warm color love

It was already very late when Han Yu returned to the apartment. There was something wrong with the filming today. The heroine’s emotional scene has been dragging on, without emotion, and Director Li is a dead man. In this way, we have been grinding until late at night.

By the end of the scene, everyone was exhausted, and Han Yu was even more exhausted physically and mentally as the person who acted with the heroine, but he insisted on returning to the apartment. He felt that living outside was uneasy and felt like home.

Assistant Li Quan returned after sending Han Yu there. Han Yu originally planned to drive back by himself, but Li Quan was worried that he might be tired from driving.

Li Quan was chosen by his agent Wang Ge for him, so that he could be placed by Han Yu's side so that he could take care of him at any time.Han Yu is not a person who is good at talking, more often he likes to stay alone quietly.At the beginning, Li Quan felt that Han Yu might be difficult to get close to and was a bit cold, but after getting in touch with him slowly, he found that Han Yu was actually a very warm-hearted person.

It's just that it may be because of the experience of these years that made him look a little cold. After knowing this, Li Quan devoted himself to Han Yu even more. After all, Brother Wang told him repeatedly before that he must take good care of Han Yu. Take care of the people around him, and let no one bully him.

In the entertainment industry, where the highs are high and the lows are low, Han Yu's popularity was really not high at the beginning, because he didn't plan to follow the path of the idol school, but seriously polished his acting skills. Last year, he won a best supporting actor, which is quite impressive. Gold content, this is also an affirmation of his acting skills. As for him, he has become popular, and his high appearance has also been noticed by everyone. There are also a group of fans, and there are not many fans on Weibo.

Although his Weibo is almost growing grass, and his external image tends to be indifferent, it is similar in reality, except that he can be gentle with Xie Zimu and people he is familiar with, and at other times he will keep some distance from others, giving people a kind of With a sense of distance, I feel that this person is a bit cold.

The current popularity is not bad, but Han Yu himself doesn't really care.

As Han Yu's manager, Wang Ge felt that as long as Han Yu worked hard, he would definitely become a best actor in the future.

Han Yu has not expressed his opinion on this, he has always regarded this as a job, trying his best to do his best, and learning from the beginning bit by bit, just for the person he likes, Xie Zimu.

Counting it, he and Xie Zimu hadn't seen each other for some time.

Xie Zimu is his nominal benefactor, Han Yu likes him very much, and with that contract, he gets closer to the person he likes.Xie Zimu doesn't know what he's thinking, Xie Zimu prefers a purer relationship, if he knows, he probably feels indifferent or bored.

Han Yu turned on the light and walked into the kitchen. It was already very late, and he didn't plan to do anything complicated, he just planned to cook a simple noodle.

There are not many noodles in the cupboard, remember to buy next time, Han Yu thought secretly.

He boiled the water first, and while waiting for the water to boil, he turned on his phone and looked at the entertainment news.Xie Zimu's figure often appears on it. He is also involved in the entertainment industry, and also engages in investment. He has been involved with a few celebrities before, and the paparazzi also like him. After all, he is handsome. And a lot of money.

Recently there has been a scandal about Xie Zimu and a little fresh meat. Han Yu doesn’t know if it’s true or not. Anyway, his heart hurts and is very sour. Xie Zimu never clarifies anything. Whether it’s true or not may be true to Xie Zimu It doesn't matter in terms of it, but it's just another romantic history.

But for Han Yu, it was another stab in the heart, and the empty heart began to leak, and gradually became colder.

Soon the water boiled, Han Yu put the noodles in, not much, just a small handful, he didn't really have much appetite, just thought he should eat something.

Immediately afterwards, he stirred the pot with chopsticks, and the noodles softened slowly after contact with the water. He picked up one, but it was still a little hard.

He put the lid on the pot, turned on the fire again, and prepared to fry a poached egg.

Perhaps it was a childhood memory, which made him feel that poached eggs are very delicious food, because not being able to get them slowly evolved into an obsession.

He cracked the eggs into the pot, turned them over with a shovel, and sprinkled a little salt when they were a little cooked.

Then turn off the heat and place on a plate aside.

The noodles were cooked quickly, and with a little salt, the taste should be a bit bland. He put poached eggs on the boiled noodles. This is his dinner today. Supper should be more appropriate.

He put the noodles on the table, found the remote control, turned on the TV, put it on a random variety show, and turned up the volume.

He felt that the room was too quiet, and he felt a little afraid of being alone, but the empty room didn't add much popularity because of it.

Han Yu didn't watch the variety show a few times, he was eating noodles very quietly.

After eating, Han Yu put the bowl back into the sink, washed it clean, and put it back in place.He turned off the TV, took a simple shower in the bathroom, wiped his hair casually, wrapped himself in a towel and walked to the bed.There was still water dripping on his hair, and the water dripped on him, making him feel a little uncomfortable. He took out the hair dryer and prepared to dry his hair, and the sound of the hair dryer booming filled his ears.

After blowing his hair, he felt a little tired. He rubbed his forehead and sat on the bed. After thinking for a while, he took out his mobile phone and sent a few text messages, telling his manager Wang Ge and his assistant Li Quan not to contact him these days. He planned to take advantage of these few days to go out for a walk, to breathe the air elsewhere, and he explained some things, which were not very important.

He couldn't help but took out his mobile phone to look at it again, as if masochistic.

The time passed without knowing it, and the hour hand of the alarm clock also pointed to three, which was past three o'clock in the morning.

He looked at his phone again, and it had been almost a week since that person hadn't contacted him.

In fact, their contract will end in half a year. He told himself that it is normal for this person not to come to him. Recently, his scandals have been flying all over the sky. He ate at the restaurant with Xiao Xianrou and visited the crew.

And he, it's been so long, maybe he doesn't have much attraction to him, every time he sees him, he has to control his emotions, so that Xie Zimu can't let Xie Zimu discover his feelings for him, he is not good at words, Maybe Xie Zimu thinks he is a person who doesn't understand style.

Han Yu pursed his dry lips, he lost sleep.On a lonely night, the person he likes may be hugging someone else, he can't control himself, his brain seems to be against him, the more he doesn't want to think about it, the more images appear in his brain.He wanted to screw something up, he needed to let off steam, or he'd go crazy.

He admitted that he still couldn't let him go after all this time.

After getting it, he was even more reluctant to let it go, but he had to let it go, because it wasn't really getting it, it was just a deception from himself.

He has already planned it before. His contract with the company is still one year away, and he will not renew the contract after it expires. He plans to quit the circle. He still has the resources of a movie in his hand, which is the role of the male second. But no, how much like him.

They are all such poor people.

After filming that movie, he will be cut off from this circle, and it is the same with that man. He has also saved a lot of money over the years. The car and house that man gave him are all in his name, although he didn't take much care of it. However, it is also a piece of real estate, all of which are enough for the rest of his life, and he can live the life he wants to live.These are the contents he comforts himself, everything looks so simple and so beautiful.

But how could his imagination be realized so easily? He asked himself, he couldn't do it at all, and the facts would not come true one by one as he planned.

He is gay, he can't cheat marriage, he doesn't want to adopt a child, he can't give the child a family, he grew up in an orphanage, lack of love and attention, no family likes to adopt a gloomy child.

After growing up, he knew that now everyone thinks he is a gentle but alienated person, but in fact he knows that he has no strength to smile, and all his love is given to him in name Lord Xie Zimu, although no one knows.

He buried his face in his palms, trying to cry but couldn't, so he just stared blankly at the night outside the window.

"It seems that I'm really going to suffer from insomnia." Han Yu shook his head, with a wry smile on his lips.Simply do not sleep.He opened the closet, pulled out the suitcase, and started packing.He intends to go to Germany for a walk.His major in university is German Linguistics. Although he has almost forgotten it now, he can still communicate in German. As for English, he can communicate well, so he doesn't worry about his language barrier there.

After tidying up, he sat there blankly until the first ray of sunlight poured in from the window.

The phone was still empty, he opened the photo album and looked, there were many photos of Xie Zimu secretly taken by him, many of them were from the back, most of the photos were taken at his home, some were photos of Xie Zimu when he was eating , Xie Zimu likes his cooking very much.There are also some photos that Han Yu found from the Internet, and he kept the part of Xie Zimu.He stubbornly doesn't want others to stand beside Xie Zimu, this is his photo album, and he hopes that there is no one else beside Xie Zimu in it.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the person in the photo album. Although it was fake, he was still very happy.

Xie Zimu is a very special existence to Han Yu, love at first sight and long-term love, Han Yu fell in love with Xie Zimu at first sight.Some people say that it is the face that makes love at first sight. Yes, he must have such a face, but for Han Yu, it is more a feeling, and he is just a person who believes in feelings.Han Yu felt that his heart was beating very fast at that moment, and he really wanted to know that person, wanted to enter his life, know everything about him, and then possess him.

This is what Xie Zi admired to Han Yu.

Han Yu left home with simple luggage. He wanted to leave all the negative emotions behind. When he left, he walked on the fine sunlight, accompanied by the soft chirping of birds, and the cool wind carried him His wish blows into the distance, he, happiness will come to him.

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