prophet

When Xia Yubing rushed to the hospital, Mo Erya was already awake.She opened her eyes, staring blankly at a certain place on the ceiling, no matter how Xia Yubing yelled, she didn't see any response from her.Zhou Nan on the side shook his head at him: "It's useless. I've been talking for more than an hour just now, and she's been so dumb and didn't respond. If you talk to her now, she probably won't listen to anything." Zhou Nan said and closed Closing his eyes, he looked extremely tired: "I hope it's not the 'depressive stupor' I thought."

"Aren't uncles and aunts here yet?" Xia Yubing asked after being silent for a while.

"They just left and are busy with some procedures for transfer to hospital for treatment."

"Are they going to take her back?" Xia Yubing asked.

Zhou Nan shook his head, raised his glasses habitually, and then realized that his glasses were long gone. He was in a daze for a while: "Go to the nursing home near Darong Mountain. You may not know it, but it is probably the best place in our city." nursing home."

Xia Yubing was a little puzzled by the final decision of Mo Erya's parents. How would they take care of her if she didn't go back?They just let her stay in a nursing home in a different place?But Zhou Nan quickly answered his doubts.

"You may be a little surprised why they did this." Zhou Nan said, looking at the person lying numb on the hospital bed, he paused for a while and said, "I asked them to do this, so that I can often visit her. "When he spoke, he showed a smile that made people unable to see through his emotions as if he remembered something.

Xia Yubing left after not long in the hospital.In the days that followed, Xia Yubing would go to the nursing home every three days at first, and she would run into Shang Nan almost every time. As the end of the period approached, the review rhythm was tight, and Xia Yubing would take time to visit them. After a month's time.

At that time, Morya's condition had improved significantly.He is no longer indifferent to everything, but when talking to her, her attention can't be fully concentrated, and she often finds her distracted in the middle of the speech, but Xia Yubing still patiently continued to talk to her, he felt that his own words Never so much.

"Sister, I brought someone this time. She wants to see you." Xia Yubing looked at Mo Ya and said, "That Luo Luo when I was a child, do you remember her?"

Mo Ya, who had never spoken until now, was stunned for a moment, and murmured: "Lolo."

Both Xia Yubing and Zhou Nan were stunned.During this period of time, Moore has spoken very few times, which is not surprising.

"Let her in." Zhou Nan said.

"What if she loses control of her emotions when she thinks about the past?" Xia Yubing was worried.

Zhou Nan shook his head: "It's okay to try, isn't there us?"

In the end, only Moore and Luoluo were left in the ward.

Luo Luo didn't say anything at first, but just stared blankly at the somewhat numb Mo Erya with complicated eyes.

"You probably don't remember me anymore." Luo Luo said softly, "However, even though it's been so many years late, I still want to say sorry to you."

Luo Luo was silent for a while.He said solemnly in a very low voice, "I'm sorry."

Mo Erya was still dumbfounded, indifferent, just lowered her head and kept rubbing the quilt in her hands, as if she didn't hear anything.

Luo Luo was silent for a while and continued: "I have always regretted it these years. When I think about the past, I feel very panicked. Guilt, self-blame, shame... Although I was very young at the time, I was never young. Pardon of sins... I am a guilty man."

Mo Erya suddenly looked up, Luo Luo thought she was looking at her, but later realized that she was looking at the chirping birds flying around outside the window.A self-deprecating smile appeared on Luo Luo's face at this moment.

"You must have guessed that you are definitely not the only one who has been treated like this. By that beast and that scum...but good is rewarded with good and evil is rewarded with evil. Even God couldn't stand it anymore and finally took him away. Luo Luo said, frowning in disgust: "How many things like this did I do at that time? Good is rewarded with good, and evil is rewarded with evil..." Luo Luo murmured.

"Thinking of these things makes people feel disgusting, right?" Luo Luo said, her eyes turned red: "How could they let me do such a thing? Don't they think I will always be like a three-year-old kid doing everything?" Don't you understand?"

After these words, Luo Luo didn't speak for a long time, she lowered her head, tears fell down the back of her hands in big drops.

"I'm such a big man, and I still cry like a child, isn't it funny?" Luo Luo said intermittently, sobbing.

As expected, she got no response.After an unknown amount of time, she wiped away her tears and raised her head. In the dim eyes of tears, she saw Mo Erya smiling.

It was a very clean and pure smile, as bright as the sun - a girl with such a bright smile, who would have guessed that she was always depressed and depressed, unable to understand other people's emotions and even had trouble communicating with others? What about patients?

Luo Luo was stunned.After a long time, she raised her hand and touched her face, only to realize that she was bursting into tears again.

In the blink of an eye, it’s exam week again, the library is overcrowded, and everyone is busy writing. In the dormitory and in the corridor, you can always see some people holding books and reading silently. At night, you can always see roommates lighting up night battles. Dormitory 3211 is no exception.

"The library is empty again." Lu Yan and Gao Long ran back to the dormitory in despair.However, no one in the dormitory agreed.Xia Yubing, Qu and Dong all sat at the table and read books silently.The two looked at each other, closed their mouths tacitly, closed the door lightly, and joined the review team.

"You do this question and see? I always feel that the answer is wrong." Finally, someone spoke in the dormitory that had been silent for a long time, and it was Qu Hedong who spoke.

Xia Yubing took the question and started to count, and he figured out the answer after a while.

"Is this the answer?" Xia Yubing pointed at the result he had calculated with his pen, and Qu Hedong moved his chair, tilted his body and looked towards him: "Look at your calculation steps." He moved very close , the hot air that he exhaled while talking spewed onto him from time to time, Xia Yubing resisted his discomfort and did not move, hoping that this person would quickly finish watching and turn back, but unfortunately things backfired, Xia Yubing just wanted to breathe a sigh of relief after Qu Hedong finished watching But seeing Qu Hedong pick up the pen and start to write in that posture, his pen is a completely different way of thinking, Xia Yubing's eyes lit up, and he couldn't help but think about the feasibility of this kind of way of thinking.

"Do you think it's feasible for me to do this?" Qu Hedong asked while watching himself answering the question, resting his head on one hand.However, there was no response for a long time.Qu Hedong looked up at Xia Yubing who was in a trance, the corners of his mouth slightly raised unconsciously.

On the other side where the two of them didn't pay attention, among the two people sitting side by side, one elbowed the other, raised his eyebrows, and pointed to the two people not far away.This person is Lu Yan.

Seeing this, Gao Long turned his head to look at the place he was pointing at, so the two happened to see the scene where Xia Yubing came back to his senses and met Qu and Dong's eyes.The two looked at each other for a while, and then slowly turned their heads to look at each other before the two people who were watching noticed, then picked up the phone as if nothing had happened.

@我是儿子: Did you see /狗头/.

@前前高能: I see it.

@前前高能: /shocked/these two eyes are so wrong.../shocked/

@我是儿子: I told you before that you didn’t believe me, how do you feel now? /dog head/

@前前高能: /Shock//Shock//Shock//Shock/………………………… How did you find out?

@我是儿子: There were some signs a few days ago, and then I observed it carefully, and then...

@我是儿子: Maybe it’s just an illusion, after all, the two of them get tired of being together every day.

@前前高能: /Thinking/Yes, the two of them usually stay together longer than the average couple.

@我是儿子: ...It makes sense.

The two were silent for a while.They looked at each other for the last time, and silently resumed their review.

On the other side, when Xia Yubing came back to his senses, he happened to meet Qu Hedong's eyes, and his heart skipped a beat.Those eyes were as deep as the stars in the night, when he smiled, they were filled with starlight, shining straight into the bottom of his heart, Xia Yubing couldn't help being stunned for a while.After reacting, he pretended to be calm and turned his head slowly, and began to analyze his problem-solving ideas without haste: "Uh...you can start from this point..." He talked for a long time and no one responded, so he looked at Qu He Dong, seeing that he was still smiling, couldn't help being a little annoyed, frowned and threw the calculation paper in front of him: "You can watch it yourself."

Qu Hedong finally moved away from the scorching eyes, but unexpectedly, he didn't react, he just took the calculation paper lightly and looked at it solemnly, as if nothing happened.

Xia Yubing touched his hot face, and really wanted to find a mirror to see what the hell he was like.He stared at a certain paragraph in the book for a full ten minutes before restraining his desire to run.

Fortunately, this situation did not last long - the winter vacation began.One after another on campus, students who have finished their exams rushed to the station or the airport with their suitcases. The same is true for the four people in the 3211 dormitory. After the exam, Lu Yan and Gao Long stayed up all night excitedly and played all day. They have already left one after another. Qu and Dong, who didn't take the exam, left a meaningful look in their eyes, but neither of them seemed to notice.

"Aren't you going home after the exam?" Qu Hedong asked Xia Yubing who had no intention of packing up.

"No rush." ​​Xia Yubing replied, he wanted to visit Mo Erya, counting the days, he hadn't visited her in a nursing home for nearly two weeks, and he didn't know how she was recovering. "I'm going out in the afternoon."

"To see your sister?" Qu Hedong quickly guessed what he was thinking, and Xia Yubing nodded, "What subject do you have yet to pass?" He asked Qu Hedong.

The corners of Qu Hedong's mouths curled up, and they squinted and said slowly with a smile: "A general education class."

"General education?" Xia Yubing was a little puzzled. The two of them took different courses, but he remembered that the items in Qu and Dong's exams seemed to be similar to his. It stands to reason that he should have finished the exams, but he nodded and turned. Qu Hedong, who had been reviewing in the past, had no intention of continuing, so he didn't ask any more questions, but went out alone with such doubts.Before going out, Qu Hedong stopped Xia Yubing: "Wait a minute."

Xia Yubing stopped and looked at him when he heard the words.Qu and Dongsan walked up to him in two steps, took off the scarf around their necks, and put them on Xia Yubing's neck.The movements were so light and gentle that Xia Yubing froze instantly. His eyes widened, he didn't know where to move his hands, where to stretch his feet, and where to look. He could only keep looking at Qu and Dong without moving. Then he saw the smile in his eyes: "It's cold outside now, you'd better surround yourself."

Xia Yu froze for a long time, his heart beat faster and faster, he really didn't know what to say.

As if seeing his reaction, Qu Hedong stretched out his hand to rub his fine and soft hair as usual: "Okay. Why are you in a daze?"

Xia Yubing froze again upon hearing the words, "...then... I'm leaving."

Qu Hedong nodded.Xia Yubing didn't say much after seeing what Qu Hedong said, and walked out of the dormitory stiffly under Qu Hedong's smiling eyes.

After the dormitory door slammed shut, Qu Hedong suppressed the smile on his face, and pulled out a sealed envelope from the drawer. He stared at the envelope for a long time, and finally threw it away. Stuffed back in place.

Xia Yubing started running within a few steps after leaving the dormitory, he almost rushed out of the dormitory.He ran into the white ground not long after the snow had just fallen.At this moment, he didn't know whether his heart was beating wildly because of the violent exercise or the throbbing in his heart. He touched the scarf around his neck and sniffed the familiar smell vigorously. His heart was beating like a pounding. .This state has been maintained until he got into a taxi.

A few hours later, the car got off at the entrance of the nursing home. The nursing home hidden in a forest was covered with a layer of silver decoration, and the German-style roof was covered with snow. From a distance, it looked lonely and independent in the snow.He buried his face in the scarf, sniffing the warm breath left on the scarf, and walked inside with the clothes tightly wrapped around his body in the cold wind.

Unexpectedly, he saw Zhou Nan again, he was sitting there quietly flipping through the book in his hand, Mo Erya was standing by the window looking at the snowy scenery outside the window reflected in the transparent glasses.Hearing the sound of entering the door, Zhou Nan raised his head and greeted him, Xia Yubing nodded.

"Sister." Xia Yubing looked at the person standing by the window and shouted with some expectation.

Mo Erya turned her head to look at him when she heard the words, and then slowly turned her head under Xia Yubing's hopeful eyes, the focus was still on the unknown place outside the window.

Seeing Xia Yubing who was a little disappointed, Zhou Nan comforted: "She is much better now than before." Zhou Nan looked at Mo Erya: "She will get better." The voice of the last sentence was very soft, as if he had noticed some changes Moore turned around again and looked into the room.

Zhou Nan closed the book and walked forward, his voice was extremely gentle: "Are you tired? If you are tired, sit on the bed for a while."

Mo Erya, who had not moved for a long time, was held by Zhou Nan and slowly walked to the bedside and sat down step by step, looking at the shiny white tiled floor without moving.

Xia Yubing sat on the edge of the bed, watching Mo Erya hesitate to speak.

"Your scarf looks nice and warm. Keep pulling it." Zhou Nan looked at him and smiled slightly.

Xia Yubing was stunned for a while upon hearing this.Looking at Zhou Nan's smile, he didn't say anything.

"I'll go out for a while, you can accompany her." Zhou Nan stood up after speaking, and walked slowly outside the house.Only Mo Erya and Xia Yubing were left in the room.

Xia Yubing looked at Mo Erya who was in a daze and called her again several times, and finally expected Mo Erya to look up when she called for the tenth time.

Xia Yubing was a little confused, Mo Erya seemed to be looking at him, but she didn't seem to be looking at him.

He paused for a long time and turned his eyes to the evergreen tree with frost hanging outside the window, and asked, "Sister, I like someone, he...he seems to like me too, do you think I want to confess?"

The room was quiet, no one spoke for a long time, only the sound of the wind outside the window echoed over and over again, as if asking something over and over again.

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