Difficult to heal

"Yanyan, you have to take good care of your brother. If you have anything to do, call the teacher as soon as possible, and then call your parents. Do you understand?"

Lu Mingheng sent the two children to the door of the class, and instructed them carefully.

Lu Shu nodded solemnly, and promised, "I will take good care of my brother."

He took Chu Qinjiang's hand and led him into the classroom.

The two were not in the same class, so Lu Shu sent Chu Qinjiang to his seat to settle down first, and then returned to his class.

The students came to the class one after another, and there were more people. Chu Qinjiang became a little uneasy, and unconsciously picked the back of his hand with his nails.

Lu Shu stuffed his schoolbag into the desk and said to him, "I'm in the next class next to you. Don't run around after class. I'll take you to the bathroom."

The two had been together for nearly a month, and Lu Shu now understood a little bit how to communicate with Chu Qinjiang.

He gestured while speaking, spoke slowly and clearly, repeated several times, Chu Qinjiang could understand everything.

However, it is limited to some daily life knowledge.

After Lu Shu finished speaking, Chu Qinjiang nodded slowly, but the panic in his eyes was still unsatisfactory.

Lu Shu glanced at the students in the class who were staring at him curiously, and said quickly in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, I'll come to you right after class."

The class bell was about to ring, and he hurried to his class with his schoolbag on his back.

Outside the door, Lu Mingheng didn't leave, and was explaining the precautions to the head teacher Chu Qinjiang.

"...For the time being, try not to let him have too frequent contact with his classmates. He is now emotionally unstable and slow to adapt to the environment. He has to bother the teacher. If there is any emergency, you must report it to me or Lu Shu's mother in time. Call up."

The head teacher nodded in understanding, and agreed: "Don't worry, it's our duty as teachers to take good care of every student. I'll help him move his seat to the podium, so that the teachers of all subjects can also pay attention at all times."

Lu Shu's mother came to the school to look for her two days ago, and roughly explained the ins and outs of the matter. The head teacher understood and felt distressed, and promised to be more concerned.

Lu Mingheng thanked him again, turned and left.

After Chu Qinjiang recovered from his high fever, for some reason, he suddenly stopped clamoring for his mother all day long.

Although I still need to be coaxed to sleep, at least there will be no large-scale emotional ups and downs like before.

For this reason, Shen Han only felt extremely sad.

No matter how old a child is, it is natural to depend on his mother.

But when a person loses even this inherent thing, it can only show that he already understands that his mother will not come back.

When hope is extinguished, the inherent nature is lost.

Some time ago, Shen Han and Lu Mingheng took him to see a brain specialist connected by an acquaintance, and had a re-examination in the hospital.

The result was indeed unsatisfactory. Chu Qinjiang hit his head on the ground when he fell, and it was God's blessing that he didn't die on the spot. It is highly likely that he would be delusional if he wanted to be completely cured.

Fortunately, the doctors who received them were among the top ten in the country in terms of professionalism. After carefully reading Chu Qinjiang's medical records and examination results, they invited experts from various departments to consult.

In the end, I came to a conclusion that was neither good nor bad.

——It can be cured.

But the time frame may be ten years, 20 years or even 30 years.

For decades, the hardships can be imagined.

Leaving aside how painful the rehabilitation process is, just the cost of treatment and round-trip transportation and accommodation costs are beyond the reach of an ordinary family.

It will be a long-distance journey that will test patience and persistence, and parents will need to work hard and financially to get a little bit of hope.

However, Shen Han and Lu Mingheng did not hesitate at all, and immediately nodded and agreed to the treatment plan and rehabilitation course.

"That's okay, remember to bring your children here every winter and summer vacation in the future," the old expert sorted out a thick pile of materials that had just been signed by the other party, and said, "I can't relax at home, it is best to find your child. He should go to a nearby hospital or rehabilitation center for regular treatment so that he can recover as quickly as possible."

"Okay, I understand, thank you very much doctor."

After Shen Han finished speaking, he asked again: "Doctor, look at our child...how is his mental state now? I don't want to send him to a special school. I want him to have more contact with normal classmates and life, so that he can adapt in advance, so that his recovery will be better. Can it be better?"

The old expert pondered for a while and said: "Leaving aside the illness, he is mainly insecure now, just like a newborn baby, just separated from the mother, the surrounding environment is full of uneasiness for him, and everything needs help. teach."

"Parents, you need to pay more attention. If you don't send it, don't send it. But pay attention to it. At this stage, he must be accompanied by someone he trusts very much. Otherwise, if you put him in a completely unfamiliar environment like this, you may Things will go against each other.”

Shen Han nodded to show that he knew.

Then remembering that Lu Shu happened to be at the same school as Chu Qinjiang, the two discussed it and decided on it.

——The first class lasted 10 minutes, and Lu Su was absent-minded.

If the usual efficiency is two-thirds, then today it has not even reached one-fourth.

For a moment he wondered if Chu Qinjiang would cry out of fear, and for a moment he wondered if the teacher would call Chu Qinjiang to answer the question. He didn't know what to do, and then he was worried that his classmates would laugh at him.

The road was like sitting on pins and needles, looking up at the clock dial on the wall every 5 minutes.

After reading the clock face, he looked out the window, shook his legs, stepped on the stool, and quietly leaned over to look out the window when the teacher was not paying attention, worried that someone would look for him outside.

The whole monkey looks like scratching its ears and scratching its cheeks.

10 minutes before the end of get out of class, the mathematics teacher on the podium finally couldn't help it, and patted the teaching triangle: "Lu Shu! Why have you been looking outside? It's so beautiful outside, come here, get up, and talk to the teacher Something attracted you and made you skip class."

Although Lu Shu is the boss at school, and makes troubles with friends and companions every day, but because of his top grades and smart mind, he is rarely criticized by his teachers.

At this time, he was criticizing in public. He blushed suddenly, stood up with his head down, and made up a lie: "Teacher, I want to go to the toilet."

"Going to the toilet?" The math teacher saw through it in a second, but he was worried that the child's self-esteem would not be pierced, so he said a few superficial words: "Didn't the teacher say that you have to raise your hand to signal when you go to the toilet, don't forget it in the future, go, Go and come back quickly."

Lu Shu nodded indiscriminately, ignoring the snickering eyes of his deskmate, and rushed out of the classroom.

When passing by the gate of Chu Qinjiang's class, he deliberately slowed down and raised his chin to look inside.

Chu Qinjiang sat by the podium with his back to the door, unable to see his expression.

I saw him lying on the seat, holding his schoolbag tightly in his arms, as if he was not very happy.

Lu Shu took a few more glances, and gradually people in the classroom noticed this side, even the teacher looked over, so he quickly slipped away.

As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Lu Shu ran to Chu Qinjiang's class without stopping.

When Chu Qinjiang saw him, his eyes lit up with joy at first, and then flickered off.

Lu Shu pulled out his schoolbag from his arms and stuffed it into the desk, pulled him out, and asked, "Do you want to go to the bathroom? I'll take you there."

The corners of Chu Qinjiang's mouth straightened, without saying a word.

Lu Shu asked again: "Then are you thirsty? I'll feed you water?"

Chu Qinjiang still remained silent and did not respond.

Lu Shu even asked several questions, but after getting no response, he became a little unhappy.

At home, Chu Qinjiang had never been like this.

"I don't want to do anything, I don't even want to buy you food, so what are you going to do?" Lu Yan put on a straight face, like a little adult, "There are no cartoons here! This is school, I was criticized by the teacher just now, why don't you Then I will ignore you!"

Speaking of this, Chu Qinjiang suddenly reacted.

He pulled the road and wanted to go to the school gate, his expression was very anxious.

"You want to go back? You can't go back, we haven't finished school yet." Lu Shu spread his legs apart and stood still, "Let's go back to the classroom, class is about to start."

The two pulled each other, but Chu Qinjiang's strength was obviously no match for Lu Shu, and he was quickly dragged into the classroom.

As soon as the bell rang, Lu Shu hurriedly said that he was not allowed to run around, and went to his class.

In the next second and third quarters, Chu Qinjiang was extremely uncooperative during the two consecutive get out of class breaks.

It was as if he had suddenly changed from a good boy to a troublesome big devil, and he refused to do anything except to drag Lu Shu out of school.

Lu Shu had no choice but to follow what his father said before and go to the teacher.

But as soon as he entered the teacher's office, Chu Qinjiang immediately hid behind Lu Shu. If the teacher wanted to approach him and say something, he would hug Lu Shu and cry.

As soon as he cried, Lu Shu panicked.

Hurry up and coax: "Don't cry, don't cry, it will be noon in a while, and mother will pick us up for dinner at noon, can we go back? Don't cry."

The teacher in charge couldn't figure out Chu Qinjiang's temperament, so he didn't dare to get closer, so he could only pass a tissue to Lu Shu: "Lu Shu, wipe his tears for him, the teacher will call your mother."

Lu Shu immediately said: "Teacher, don't call. My mother will pick us up at noon. He doesn't want to go home by himself. I will go back with him at noon."

The head teacher had no choice but to give up, "Then Chu Qinjiang, you can rest in the teacher's office, and you can't go to class later, okay?"

I don't know if Chu Qinjiang understood, but he just looked at Lu Shu and nodded after Lu Shu finished wiping his tears.

This end is on the right side of the road.

Lu Shu just said - go home, let's go together.

He understood.

In the last class, Chu Qinjiang returned to the classroom, holding his schoolbag, and finally sat down at ease after listening to Lu Shu's repeated promises to go back with him.

Lu Shu's class was a music class, the students were very happy, and the teacher dismissed the class early.

But when he ran to other classes excitedly, those little boys couldn't sit still, and all of a sudden surrounded him, chattering.

"Boss! Are you still our boss? Where did you go after the first few classes?" A younger brother said.

"You disappeared when we wanted to play a game. You promised to play a game of catch with me last time. Have you forgotten?" Another voice said.

Lu Shu was a little vain and happy. His younger brothers really admired him and liked to play with him.

He waved his hand, pretending to be serious and said: "I have something to do now, you can play by yourself."

"What's the matter? It's noon, don't you usually eat in the cafeteria, let's go eat."

"Don't eat, don't eat." Lu Shu said and walked out, followed by three or four people hurriedly.

Little brother A said: "Where are you going, we will accompany you, we are brothers!"

Younger brother B nodded in agreement.

Lu Shuzheng was a little concerned about whether so many people would frighten Chu Qinjiang, and when he was still wondering what they would think when they saw Chu Qinjiang, he found that there was no one in the other class.

"Class five (six)? Boss, who are you looking for here?" Little brother B said.

Little brother C: "They're in gym class, on the playground."

Lu Shu turned his head and ran.

He suddenly panicked.

Even in physical education class, Chu Qinjiang would not run out, he would not go with others.

Lu Shu rushed to the playground and saw the girls kicking the shuttlecock and jumping rope, and the boys playing football and chasing and frolicking.

Among these people, there was no figure of Chu Qinjiang.

He panicked even more instantly.

The younger brothers didn't know, so they followed. Before they had time to catch their breath, Lu Shu walked in another direction.

"Boss, wait for us..."

Lu Shu ran almost every area of ​​the school.

The teaching building was not found.

The commissary, I couldn't find it.

Not even a canteen was found.

He braced his knees, sweating, and his eyes were red.

His eyes unconsciously fell on a certain tree in front of him, and a picture suddenly flashed in Lu Shu's mind.

There was one more place I couldn't find.

He rushed over in a hurry, and as expected, Chu Qinjiang was indeed in the toilet.

There were quite a few people standing in front of him, all of whom seemed to be in the same class.

Several people gathered around Chu Qinjiang, pushing their hands from time to time, laughing and taunting: "Chu Qinjiang, are you really stupid?"

"Why don't you speak, dumb?"

"It used to be weird, but now I've become a fool and it's still the same. Don't say we're in the same class when you go out, it's so embarrassing, you fool."

One suddenly exclaimed: "He wet his pants! Look!"

Everyone immediately pinched their noses and pushed him toward the squatting pit while disgusted: "Hey, you are so disgusting, smelly and disgusting, just like the toilet."

From the beginning to the end, Chu Qinjiang didn't make the slightest sound, he just grabbed the tiles next to the squatting pit tightly to prevent himself from falling.

He hung his head, the surrounding light was cold and dark, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

Lu Shu was stunned for a while.

When he saw Chu Qinjiang almost being pushed into the pit, the unseen anxiety just now turned into sparks in the ashes, crackling and sizzling, on the verge of erupting.

"Stop!" He stared at those people and said angrily, "What are you doing!"

The moment he uttered his voice, not only was the bully, but even Chu Qinjiang suddenly looked up.

He and Lu Shu met eyes.

Lu Shu's forehead and the tip of his nose were covered with sweat, the corners of his eyes and cheeks were red, and his eyes were full of surprise and anger.

"Lu Shu?" The tall leader was slightly surprised, "Are you calling us?"

After speaking, he glanced at Chu Qinjiang again: "Do you know this fool? Do you play with him? Fools are contagious, be careful that you become a fool yourself!"

The tall one is Deng Yuan, the recognized boss of Class Six, and his "status" is no lower than that of Lu Shu.

The reason for saying this is because the two of them have never had any conflicts, and they cannot be compared to each other.

"Boss, who is he?" Little brother A came up panting and asked.

Lu Shu wanted to say it was my brother, but the words stopped for some reason.

Chu Qinjiang, who was surrounded, was looking at him.

There was no look of joy, help or fear on his face, just opening his eyes, looking at him without blinking, tears and snot flowing together.

He tightly clung to the half-person-high tiles with both hands, and urine and dirt were stained on his clothes, pants and shoes.

The whole person looked dirty and pitiful, with obvious stupidity.

It's the kind of stupidity that a brat would want to bully to death at the sight of it.

This is his brother.

Lu Shu realized that he couldn't answer, and the crackling sparks seemed to have been poured with a bowl of cold water, making him lose his confidence.

"You, you don't care if I know him or not, stop anyway! Or I'll beat you!"

"What do you care if you don't know? Hit me, I'm afraid of you?" Deng Yuan disdainful, turned around and grabbed Chu Qinjiang's collar, and threw him into the pit with all his strength, "Don't look, who will care about you idiot, give me Get down! You still pee your pants, you deserve to be thrown in the toilet."

In the process of being pulled, Chu Qinjiang opened and closed his lips and made a mouth shape.

He didn't stand firmly on his feet, and his calf slammed hard on the steps.

The people next to them made funny faces and clapped their hands gleefully and sang together: "Big fool, pee your pants, disgusting person, throw it in the toilet... Big fool, pee your pants..."

The younger brother pulled Lu Shu: "Boss, let's go, don't stay here—"

"Stupid mother!!" Lu Shu shook off his younger brother, rushed over madly, raised his leg and kicked Deng Yuan, "You are the fool, your whole family and your grandparents are all idiots! Get out!"

Every summer, Shen Han sent him to learn Taekwondo. After studying for several years, it was not for nothing. Even if he was young, it was enough to deal with Deng Yuan.

Deng Yuan was kicked so hard that he turned over on the spot and almost fell into the pit himself.

The rest wanted to help, but Lu Shu also brought his younger brother along. They didn't dare to fight head-on, so they could only help Deng Yuan in a hurry.

After kicking someone, Lu Shu grabbed Chu Qinjiang, hugged him tightly, wiped his tears with his sleeves, and comforted him in a stumbling manner: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry, does your leg hurt?"

Chu Qinjiang buried his face in his arms, his body shaking non-stop.

Huo Xiaozi was completely ignited by this flick, blown out of his mind, and suddenly exploded.

He roared: "Deng Yuan, you idiot! I'll beat you to death!"

Pounced on Deng Yuan who had just stood up and cursed again, and rode on the opponent, kicking and hitting him with both fists and feet.

When the younger brothers saw this, they rushed forward regardless.

The scene was suddenly extremely chaotic.

.........

"You guys, stand still! If anyone moves, don't go home today!"

The head teacher of class six was still scolding with a livid face for a second, then turned around and put on a guilty smile: "I'm really sorry, Chu Qinjiang's parents, I didn't expect them to make such a fuss in physical education class."

Shen Han's face was extremely ugly, and it was the first time he spoke to the teacher in such a strong tone: "I told you two days ago, and today my husband has repeatedly explained that our child is in a special situation and needs more care, and you still let him go In physical education class, who is responsible for the accident? Who can bear the responsibility? Hurry up and call their parents, this matter will never end if we don’t ask for an explanation today!”

"Okay, don't get excited, I have already notified their parents. I am indeed responsible for this matter, and I apologize to you."

Shen Han frowned, squatted down and hugged Chu Qinjiang into his arms, and rolled up his trouser legs. There was a conspicuous bruise on the shin bone of his calf, which made people feel more distressed the more he looked at it.

God knows how she felt when she happily came to pick up the two children to go home for dinner, but she saw the signs of fighting all over Lu Shu's body, and Chu Qinjiang was crying and shaking with wet pants.

It couldn't be worse.

"Qin Jiang, don't cry, baby," Shen Han hugged him for a while to comfort him, then beckoned Lu Shuo to come over, "Yanyan, tell mom what's going on? Why are you fighting?"

With a dirty face, Lu Shu talked about what had happened, and took a sharp look at the culprits next to him.

Lu Shu hit four, and Deng Yuan was terrified by the way he was going crazy and beating people. Seeing him staring at him, he shrank his neck and hid behind the class teacher.

After hearing the story, Shen Han almost exploded.

I don't know how long it took, but several parents came late.

Although the child was beaten, but after all, it was his own fault first, but a few troublemakers were still unwilling to live up to it, and when Lu Shu frightened them, they all resorted to them with a mournful face.

Now the parents want to deny it, but they can't deny it.

In the end, the children and adults apologized together, and promised that they would never bully their classmates again.

Those involved in the fight, including Lu Shu, will publicly criticize in class tomorrow, and this matter is almost over.

After experiencing this, Shen Han, who insisted on sending Chu Qinjiang to school, inevitably began to waver.

There is nothing wrong now, but who knows if it will happen in the future, if anything happens, it will be too late.

When Lu Su heard his parents talk about this matter, he quit first: "No, I want my brother to go to school with me. It's just that I didn't like him today. I will definitely look after him in the future. Mom and Dad, just let my brother go to school with me." Come with me."

Shen Han was a little embarrassed: "But Yanyan..."

"Why don't we do this," Lu Mingheng said, "Let's ask Qin Jiang for his opinion and let him decide for himself."

Lu Shu immediately pulled Chu Qinjiang, and pointed to himself: "You want to be with me..." Then he made a shape of a house with his hands, and pointed out the window: "...Do you want to go to school?"

Shen Han watched his son making gestures, and could not help but laugh and said: "Yanyan, can brother understand, mom can't even understand what you are gesturing."

"Yes, he can understand." Lu Shu continued to gesture, raised his small fist, and patted his biceps, "I will protect you, okay?"

Chu Qinjiang really understood.

He nodded slowly but firmly.

"Look! I said he can understand!" Lu Shu jumped up happily, "Mom, he promised, you can't break your promise."

Shen Han still didn't let go.

Lu Mingheng thought of a compromise: "Well, let Yanyan and Qinjiang be in the same class. It will be convenient for everything in the future, and Yanyan can take better care of Gu Qinjiang."

After thinking about it, Shen Han thought it was a good idea, and made a final decision: "Okay, I'll talk to the teacher tomorrow."

Lu Shu was just about to share the good news with Chu Qinjiang, but before he could speak, Chu Qinjiang opened his mouth.

Lu Shu was stunned for a few seconds, feeling that this mouth shape looked familiar.

"What did you say, can you say it again?" He asked immediately.

"Qin Jiang spoke?" Shen Han also came over, excited and curious, "What did you say?"

Chu Qinjiang's eyes rolled slowly up and down, and his eyes swept over the three people who were waiting to look at him.

In the most eager eyes closest to me.

Said the word softly and with almost standard pronunciation.

"yan."