just got a completely indifferent chuckle from him.Intestinal and lung riddled with holes.A torn body.Even the sound of crying could no longer be conveyed.Like a shark swimming in the deep sea holding its breath, crawling alone in the endless dark hell, dragging a heavy and sour stream of water behind it, keeping a distance from other sharks in groups, only A person is drowned alone in the abyss of millions of miles, and his soul returns to his hometown at the bottom of the world.

"Perhaps in a certain way, we are the same kind, because your words are also my voice. How to say, let me recall... Not obeying the law, yes, not obeying the law. Without boasting Said, I am also such a person, even a hundred times more rampant than you. But so what if I refuse to accept it? As long as I succeed, I am right. I also said this to Mr. Ranpo.

Which is more important, trampling silkworms to death or protecting national treasures?Dostoevsky and the others are enemies of the whole of Japan. As long as they win, the entire detective agency will be a national hero.By the way, let's also count the large and small damage that this group of rats have done to other countries.It can be said that we have made contributions to several countries at the same time.At that time, people in the whole society will rack their brains to make up words of praise for us, all newspapers will treat our achievements as daily headlines, all literati will compile various articles to write this story, and all reporters will think Do everything you can to interview people from the detective agency.Under such circumstances, let alone killing one Akutagawa silver, even if killing ten, no one will blame me.

To be honest, everything that the port mafia does is to dance on the tip of a knife. So-and-so passed away in an accident during the mission. Let alone let outsiders know, can people inside the port mafia know It's all a problem.Because you can die anytime, anywhere, and everyone came here because they tacitly agreed to sacrifice, so there is no need to remember who died, and it doesn’t matter who is sent to die when necessary. Back then, Oda Tsukuru was... sorry , I almost got off topic... Even my colleagues don't care about it, and they will be kept in the dark. Can they expect other people in the society to seek justice for the dead?It would have been nice not to have cheered that the Mafia is finally dead.Who cares if I kill her?Even if someone cared about it, they would be suppressed by the gratitude to me for defeating the devil, so they pretended to be deaf and dumb, pretending not to know.

Still the same question, trampling silkworms to death or protecting national treasures, which one should be used as a topic, and which one is an action that is in line with people's values?On the road to get Ryunosuke, even if I have to step over countless corpses, as long as I succeed in the end, I will be a hero in the eyes of the public, the incarnation of justice who wiped out the public enemies of all mankind.As for what I have done in the past, who cares!

I can imagine the comments on various websites at that time, and you will visit those exchange websites too, miss?Passerby A posted a post saying, no way, Osamu Dazai killed Akutagawa's sister, so can Akutagawa be with him?Passer-by B immediately replied, Akutagawa was almost deceived by the devil, you have the ability to defeat him instead of Dazai Osamu, but you killed a sister by mistake, can you compare with saving the country and saving the public?So passer-by A could only blackmail passer-by B angrily, unable to say a word, and at the same time, he was afraid that if he said even one word, he would be violently attacked by people who supported passer-by B, so he simply never sang against it again. up.Thinking about it carefully, it's pretty cool.

Victor said it well, the human heart is a wonderland of fantasy, greed and intentions, a melting pot of dreams, a sink of ugly thoughts, a den of deceit, and a battlefield of desires.So frankly, I don't feel guilty about Gin Akutagawa's death.After all, I have grown up in corpses and garbage dumps since I was a child. I can’t count the people I have killed and the crimes I have participated in. I'm sure there will still be.I don't feel at a loss because she is Ryunosuke's younger sister.

Look, isn't this back to the topic just now?I don't obey the law, I don't care about morality, I don't care about the common people.You may ask, so, what kind of blow can make you feel out of your mind?Let such a you, such a strong psychological quality Osamu Dazai feel devastated?Well, to be honest, if I defy all the laws, trample all the morals once, even betray the entire common people, and still not get my black eyes, then I may lose my mind, and finally Suicide in tears.I'm not joking.

Scary, right?Losing one's soul means losing one's entire soul, dropping all courage, no different from a dirty plastic bag in a dump, and then killing oneself crying.It's too scary, even if I am familiar with many ways of death, I have to admit that this kind of end is so terrifying that it makes people tremble.So, in order not to let this fate happen to me, I will definitely get it.You will definitely get it, you will definitely win.Only get, only win, well, only win, well said!What a famous saying!You must engrave these four characters on your soul, Ms. Higuchi.Why can I disdain everyone at a young age and sit on the seat of the port mafia cadre?Why can I achieve unprecedented feats for the entire party in just a few years?Why do I never fail?Why are people on the road afraid of me?It is because I always say this sentence to myself in my heart: only gain, only victory, and nothing else.

Probably when I was still wandering around the garbage dump. At that time, my age was not in double digits, but there was no mafia to join, so I could only hang around on the side of the street.At that time, I met a lunatic who claimed to be a fortune-teller with a hundred calculations. He could see through a person's past and present lives and never missed them.So I couldn't help asking him, then who was I in my previous life, what evil did I do, and what mistakes did I make that made it my turn to live so lonely and unhappy in this life?He said it was because I had used up all the happiness in my previous life, so I could only be alone in this life, and the last person died of old age on the side of the road.I asked, what kind of life can be regarded as having used up all the happiness? Could it be that my previous life was a prime minister?

And guess what he said?He actually said that my previous life was Genghis Khan!I was still young at the time, and I didn't quite understand it. I asked him, why did it have to be Genghis Khan?Then he told a story about a king who once said such a famous saying: The greatest happiness of human beings is to conquer your enemies, chase them, deprive them, make their lovers cry, mount their horses, and embrace Their wives and daughters!

Of course the king was Genghis Khan.The simple translation of this sentence is, after defeating your enemies, bully them like dogs, plunder their wealth, occupy their horses and weapons, and play with their daughters and wives.The lunatic looked at me in surprise and awe, and sighed: You were so powerful and terrifying in your previous life!Since these things were happiness for you in the previous life, you have already tasted all the happiness in the previous life, so you can only die of old age alone in this life.

I laughed out loud at the time, saying that his fortune-telling was not accurate at all, that he had made a mistake, and then let him get out of my sight.He looked at me in disbelief and asked what was wrong.Guess what?Of course I refuted him.Can the soul of Genghis Khan float across the Sea of ​​Japan and the East China Sea, and attach itself to me at the timing of my birth?In this life, not only will I not die of old age alone, but I will also become famous. The whole of Yokohama, and even the whole of Japan, will think that I am an amazing person, and mentioning me is like mentioning an urban legend.And the truth is, I did, didn't I?

So it's really funny to say what the madman said.But as a standard of storytelling, the ability to lie is really good, so when I got my first salary when I grew up, the first thing I did was to fund him to write novels.Done right?Besides, I don't have such bad tastes, I want to play with other people's wives and daughters.Just like I don't want my wife to cuckold me, I also respect that from someone else's point of view.What?Do you think I'm more serious when it comes to this?And you know what else I said to that madman?

Hee hee, the difference between me and Genghis Khan is that if it were me, I would let the enemy kneel at my feet like a dog, personally dedicate his treasured sword of wealth, his wife and daughter to me, and then I would Mian threw all these things away, just like throwing away garbage, and finally smiled and sent him to the west with a single shot.

Really boring.wealth.Treasure sword.Beauty.Although I am superficially excited by these things, in fact I know that these things are not long-lasting and will disappear one day sooner or later. What is the use of blindly pursuing these things?What a waste of youth.I haven't made any kind of money, I haven't seen any kind of beauties. Is it true that some people think that I'm the kind of person who sees money and beautiful women and jumps on them to be a cow?It's just for show, entertainment effect, life always has some source of clown-style jokes.

There is no wealth that can be earned. If you occupy all the money, the next money will be issued by the state. There will always be money that you can't get in the hands of others.Peerless beauties will grow old one day, and a more beautiful one will be born one day. The evolution of human beings is doomed to advance aesthetics and development to a higher level. Even if there are obstacles and stagnation in this process, this will not change. The big trend is the truth.So, whether it's money, women, or treasured swords, just reach out and grab them when you need them. They are everywhere. Hanging a lot of them on your body anytime, anywhere will become a burden and eventually harm yourself.From this point of view, Genghis Khan is not as smart as me.Besides, after all, can I be as beautiful as my wife?He is a million times more beautiful than these rotten things.

Only get, only win, nothing else.This is the fundamental reason why I never fail.Whether it's in the Port Mafia or the Armed Detective Agency, as long as it's my mission, it will end in victory.Occasionally encounter difficulties, and you don’t need to take it to heart at all. Just smile and pass, because I know that I will definitely win in the end. The meal is over, there is no need for surprises at all, victory is just expected.There is only victory.I allow only victory.I won't think about anything other than the results after I succeed.Rather teach me to think of a thousand crooked ways for victory, and don't teach me to think of a retreat for defeat.

That Russian guy who looks like he can't satisfy Akutagawa is really unlucky. When he ran into a love rival like me, I started to sympathize with him.And you?Do you sympathize with him too, miss?Ah, I died early... It's not something I can control, what a pity.You have worked hard to be my wife's spare tire for so many years, Miss Higuchi, there is hard work without credit, and I will bury you in the earth, a child of nature, the most gentle way to die.farewell. "

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Changed a lot... added a lot of spoilers...orz I tried my best

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