give me straight man

He couldn't even eat breakfast, he put his chopsticks on the bowl, remained silent, and leaned heavily on the back of the chair.

Meng Ran looked up at him while holding the phone, Lu Ouxun suddenly got up.

Meng Ran didn't care, knowing that Lu Ouxun went to buy food again, and continued to chat with He Mu with his mobile phone.

Not long after, Lu Ouxun came back, did not sit down, stood beside Meng Ran, and put a cup of milk tea with a straw on the table.

Meng Ran:?

Meng Ran looked at the milk tea, then looked up at Lu Ouxun: "For me?"

Lu Ouxun's eyes signaled for milk tea: Isn't that what you want to drink?

"Let's go." Lu Ou said.

Meng Ran put away his phone, got up with milk tea, only to find that the breakfast across the table was only half eaten.

He followed Lu Ouxun out and asked, "Why did you only eat so much?"

Lu Ouxun: "I'm full."

no appetite.

No appetite at all.

Walking out of the cafeteria, seeing Meng Ran drinking milk tea and not holding his mobile phone anymore, Lu Ouxun turned his head to look at Meng Ran's face several times, and asked in a muffled voice, "Did you ask him to buy you milk tea?"

Meng Ran drank the milk tea bought by Lu Ouxun, his cheeks puffed up like a little hamster: "No."

"why?"

Lu Ouxun glanced at Meng Ran again and asked.

Meng Ran was holding milk tea in his hand, chewing pearls in his mouth: "It's too much trouble, it's unnecessary."

He raised the milk tea in his hand, "I have something to drink."

Lu Ouxun finally felt better in his heart.

For the rest of the day, Lu Ouxun stayed with Meng Ran and witnessed different moments of Meng Ran chatting with He Mu with his mobile phone in his hand:

During the class break, Meng Ran was holding his mobile phone, with a natural expression on his face, occasionally revealing thoughts, as if he was thinking about how to reply He Mu;

On the way to the library, Meng Ran held his mobile phone in his hand, lowered his head and concentrated on it. When he was going up the stairs, he almost bumped into the oncoming person, but fortunately he stopped in time;

Self-study classroom self-study, Meng Ran will put the mobile phone next to the book, read the book for a while, then look at the mobile phone, and use it with one mind;

On the way to the part-time job at the bar after dinner, Meng Ran would take out his phone and scan it to see if He Mu had sent him a message, even though his phone didn't ring;

In the evening, he works part-time at the bar. When he is busy, Meng Ran will take out his mobile phone from the front pocket of his apron, and sometimes put the mobile phone back after a glance.

Sometimes I hold the mobile phone and type with my back to the person, put the mobile phone back after typing, and then take it out after a while;

Even when I go back to the dormitory for supper at night, I have to hold my mobile phone.

And when Meng Ran is holding the phone, his expression is always similar: he is very attentive, can think, occasionally hesitates, and occasionally smiles.

Every time Lu Ouxun saw it, he had to take a deep breath in silence to resist the urge to run away.

At this time, I still have to use my reason to persuade myself: Meng Ran is pursuing his own happiness, he is gay, and of course only boys can be with him.Respect, support, blessings.

Respect, support, blessings.

As a result, when eating chicken, Lu Ouxun pressed down on the big sniper and exploded the heads of five people, not even letting go of a teammate in his team who forced Lai Lai to keep talking about Lu Ouxun.

Tuo Tuo held his mobile phone and shouted: "Brother Fei! That's one of our own!"

Lu Ouxun remained silent with a sullen face, and sniped another teammate who was yelling at him.

Tuo Tuo: "..."

After the game, Lu Ouxun threw the phone on the table, said dryly, "No more calls", took his clothes and went to the bathroom, leaving Tuotou and Tonton looking at each other in blank dismay.

Tonton's eyes signaled: What's wrong with him?

Tuo Tuo: I don't know.

Ton Ton muttered: "It seems that you are in a bad mood, who offended him?"

Tuotuo also wondered: "I don't know."

The two turned their heads to look at Meng Ran, wanting to ask Meng Ran if he knew, but they saw Meng Ran holding his mobile phone and concentrating on it.

Tuo Tuo: Alright.

Ton Ton also understands: This is a new development target.

Both of them knew how hard they worked on getting out of the order, and they didn't bother.

Meng Ran was chatting with He Mu about his part-time job.

When we talked about Qingba, He Mu said that he had a buddy who was going to celebrate his 20th birthday recently, and he was worried about where to book a place to play, so he asked Meng Ran and the others if Qingba could be reserved and how much it would cost.

Meng Ran: "It's not cheap to book a venue. If you want to come, I can reserve a seat for you on the day I arrive, and then I will pay according to the normal cost of drinks and food."

He Mu: "It's okay, that's great, I'll ask my friend tomorrow."

Meng Ran: "Yeah."

He Mu sent an emoji of two small animals kissing each other.

Meng Ran saw it and smiled.

Lu Ouxun came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and this was what he saw.

As he walked out, he looked at the smile on Meng Ran's face. He took a bath and his breath subsided a little, but now his emotions soared to a high level.

But Lu Ouxun didn't shake anyone's face, didn't say anything to reveal anything, walked back under the bed, took off his shoes and climbed the bed ladder, and climbed straight onto the bed.

Tuotuo and Tonton originally wanted to ask what was wrong with him, but when they saw that he climbed onto the bed without saying a word, they didn't ask much.

Meng Ran came out of the shower and was reminded by tons, only to realize that Lu Ouxun was a little abnormal today.

The headlights in the dormitory were still on, and Tuotuo went to take a bath. Lu Ouxun lay on the bed without saying a word. Tonton leaned closer, covered his lips with his hand and whispered: "It seems to be in a bad mood." He pointed to Lu Ouxun's bed.

Meng Ran thought about it, but he didn't expect that Lu Ouxun, who was with him all the time today, could be in a bad mood because of something. He also knew that Lu Ouxun had a good personality and was a person who rarely had emotional ups and downs, so he climbed the bed ladder and went to Lu Ouxun's side. Want to see what happened to him.

Climbing up, seeing Lu Ouxun not asleep, lying on top and swiping his phone, Meng Ran asked, "Not in a good mood?"

Lu Ouxun raised his eyes from the phone, his expression tense, and he was indeed in a bad mood.

Meng Ran: "What's wrong?"

Lu Ouxun looked at Meng Ran.

The latter had just taken a shower, wearing loose home clothes, dripping water from the wet hair, flushed cheeks, and smelled of good-smelling shower gel on his body.

Lu Ouxun just looked at Meng Ran like this, smelled the fragrance of Meng Ran, and the unhappiness in his heart disappeared immediately.

He shook his head: "Nothing."

He glanced at Meng Ran's dripping hair again, and said, "Go down and blow dry your hair."

Meng Ran climbed up one space, and sat down at the end of the bed beside Tonton, only a twenty-centimeter-high bed rail separated Lu Ouxun from him.

"Did something happen?" Meng Ran asked with concern.

The expression on Lu Ouxun's face recovered, and he was no longer sullen: "It's nothing."

Meng Ran looked at him:?

Lu Ouxun: "It's really nothing."

Meng Ran just went down.

As soon as Meng Ran went, Lu Ouxun sat up, condescendingly watching Meng Ran blowing his hair with a hair dryer.

Lu Ouxun's eyes didn't blink for a moment, but he didn't know what he was looking at. He only knew that looking at it like this would make him feel better.

He suddenly remembered the old high school, when they lived together in the same room, sometimes he would blow Meng Ran's hair on a whim.

Meng Ran's hair was thin and soft, and his scalp was cold after washing his hair.

Fingers inserted, warm wind blowing, Lu Ouxun only felt his fingertips being touched by Meng Ran's soft hair, like a feather flicking, very comfortable.

In normal times, thinking of this, Lu Ouxun might get out of bed directly, take the hair dryer from Meng Ran, and help him dry his hair.

But at this moment, Lu Ouxun suddenly thought that a man who is a boyfriend will appear next to Meng Ran in the future, and that man should help Meng Ran blow his hair.

Lu Ouxun even had a picture in front of his eyes: Meng Ran was sitting, his hair was dripping, his neck was flushed, the man was standing behind Meng Ran, with a hair dryer in one hand, and the other in Meng Ran's hair...

Lu Ouxun lay back straight.

gas!die!he!up!

The second after lying down, Lu Ouxun turned over and got out of bed.

He came behind Meng Ran, took the hair dryer from Meng Ran, and stood there, blowing Meng Ran's hair.

Meng Ran turned to look at him in puzzlement, Lu Ouxun said calmly and forcefully, "Don't move."

The warm wind blew through the hair, passing through Lu Ouxun's outstretched hand.

The wind dried her hair and slowly calmed Lu Ouxun's emotions.

After blowing, the hair was dry, and Lu Ou Xun was completely out of breath.

Only Meng Ran was puzzled, raised his hand and scratched his hair, muttering: "I can blow it myself."

Lu Ouxun pulled out the hair dryer from the socket, wound up the long cord, and said, "Didn't you blow it like this when you were in high school?"

Meng Ran: "Oh".

Without saying anything, he took the hair dryer from Lu Ouxun and put it in the drawer.

When the lights were turned off that night, the two people on the opposite side of the bed had their own thoughts.

Meng Ran was thinking: It was really a long time ago that Lu Ouxun helped him dry his hair.

When he was in high school, at the very beginning, Lu Ounxun just blow-dried his hair on a whim.

But he expected the second, third, and more times, so he deliberately didn't dry his hair, leaving the ends of his hair to drip water. When Lu Ouxun saw it, he helped him to dry his hair. After blowing too much, As if to form a habit, I started to blow for him often.

Thinking of this, Meng Ran stopped thinking about it, let alone recalling the feeling when Lu Ouxun's fingertips touched his scalp and the state of mind that year.

Meng Ran is not a person who will look back.

Even if he always thinks about the past recently.

Lu Ouxun: Respect, support, and blessings.

He is already like this, and he is almost not the man who is closest to Meng Ran. In the future, as a good friend, it's okay to help his good friend blow his hair, right?

So the next night, when Meng Ran came out of the shower, just as he picked up the hair dryer from the drawer, Lu Ouxun stood behind him and tried to take the hair dryer from him, but Meng Ran didn't let go.

Meng Ran:?

Lu Ou Xun:?

Meng Ran turned his head: "What are you doing?"

Lu Ouxun lowered his eyes: "Blow your hair for you."

Meng Ran: "No need."

Lu Ouxun: "..."

It doesn't show on the surface, but the villain in my heart jumps: no?Need not? !Need not? ?

As "Meng Ran's best friend", he has given in to the future "Meng Ran's boyfriend", so he won't let him blow his hair?

Lu Ouxun didn't let go, and with some force, he "snatched" the hair dryer from Meng Ran's hand.

Meng Ran: "..."

In the eyes of Tuotuo and Tonton next to them, they only have one thought in common:

Brother Fei is like this, it's rare that he doesn't look like a straight guy, he's quite gay.

-

Lu Ouxun didn't think there was anything gay, nor did he think Meng Ran was gay. He was just getting used to it, and he felt that sooner or later he would be able to calm down, accept Meng Ran as a boyfriend, and continue to be Meng Ran's best male friend.

time issue.

So when he sees Meng Ran holding his phone, or when Meng Ran mentions He Mu again, Lu Ouxun is upset in his heart, and he still tries to accept all this.

The big deal is that the psychology is unbalanced. Can I make up for it through intimate interactions such as blowing hair?

So recently, Lu Ouxun has actively hooked his shoulders and backs a lot.

Meng Ran was puzzled, he had confessed to Lu Ouxun, why Lu Ouxun not only did not keep his distance, but also got closer and closer to him?

He shared his doubts with Lin Nian, and Lin Nian replied to him on WeChat: "You confessed, he will immediately keep a distance from you, theoretically you can accept it, but psychologically it will definitely be uncomfortable."

Meng Ran: "You mean, he is afraid that I will be sad, so he doesn't keep a distance on purpose?"

Lin Niannian: "It's possible."

Meng Ran: I see.

Lin Niannian: "Your friend B is not bad."

Meng Ran remembered that Lu Ouxun always blows his hair recently, is it because of this reason?

Lin Niannian: "Introduce me another day."

Meng Ran: "Yes."

Lin Niannian: "How was your chat with He Mu?"

Meng Ran: "Not bad."

Lin Niannian: "Have you seen it?"

Meng Ran: "Soon."

It's almost time, because a good buddy of He Mu's birthday party, let's book it at them.

On this day, Meng Ran helped He Mu reserve a seat in advance, and put up a sign saying that he is not open today at the door in advance.

Seeing the sign, some customers who were about to line up at the entrance to go in and sit down voluntarily left. The remaining few girls are still there. They made an appointment today, and they came here specially for Lu Ouxun. Seeing that Meng Ran put up the sign that he is not open today.

But the lights were on in the shop again, and the tables and chairs were put down, so the girls knew it wasn't really closed, so they called Meng Ran to go in.

Lu Ouxun didn't pay attention to those girls at first, but Aqin raised his chin outside and said, "I guess they came here for you, and have been looking at you."

Only then did Lu Ouxun go out, and Meng Ran came in instead.

After Meng Ran came back, he glanced at Lu Ouxun and the girls at the door. Kevin leaned on the bar and teased him: "We've been chatting for so long, can we see each other tonight?"

This is of course not Lu Ou Xun, but He Mu.

Meng Ran turned around and said "um", looking at the time, He Mu and the others should be coming soon.

Ah Qin had never seen He Mu's photo before, and asked, "Is he handsome?"

Kevin saw it, and immediately said, "Not bad."

Ah Tan gestured to the outside: "Compared with our Ah Fei?"

Kevin shook his head: "That's incomparable."

After the girls left, Lu Ouxun came in.

Seeing the girls walking away with smiles, Kevin teased Lu Ouxun again, saying, "You are too attractive to girls, aren't you?"

Lu Ouxun didn't respond to this, and only explained how he let those girls go: "Tell them that next time you come, drinks will be [-]% off."

Kevin: "Huh."

Aqin: "In your account?"

Lu Ouxun smiled: "It's on Boss Meng's account."

As he spoke, he took off his indigo apron and put it on the bar.

Meng Ran:?

Lu Ouxun: "I have something to do, please take a day off today."

Meng Ran nodded.

Kevin teased again: "Dating a girl?"

This time Lu Ouxun responded: "Nothing."

After saying that, he left.

Not long after Lu Ouxun left, a group of people came to Qingba, both boys and girls.

Meng Ran recognized He Mu in the photo at the beginning, and greeted him: "He Mu?"

-

Lu Ouxun knew that He Mu was coming today, so he left on purpose.

He was afraid that when he saw He Mu and Meng Ran get along with each other, he would lose his balance in his heart, so he simply couldn't see it, and he just left the opportunity to get along with them.

Lu Ouxun went to find Chen Xun.

Chen Xun rented a suite off-campus, which is specially used for staying up late, playing games and having fun.

Lu Ouxun looked for it, Chen Xun was there, and another girl friend of Chen Xun was also there.

Lu Ouxun and the girl also know each other, they are acquaintances, so it's not polite.

When Lu Ouxun arrived, Chen Xun was playing games on the desk in the living room outside, while his female friend was lying on the sofa, swiping her phone and eating snacks.

Chen Xun invited Lu Ouxun to play games, but Lu Ouxun was not interested.

The female friend handed the snacks to Lu Ouxun, but Lu Ouxun waved his hand and refused to eat.

Chen Xun said while playing the game: "Then why are you here?"

Lu Ouxun: "Sit down for a while."

Chen Xun took his eyes off the computer screen and glanced at Lu Ouxun in his busy schedule. His intuition was very keen, and he asked, "Are you in a bad mood?"

Lu Ouxun sat down on the single sofa next to the tea table, took out his mobile phone, but didn't answer.

The female friend took the lead and asked Chen Xun, "Why is he upset again?"

Chen Xun: "Who knows, it's not normal once you move back to this campus."

The girl friend said casually, "Because of girls?"

Chen Xun: "I don't understand."

Lu Ouxun leaned on the sofa and swiped his phone without lifting his eyelids: "Play your games, eat your snacks."

Chen Xun continued to play liver games, and the girl friends continued to swipe their phones to eat snacks.

Everyone is busy in their own way, independent of each other.

Just after a while, the girl friend giggled and giggled while holding the phone.

Chen Xun murmured, "You're being stupid when you're talking cp."

Girl friend: "You know what a fart."

Chen Xundang: "Your CP is fake."

Girl friend: "Your CP is fake!"

Chen Xun: "I'm not taking cp."

After a pause, he muttered: "Who made our Brother Lu single so far?"

Thinking of something again, he hurriedly said to his female friend: "Hey, I didn't mean Brother Lu, that's what, Brother Lu is nothing, he is straight!"

The female friend laughed: "You said that, but I didn't say it."

Chen Xun muttered: "It's not that you, a rotten girl, blindly look at things every day, which affects me!"

The girl friend was startled: "Can I still affect you if I take CP?"

Chen Xun: "Shut up!"

At this time, Lu Ouxun raised his eyes, looked at Chen Xun at the table, and then turned to his female friend, because he didn't understand what they were talking about, and his face was puzzled.

The female friend turned the mobile phone screen to Lu Ouxun, and gave him a popular science: "This is my natal number 1, and this is my natal number 2. When they are together, they are called cp. I like them together, and they are called cp. "

Lu Ouxun saw that there were two men on the screen, facing each other, facing each other, their heads tilted to each other, as if they were going to kiss each other in the next second.

Lu Ouxun: "..."

Lu Ouxun was stunned silently, not because of the picture he saw, but because he thought of Meng Ran through the picture.

Meng Ran is gay, and he likes men of the same sex. One day Meng Ran falls in love, and he will hug and kiss another man like the picture he saw.

No, not just hugging, kissing, but other intimate behaviors like touching, like doing...

Lu Ouxun froze.

He began to have those images in his mind, in which there was Meng Ran, and another figure with a male body and no face.

Lu Ouxun doesn't know who this figure will be in the future, but as far as he knows, this man is likely to be He Mu, who is going to meet Meng Ran today.

Lu Ou Xun:! !

Lu Ouxun suddenly stood up.

Girl friend:?

With a sullen face, Lu Ouxun walked towards the entrance.

Girl friend: "Lu Ouxun, where are you going?"

Chen Xun turned his head when he heard the sound, surprised: "Are you leaving now?"

But Lu Ouxun went and turned back again, walked back, and sat down on the sofa sullenly.

Respect, support, blessings.

respect!support!bless!

Girl friend:?

What's wrong?Why are you so angry all of a sudden?

Chen Xun: Yes, I'm upset again.

Lu Ouxun got up and walked towards Chen Xun. Chen Xun twisted his neck to look at him.

Lu Ouxun stood beside the computer with a cold face: "I'll play for a while."

If he didn't kill a few people in the game, he was afraid that he couldn't help but rush back to Qingba and kill He Mu.

Lu Ouxun played for more than two hours, devoting himself to it without any other distractions, and was finally interrupted by the cell phone thrown beside the keyboard.

Ah Tan sent a message: [I can't laugh or cry.jpg];

Ah Tan: "Where are you?"

Ah Tan: "There is really nothing more embarrassing in this world than witnessing a development partner being wooed on the spot that day by Mian Ji."

Ah Tan: "I'm about to cry for Meng Ran."

Lu Ouxun read it with his mobile phone, took off his headset, got up and walked outside.

Chen Xun stood by the table and shouted: "This game is not over yet!"

Like Lu Ou Xunfeng, he ran away long ago.

Chen Xun hurriedly sat back in front of the computer and continued typing, stomping his feet in anger while playing: It's okay to run away after half of the typing! ?

The female friend wondered: "Chen Xun, is Lu Ouxun in love?"

Facing the computer, Chen Xun said angrily, "I'm hanging out with men all day long! He's talking shit!"

The female friend said calmly: "Think about it, what if it is really a boy."

Chen Xun said: "You might as well say that he is chasing me!"

The girl friend rolled her eyes and retched: yue——

-

Golden night dream.

Meng Ran is going numb——

He Mu brought his birthday friend over, and the friend brought a group of friends, and the bar was very lively.

Meng Ran didn't feel anything wrong at first, but under Kevin's reminder, he suddenly found that many of the people who came, including He Mu's birthday friend, were gay.

Meng Ran thinks it's normal: everyone is in the same circle, and many of the gay circle of friends are naturally gay.

Until someone brought the unopened birthday cake to Meng Ran, asked him to help unpack the box, brought it out later, and quietly stuffed Meng Ran with a men's ring, asked him to wash the ring and put it in the cake, and then put it in the cake. In the cream under the yellow cherries, later on they can give the cake with the ring to someone special.

Meng Ran was surprised, this is asking for love, and readily agreed.

As a result, the cake was served, everyone sang the happy birthday song together, Meng Ran stood in the corner, watching the piece of cake with the ring stuffed into He Mu's hand by the birthday star.

Meng Ran:? ?

After He Mu took a few bites to eat the ring, everyone in the bar clapped together and booed around He Mu and the birthday boy: "Together! Together!"

Meng Ran: Afterwards, He Mu faced Meng Ran alone and kept apologizing, repeatedly expressing that he did not know such an episode would happen.

Meng Ran laughed dryly: "The ring is pretty."

The ring had already been worn on He Mu's middle finger.

He Mu explained: "Yiyu is a very good friend of mine. There are so many people here, all of whom are his friends. I was afraid that he would lose face if he didn't come to the stage, so I agreed temporarily. I will make it clear to him when I go back."

Meng Ran shook his head, expressing nothing, exhaled weakly, and finally said with a smile: "Bless you."

After a group of people left, Meng Ran sat back at the bar and motioned to Ah Qin, "Bring me a glass of Six Degrees of Snow."

Ah Tan was busy with the work in hand behind the bar and said, "Is the prescription too high? Let me get you a glass of juice. Drink it first to calm down."

Meng Ran: "Forget it, there's no need to adjust it, just give me the wine."

Of course Ah Qin didn't take it, and together with Kevin persuaded him to eat more, Meng Ran lay on the side of the bar and almost howled as if stimulated.

Three years!Three full years!He is working so hard to get out of the singles!Why is happiness always someone else without him? !

-

When Lu Ouxun rushed back to the bar, there was a sign saying that the bar is not open today, and more than half of the chairs in the bar were turned upside down on the tables, and the floor was dragged. Meng Ran was lying on the corner of the bar alone.

Lu Ouxun walked over and stood beside Meng Ran. Meng Ran didn't respond and was still lying on his stomach.

Because Yue Mo didn't want to talk to him and just wanted to be alone, Meng Ran quickly turned his head, the back of his head facing Lu Ou Xun.

Lu Ouxun looked into the bar, and asked A Tan with his eyes, did Meng Ran drink away his sorrows? A Qin shook his head and silently moved his lips: take him back earlier.

Ah Qin raised the curtain and entered the back kitchen, they were the only ones left outside.

The hall was quiet, and there was a spotlight on the top of the bar, which clearly illuminated Meng Ran's silence and the unhappiness on his face.

Lu Ouxun stood behind his head and approached him, coaxing him: "Let's go back."

Meng Ran ignored it at first, but after a while, he said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to move."

Lu Ouxun: "I'll carry you on my back."

Meng Ran: "You can't carry it on your back."

Lu Ouxun: "I can recite it well, have you forgotten, I recited you in my third year of high school."

Meng Ran did not forget, remember, that was the last mock exam before the college entrance examination, because of his nervousness and bad mood, he failed the exam, did poorly in the exam, and was depressed. Lu Ouxun carried him back to the dormitory building from the classroom.

But now it's not the third year of high school, and there is nothing he can't face.

Meng Ran didn't ask Lu Ouxun to carry him on his back, he straightened up and said with usual expression: "Let's go."

Walking in the quiet alley back to school, Lu Ouxun put his arm around Meng Ran's back: "This one doesn't work, and that one. One He Mu can't do it, and there are many other choices."

Meng Ran stared ahead, with a slightly low tone: "I know, there are many men in this world."

Lu Ouxun turned to look at him: "You know you're still so negative?"

Can you not be negative?

Meng Ran explained: "With me, He Mu is neither the first nor the tenth."

As he spoke, he held up three fingers.

Lu Ouxun raised his eyebrows: "No. 30?"

Meng Ran: "Three years, I have worked hard for three years."

Lu Ouxun's expression immediately changed.

He concealed it well, and said calmly: "I don't even know, tell me about it, and I will analyze it for you."

Meng Ran turned his head and glanced at Lu Ouxun, with a look of "how can you analyze it as a straight man".

But Meng Ran still said it, because he has a heart attack and needs someone to listen to him.

Meng Ran: "As you know, my grandma and grandma are gone, and I have always wanted to have a home again."

Meng Ran: "In the past three years, I have chased and been chased by others, but none of them succeeded."

Meng Ran: "There are many reasons, there are other people's reasons, and there are also my own."

Meng Ran: "As you know, Zhou Linfeng, who is not good at character, is picky; Tang Ning, he likes you, but he doesn't like me; Gu Cen, he doesn't like me being with you, so he made a request to me, but I refused And then there is He Mu today."

When Meng Ran spoke, his tone was a bit depressed, and Lu Ouxun could hear it, but Lu Ouxun couldn't tell Meng Ran that when he knew that he hadn't succeeded in the past three years, he was a little happy in his heart.

He also knew it shouldn't be like this, but those were his subconscious reactions, and he couldn't control them.

Reason is online at the same time, telling him to comfort Meng Ran at this time, support him and encourage him.

Lu Ouxun felt a sense of splitting between instinct and rationality.

In this sense of division, he heard Meng Ran say: "I think I should stop for a while."

Lu Ouxun hugged Meng Ran's hand tightly: "That's fine, sort out your mood."

Meng Ran pushed his shoulders away, pushed away Lu Ouxun's arm, and said, "It just so happens that the end of the semester is coming soon, and I will be a senior in the next semester."

Lu Ouxun withdrew his hand and let out a "hmm", thoughtfully, as if he was thinking about something.

After a while, he said, "Meng Ran, I want to ask you something."

Meng Ran: "Huh?"

Lu Ouxun: "Have you ever kissed a boy?"

Meng Ran: "..."

A question from Lu Ouxun successfully ignited Meng Ran's calm mood.

Meng Ran exploded and said: "I have failed for three years, who should I kiss?"

Is he that casual?

Lu Ouxun breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a lively smile, "In exchange, I'll tell you, I'll return my first kiss..."

Meng Ran interrupted him: "Who wants to know about you!"

An angry look on his face.

Lu Ou smiled, and trotted up: "Didn't I let you calm down?"

Meng Ranzui: "What can this make me balance?"

Lying on the bed at night, Lu Ouxun also figured it out: To Meng Ran, he is very selfish.

He can pretend on the surface, but in his heart he doesn't like the gay Meng Ran getting close to the same sex.

These are all his own problems.

And he knows better than anyone that Meng Ran has the right to pursue his own happiness.

So take advantage of the time when Meng Ran stops, get close to Meng Ran, and satisfy your selfishness in a way that should be sparse and not blocking. After the summer vacation and the second half of the year, go with Meng Ran.

So from the next day, Lu Ouxun continued to accompany him in class, self-study, meals and part-time jobs.

Meng Ran decided to stop for a while, let go of the psychological burden, and his life became simple and fulfilling. He went in and out with Lu Ouxun all day long, and gradually, he and Lu Ouxun became as close as they were in high school:

Lu Ouxun didn't bring a bag, put all the books in his bag, and Lu Ouxun carried all the bags on his back;

When eating, two people order different dishes and eat together, and the meal cards are not separated from each other, and they are swiped together;

Not only Lu Ouxun accompanied Meng Ran to class, but Lu Ouxun pulled him with shamelessness, and Meng Ran would also accompany him to the computer department class;

Drink the same drink, the same cup of milk tea...

This day, Meng Ran woke up early in the morning, opened his eyes, and saw Lu Ouxun lying on his side with his arms on his face, waiting for a while.

Meng Ran:?

Meng Ran opened his lips, and asked him with a sleepy voice, "Why are you lying on my bed?"

Lu Ouxun carelessly put his arms around Meng Ran's waist, with a natural expression on his face: "Wait for you."

From this day on, as long as Lu Ouxun wakes up earlier, Meng Ran will see Lu Ouxun lying beside him every day when he opens his eyes.

Not only that, but Lu Ouxun would put his hands on his shoulders, his back, and even his waist.

Meng Ran didn't think much about it, and because the two were so close in high school, it was only because they got to know each other a lot, and they naturally got close again along the track of the past.

What's more, it is usually Lu Ouxun who takes the initiative, and Lu Ouxun is a straight man, Meng Ran only thinks that these are his straight man's way of getting along.

Only once, Meng Ran felt that Lu Ouxun's behavior was very inappropriate.

That time they met Chen Xun in the cafeteria, Lu Ouxun was sitting, Chen Xun was standing, and they talked for a while.

After Meng Ran finished his meal, he put his plate back to the recycling place, and came back to pick up Lu Ouxun's, but Lu Ouxun held his hand, gently moved him, and sat on Lu Ouxun's lap.

Meng Ran: "..."

Chen Xun:? ?

That time, Meng Ran told Lu Ouxun very seriously afterwards that he felt that his actions were extremely inappropriate no matter in front of others or behind others, and suggested that he should not do this again in the future, and at the same time reminded: "You'd better remember that I'm a gay .”

Lu Ouxun accepted the suggestion and said that he would not commit another crime in the future, but he disagreed with Meng Ran's last sentence: "What's wrong with being gay?"

Lu Ouxun: "You are gay and I have to keep a distance from you, so how can I be friends."

When working part-time in Qing Bar, Kevin also saw that the two were closer than before.

With an unrealistic idea in mind, Kevin quietly asked Meng Ran: "Hey, are you breaking up?"

Meng Ran: "No."

Kevin: "Looks like you guys are 'nice'. "

The word "good" means a lot.

Meng Ran told Kevin not to think too much.

Kevin laughed: "Brother Fei is so upright, don't you think it's a waste?"

Meng Ran said firmly: "He will only be my friend."

Time flies, the end of the term has passed, and it is summer vacation.

In previous years, Meng Ran would go back to his hometown for half a month, and it is the same this year.

The difference is that in previous years he always found reasons to reject Lu Ouxun, but this year he went back with Lu Ouxun in a car sent by Lu Ouxun's family, and the driver helped carry the luggage.

Meng Ran greeted the driver: "Uncle Chen."

Uncle Chen said pleasantly, "Xiao Ran is here too!"

He also said: "Your uncles and aunts talk about you every year, asking why you didn't come back with Ou Xun."

Meng Ran: "I will stay and work in previous years."

Uncle Chen sighed: "It doesn't have to be so hard."

The car drove the two of them away from the school, and drove for more than three hours on high speed back to City S, sending Meng Ran home first.

When they got downstairs to Meng Ran's house, Lu Ouxun got out of the car, helped him take out the suitcase from the trunk, and said goodbye to Meng Ran beside the car: "I'll come over at night."

Meng Ran thought he was coming to play, so he nodded.

Lu Ouxun put his arms around Meng Ran's shoulders, tilted his head closer, and pretended to have a parting kiss, and said "kiss", but Meng Ran wordlessly dodged and slapped his hands away, "Don't make trouble."

Lu Ouxun got into the car and said again: "I'll come over at night."

Meng Ran stood outside the car and waved at him: "Understood."

Meng Ran pushed the suitcase and took the elevator upstairs, took the key to open the door, and had a panoramic view of the spacious three-bedroom and two-living room without smoke.

Meng Ran said, "I'm back."

Just like when he was a child, when his grandma and grandma were still there.

At night, when Lu Ouxun came over, Meng Ran had already cleaned up the dusty room.

No one has lived in it for a long time, and the place is so big that even if the TV is turned on and the volume is turned up a little, the room still looks empty.

Once Lu Ouxun came, it was much better with more people and the voice of chatting.

But Lu Ouxun used to come here often and knew everything, just like this was his own home.

He even took a shower at Meng Ran's place. He didn't wear his underwear after washing, but put on a pair of loose shorts that he wore when he came here, and lay down on the bed in Meng Ran's bedroom.

When Lu Ouxun lay down, Meng Ran's eyebrows twitched, and he had a bad premonition, and blurted out: "You don't want to sleep here at night, do you?"

Lu Ouxun lay with his legs open, his head resting on a pillow covered with a mahjong mat pillow: "Yes."

Ask: "Can't you?"

"Didn't I used to live here often?"

He added: "I told my parents that I will live here at night."

Meng Ran didn't say anything, went to the next room, and remade a quilt and mat.

When the bed was almost finished, Lu Ouxun came to the door of the bedroom, and leaned against the door, showing displeasure: "You want to share the bed with me?"

Meng Ran raised his eyes and glanced at him, his expression said: Otherwise?

Lu Ouxun said quietly: "But we used to sleep together."

Meng Ran: "..."

Meng Ran remembered, Meng Ran did not forget.

I still remember that I had a secret love at that time, and I brought Lu Ouxun home at first