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It was very late when they returned to the dormitory that night, the lights in the dormitory were turned off, Tuotuo was sitting on the bed playing games, and Tonton had already fallen asleep.

It was Lu Ouxun's old habit to relax shirtless after taking a shower. This time, instead of teasing Meng Ran, he just stood at the table under the bunk and swiped his phone.

The headlights in the dormitory were not turned on, and two desk lamps were on. As soon as Meng Ran turned his head, he saw Lu Ouxun's close-up abdominal muscles under the light, and he silently looked away.

Meng Ran still remembered one thing: he wanted to explain his sexual orientation to Lu Ouxun.

He either forgot or didn't find an opportunity these days, he has to hurry up, don't procrastinate and stop talking.

One day, Meng Ran was reading in the library when he suddenly received a message from Lin Niannian: "How is your friend A and his development partner C?"

Meng Ran: "Break it."

Lin Niannian: "Where is B?"

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Lin Niannian: [thumbs.jpg];

Meng Ran: "Why are you looking for me?"

Lin Niannian: "Today is just empty, please have a meal, thank you for helping me with the emotional analysis and helping me get out of the order."

Meng Ran: "It's easy to say."

Lin Niannian: "Eat at a bone soup shop or where?"

Meng Ran: "Come to our school, I want to eat in the cafeteria today."

Lin Niannian: "No problem."

Lu Ouxun was not here today, and Meng Ran happened to attend the appointment alone.

When he was about to reach the cafeteria, he saw Lin Nian standing at the door of the cafeteria loosely in his pocket, because he was so handsome, so handsome that all the girls who came in and out of the cafeteria turned their heads to look at him.

Meng Ran greeted him: "Handsome guy, go in quickly, don't stand here and provoke innocent passers-by."

Lin Nian turned around, put his hands on Meng Ran's shoulders, and walked into the cafeteria together: "Don't blame me, it's okay to provoke me, I have a family now."

Meng Ran: "Your house is not here today?"

Lin Niannian: "I'm on a business trip."

Meng Ran joked: "Bian Yue knew that you came to see me for dinner, he wouldn't kill me, would he?"

Lin Nian smiled: "It's gone when it's gone, and I don't care."

Meng Ran: "..."

-

When Lu Ouxun and a few friends went to the cafeteria, they saw Meng Ran in the crowd who was draped over his shoulders and lined up to buy food.

Lu Ouxun looked over and didn't know the tall and handsome boy next to Meng Ran, wondering who this is?

Didn't one of Gu Cen's just leave?

Lu Ouxun's eyelids jumped a few times.

He was going to go there, but remembering that Meng Ran had had trouble with him because of Gu Cen before, he paused, but in the end he didn't go there, and followed a few people around him to the Mala Tang stall on the other side, leaving some peripheral vision at Meng Ran's place. side.

Find a seat to sit down, and the two parties are not far away.

Lu Ouxun saw the boy opposite Meng Ran pick out vegetables from the bowl for Meng Ran.

Lu Ouxun immediately frowned: Who is he?

The girl sitting opposite Lu Ouxun saw that Lu Ouxun seemed to be looking at something, and followed his gaze curiously, but there were too many people in the cafeteria, so she didn't know who he was looking at, only what he was looking at.

The girl called him puzzled: "Senior?"

Lu Ouxun withdrew his gaze, and raised his eyes. The girl sitting opposite him was beautiful and generous. She was a junior from the sophomore humanities department, and she was also one of the hosts of the senior graduation party. The two just met at this event. .

The junior girl asked him what he was looking at with sparkling eyes, and Lu Ouxun said casually, "It's nothing."

As he spoke, he glanced out of the corner of his eye, and then looked at Meng Ran through the crowd.

What are they talking about so seriously?

Lu Ouxun almost stretched his neck towards Meng Ran in front of the school girl.

-

Lin Niannian picked out vegetables that he didn't like on the plate to Meng Ran, and cared about ABC while picking them up.

Lin Niannian: "It seems that AC doesn't have a deep relationship, so they broke up so soon."

Meng Ran raised his eyes silently, feeling that Lin Niannian was about to point to his nose and say A.

"Yes," Meng Ran followed, "There is no emotion at all."

"It's okay, A doesn't have B here."

Lin Nian grinned and said, "Friendship lasts forever."

Meng Ran raised his eyelids resentfully, Lin Nian clearly knew that his goal was to get out of the singles as soon as possible, and he still said such sarcastic remarks about friendship that last forever.

Just teasing him on purpose.

Meng Ran stared over speechlessly.

Lin Nian started laughing, laughing while eating, laughing without saying a word.

Meng Ran was laughed at by him, and asked, "What are you doing?"

Lin Nian said while eating: "B is A's first love? From a school?"

Meng Ran: "..."

Not to be outdone, Meng Ran simply said, "Yes, A is still surnamed Meng."

Lin Nian looked curious: "Who is B? Have I seen it?"

Meng Ran said angrily: "No."

Lin Nian smiled: "Don't be angry, you told me ABC yourself, you exposed it yourself."

Meng Ran's eyes revealed disgust: "Okay, okay, let's eat yours."

The two chatted about other things while eating.

While talking, the topic came to Lin Nian and Lin Nian's boyfriend, Bian Yue—the two straight men had both sexes, and they talked about falling in love.

Meng Ran sighed: "You two, I really can't accept it."

Lin Nian smiled, and said frankly: "Of course we have to talk to my favorite."

Meng Ran sighed: "That's you, others may not have your fate."

Lin Nian said "tsk", and now that he is both gay and not single, he finally has the position to persuade Meng Ran: "I wanted to talk about you a long time ago, getting out of singles and falling in love should be a state, not the purpose or result of pursuit, right? "

Meng Ran has been working hard to get out of the singles for nearly three years since he was in college. Lin Yinian, as a friend, has witnessed at least two years of his childhood. The practice of social dating.

Very deliberate.

Lin Nian's relationship is not ups and downs, and his views on feelings are very straightforward. He thinks that only when he meets someone he likes and can really be with that person, should he consider getting out of the single, not for the sake of getting out of the single how.

"Can't it just go with the flow?"

Anyway, the two had a good relationship, Lin Nian said what he had to say, and didn't go around in circles with Meng Ran.

Meng Ran didn't flirt with Lin Niannian either. He has his own understanding of getting out of the singles and feelings: "There are some things, it's okay to work hard, right?"

After dinner, Meng Ran and Lin Niannian walked on the school boulevard.

Now that Lin Nian persuaded him, Meng Ran also talked to Lin Nian about why he worked so hard to get out of the single:

"I'm different from you. I don't have parents, and I don't have a home."

Lin had a meal for a year, and never expected that Meng Ran would be in this situation. As soon as he heard it, his eyes showed apology.

Meng Ran shrugged, with a relaxed expression: "It's nothing."

He continued: "They divorced when I was very young, and soon each reorganized their families and each had another child."

So for Meng Ran's parents, Meng Ran became the redundant one.

Meng Ran: "I grew up with my grandma and grandma when I was young."

Grandma and grandma are his parents, who gave him the initial love and care, taught him to raise him, did not make him look crooked, and did not make him lack a little love in the process of growing up.

On the contrary, the gentleness and meticulousness of women and the tolerance of his ancestors gave him a sense of security and made him believe in the warmth and strength of home since he was a child.

Meng Ran: "My grandma and grandma passed away when I was in junior high school and high school respectively."

Meng Ran: "After they passed away, I really hope to have another family."

And Meng Ran is gay by nature, his new home can only be him and another man.

Meng Ran: "I thought about it very early on. After graduating from senior year, if I didn't take the postgraduate entrance examination, I would have to work. At that time, my life would definitely not be as free as it is now, with more time and more contacts. So I set a goal for myself. , Get out of the singles before graduating from senior year."

Meng Ran is very sober: "I also want to meet the right boy I like, let it take its course and fall in love with each other, but when will that wait? One year or two, or three or four years?" Or longer?

Meng Ran: "I have also thought about what love and affection are, how marriage and family are managed, how the two are integrated, and whether they conflict."

He thought it through.

Meng Ran: "Now at least in my opinion, it's completely fine to find a suitable and emotional person of the same sex to get along with each other slowly and slowly develop feelings for each other."

Meng Ran: "It doesn't have to be very, very emotional, or love at first sight, vigorous or something."

Meng Ran: "Because what I want in the end is a home."

For a family, you still need to work hard to manage it. In this way, it is easier and more realistic to find a suitable person to work together than to find someone who has a special feeling and a favorite.

After Lin Nian listened to it, he understood Meng Ran's true thoughts of trying to get out of the single.

He was a little surprised, but also a little surprised.

Lin Nian didn't say anything in the end, he just put Meng Ran on the shoulder, and said with affirmation and support: "Okay, I understand."

Then he said, "Don't worry, I will introduce you to a suitable boy in the future."

He encouraged him again: "What's the point of breaking a C? There are 26 English letters."

Meng Ran didn't know whether to laugh or cry, what 26, he wished for just one.

Lin Niannian: "It's really not possible, don't we still have B."

Meng Ran almost choked.

B?

Lu Ou Xun?

Meng Ran said embarrassingly, "Let's forget it."

How could it be possible for Lu Ou Xun.

After Lin Nian left, Meng Ran was on his way to the library, and suddenly missed his grandma and grandma, and then thought of Lu Ouxun.

In junior high school, when his grandma passed away, he took a few days off from school because of the funeral.

At that time, the whole class didn't know why he asked for leave. All his classmates and friends thought he was sick. Only Lu Ouxun knew the specific reason.

Because grandma was a very famous gynecologist in their local area before her death, Lu Ouxun's mother had gone to grandma for medical treatment, and she had some personal and good relationship with grandma. During the funeral, someone from Lu's family also came.

Meng Ran remembered that he was very sad in those few days, but everyone in the family was very busy, and no one cared about him at all, so he locked himself in a small room by himself.

Lu Ouxun came, stood at the door and knocked lightly, but no one opened, so he pushed the door open by himself.

The curtains were drawn in the room, it was pitch black, and the lights were not turned on. Meng Ran was lying on his desk by the window by himself.

Lu Ouxun walked over, originally following the instructions of his mother and teacher, to bring Meng Ran's class notes for today's class.

But he approached, didn't say anything, just pressed Meng Ran's shoulder, and said, "I'll accompany you."

In the next few days, Lu Ouxun came over every day after school, and didn't do anything, just stay with him.

Meng Ran finally burst into tears when the house was empty after the cremation.

No one at home comforted Meng Ran, but Lu Ouxun hugged him.

Later in high school, when his grandmother passed away to attend the funeral, Lu Ouxun even asked for leave to accompany him the whole time.

When Meng Ran cried and said that he would have no home in the future, it was Lu Ouxun who hugged him and said no, you still have me.

After many years, Meng Ran suddenly recalled these things, and his eyes couldn't help being sore because he missed his grandma and grandma.

Thinking again, in fact, despite his unspeakable feelings for Lu Ouxun, Lu Ouxun is really a very important friend to him.

Such a good friend, but because of his selfishness back then, because he was too realistic, because he knew that his relationship would not bear fruit, and he didn't want to witness Lu Ouxun's love and marriage with his own eyes, and was ignored by him for three years.

How selfish.

Meng Ran sniffed: Put your mind right, tell Lu Ouxun that he is gay earlier.

I used to be young and didn't handle it very well, but now I'm in my early twenties, so I should be more mature.

Maybe after Lu Ouxun knew he was gay, he took the initiative to keep a distance, and he would be able to get out of the order quickly and smoothly.

When Lu Ouxun fell in love later, they could bring their partners to sit down and have dinner together, how wonderful.