Difficult to heal

Shen Han knocked on the door outside: "Qin Jiang, come out, Auntie has something to tell you."

Xiu Qinjiang was using the computer in Lushang's room. Hearing this, he got up and opened the door, and said softly, "It's almost finished, I'll be ready soon."

Shen Han peeked inside, and said in the same voice, "Yanyan is still sleeping?"

"Yes, I didn't wake up."

Xiu Qinjiang also looked back, Lu Shu covered his head with a quilt, only a lock of short hair was exposed.

Since finishing the exam yesterday, I haven't moved and fell unconscious.

"Then come to the room and find me after you're done."

"it is good."

Shen Han left, and Xiu Qinjiang sat back at the table.

The progress of the computer jumped from 60.00% to 80.00%, and then to [-]% - the last photo was transferred.

He turned off the computer, turned on the phone, and deleted everything in the photo album and backup.

Shen Han bought him a new mobile phone two days ago, and now he doesn't need to use the old one, just in case, he saved a few photos with Lu Shu in his watch.

After finishing these, Xiu Qinjiang went to Lu Shu's bedside, pulled down the quilt a little, bent down and kissed his forehead.

Then he combed his messy hair with his hands, and walked out of the room.

"Auntie," Xiu Qinjiang went into Shen Han's room, "what's the matter?"

Shen Han took him to the side of the bed and sat down, and asked gently: "I'm going to college in three months, are you happy?"

Xiu Qinjiang said, "Happy."

He would be happier if he could go to the same university as Lu Shu.

Shen Han caressed the back of his hand, and said with emotion: "You have been with Auntie for eight years, and I didn't realize why you grew up so big all of a sudden, and you still look so good."

"Auntie and uncle are very kind to me." Xiu Qinjiang held her.

Shen Han smiled, patted his hand, and took out a bank card from the backpack behind him.

She deliberated and said, "Qin Jiang, this card is issued in your name. There are 40 in the card. It is the living expenses that your mother has called you over the years. Auntie has been saving it for you. I originally wanted to give it to you when I became an adult. Yours, but it was too busy at that time, and you were not in Yining, so it was delayed until now."

"Now that you are in college, you will keep the money yourself, and it belongs to your personal property," Shen Han handed it over and said, "But the living expenses and tuition fees are still paid by my uncle and me. You, like Yan Yan, are all aunts son."

Hearing the word "mother", Xuan Qinjiang's mind went blank for a moment.

It seems that when you hear some uncommon word, you need to think for a few seconds to understand what it means.

After the trance, the consciousness came back together, accompanied by a sense of strangeness.

He couldn't remember clearly for a long time, and he couldn't remember the last time he yelled this word, maybe it was in a dream, or maybe it was in the stage of hazy memory.

In short, with the passage of time, he has almost blurred who "mother" represents and what she looks like.

If you want to talk about the role of mother, in Xiu Qinjiang's cognition, Shen Han should be the one that fits.

So the first thing he said was: "No need."

Seeing Shen Han's dazed expression, Xu Qinjiang paused, and said in a slow tone: "You and uncle have given me a lot of living expenses over the years. I have savings, and I am not short of money. This money is useless to me."

Chu Qinjiang didn't mention anything else, Shen Han sighed in his heart, and comforted him: "Qinjiang, what my aunt gave can only be regarded as my aunt's, it's different from others, you don't have to feel uncomfortable in your heart, it's yours. Living expenses, you were young before, you have to be supported by elders before you grow up, and it doesn’t mean anything to accept it. And whether you want it or not, it still exists, but in case there is something in the future, you can still get it Come to emergency, right?"

Xiu Qinjiang avoided his gaze and remained silent.

"Auntie knows you are unhappy," Shen Han touched his hanging head, "No one can force you to forgive anyone or hate anyone, you are only yourself, and you have the right to be unhappy."

"But Qin Jiang, we can't give up things that are beneficial to us because of some things, can we?"

Shen Han said in a roundabout way: "Auntie will help you put the bank card in your wallet. You can never use it, or you can put it away at will. It belongs to you. We don't interfere with what you want, okay?"

After she finished speaking, Xuan Qinjiang remained indifferent.

Fortunately, she didn't stop her from putting the bank card into his wallet.

"Don't be so embarrassing baby," Shen Han pinched his nose, "Auntie cooked something delicious for you, what do you want to eat?"

Xiu Qinjiang was silent for a few seconds, but he couldn't resist the temptation of dessert, so he ordered a cloud egg tart.

"Go, go to the living room." Shen Han smiled and pulled him up, "I'll make egg tarts for you."

—

Lu Shu couldn't figure out how long he had slept, but felt that when he finally opened his eyes, it was still bright outside.

He took out his cell phone under the pillow and checked the time.

On June 6th, two days had passed since the college entrance examination.

Shocked that he could sleep so well, he vaguely remembered that he seemed to be dug out of bed by Shen Han and Xiu Qinjiang yesterday.

It's just that after going to the living room to have a meal, he continued to be unconscious again.

After a moment of confusion in his mind, Lu Shu propped up his sore limbs, pulled out of the bed, and got out of bed in a daze.

In the living room, there was only Xiu Qinjiang alone, playing game consoles boredly, with two suitcases standing by his legs.

As soon as he saw Lu Shu, he immediately raised his head: "Are you awake?"

Lu Shu pointed to the two suitcases: "What is this?"

"Auntie said, let's go play with grandparents for a few days." Chu Qinjiang threw away the game console and pulled him to the bathroom. "The old man misses us."

"Wash up," said Qin Qinjiang, "the car will be here soon."

Lu Shu's thinking was in a dull state, before he understood what the content of this sentence was, he was already sitting in the car.

When he got out of the car in a daze, the hot wind blew over his head, and the endless fields and country roads appeared in front of him, and when he met the big yellow dog on the side of the road——

He finally realized that he was kicked out of the house by his parents together with Xiu Qinjiang.

They were driven out voluntarily, and a certain person was particularly agile.

"..."

"..."

Lu Shu: "Did I not wake up?"

Xiu Qinjiang: "This place is different from what I thought."

"That dog," Lu Shu took two steps back, "why does it keep staring at this side?"

Su Qinjiang belatedly said, "Didn't it lie on its stomach just now? Why did it stand—"

"Wang!"

"?"

"...Damn it!"

"Run!"

The big yellow dog opened its canine teeth and rushed towards it too quickly.

Lu Shu carried the luggage with one hand and dragged Xuan Qinjiang with the other, and ran forward desperately.

The two ran wildly, and the big yellow dog chased them wildly, as if they had taken a stimulant, and forced them to be driven three ways.

After running half a circle around the mountain before throwing the dog away, Lu Shu gasped and said, "Fuck... this dog is fucking crazy."

Xuan Qinjiang leaned against the tree, feeling dizzy: "Did my lungs come out?"

Lu Shu wanted to sit on the suitcase to rest for a while, but unexpectedly the suitcase suddenly fell, so he quickly stood up and looked down.

A wheel slowly rolled out from under the suitcase, and then rolled down the slope into the corner at the foot of the mountain.

"..."

Lu Shu had no expression on his face: "Can you call the driver back?"

Xiu Qinjiang almost burst out laughing, but fearing that he would suddenly be single again, he could only hold back his smile and squatted down to show him the remaining three wheels.

"Others are not broken," he said, "should I pull them sideways?"

Lu Shu closed his eyes and took a deep breath, pulled the box pole, and walked back to the path.

Xiu Qinjiang struggled to hold back his laughter, and hurriedly followed.

"Where is grandma's house?" Lu Shuan asked.

He had been here before, but as he grew up, he almost forgot about it.

Compared with the address given by Shen Han, Xiu Qinjiang looked at each house with the map on his mobile phone: "It should be the road ahead, then turn left."

Today's countryside is very different from what it used to be. The path is no longer potholed, but paved with concrete, spacious and flat, otherwise they would not be able to run so fast just now.

Most of the residential houses have been repaired and rebuilt and turned into single-family duplex buildings, and there are almost no brick houses.

Conditions are more than a little better than before.

The two followed the map and walked into a long alley, next to the residents, a thick hemp rope was pulled across the middle, and a lot of dripping clothes and pants were drying on it.

Avoiding the wet clothes, turning out of the alley, Chu Qinjiang looked at the old single-family building in front of the left, and asked, "Is that the one?"

Lu Shu also saw it, and the small building in his memory appeared in front of him, and he said, "Yes, let's go."

There is a green vegetable field outside the small building, where two or three types of vegetables are planted. On the right hand side is a pergola covered with loofah vines. Among the lush green leaves, there are melons and fruits that are about to ripen.

There was the sound of TV drama in the room, two people went in, and one of them called out Grandpa.

When Grandpa heard the movement, he turned his head and immediately laughed: "Here we come, sit and sit, the road is hot, right?"

Lu Shu dropped the box, squatted in front of the rotating electric fan, fixed the direction, and blew on his forehead.

Xuan Qinjiang slumped on the cushioned mahogany sofa, exhausted and said, "Grandpa, I'm so tired."

"Grandpa is not tired, grandpa is not tired," the old man happily patted his head, and shouted to the kitchen, "Old woman! The child is here!"

Grandma came out of the kitchen with a large watermelon cut in half, with two spoons inserted in each.

She came behind Lu Shu and kicked her butt: "Skin monkey, wait until you become paralyzed, come and eat watermelon."

Lu Shu held one of them and walked towards the sofa.

Grandma put the other one on the coffee table, pinched Xu Qinjiang's ears, and said with a smile, "Are you exhausted?"

Xiu Qinjiang sat up slowly, hugged the watermelon, scooped up a large spoonful, and put it into his mouth: "There is a dog by the roadside, and it chased us."

The watermelon in the mouth is sweet, with the unique garlic flavor of grandma's brand, which is especially refreshing after a few bites.

Upon hearing this, grandma laughed out loud, pointing at Lu Shu's knee: "Did dogs chase your pants?"

"Ripped pants, last time I said I understand the trend." Lu Shu ate watermelon meat and only dug out the middle, and it didn't take long to see the bottom, "That dog can't catch up with me."

"Why is one of the wheels broken?" Grandpa looked at the suitcase and asked strangely.

"I don't know," Lu Shu said without changing his expression, "Maybe the quality is not good."

There was watermelon in the estuary of the river, so he choked twice and said with a smile, "Three wheels, fashion."

Lu Shu raised his head, glared at him, and felt like laughing again.

"I'll find the master in the village to make up for it later," the grandfather said, "It's not easy to drag three rounds."

"What do you want for lunch?" Grandma said, "Hurry up and ask, there is no such shop in this village."

"Dry pot chicken." Xiu Qinjiang was the first to say.

"Braised fish in braised sauce, pork ribs with garlic, steamed pork with flour," Lu Shu reported after a short walk, and then asked, "Can I eat crayfish?"

"Go to the field and dig it yourself," the grandma beat him. "There are fish and ribs, and the chicken is not yet killed. Old man, go to the back mountain to catch a chicken. I want a hen."

No one should.

She turned and shouted, "Old man? You're deaf!"

Grandpa, who was fascinated by the opera, finally came back to his senses, and was about to get up with a yell.

"The chicken is still in the back mountain?" Chu Qinjiang changed his words, "If you don't eat it, it will be so troublesome to kill."

"No trouble no trouble," said Grandpa, "soon."

The two old people are more than 120 years old together. In case something happens in the hurry to catch the chicken, Lu Shu said: "I'll go, you don't move."

"You will?" Grandma asked suspiciously.

"There's nothing wrong with catching chickens." Lu Shu vowed.

Xiu Qinjiang followed, "I'm with him, it's easier for two people to catch."

"Okay, let's go." Grandma didn't persuade much, just said with a smile, "If you can't catch it, there will be no dry pot chicken."

The watermelon was placed on the table, and the two walked towards the back mountain with confidence.

There are not only chickens in the back mountain, but also ducks, and a large fence is installed, which is divided into two sides.

The moment Lu Shu opened the fence, he stood still and didn't move.

The place visible to the naked eye is not only full of various shapes of excrement, messy mud, and chicken feathers and duck feathers all over the place, but also an indescribable strange smell floating around.

Lu Shu was silent.

Xuan Qinjiang was even more silent.

After looking at the Adidas on his feet for a few seconds, Lu Shu calmly said, "You are better at grasping than I am."

The opponent put his hand on the gate of the fence and refused to let go: "I don't think I will."

"Then let's go in together."

Lu Shu couldn't help but grab him, and rushed into the chicken coop.

A group of chickens were frightened suddenly, they spread their wings and ran around in fright, clucking and screaming.

"Block that side, block that side," Lu Shu shouted, "don't let it run out!"

Xiu Qinjiang kicked the door shut, and at the same time as Lu Shu jumped at the slowest chicken.

However, the hen was too nimble and swished out from under the crotches of the two of them, narrowly escaping death.

The restlessness of the chickens aroused the resonance of the ducks next to it. For a moment, the back mountain was filled with the symphony of "clack-cluck" and "quack-quack".

Lu Shu stared at the pile of screaming chickens jumping wildly, and analyzed: "No, I can't catch them like this. I'll just knock them out with a stick."

Xiu Qinjiang picked up a long wooden stick from the outside, held it in his hand, and blocked the exit: "Drive them this way, and whichever one you hit counts."

One dares to teach, and the other dares to listen.

Lu Shu rushed up again, and the chickens screamed and fled again. Wherever they hid, Lu Shu chased them. The chickens had nowhere to go, and when they were forced to flee to the front of the Chu Qinjiang, he went down with a stick.

It didn't hit the body of the chicken, but hit a chicken's foot. The chicken screamed loudly, burst out with amazing potential, flapped its wings desperately, and flew directly out of the fence.

"Damn!" Xiu Qinjiang couldn't hold back the swearing, opened the door and chased him out.

Lu Shu followed closely behind.

The two changed from being chased by dogs to chasing chickens.

The hen panicked and ran to the edge of the mountain. It was not smart, and wanted to rely on its wings to save its life, so it jumped.

The chicken fell in a parabola, half dead on the ground.

Grandma strolled out of the house, with her hands behind her back, raised her head and said to the two murderous people who were dumbstruck as they watched the hen commit suicide heroically: "I let you catch the chicken, and the back mountain will be torn up by me. You two bastards are fighting bandits here!" ?”

Lu Shu: "..."

Su Qinjiang: "..."