prophet

"I went to see a psychiatrist recently." Li Li said with her head down, "The doctor said I was too anxious." Her fingers tapped lightly on the outer surface of the coffee cup.

"But I dare not tell him anything."

Xia Yubing listened to her in silence.

"That's why I thought of you." Li Li went on to say, "I don't know who you are... I don't know what you know. I just know that these days, I'm really suffering..." Li Li Having said that, he covered his chest with his hands, and looked sideways at the busy traffic outside the window.

Under the light, Xia Yubing could see the tears flickering in her eyes.But he still didn't say a word.

"Nanyin and I are very good friends... We have known each other since we were very young, and we have a very good relationship. Until now, I thought we would go on like this forever, for a lifetime, but she didn't expect..." Li Li choked up when she said this.

Xia Yubing looked at the person in front of him who was completely different from the previous day, and still didn't speak.

"It's all my fault..." Li Li began to sob when she said this.

"Hello, please take your time." The coffee was served at this time, Xia Yubing looked at the waiter who was a little surprised, and asked her to bring some tissues, the waiter immediately ran back to the front, brought a pack of tissues, and handed it to Xia Yubing, Xia Yubing thanked her in a low voice, and handed the tissue to Li Li after the waiter left.He sighed and said, "Just say what you want to say."

Li Li wiped her eyes and continued: "I was born in a poor family, but Nanyin's family was different. I didn't think there was anything when I was young, but the more I grew up, the more I realized that I was different from others... In school, whether it is What kind of fee, as soon as the teacher finished talking about it, I would pay it immediately, but I always have to put it off until the end... When I go out to play with my friends, people can buy whatever they want, without worrying about the price at all, but I am different, I Always think about how much money you have in your pocket... Others can use a good IPHONE, but I don’t even have an old phone. Others can use a good shower gel, shampoo, skin care products, but I grew up in Dalian I don’t know what the mask looks like. Others wear famous brands and change them around all day long, but my whole body is covered in roadside stalls, and I wear those dirty clothes every day..."

Xia Yubing resisted the impatience in his heart, and repeated the sentence just now: "You can say something directly."

Li Li smiled self-deprecatingly: "I know you will definitely look down on me when I say that, but I still want to continue." She paused: "That feeling of inferiority became even stronger when I went to college... …until I came across campus loans.”

"Campus loan?" Xia Yubing had seen this topic on the Internet.

"Yes, campus loan. After I inquired clearly, I was hesitant to take a loan at first. I also told Nanyin about this. At that time, she firmly opposed my doing so, and said that if I was short of money, she didn't have much on hand. You can lend me some money, but I thought she was looking down on me at that time, and the two of us quarreled many times because of this matter... Now that I think about it... I should have listened to her at that time, otherwise I wouldn't What happened today..." Li Li burst into tears when she said this, and the sound of sobbing quickly attracted the attention of other people in the coffee shop, Xia Yubing reluctantly took out a tissue and handed it to him.

"So you took out a loan?" Xia Yubing asked.

Li Li nodded: "In the beginning, I was able to repay the loan with my part-time wages, but later, I tasted the benefits of borrowing, and the more I borrowed, the more I borrowed, and the revolving interest gradually paid off... So those people threatened me every day, saying that if I didn’t repay my debts, they would post my porn on the Internet... At that time, I was very panicked, if that happened, I would be finished... You know, human flesh now The search is so powerful..."

"So you regret it?" Xia Yubing said.

Li Li nodded: "I really regretted it at that time, I was very regretful and very scared, but I didn't know what to do."

"So you found Lin Nanyin."

"I told Nanyin about this. At first we wanted to raise money to repay the loan, but the debt was too much and we couldn't get it all together. So Nanyin advised me to pay back part of it first, and the rest will be discussed later."

"But those people disagreed, so Nanyin proposed to call the police. But I know that calling the police is useless, and the current law does not involve campus loans... So Nanyin said to talk to them."

"You just went like that?" Xia Yubing asked in surprise, the two girls dared to enter the wolf's den.

"No, I didn't agree at first, but Nanyin said it's okay. She has been a very confident person since she was a child, and she feels that she can always solve many things, so in the end we agreed. Considering safety issues, the meeting place It was decided by us, in an open place, we both thought that there should be no problem with so many people looking at it." Li Li frowned, her eyes filled with deep guilt and regret.

"But I didn't expect that something went wrong. When we met, I was very nervous and drank a lot of water, so I ran to the toilet, but when I came back... Nanyin and those people were gone... At that time I In a panic, I ran to ask the boss, and the boss said they just left..."

"Did you call the police?" Xia Yubing asked.

"I... I didn't, I didn't dare..." Li Li lowered her head in shame, "I know now that I was wrong, it was so wrong... But I know, it's too late to say anything..."

Xia Yubing noticed that she was touching her nose unconsciously, and the hand holding the coffee cup was so hard that it turned white. He looked at her coldly: "What happened next?"

"Later, I desperately called them for about ten minutes, and finally someone answered... It was one of the people who answered the phone. He told me a place name and asked me to pick up Nanyin. I immediately I ran to that place, but when I arrived..." Li Li closed her eyes when she said this, frowning as if she didn't want to think about it.

"I really shouldn't have gone with her, I shouldn't even have told her about it... I was the only one who caused it, why did someone else suffer in the end? That person is still my best friend ah!"

"So I immediately decided to call the police." Li Li opened her eyes and said, "But I didn't expect... Nanyin refused..."

"She didn't want anyone to know that she had been..."

"So you didn't call the police."

Li Li lowered her head guiltily, "I persuaded her for a long time, but she still refused, so we didn't call the police in the end. You know the rest..."

Having said that, both of them were silent.

Xia Yubing lowered his head, sipping the milky coffee one after another, but he no longer savored the sweet and bitter taste in his heart.

"Why did you tell me this?" Xia Yubing asked.

"I just want to talk to someone... I've been holding these things in my heart for too long... I can't take it anymore."

"I know you may think that this is just my one-sided story and it's not credible, but it doesn't matter... It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not, I just want to say it."

"Although I know...you said that you knew Nanyin that day, it was a lie." Li Li raised her head and looked at Xia Yubing.

Xia Yubing just smiled and said nothing.

"I don't know who you are. At first I suspected that you were from there, but after I checked, I realized that you are not. You have not been here for a long time, so how could you know those people..." Li Li Seeing that he didn't speak, he spoke on his own.

"You're right, I really don't know Lin Nanyin, I don't know anyone." Xia Yubing said. "Lin Nanyin just jumped off right in front of me. Other than that, we have nothing to do with each other."

Li Li looked up at him in surprise: "So you are one of the witnesses."

Xia Yubing ignored her words, but went on to say, "Also, your story today is very exciting."

"What do you mean?" Li Li's face turned pale.

"Didn't you say you don't mind if I believe what you say?" Xia Yubing asked back.

Li Li didn't speak.

"You're not going to call the police, are you?" Xia Yubing didn't use a questioning tone.

Li Li looked up at him: "I know you don't believe it, but... I respect Nanyin's opinion, she didn't want to do it before, and I won't do it now."

"Is it because she doesn't want to, or you don't want to?" Xia Yubing asked back.

Li Li looked up suddenly, looked at him and said, "It's fine if you don't believe me."

"Wiping your nose, sitting stiffly, always bowing your head, not daring to look at others... Your tears look real, but your movements are fake." Xia Yubing said, "You're lying."

The author has something to say:

Qu Hedong: Why didn't I say a word?Boom~ Aggrieved face.

Author: I don't want to either, the plot needs it...