warm color love

Looking at the sleeping face of the person in front of him, Xie Zimu felt a sense of security in his heart, as if having him would own a world.

He is not the only child in the family. To be precise, he is the only legitimate child. As for how many illegitimate children his father has, he doesn't care about them until they make trouble in front of him.

But his mother was unwilling. His childhood was spent in quarrels and verbal abuse, and sometimes even a table of meals just prepared would be knocked to the ground, followed by disputes between father and mother, and sometimes even fighting Well, that man doesn't know how to hit a woman, he just left quickly and scolded a crazy woman.

At that time, he had to find a place to hide by himself. His mother would attack him when she was very angry, and his father didn't care much about the child.

He has forgotten when his parents' relationship became like this, but when he was very young, he remembered that his parents loved each other, his mother would tell him bedtime stories, and the two would take him to travel on weekends. paradise.

But all this suddenly collapsed after the first child came to the door.

The curtain that once covered a happy life was completely torn off, and life began to be full of struggles.

His mother loves his father very much. She was hysterical and refused to give in because of the illegitimate child. She didn't want to believe that the man who loved her so much had changed. She kept hoping again and again, and she kept trying to convince herself, saying That man is just greedy for novelty and will look back.

And the man panicked at first, he drove the woman and the child away very coldly, saying that he just wanted to have fun.

Women want to believe it too.

But when he hugged her and called other women's names, she went completely crazy, she made noise, she cried, she vented in despair, but she could never call back the man's heart.

The man just looked at it like this, and the paranoia of love made the woman not so beautiful. Finally, the man no longer loved her, even the superficial effort was gone.

Without love, she lost hope, so she just left.

The remaining children can only endure the boundless bitterness, wrap themselves in thorns, resist the malice outside, and grow up alone.

When he grew up, he sneered at love, what is it, illusory, without any guarantee.

You say you love me, what do you love about me, what you love is my soul, or what I have.

Didn't his parents get married just because of love?But what was the result in the end, the ground was in a mess, only he was struggling to survive, the room was cold, and a home without love was not as good as a nest for mutual warmth, so he didn't want to try it, it was meaningless.

He fell in love with Han Yu because of an accident, the sun was shining that day, and the young man was in his prime, and his shallow smile made him lose his mind for a moment.

He felt that this was a deal, he gave him resources and paved the way for him, and it was fair for him to accompany him.

He didn't intend to talk about feelings with Han Yu, it's ridiculous to talk about feelings.

Lovely, always dissatisfied.

During the days they were together, he rarely saw Han Yu smile again, but the days and nights spent with Han Yu gave him a feeling of home.

When you go downstairs, you will see a yellowish light coming from the windows of that apartment.

When you return to the apartment, someone prepares meals for you, maybe without a few words, but the meals are made by Han Yu himself, there are no delicacies from mountains and seas, and this is exactly what he wants.

Han Yu treated him very well, allowing him to enjoy the long-lost warmth. He wanted to bring Han Yu home and put him in his own territory.

After the meal, the two of them nestled on the sofa and watched the news or variety shows, or boring soap operas. Occasionally, they saw some funny plots, laughed twice, or complained about something, and the other party agreed.

In the middle of the night, the two slept with their necks crossed, with a warm presence beside them.

The old days of drinking and drinking are gradually decreasing, and every day after get off work, he just wants to run to that small apartment, and he knows that there will be someone waiting for him.

Sometimes Han Yu went to film and was gone, and he would not see Han Yu for a period of time, and at that time he felt a faint sense of loss.

Habits are really a terrible thing. He lets a person sow a seed in your heart, grows slowly, and finally takes root. When you want to strip this person, it hurts your heart.

For Han Yu and Xie Zimu, this is the case.

Like a gust of wind, he gently came to Xie Zimu's heart, leaving behind a seed that no one would notice. This seed was watered by Xie Zimu with his own love, and accumulated over time, it grew into a towering tree.

Xie Zimu lowered his head, kissed Han Yu's forehead, and whispered, "Good night, my love."

Eyes full of intoxicating tenderness.

If Han Yu is sober at this moment, he will definitely not believe it, because he never thought that this person would fall in love with him.

Han Yu is not a person full of romanticism, he didn't think he would have such a great charm, which directly attracted Xie Zimu's prodigal son back.Xie Zimu has been around for so long, he has never seen such a beautiful skin.

Sometimes love is just two hearts close to each other.

There is love at first sight, and there are many loves after a long time.

In the early morning of the second day, Han Yu woke up. He felt an arm around his waist and saw a familiar face.The memory of last night slowly came back, as if Xie Zimu brought him back and coaxed him to sleep.

How could he be so gentle, Han Yu was a little puzzled, but he didn't think deeply, or he actually thought of the real answer, but subconsciously didn't dare to believe it, so that he directly discarded the truth.

He stretched out his hand and carefully placed it on Xie Zimu's face, greedily tracing his sweetheart's face with his eyes, sword eyebrows, closed eyes, high nose bridge and thin lips.

Xie Zimu suddenly opened his eyes, smiled softly, and said softly: "Morning."

Han Yu felt a little uncomfortable.

When they were together, he rarely saw Xie Zimu the next morning. Most of the time, Xie Zimu came and went in a hurry. He had to go to work in the morning and got up early, and Han Yu stayed in bed.

Seeing that Han Yu was in a daze, Xie Zimu stretched out his hand to rub his hair, his eyes were a little unclear.

Not knowing who approached each other first, the two kissed.

This kiss was long and gentle, as if expressing longing, and also expressing reluctance for each other.

After the kiss, the breath was a little unstable, but they didn't take a step closer, they just hugged each other to calm their desires.

Xie Zimu kissed Han Yu's cheek, and left the bed first to wash up. Hearing the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Han Yu's face turned red, and he touched the kissed spot on the cheek, it was very hot .

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