[Wen Ye] Hell changes

On the other hand, Ryunosuke Akutagawa didn't know that his subordinates had made a mistake.He tried his best to get the information about Renhu and put them in the correspondence storage office.He searched for the person offering the bounty in a pile of documents, and finally found the name of Dostoevsky today.It was really him, he really participated in Renhu's bounty offer, and gave such a high bounty.Looking at the familiar name on the document paper, Akutagawa Ryunosuke unconsciously pinched the edge of the paper tightly.

His rationality told him that he should strictly abide by official duties, but his personal relationship reminded him that you must help Fei Jia.If he chooses the former, he is likely to face Dostoevsky, but if he chooses the latter, he will definitely be kicked out by the port mafia.

A sudden twisting sound of the door lock interrupted his thoughts.He subconsciously raised his vigilance, and looked at the slowly opened door in disbelief.

He and Higuchi are the only ones who have the unlock key in the entire organization. Even Chuya Nakahara had to get his permission before entering. Under such conditions, how could the door be opened for no reason?He was shocked by the scene in front of him, but slowly withdrew his out-of-control demeanor when a figure appeared at the door.That's right, if it was the person in front of him, he would definitely be able to come in if he wanted to.How did this person appear here?Higuchi should have gone to the Armed Detective Agency a few days ago and restrained the members inside. Could it be that something happened to Higuchi and the others?

A memory from just now suddenly flashed in Akutagawa's mind.Just now Zhongyuan Chuya came to greet him, saying that the port mafia cadre who had defected for many years was arrested due to negligence, and wanted to go to the place where the defector was held.If you think about it this way, you can figure it out, it must be Zhongyuan Zhong who also released this person from the dungeon.He lowered his head helplessly.Because he knew that in nine out of ten it was Zhongyuan Zhong who also let the fugitive go. If he exposed it, Zhong Yuan Zhong would be severely punished, and he naturally couldn't bear to do so, so he couldn't say anything, he could only stand in the original He and the man at the door looked at each other without saying a word.

His appearance was calm and calm, as if he didn't have any feelings, but his chest, which continued to rise and fall with heavy breathing, betrayed him, showing his nervousness and helplessness at the moment.He was confused in this suffocating silence and heart-piercing reunion, his breath was like the ripples that bloomed when the boat disturbed the lake, carefully splashing out circles of restless movements.It doesn't matter how hard he said it, and he showed his weak feet when facing this moment in person.

"Don't say hello?" The man broke the silence and asked.

Only then did Akutagawa speak slowly: "Mr. Dazai."

Akutagawa couldn't bear to glance away.

Osamu Dazai didn't like his reaction, so he deliberately reminded: "I'm so tired after tossing around for so long, don't you make any gestures?"

Akutagawa was a little surprised at Osamu Dazai's calmness and stability.Even if he claimed to have suppressed his mood swings to a minimum, he would still be shaken, but Osamu Dazai seemed not to be affected at all, even if only for a while.Suddenly, he couldn't help asking, "You love me, don't you?"

Osamu Dazai stood there, and replied heartlessly: "Yes. You saw it. It seems that I have to hide."

"How can we hide what has been discovered?"

"I don't know either. I just feel bad."

"This kind of talk is not like you at all... I still feel unreal to be loved by you. To be honest, don't you love that kind of emptiness that you will never get?"

Dazai thought for a second.

"Better than that."

"Most human beings feel that there is nothing better in this world than love."

"Everything is better than love, Ryunosuke."

Saying that, Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand and looked straight at the document in his hand: "Is it the reward information from Renhu? I need this information now, can you give it to me?"

"What do you plan to do after giving it to you?"

"Chat with the bounty offerer above."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at him dully.With a smile on his face and a gentle tone, he still couldn't comfort Akutagawa.So instead of approaching him, Akutagawa took two steps back.Fedya's name was written on these materials, and it could even be said that the name Dostoevsky was lying quietly beside Akutagawa's fingers, and the fingernails just happened to point to this name.The hypnotically long string of name characters was quietly printed on the white paper, and he looked at Akutagawa and Osamu Dazai indifferently, without giving any comments.

Don't let him see Fedya's name, don't give it to him.With a deeper determination, Akutagawa activated Rashomon, drawing a [-]-point line between himself and Osamu Dazai.Dazai Osamu's smile suddenly shattered at that moment.With his hands behind his back, he skillfully locked the door, trying to lock himself and Akutagawa inside. Akutagawa and him were separated by a considerable distance, and there was no other way to catch up with his movements except using Rashomon, so Akutagawa hurriedly He stretched out Rashomon trying to stop him.

Osamu Dazai raised his hand lightly, and touched the Rashomon of Ribby's sword without fear.The supernatural ability that was still aggressive just now instantly disintegrated into decadent fine particles, a piece of barren as gray snow after a catastrophe.

Akutagawa held onto the documents tightly, seeing that the door was locked, and the Rashomon couldn't affect Osamu Dazai, so he had no choice but to turn around, trying to escape through the wall.

Osamu Dazai pointed his gun at his heart: "Come here."

Akutagawa looked back at him, and the first thing he saw was not his face, but the black hole of the bullet.

"No need to be afraid. Can't we make a peaceful deal? As long as you come to me, I won't shoot."

When Ryunosuke Akutagawa heard these words, he couldn't help but brought his thoughts back to four years ago.

He really loved Dazai Osamu like a god.The feeling of loving Osamu Dazai is like worshiping gods, and worshiping gods seems to be a human instinct, because people know that gods are to be looked up to, and the happiness of life depends on the ruthless charity and cold care of gods.In the process of falling in love with Osamu Dazai, Akutagawa found that he did not get happiness.

This made him feel unbelievable, Mr. Dazai is a god, why the holy thing of respecting and loving God not only did not make him happy, but made him miserable?He only knew that he liked Dazai Osamu the first time he saw him, but he never thought about the reason. He had forgotten whether the sun was in the sky or the moon was high when they first met.Maybe it's not liking at all, but just a persistent exploration or pure reliance, no matter who does the same thing to him at that time and place, he will have such a god-like affection for him.Out of instinctive goodwill.Feelings of inferiority.Favors without any emotional basis.Can't tell any details.

That's right, Osamu Dazai is not a god, but a human being who will burst into tears and cry into acacia trees because of falling in love.The moment Akutagawa understood this, Osamu Dazai changed from a giant to a wretch the size of a fingernail.That memory, that period of following that did exist but was not real, although a little sad, but let it be called a memory now, he will no longer have any memories of it.

After making such a decision, the previous hesitation and avoidance completely disappeared, and indifference was reflected on Akutagawa's face.When this kind of indifference visible to the naked eye appeared on Akutagawa's face, Osamu Dazai couldn't help feeling angina in his heart.But he cleverly concealed the pain.

"I won't go back to the past, Dazai-san. It's over."

"It's over?" Osamu Dazai secretly gritted his teeth.

"The moment it ends, it means that there is no way to make a peaceful deal between us. You have a new disciple you want to protect, and I have someone I want to protect, so I can't compromise with you."

"To my surprise, you have become disobedient at all."

"If I really turned into a dog and obeyed you, you wouldn't have any affection for me. You're just fascinated by the illusory feeling of being in control and not being in control."

"Since in your eyes, I'm just a villain who misses you based on feeling, then who can be qualified to call it sincere? Who can be qualified to say that he really loves you not based on feeling?" He seemed Afraid that Akutagawa would really name a person, he immediately dropped the gun, and added to himself: "There will be no one else but me. Come here, you see, I just used the gun to scare you, no There will be someone who is more sincere and better to you than me. If we are really together, I will not hit you again."

"It's not like that!" Akutagawa immediately yelled out a rebuttal the moment Osamu Dazai finished speaking.At that moment, what came to his mind was Dostoyevsky's deep purple eyes.

At the moment when he retorted, Osamu Dazai finally withdrew his gentle look and canceled all goodwill.

"Are you thinking about others? It's too much... Just stand face to face with me, and your mind is full of other people."

Osamu Dazai's appearance at this time is so similar to that of then.Back then Osamu Dazai said that he hated him more than the truth, saying that he was really too much.At that time, Akutagawa didn't know how to resist, and didn't understand why Osamu Dazai would say such a thing, so he stood stupidly and let himself be hurt, and obediently kept a distance from Nakahara Nakaya.But now he is different.Akutagawa closed his eyes, feeling that he had completely transformed at this moment, able to make truly innocent choices.

Osamu Dazai was surprised to see Akutagawa destroying the wall decisively, turned around without hesitation, and only gave him a short, emotionless glance at the small angle he turned.There is no obvious gradient between the fluorescent lights outside the wall, but it can be faintly seen that the straight light of the headlights of the cars on the street penetrates into the wet ground, and the color transformation is invisibly carried out in various staggering pits.Ryunosuke Akutagawa stood against this background.

"See you later." He said.

Dazai Osamu's last bit of expectation disappeared like this.He felt like his heart was being slowly eaten to death by ants.It hurts.real.truer than the truth.He even wondered if all the blows he had inflicted on Akutagawa in the past were returned intact?It actually made him suffer so much pain without any damage.

He suddenly smiled, and this smile seemed a little weird for no reason.With this weird smile on his face, he picked up the gun almost without any time interval, and fired a bullet at Akutagawa's thigh.The generation speed of Akutagawa's space tearing is definitely not as fast as the ballistic speed of the bullet. Osamu Dazai shot so seriously and quickly, he was hit twice hard before he could see the movement clearly.After all, this is his teacher.

I haven't eaten Osamu Dazai's bullet for four years.Akutagawa thought to himself comfortingly.

The bullet entered his flesh, punctured the fragile skin, pierced through the white bones under the skin, and cut out the bones with Cruciatus.He pressed his injured leg painfully, hoping to relieve the pain, but to no avail.The intense pain multiplies as time goes by.

It hurts.He complained secretly in his heart.

He didn't hate Osamu Dazai because he was shot, rather, when the bullet penetrated into his flesh and blood, he was relieved and thought: This is not due to each other, you have punished me, Maybe my pain can give you a sense of accomplishment, and now you should be satisfied.So he stood up awkwardly, did not fight back against Osamu Dazai, but stubbornly leaned against the wall, still trying to escape outside the wall.

However, to his surprise, Osamu Dazai mercilessly fired three bullets into his back again when he was carrying his back.The frightening sound of bullets firing rang three times in rapid succession in the huge information room.Akutagawa Ryunosuke would never have thought that Osamu Dazai would do this. At that moment, his pupils shrank suddenly and he almost stopped breathing.

"Why?" He lowered his head mechanically, and saw three new wounds on the other leg, abdomen, and shoulder.The wound was circular and as small as a finger, bleeding slowly.The color of the blood was dim and shining, and the five bullet holes were like five stars growing in the flesh.

"Mr. Dazai..." Ryunosuke Akutagawa struggled to make a sound, and murmured sadly before falling down, "Mr. Dazai, I am in pain...why do I have to do this..."

Impaired by the first and second bullets, they went straight into his left leg.The third bullet delivered equal damage to the right leg.The fourth bullet passed through the belly, cutting off the lingering lingering entanglement of the intestines and stomach, ending the long and silent loneliness of the intestines, and rolling up the festering of the internal organs and the rush of blood.The fifth bullet kissed the fragile collarbone and moved only a few centimeters down to terminate the weak beating organ under the atrium valve.He is in real pain.It hurts.Pain to tears.

When he saw the tears falling from the corner of Akutagawa's eyes, Osamu Dazai felt the sad fact so clearly and strongly for the first time, that is, Ryunosuke, who was smiling like a flower when he held hands with him, has returned. I can't come back either.

So he stepped forward, picked up Akutagawa who had fallen on the ground, and forced him to look at him.

"I heard that the leader of Mimic shot you in the leg, right? Then Odasaku came to save you, right? Because of this, he left this world, right? And he, he I have never blamed you until my death, and I love you so much. Because of you, all because of you, because of you, countless lives left this world, but you don't know what you have done, even Oda Saku's heart... ..."

"What are you talking about, I don't understand at all." Akutagawa was shaken so dizzy that he could no longer hear what he was talking about, the blood kept flowing out of his body, Osamu Dazai just held his clothes tightly The leader did not know why his hand was covered with blood.Akutagawa Ryunosuke's blood drenched their feet red, and they clung to each other in disgust and love in the red.No one can separate them at this moment

"Why can't you understand? Oda Saku, Oda Sakunosuke, have you forgotten all of them?"

"I don't remember, I don't remember...Please let go...Let me go, let me go, I don't know anything..."

Osamu Dazai was completely angry when he said he couldn't remember.I can't believe it, is this the end of Oda Sakunosuke?He wanted to protect the children, but let the enemy kill all the children. He wanted to avenge the children, but in reality he freed the enemies, and at the cost of his own life, he buried his feelings for Akutagawa in the bottom of his heart. For so many years, it can even be said that he was targeted to save Akutagawa, but in the end it was only in exchange for Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and he doesn't remember a word.How could this be, how could this be, how could this be done, how could this be possible?Osamu Dazai burst out laughing.He curled his lips and raised a perfect smile, but his brows couldn't be more tightly frowned.His fleshy shell was laughing, but his eyes were crying.Looking at the half-dead Akutagawa, he asked in a trembling crying voice, as if talking to himself: "How can this be done? How can it be done?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke shook his head in pain, and kept saying, I don't remember, I don't know anything, let me go.Osamu Dazai punched him as if venting, and when he flew out because of the punch, he pulled him back and punched him again.

The impact of the two fists went straight into the spine, shaking this fragile flesh.The dull pain and powerlessness poured out like a torrential empowerment, splashing Akutagawa Ryunosuke from the scalp.He fell into a pool of blood, lying on the spot like a dead body, unable to move.In order to save what little face he had left, he tried his best not to tremble. His fragile internal organs were gradually overflowed by the chill and pain, as if they were sobbing, they contracted slightly in his body. Blood-red or flesh-pink liver and intestines.The so-called broken bones and muscles are rotten, and the flesh and blood are connected. Even if you move it, you will tremble with pain, and even if you think about it, you will be physically and mentally dead.

Dazai Osamu woke up like a dream after venting, and looked at the bloody Akutagawa Ryunosuke under him in disbelief, as if he was not the one who did those things just now, his face was full of surprise.No, it's not true, it's impossible, I don't even have the heart to hurt him in my dream, how could I do these things?

"Akutagawa, are you there? Are you there? You, you are clearly here, why don't you answer? Don't be like this..."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke appeared close to death, closed his eyes tightly, and could no longer reply to him.He obviously fell there without a sound, but it looked like he was trying to leave here, trying to send his soul and body to a place that no one knew.That gesture was really hard work.He went away very hard, as if he was going to leave forever.Everything is silent at this moment.Everything fell silent, not for long, and after only a while, it became strange and cold, and then ushered in a rebirth full of tears.

"Ryunosuke, mine, my Ryunosuke..."

Dazai Osamu has never been so frightened at this moment in his life.He didn't dare to stretch out his hand to test Akutagawa's breath, for fear that the finger that stretched out would not get a response, and from now on, Akutagawa Ryunosuke's breath would no longer be slowly booed in this world.He didn't dare... no, he didn't even dare to think about it.

That was the only time that Osamu Dazai cried aloud in his absolute loneliness and morbid fear for more than 20 years.

When he sleeps in the open and sleeps by the side of the garbage dump with a lot of radiation, he looks at the sunlight outside and occasionally feels gloomy, his eyes are dry, and the wall of his heart is building up and falling down. Melt into the world and weep and poison.Even so, he never shed tears, and it can even be said that he forgot to shed tears and did not believe in tears.Tears can't save anything.Osamu Dazai did not believe in tears.

At this moment alone, he suddenly burst into tears.He doesn't want any face to manage emotions and self-control. It's so ugly that it looks like weeping for the dead.

"Black eyes, black eyes, my black eyes..."