[Wen Ye] Hell changes
Chapter 28 Flower and Alice
After four years, Akutagawa Ryunosuke finally met Mori Ogai again.Mori Ogai sighed in embarrassment, lightly held the file card between his fingers, and threw it in front of him.Several unfamiliar faces were superimposed on the paper, Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked away after seeing Osamu Dazai's face.
"I'm afraid you will release water for Dazai-kun."
He frowned and pondered, before becoming calm again: "That won't happen, leader."
Mori Ogai pretended to lower his face, nodded wordlessly, and told Ryunosuke Akutagawa to step back.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke retreated anxiously, and saw Akutagawa Gin standing there at the door, who seemed to be waiting for him.It is understandable that after such a long separation between loved ones, it is really hurtful not to be able to talk face to face for a while alone.
Akutagawa Gin and him had nothing to say all the way, as if they were just simple bosses and subordinates, both of them seemed so indifferent and lifeless.It wasn't until he reached the end of the inner room that Akutagawa Gin suddenly said, "You shouldn't have said that." Her breath was trembling, her face was pale, and she stood in front of him with shrugged shoulders, "The leader is already suspecting that you are disloyal to the organization. , suspecting that your mind has shifted from Mr. Dazai to someone else, isn’t your answer like that confirming the leader’s conjecture?”
Only then did Ryunosuke Akutagawa feel a little nervous.He carefully sorted out his thoughts.Indeed, before Mori Ogai asked him to make a choice and gently criticized him for being emotional, but he still came back with Dostoevsky, Mori Ogai had every reason to suspect that he was suspected of treason.In other words, when Ogai Mori mentioned Osamu Dazai just now, he was just testing whether he really wanted to be the leader of the House of Dead Rats.
He snorted coldly and responded perfunctorily: "I see. I will find a way to solve this problem."
Although it will be very difficult to solve, if you don't face it, you can only wait for death. Once Mori Ogai completely believes that he is a traitor, you can only wait for the port mafia cadre meeting to discuss the punishment for him to die. .Mori Ogai hated betrayal and smuggling, but he didn't have the kind of contacts and methods that Dazai Osamu had, so there was nothing he could do after being executed.This time, Renhu's mission must be completed to restore Mori Ogai's trust.Akutagawa Ryunosuke thought so nervously.
"Please don't leave, please? I always feel that you are going to leave at any time... Just stay in the port mafia." Akutagawa Yin seemed to muster up a lot of courage, begging intermittently, with a look of trying to The appearance of keeping something and worrying about breaking it is like drinking snow water in winter.Akutagawa Ryunosuke also felt a little guilty. Although it was a long-standing tacit understanding and unwritten contract to conceal the relationship between each other in the organization, he did not treat his sister's expectations badly.
"You...don't have to use honorifics to address me. It's just the two of us now."
Akutagawa Gin nodded, but he still didn't call out the title without the honorifics.She opened her mouth in a mouth shape, then closed it slowly.After repeating this several times, she finally said a sentence completely: "Please give me more advice in the future."
He really didn't take her into consideration during the time he was away.The younger sister was probably used to him leaving without warning, and also used to the mafia life of being alone, so even if she was left behind, she didn't say a word, just quietly waiting for him to come back.She always knew Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't need to worry, but she still couldn't help thinking of him in the corner where the disguise had been removed.Maybe it's because she's afraid that Akutagawa Ryunosuke's affection for her is only based on the basic cultivation between relatives, or maybe it's because she's afraid that Akutagawa Ryunosuke will forget even this bit of politeness, and she will walk away from now on and never look back she.She respects Akutagawa Ryunosuke's difficult situation, and accepts Akutagawa Ryunosuke's painstaking efforts to say good things to his sister, but now she still can't help revealing a little hesitation, hoping that Akutagawa Ryunosuke can stay and never Will not run to a place out of her reach and not come back for many years.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke also understands, knowing that feelings don't just mean being acquainted, not to mention that there must be a sense of distance between him and Akutagawa Gin, and he has been hiding the fact of his biological siblings from the public.After leaving without saying goodbye for so long, I can't force others to smile at me when I come back.
"Okay." He gently agreed, with a rare smile, "Thank you for your hard work."
Akutagawa Gin's lips covered by the mask pursed down, and his thin eyebrows were frowned. When he saw Akutagawa Ryunosuke's smile, his stiff body finally moved a little, as if the heavy stone that had been pressing on him for a long time finally fell.The star-like teardrops are wrapped in the light reflected in her eyes, cruising around, dancing and dancing silently, as if there is a Milky Way in her eyes.At this moment, everything around was dimmed under the brilliance of this galaxy.The Milky Way slanted down and poured out the head.The pure black hair of the brother and sister glowed like obsidian under the highlights.
An abrupt phone call interrupted their reminiscence.
Ryunosuke Akutagawa looked at the strange call displayed on the phone screen, frowned, and was about to hang up, when he received another text message: A gunman had been placed behind the wall.Startled, he raised his head and looked behind Akutagawa Yin, and he saw a tiny hole in the wall. The location of the hole was precise, and if a bullet penetrated through, it could hit Akutagawa Yin's heart.
Anger flashed in Akutagawa Ryunosuke's eyes, and Akutagawa Yin sensitively noticed it. He immediately covered up his emotions, pretending that nothing happened, and told her to leave here first, and he went to investigate information related to Renhu.
"Won't you let me accompany you?"
Akutagawa Ryunosuke glanced at the small hole from the corner of his eye, and didn't know how to fool it when he was nervous, so he said vaguely, "Don't follow me."
"why?"
"I don't want you to get hurt."
Just a few words left her speechless.What he was talking about has already become unnecessary.With just a proper smile, you can reach your heart directly, with just a passing look, you can owe your whole life.Akutagawa Gin didn't know what Akutagawa Ryunosuke had experienced during this time, and what kind of people he had met, but at this moment she confirmed the fact that he had become more reliable.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned back to her with a helpless and slightly surprised smile, beckoning her to leave quickly, and his lower eyelids were gently bent as a result.It was a smile like a ray of trembling and white sunlight pouring down from the gaps in the clouds after the mellow rain. The small lines gathered by the apple muscles were quietly wrapped like buds, and the eyes revealed Good emotions, like giving her a good promise.It was the first time Akutagawa Gin saw him so gentle.So she accepted it all, and walked out obediently, not forgetting to look back before leaving.Although she didn't know what Akutagawa Ryunosuke was nervous about, he really needed her to get out of here.
"What do you want, Your Excellency?" After Yin Akutagawa went out, the expression on his face turned cold again, and he connected the strange call.
"It's really different." An unheard voice came from the other end of the phone, "Now, get out of the port mafia building and go to the abandoned building behind."
Akutagawa Ryunosuke thought for a while, then replied with a sneer: "Do you think I'm stupid enough to believe you?"
"Then do you think that if you let that woman go out, she will be safe?"
He stopped talking.
"Only you can come alone."
From the phone, the other party's voice was very mature and calm, with a gentle breath, much like an office worker coldly reading his schedule.Akutagawa Ryunosuke followed the instructions on the phone, and as expected, a man in formal attire stood there, surrounded by only the two of them.The man pushed his eyes, saluted him respectfully, and then read in the astonishment of Akutagawa Ryunosuke: "Good day, sir, now I will conduct a comprehensive search on you to confirm the criminal evidence in my hand , if you don’t want to be caught in a government prison, please cooperate.”
"Pretend to be a bit too." Akutagawa manipulated Rashomon without hesitation and knocked the gun from his waist to the ground, crushing it with a sneer, "If it's really a government employee, since I've already got contact from a member of the port mafia How could it be possible to call someone out alone without knowing what to do, and you are not a member of the search team, are you?"
The man smiled with satisfaction: "Indeed, it's a very clumsy lie. I thought I could tease you. This is too boring. It's rare to come from Russia."
Akutagawa sensitively grasped the term "Russia", gritted his teeth angrily, and growled, "Enough is enough, Feiya."
The man's body paused, he was stunned for a long time, and then he suddenly laughed out loud, his voice changed from the low voice just now, and became presumptuous. Although Akutagawa had expected that this man was pretending, he was still surprised by such a big contrast.Not Fedya.Gradually, the laughter sounded a little crying in reverse, as if it was sad.
"Did I hear you right? Fei Jia? So you already have this kind of relationship..." With a wave of his hand, the man released his true appearance from the formal suit.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke raised his vigilance at first, and reflexively used Rashomon to protect himself, and immediately let go of his vigilance after seeing the opponent's true face.He cursed a few words in his heart, and couldn't help but roll his eyes at the other party: "You are really naive."
"My dear Davarish, you rolled your eyes at me again." Gogol wept, "I missed you so much, I missed you so much, so I followed you, but you just rolled your eyes at me, scolded me, and Followed another man behind my back."
"I didn't scold you, let alone do that kind of thing behind your back. Please don't distort the facts and say something inexplicable."
"My trembling little leaves trembled and trembled into other people's arms."
Akutagawa gritted his teeth and watched him talking to himself, and hit him in the face with a Rashomon because he really deserved a beating.He stared wide-eyed at the red and black dangerous object that was close at hand, made an exaggerated expression of surprise, and then quickly dodged to the side within a distance of less than one centimeter, and waved the white cloak with his arm. A huge glass window stretched out from inside and hit the Rashomon. The movement was so smooth that Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt that although his supernatural ability passed him by, he was being treated like a dog. playing around.Rashomon confronted the giant head-on under unexpected circumstances, a little slow, but also split the glass window in half.
Gogol was not stingy with his compliments. He straightened his legs, smiled gratifiedly, and straightened his back, showing his demeanor. He slapped his hands unhurriedly: "If what I move is a tree trunk, you Can it be cut off too? Just the one next to it, the super thick one, I want to take a look and perform for me!"
"Stop messing around, I'm busy."
"I am busy too."
"You are crazy every day, I have never seen you busy."
"You have a big prejudice against me." He pouted aggrievedly, "I'm going to be angry."
"If you want to get angry, you will die soon, and I will not accompany you."
"Leave now? Do you hate me so much? Don't even reply." After speaking, a hand holding a gun appeared out of nowhere again, and the warm muzzle was pressed against Akutagawa's forehead. Just shoot."
three.The countdown symbolizing the progress of life sounded rhythmically from the man's mouth, Akutagawa's pupils shrank a circle, and the real and hot touch of the muzzle was alive and active against his skull, which made him unable to ignore his imminent imminent death. The fact that a bullet will go through the forehead.It is said that before death, people will recall everything in life. At that moment, the first thing Akutagawa Ryunosuke remembered was the beautiful eyes of the younger sister who almost shed tears.It was kind of nice not to have her come along.At that time, Ryunosuke Akutagawa felt that this was really the most correct decision he had ever made in his life.The picture flashed again, and he saw a purple sky.It seemed to be a picture from the movie I watched with Dostoevsky last time.It seems to be the finale. At that time, he complained that the scene was not handled well.I will never do such stupid things with you again, Fedya, I seem to have told him so.
two.At that time, Dostoyevsky smiled slightly at his reply, without commenting, the raised arc of the corner of his mouth rolled out layers of cool-toned gradients under the light of the screen, while he was in the movie theater. From where the darkness meets the dots of light around the screen silently watches the outline of Dostoevsky's face.Darkness and light silently mirror each other, creating a wonderful light and dark overlapping and complementing each other. The process is natural and full of color and beauty, which he will never forget in his life.Why, why is this happening?Before I knew it, my mind was already full of that person.If the man named Gogol who was about to take his own life was really on good terms with Dostoevsky, would he explain everything to Dostoevsky afterwards? "Akutagawa Ryunosuke was thinking of you before he died", would he say that?
one. With a "bang", the gunshot rang out on time, and the excited voice of the person who fired the gun was even louder than the gunshot.
A few cooing white pigeons fluttered out from the muzzle of the gun and flew straight towards Akutagawa's eyes.Akutagawa subconsciously closed his eyes.Scattered broken flowers flew out from the muzzle of the gun and blew him head-on. He raised a surprised look between the covered flowers, and he froze in place, as if still.The time is long and tenderly engraved with the beauty of that moment when the black hair is scattered and the flowers are scattered, and the lips are flushed with embarrassment.The pigeon on his head pecked at his hair mischievously, itching for no reason.
"Qing, clang, clang!" Satisfied, Gogol happily even turned around twice, then put the gun aside, and bowed to salute him, "How is it? Isn't this way of greeting cute? "
Akutagawa Ryunosuke held back his anger: "Suddenly I feel that you are indeed Fei Jia's friend." I don't know why, although this kind of neurotic style is very different from Dostoevsky, but it makes people feel inexplicably strange. Harmony can even make people think that these two people are very similar. Even if this person suddenly says that he is Dostoevsky's brother, Akutagawa Ryunosuke will think it fits well.
"NONONO." He shook his head and index finger at the same time, "I don't have any friends."
"I see."
"It's so sad, I'm about to cry." He sobbed a few times, "If you don't mind, I want to be friends with you, but this description needs to be separated, and 'to do' and 'friend' need to be explained separately, and later The former is not simple, the former is a bit colored..."
"roll!"
Gogol's tears were collected faster than they flowed, and as if he had expected it, he easily dodged the attack and jumped to his side: "Don't do this, my heart can't take it. I'm here to help you of."
"help me?"
"You and your leader have a stalemate?"
"You don't need to worry about this..."
"But I'm the only one in the world who will worry about this for you."
Akutagawa was speechless.He could find no evidence to refute this statement.After thinking for a while, he smiled bitterly, his eyes were sad, and the cheekbone line, which was slightly contoured due to his thinness in recent days, was across the two sections of the nose, forming a pale and feeble symmetry.Gogol brushed the flowers from his hair with his right hand.
"I don't know how to stay here."
"Do you want to stay here?" Gogol asked.
"Think." For now.Akutagawa added silently in his heart.
"Well, then, as far as I'm concerned, the best way is that you gather all the employees at the bottom of your organization, use the power of the proletarian union to overthrow your leader, and turn this party into a party that serves the people. Party, not a group in a one-man capitalist structure."
"That's really idealistic."
"Shouldn't the Communist | Communist Party be idealists? Aren't those idealists the ones who built social | socialism?"
"You can say whatever you want, anyway, bragging and deception are your best tricks."
"Why don't you practice? Your heart is too fragile, you should exercise more, just like me."
"Heart?"
"Yes, heart. Because you have heart, you will miss and fall into lovesickness. Because you have heart, you will yearn for it, and you will be trapped in limitations. Because you have heart, you will be sad, and you will be imprisoned in crime. Because you have heart, you will be afraid and stop. Morality. Because I have the heart, I will push it away, and I will not be able to help myself. Because I have the heart, so... I will suffer very much from losing you."
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"I'm afraid you will release water for Dazai-kun."
He frowned and pondered, before becoming calm again: "That won't happen, leader."
Mori Ogai pretended to lower his face, nodded wordlessly, and told Ryunosuke Akutagawa to step back.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke retreated anxiously, and saw Akutagawa Gin standing there at the door, who seemed to be waiting for him.It is understandable that after such a long separation between loved ones, it is really hurtful not to be able to talk face to face for a while alone.
Akutagawa Gin and him had nothing to say all the way, as if they were just simple bosses and subordinates, both of them seemed so indifferent and lifeless.It wasn't until he reached the end of the inner room that Akutagawa Gin suddenly said, "You shouldn't have said that." Her breath was trembling, her face was pale, and she stood in front of him with shrugged shoulders, "The leader is already suspecting that you are disloyal to the organization. , suspecting that your mind has shifted from Mr. Dazai to someone else, isn’t your answer like that confirming the leader’s conjecture?”
Only then did Ryunosuke Akutagawa feel a little nervous.He carefully sorted out his thoughts.Indeed, before Mori Ogai asked him to make a choice and gently criticized him for being emotional, but he still came back with Dostoevsky, Mori Ogai had every reason to suspect that he was suspected of treason.In other words, when Ogai Mori mentioned Osamu Dazai just now, he was just testing whether he really wanted to be the leader of the House of Dead Rats.
He snorted coldly and responded perfunctorily: "I see. I will find a way to solve this problem."
Although it will be very difficult to solve, if you don't face it, you can only wait for death. Once Mori Ogai completely believes that he is a traitor, you can only wait for the port mafia cadre meeting to discuss the punishment for him to die. .Mori Ogai hated betrayal and smuggling, but he didn't have the kind of contacts and methods that Dazai Osamu had, so there was nothing he could do after being executed.This time, Renhu's mission must be completed to restore Mori Ogai's trust.Akutagawa Ryunosuke thought so nervously.
"Please don't leave, please? I always feel that you are going to leave at any time... Just stay in the port mafia." Akutagawa Yin seemed to muster up a lot of courage, begging intermittently, with a look of trying to The appearance of keeping something and worrying about breaking it is like drinking snow water in winter.Akutagawa Ryunosuke also felt a little guilty. Although it was a long-standing tacit understanding and unwritten contract to conceal the relationship between each other in the organization, he did not treat his sister's expectations badly.
"You...don't have to use honorifics to address me. It's just the two of us now."
Akutagawa Gin nodded, but he still didn't call out the title without the honorifics.She opened her mouth in a mouth shape, then closed it slowly.After repeating this several times, she finally said a sentence completely: "Please give me more advice in the future."
He really didn't take her into consideration during the time he was away.The younger sister was probably used to him leaving without warning, and also used to the mafia life of being alone, so even if she was left behind, she didn't say a word, just quietly waiting for him to come back.She always knew Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't need to worry, but she still couldn't help thinking of him in the corner where the disguise had been removed.Maybe it's because she's afraid that Akutagawa Ryunosuke's affection for her is only based on the basic cultivation between relatives, or maybe it's because she's afraid that Akutagawa Ryunosuke will forget even this bit of politeness, and she will walk away from now on and never look back she.She respects Akutagawa Ryunosuke's difficult situation, and accepts Akutagawa Ryunosuke's painstaking efforts to say good things to his sister, but now she still can't help revealing a little hesitation, hoping that Akutagawa Ryunosuke can stay and never Will not run to a place out of her reach and not come back for many years.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke also understands, knowing that feelings don't just mean being acquainted, not to mention that there must be a sense of distance between him and Akutagawa Gin, and he has been hiding the fact of his biological siblings from the public.After leaving without saying goodbye for so long, I can't force others to smile at me when I come back.
"Okay." He gently agreed, with a rare smile, "Thank you for your hard work."
Akutagawa Gin's lips covered by the mask pursed down, and his thin eyebrows were frowned. When he saw Akutagawa Ryunosuke's smile, his stiff body finally moved a little, as if the heavy stone that had been pressing on him for a long time finally fell.The star-like teardrops are wrapped in the light reflected in her eyes, cruising around, dancing and dancing silently, as if there is a Milky Way in her eyes.At this moment, everything around was dimmed under the brilliance of this galaxy.The Milky Way slanted down and poured out the head.The pure black hair of the brother and sister glowed like obsidian under the highlights.
An abrupt phone call interrupted their reminiscence.
Ryunosuke Akutagawa looked at the strange call displayed on the phone screen, frowned, and was about to hang up, when he received another text message: A gunman had been placed behind the wall.Startled, he raised his head and looked behind Akutagawa Yin, and he saw a tiny hole in the wall. The location of the hole was precise, and if a bullet penetrated through, it could hit Akutagawa Yin's heart.
Anger flashed in Akutagawa Ryunosuke's eyes, and Akutagawa Yin sensitively noticed it. He immediately covered up his emotions, pretending that nothing happened, and told her to leave here first, and he went to investigate information related to Renhu.
"Won't you let me accompany you?"
Akutagawa Ryunosuke glanced at the small hole from the corner of his eye, and didn't know how to fool it when he was nervous, so he said vaguely, "Don't follow me."
"why?"
"I don't want you to get hurt."
Just a few words left her speechless.What he was talking about has already become unnecessary.With just a proper smile, you can reach your heart directly, with just a passing look, you can owe your whole life.Akutagawa Gin didn't know what Akutagawa Ryunosuke had experienced during this time, and what kind of people he had met, but at this moment she confirmed the fact that he had become more reliable.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned back to her with a helpless and slightly surprised smile, beckoning her to leave quickly, and his lower eyelids were gently bent as a result.It was a smile like a ray of trembling and white sunlight pouring down from the gaps in the clouds after the mellow rain. The small lines gathered by the apple muscles were quietly wrapped like buds, and the eyes revealed Good emotions, like giving her a good promise.It was the first time Akutagawa Gin saw him so gentle.So she accepted it all, and walked out obediently, not forgetting to look back before leaving.Although she didn't know what Akutagawa Ryunosuke was nervous about, he really needed her to get out of here.
"What do you want, Your Excellency?" After Yin Akutagawa went out, the expression on his face turned cold again, and he connected the strange call.
"It's really different." An unheard voice came from the other end of the phone, "Now, get out of the port mafia building and go to the abandoned building behind."
Akutagawa Ryunosuke thought for a while, then replied with a sneer: "Do you think I'm stupid enough to believe you?"
"Then do you think that if you let that woman go out, she will be safe?"
He stopped talking.
"Only you can come alone."
From the phone, the other party's voice was very mature and calm, with a gentle breath, much like an office worker coldly reading his schedule.Akutagawa Ryunosuke followed the instructions on the phone, and as expected, a man in formal attire stood there, surrounded by only the two of them.The man pushed his eyes, saluted him respectfully, and then read in the astonishment of Akutagawa Ryunosuke: "Good day, sir, now I will conduct a comprehensive search on you to confirm the criminal evidence in my hand , if you don’t want to be caught in a government prison, please cooperate.”
"Pretend to be a bit too." Akutagawa manipulated Rashomon without hesitation and knocked the gun from his waist to the ground, crushing it with a sneer, "If it's really a government employee, since I've already got contact from a member of the port mafia How could it be possible to call someone out alone without knowing what to do, and you are not a member of the search team, are you?"
The man smiled with satisfaction: "Indeed, it's a very clumsy lie. I thought I could tease you. This is too boring. It's rare to come from Russia."
Akutagawa sensitively grasped the term "Russia", gritted his teeth angrily, and growled, "Enough is enough, Feiya."
The man's body paused, he was stunned for a long time, and then he suddenly laughed out loud, his voice changed from the low voice just now, and became presumptuous. Although Akutagawa had expected that this man was pretending, he was still surprised by such a big contrast.Not Fedya.Gradually, the laughter sounded a little crying in reverse, as if it was sad.
"Did I hear you right? Fei Jia? So you already have this kind of relationship..." With a wave of his hand, the man released his true appearance from the formal suit.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke raised his vigilance at first, and reflexively used Rashomon to protect himself, and immediately let go of his vigilance after seeing the opponent's true face.He cursed a few words in his heart, and couldn't help but roll his eyes at the other party: "You are really naive."
"My dear Davarish, you rolled your eyes at me again." Gogol wept, "I missed you so much, I missed you so much, so I followed you, but you just rolled your eyes at me, scolded me, and Followed another man behind my back."
"I didn't scold you, let alone do that kind of thing behind your back. Please don't distort the facts and say something inexplicable."
"My trembling little leaves trembled and trembled into other people's arms."
Akutagawa gritted his teeth and watched him talking to himself, and hit him in the face with a Rashomon because he really deserved a beating.He stared wide-eyed at the red and black dangerous object that was close at hand, made an exaggerated expression of surprise, and then quickly dodged to the side within a distance of less than one centimeter, and waved the white cloak with his arm. A huge glass window stretched out from inside and hit the Rashomon. The movement was so smooth that Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt that although his supernatural ability passed him by, he was being treated like a dog. playing around.Rashomon confronted the giant head-on under unexpected circumstances, a little slow, but also split the glass window in half.
Gogol was not stingy with his compliments. He straightened his legs, smiled gratifiedly, and straightened his back, showing his demeanor. He slapped his hands unhurriedly: "If what I move is a tree trunk, you Can it be cut off too? Just the one next to it, the super thick one, I want to take a look and perform for me!"
"Stop messing around, I'm busy."
"I am busy too."
"You are crazy every day, I have never seen you busy."
"You have a big prejudice against me." He pouted aggrievedly, "I'm going to be angry."
"If you want to get angry, you will die soon, and I will not accompany you."
"Leave now? Do you hate me so much? Don't even reply." After speaking, a hand holding a gun appeared out of nowhere again, and the warm muzzle was pressed against Akutagawa's forehead. Just shoot."
three.The countdown symbolizing the progress of life sounded rhythmically from the man's mouth, Akutagawa's pupils shrank a circle, and the real and hot touch of the muzzle was alive and active against his skull, which made him unable to ignore his imminent imminent death. The fact that a bullet will go through the forehead.It is said that before death, people will recall everything in life. At that moment, the first thing Akutagawa Ryunosuke remembered was the beautiful eyes of the younger sister who almost shed tears.It was kind of nice not to have her come along.At that time, Ryunosuke Akutagawa felt that this was really the most correct decision he had ever made in his life.The picture flashed again, and he saw a purple sky.It seemed to be a picture from the movie I watched with Dostoevsky last time.It seems to be the finale. At that time, he complained that the scene was not handled well.I will never do such stupid things with you again, Fedya, I seem to have told him so.
two.At that time, Dostoyevsky smiled slightly at his reply, without commenting, the raised arc of the corner of his mouth rolled out layers of cool-toned gradients under the light of the screen, while he was in the movie theater. From where the darkness meets the dots of light around the screen silently watches the outline of Dostoevsky's face.Darkness and light silently mirror each other, creating a wonderful light and dark overlapping and complementing each other. The process is natural and full of color and beauty, which he will never forget in his life.Why, why is this happening?Before I knew it, my mind was already full of that person.If the man named Gogol who was about to take his own life was really on good terms with Dostoevsky, would he explain everything to Dostoevsky afterwards? "Akutagawa Ryunosuke was thinking of you before he died", would he say that?
one. With a "bang", the gunshot rang out on time, and the excited voice of the person who fired the gun was even louder than the gunshot.
A few cooing white pigeons fluttered out from the muzzle of the gun and flew straight towards Akutagawa's eyes.Akutagawa subconsciously closed his eyes.Scattered broken flowers flew out from the muzzle of the gun and blew him head-on. He raised a surprised look between the covered flowers, and he froze in place, as if still.The time is long and tenderly engraved with the beauty of that moment when the black hair is scattered and the flowers are scattered, and the lips are flushed with embarrassment.The pigeon on his head pecked at his hair mischievously, itching for no reason.
"Qing, clang, clang!" Satisfied, Gogol happily even turned around twice, then put the gun aside, and bowed to salute him, "How is it? Isn't this way of greeting cute? "
Akutagawa Ryunosuke held back his anger: "Suddenly I feel that you are indeed Fei Jia's friend." I don't know why, although this kind of neurotic style is very different from Dostoevsky, but it makes people feel inexplicably strange. Harmony can even make people think that these two people are very similar. Even if this person suddenly says that he is Dostoevsky's brother, Akutagawa Ryunosuke will think it fits well.
"NONONO." He shook his head and index finger at the same time, "I don't have any friends."
"I see."
"It's so sad, I'm about to cry." He sobbed a few times, "If you don't mind, I want to be friends with you, but this description needs to be separated, and 'to do' and 'friend' need to be explained separately, and later The former is not simple, the former is a bit colored..."
"roll!"
Gogol's tears were collected faster than they flowed, and as if he had expected it, he easily dodged the attack and jumped to his side: "Don't do this, my heart can't take it. I'm here to help you of."
"help me?"
"You and your leader have a stalemate?"
"You don't need to worry about this..."
"But I'm the only one in the world who will worry about this for you."
Akutagawa was speechless.He could find no evidence to refute this statement.After thinking for a while, he smiled bitterly, his eyes were sad, and the cheekbone line, which was slightly contoured due to his thinness in recent days, was across the two sections of the nose, forming a pale and feeble symmetry.Gogol brushed the flowers from his hair with his right hand.
"I don't know how to stay here."
"Do you want to stay here?" Gogol asked.
"Think." For now.Akutagawa added silently in his heart.
"Well, then, as far as I'm concerned, the best way is that you gather all the employees at the bottom of your organization, use the power of the proletarian union to overthrow your leader, and turn this party into a party that serves the people. Party, not a group in a one-man capitalist structure."
"That's really idealistic."
"Shouldn't the Communist | Communist Party be idealists? Aren't those idealists the ones who built social | socialism?"
"You can say whatever you want, anyway, bragging and deception are your best tricks."
"Why don't you practice? Your heart is too fragile, you should exercise more, just like me."
"Heart?"
"Yes, heart. Because you have heart, you will miss and fall into lovesickness. Because you have heart, you will yearn for it, and you will be trapped in limitations. Because you have heart, you will be sad, and you will be imprisoned in crime. Because you have heart, you will be afraid and stop. Morality. Because I have the heart, I will push it away, and I will not be able to help myself. Because I have the heart, so... I will suffer very much from losing you."
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Cars flash by.
(This flashing yellow accent is actually a foreshadowing of a later plot
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