[Wen Ye] Hell changes

"Can you still see clearly now? If you can't, it's a pity. You should look at those people just now. This is the difference in the attitude of most people when facing vulnerable groups and unknown forces." Before Gogol could make a move , Those people had already fled in threes and fives, and he was left alone by Akutagawa Ryunosuke, sighing, "They don't think about it, what if I can do nothing but shoot? What should I do? How can they subdue me together? A few bastards rushed up to beat me, what else can I do but run? Besides, I have to take care of you. They lost to fear." After speaking, his face quickly changed to With a disappointed and exhausted look, he came to support Ryunosuke Akutagawa, and kept talking to himself, "I won't call the police for you."

"I guess you won't." Akutagawa Ryunosuke resolutely slapped his hand off the moment he sat back in the wheelchair, turning his face away as if he didn't want to look at him.

Gogol didn't understand, or he was trying to analyze it.He rushed over the moment Akutagawa Ryunosuke's phone call suddenly hung up, watched Akutagawa's humiliation from a distance, and only came over when he really had to go out. A perfunctory helping hand.Akutagawa Ryunosuke did not choose to ask the port mafia for help, and he also showed extreme self-esteem just now, which made him unable to help but start thinking.Why are you unwilling to let go of your self-esteem?Is it because you can't save face?Or is this a fool who has integrated the concept of integrity into his bones?No matter who it is, there will always be one thing that moves him and bends his knees to beg. Pain, death and disability are all ineffective for Akutagawa Ryunosuke, so what can break his dignity?He would like to know the answer to this question.

"Come with me." Gogol stretched out his hand, "As long as I think, I can grab a handful of people who can heal you. Whether it is health, wealth, or the power you are obsessed with, I can I'll get it all back for you. You won't lose money if you go with me."

"Following you?" Akutagawa stared at him puzzled, "Aren't you also Fei Jia's pawn?"

"If I defect now, I can get rid of the fate of the chess piece."

"Where are you fleeing to?"

"I don't know yet, because I don't know what I want most now, and there is nothing to arouse my interest. I don't want to lose myself, so no matter what it is, I don't want to be obsessed."

"If you don't want to, you don't want to. Many times people can't help themselves."

"You are right. The evidence is that I am unwilling to be obsessed, but I am still obsessed with you unavoidably."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't respond immediately, but just blinked lazily with his head turned.Following this movement, a streak of blood flowed over his eyelids and cheeks, and then stopped at the bottom of his feet like a happy flower.Gogol's seductive voice and words echoed in the empty alley, lingering in his ears together with faint tinnitus.Akutagawa Ryunosuke held his cheeks that were slightly dry and red by the evening wind, the hot touch reminded him of what he had experienced in recent days.He felt that he was about to die while watching such shameful and sad memories, and flapped a pair of disgusting Bara wings to fly to the heaven that shocked the past and the present.He clenched his fists angrily and closed his eyes unbearably.

"Come with me." Gogol waited for his answer.

Akutagawa should be very touched, who wouldn't be moved when such a big piece of pie fell directly on the head?If you return from nothing to the past, even if it is a stubborn stone, you will show a lucky look of being resurrected from the dead, saying that you are desperate for life, and at the same time use various means to keep yourself alive and maintain your dignity with your life. When the dignity is exchanged for life, the heart keeps laughing, this is the masses.Akutagawa doesn't beg from the port mafia, and doesn't accept anyone's sympathy, but if he is forced to accept my charity, what kind of interesting reaction will he have?Gogol couldn't help smiling when he fantasized about this.

While he was still giggling foolishly, Akutagawa suddenly put his hand up.

"What can you give me?"

He was pulled back to his thoughts: "To be precise, I have nothing but a good-looking skin now, I have to admit it."

"You are so shameless." Akutagawa shyly withdrew his honorific, stared at him, his eyes looked very sad and fragile because of the blood seeping into his eyeballs, "Since you have nothing, I will go with you, won't I be starved Die? And now you and I are regulars on the wanted list."

"Well, it's natural to go straight when the boat reaches the bridge. At least I'm willing to work hard. I can work hard to steal, rob, er, work hard to make money, and I can also protect your reputation and let you live until the day you die, even if the price will be me. I will do everything I have.”

"In case of being betrayed and sentenced to life imprisonment, you can indeed live in prison until the end of your life." Akutagawa was amused by him, and his mood improved a lot, and he stopped giving him some cold winks. It’s better to rob the rich and help the poor than to support me with money.”

"let me try."

"What nonsense are you talking about again? You just said that you won't be obsessed with anything. I know I'm not in a good state right now, so you don't have to comfort me so against your will." He curled the corners of his lips and raised his hand Gogol threw his gun to the side a few meters away, "But your kindness doesn't displease me."

"Of course, I know you best."

He spat: "Shameless!"

Gogol grinned heartlessly and didn't refute.

He slumped on the back of the wheelchair as if resigned to his fate.The blood that no longer overflows like flowing water just drips stiffly, and when it touches the ground, it blooms gracefully like a lotus flower with a strange fragrance, and then softens into a pool of dark red mud in the cold, finally in the kiss of the night and the circulation of the cool wind Scattered to ashes.Tears trickled down the delicate facial contours and the back of the hand with clear knuckles, soaking and spreading in all directions.

Gogol lifted Akutagawa from the wheelchair, then turned around and carried him on his back, and by the way told him to "tighten your hands", before kicking the wheelchair aside.The unmanned machine bumped into the wall and made a hoarse trembling sound. After a few murmurs, there was no response anymore. While covering the ground for its deformed self, it watched the two people leave slowly.

"Damn thing, can't you teleport?" If it wasn't because Akutagawa's teeth hurt so badly that his lips would hurt when he opened his lips, he would have gnawed hard on Gogol's shoulder.

"It's more intimate that way."

"I am going to kill you."

"Don't make trouble anymore. If I let go now, you will fall on the road and be ignored. If you are lucky, you may be hit by someone maliciously with a car, and if you are unlucky, you will be directly smashed to death by a high-altitude throwing object. The skull will be smashed directly Flowering is not a pleasant experience, and I don't want to try it anyway. If you want, I can satisfy you."

"To shut up."

"Look, can't this be shouted out loud? It seems that the injury has healed a lot, it's great, then let me let go."

"Steady your back."

"Well, I know how to bully a good old man, I'm so pitiful."

Akutagawa glanced at him, and pulled off his hat.

"Swept my face, big liar."

"Don't scold, don't scold, my heart is broken into a hundred pieces."

"big liar."

This time Gogol didn't answer the conversation, nor did he ask him to put the hat back on him, nor did he speak back when he pressed him with words.In fact, if Akutagawa Ryunosuke is strong and healthy now, he might be given a punch or kick in the face instead of a simple liar.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke punched him on the back for the last time, whether it was just because he didn't like him or to punish him for molesting him earlier.When it hits the body, it can only cause a little subconscious ups and downs of the muscles, as well as almost nonexistent tremors and responses from the atrium and viscera.After this punch, Akutagawa no longer had any strength left, and quietly lay on his back, his hands hanging lazily on both sides of his neck, and two fingers gently twitched the brim of the clown's high hat , allowing the hat to vibrate slightly with the movement of the two of them.

At this time, Gogol suddenly said: "Actually, I also know that it is unrealistic for you to follow me. I can't give you a fixed residence, I can't give you clean money, and I can't let you get away from the hunt. And I have nothing but He can do nothing but kill people and play magic tricks. He can't be a good husband at all. I can't give you a complete family. I don't deserve you to follow me."

Akutagawa buried his head behind his back and hummed an inexplicable reminder, but did not answer.He seemed to have gradually fallen into a vortex of exhaustion and pain, and slowly fell into a coma. Even the faint sentence "So I will always hide in the dark to protect you" that he heard later could not be judged to be true.

Afterwards, both of them had no words, no movements, and no complicated gazes.It was so silent, there was no sound.Therefore, it only makes Akutagawa's desolation and despicability stand out.Gogol took Akutagawa Ryunosuke to take a stroll gently in the residual heat of the dim red street lights, led him through the cobbled road, turned around and stepped on a certain clean street corner together, leaving behind a scene that melted like snowfall. footprint.

The lights in the color of the setting sun in the distance form an unbiased angle on the horizon, lightly illuminating the street, and pouring down like a jar of wine a few centimeters away from their field of vision.Street lamps cruising.Candles dripping.When the road sign reflector receives white light, it reflects hundreds of colors that are difficult to enter in the spectrum. When passing by, it will dance and look forward to the brows and eyes of two people suddenly, and a scissored line will follow the waist.

Whether it's the arc of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's disheveled clothes and hair on the side of his head, or the powerless force that hit Gogol's back like raindrops before, they are all like oranges in the sunset glowing like red algae. The red sponge is thinly pushed out in circles of trembling waves, gentle and vague, hurried and long, circle after circle, long enough to reach the other side of the horizon.The ripples gradually slowed down, and the horizon began to recede to the farther shore.Akutagawa Ryunosuke loosened his fist naturally, his stiff and straight waist slowly let go, and slumped down as if missing a spine, and fell into sleep on Gogol's back completely, closing his mouth shut. Those tired eyes that even the whites of the eyes were stained with blood red.

"I won't go with you even if you're a ghost." Akutagawa Ryunosuke said hesitantly on his shoulder.

It began to rain lightly.The torn clothes couldn't stop the rain from hitting his bare shoulders, and Akutagawa Ryunosuke shuddered.When his shoulders were trembling, there was a delightful sense of beauty.The folds and shadows of the plain light-colored clothes also reversed some angles, and occasionally they would cast dazzling reflections when facing the light.The close-fitting silk flowed smoothly from his round shoulders all the way to his waist, and the light folds around his neck interlaced with the mottled light and shadow, as if there were flowers trickling on the clothes.It is also full of swaying beauty when it is still, and it also shows a quiet and beautiful soft state when swaying.

It's a pity that the current two people don't know that when such a carefree and interdependent scene reappears in their lives, it will already be a matter of the next life.