I am beautiful enough

The next day, the two bought tickets to Province B, and Shi Yu went to the training class to take a week's family leave.

"Yu'er, why don't I go by myself?" Already sitting in the waiting room, Qiao Sen was still trying to persuade Shi Yu to go back. When Shi Yu asked for leave just now, he was waiting outside. The person in charge obviously I am dissatisfied with Shiyu's behavior of asking for a long vacation within a month of being on the job.

"What's the matter, are you afraid that I'll lose my job or don't want me to accompany you to see the doctor?" Qiao Sen didn't say it clearly, but Shi Yu knew that Qiao Sen also counted the job he lost last time on his own shoulders, and now it's probably time again. I thought of this.

"I'm afraid." Qiao Sen answered Shi Yu's question honestly, because he cared, so he was afraid.

"Mr. Qiao, your idea is wrong." Shi Yu avoided the latter question and said with a mischievous smile, "You have to be responsible for me. If I lose my job, then you can support me?"

Qiao Sen couldn't see Shi Yu laughing like this, but was captivated by Wu Yin at the end of Shi Yu's words, and couldn't answer for a long time.

Seeing that Qiao Sen was silent, Shi Yu tried harder to sell himself, "I usually don't spend much on food, and I don't have high requirements for food, so you can do whatever you want."

After finishing speaking, Shi Yu was amused by his sour words, his upturned face was blushing.

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It was not a festival, and there were not many people on the high-speed train. Qiao Sen and Shi Yu went to the train station to buy tickets for the day, and they still got a seat next to the window.

Not long after the train started, Qiao Sen saw Shiyu taking out boxes of food from his bag, including biscuits, drinks, and peeled and pitted fruits. He didn't know what time Shiyu was this morning. Prepared, he now began to believe that the cost of the fish was spent on eating.

"Mr. Qiao, would you like to eat some?" While saying this, Shi Yu still opened a box of longan. The shelled longan was cut in half, and even the core inside was removed. Shi Yu breathed a sigh of relief. Can eat a lot.

Qiao Sen ate the longan meat on the toothpick with Shiyu's hand, "You got up so early in the morning to make these?"

"That's right, I have to sit in the car for ten hours." The weather is cold, and these processed fruits will not spoil after a few hours. There is heating in the train, so eating these fruits will not feel too cold.

Qiao Sen only ate some and stopped. Looking at the hamster-like Shi Yu beside him, he thought about going to the hospital.

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It was already night when the bullet train arrived at the station, and the two of them went straight to the hotel they had booked online after getting out of the station, washed up and went to bed.

Shi Yu knew that Qiao Sen had something on his mind, so he hugged him specially, and didn't close his eyes until Qiao Sen fell asleep, but when he woke up in the middle of the night, the seat next to him was empty again.

Shi Yu didn't speak or move, but glanced at Qiao Sen who was standing by the bed from the corner of his eye.

It will be fine, it will be fine.

Shi Yu closed his eyes, prayed in his heart like this, and gradually fell asleep again.

When he woke up the next day, Qiao Sen lay down next to Shi Yu again, and when Shi Yu sat up, he woke up slowly, as if the scene last night was just a dream of Shi Yu.

"Yu'er, what time is it?" Qiao Sen asked Shi Yu who had already got out of bed before he touched the glasses on the bedside.

"It's already eight o'clock, and the appointment with the doctor is ten o'clock, right?" Shi Yu had already changed his clothes while speaking, and was about to go to the bathroom.

"Yes, there's an appointment at ten o'clock." When Qiao Sen mentioned this matter, his mood was a little low again.

"It's about time to get up. Everything is fine in Province B, but the road is too congested, so it's hard to let the doctor wait for us." Shi Yu's voice came from the bathroom, with some muffled echoes, "But It's a pity that the time was too tight yesterday morning, and I was staying in the hotel again today, so I was not allowed to cook breakfast for you, so look at my improved skills during this time."

Of course, Qiao Sen knew that Shiyu had undergone many changes in this month, not only the improvement of cooking skills, most of these changes were good, but Qiao Sen would rather not have these changes. The current Shiyu is really good. It made him feel distressed, and he could have done all of these.

"You are not allowed to enter the kitchen again," Qiao Sen hugged Shi Yu, and said cruel words without any momentum, "Leave every meal to me."

While speaking, Qiao Sen rubbed his hands that were still wet with fish, and now his hands are smooth and white again, but Qiao Sen still remembers the blisters that were scalded by oil on them, and the fish behind his improved cooking skills How much has I suffered.

"You're being unreasonable, I have to go to the refrigerator to get something to drink." Shi Yu let Qiao Sen hold his hand, and reluctantly agreed with Qiao Sen's words.

"No, I'll get it for you." Qiao Sen buried his face in Shi Yu's neck, and his voice was muffled.

"What about cutting fruit?"

"I come."

"Food?"

"I'll serve it for you too."

"Then I don't need to ask more about washing the dishes, do I?"

"Ah."

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The two of them had such childish questions and answers in the bathroom for a long time, and finally Shiyu planted a peppermint-flavored kiss on Qiao Sen's face, and deliberately wiped the foam of facial cleanser on it before getting off.

Qiao Sen stood alone in front of the mirror, touched the heat that was still left on his face from being kissed by the fish, and after a long time, he bent down and washed the foam off his face.

He can still have a future, a future that belongs to him and Shi Yu.

After the two left the room, they ate a buffet breakfast on the ninth floor and then took a taxi to the hospital.

After reporting the address, the driver obviously paused. Although he didn't say anything after that, the two people in the back seat couldn't hide his cautious glance at the rearview mirror.

Qiao Sen didn't need to use his professional ability to easily see through the driver's mind. In their opinion, going to that place is just to look at the brain, especially if his symptoms are serious. The other party may not dare to carry him, instead of peeking at him like now.

Shi Yu not only noticed the driver's movements, but also noticed Qiao Sen's emotions. He reached out and grabbed Qiao Sen's fist by his leg, and said softly, "I am here, and I will always be with you."

Such a quiet and depressing drive finally came to an end, Shi Yu paid the money, and pulled Qiao Sen out of the car.

This hospital is different from other hospitals. There are no noisy people queuing up to get numbers and medicines in the lobby, and there is no sound of shouting one after another. Instead, some light music is played softly. As soon as you step in here, Shiyu feels tense The tense mood relaxed, but Qiao Sen beside him seemed more tense.

Because of the appointment made in advance, Qiao Sen took Shi Yu directly to the third floor, and the time was 15 minutes before ten o'clock. The two sat in the waiting place for a while, and saw someone come out of the consultation room.

It was a thin person who seemed to have only a skeleton left, and the hair on his forehead was so long that his face could not be seen clearly. The moment he raised his head, Shi Yu was taken aback by the gloom in his eyes .

Qiao Sen stepped forward slightly, blocking Shi Yu's sight, and patted Shi Yu's back with the other hand to comfort him, but what he thought in his heart was that if it wasn't Shi Yu he met, he might end up like this in the future .

After the man came out, a man in a white coat also came out of the consulting room, saw Qiao Sen coming over and said hello, "You are here, I'm going to get a glass of water and take a rest, you can sit down first go inside."

The layout of the consulting room was no different from that of the hospital as a whole. They were all those relaxing colors and music. Not long after they sat down, the doctor came in with a cup and poured a cup of warm water for each of them.

Qiao Sen mentioned Shi Yu’s return when making an appointment, and Qiao Sen often mentioned Shi Yu in the previous few conversations, but he didn’t name it. Therefore, Dr. Zhai is also very fond of this person who is intertwined in almost all of Qiao Sen’s illnesses. curious.

Qiao Sen told Dr. Zhai about the situation in the past few days, and it was indeed better than before. Shi Yu listened to the conversation between the two, and gradually understood how painful Qiao Sen had been during this period. The word "morbidity" recorded in his document cannot express.

After explaining the condition, Dr. Zhai suddenly said to Qiao Sen, "Can I have a private talk with this Mr. Shi? Only 10 minutes."

This private conversation is also what Shi Yu wants, but it needs Qiao Sen's consent, which is why Dr. Zhai emphasizes 10 minutes at the end of the speech.

For Qiao Sen, time without Shiyu is suffering. A specific time can give Qiao Sen something to look forward to, and 10 minutes is just within his tolerance.

"Okay." Although Qiao Sen was reluctant, he knew that they were all working hard for his illness.

The temperature in the consulting room was not adjusted very high, which was very suitable, but Shi Yu still took off his coat and asked Qiao Sen to take it to the lounge next door. Dr. Zhai showed appreciation when he saw Shi Yu's actions.

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"Mr. Shi, may I ask how much do you know about Qiao Sen's condition?" There were only the two of them left in the consulting room, and Dr. Zhai seized the 10 minutes to get straight to the point.

"He seems to think that I will be in danger and wants to protect me, but he also feels that he will hurt me." This is the feeling Shi Yu summed up.

"That's true, but Qiao Sen's situation is a bit special. His illness is only aimed at you. He was involved in a case before, and there was a common emotional connection between him and the murderer, which is you. Therefore, when contacting you Sometimes, he will have cognitive disorder, generally speaking, he regards himself as the murderer."

"But he never hurt me." What Qiao Sen thought was harming Shiyu didn't seem to be a big deal now, but it was Qiao Sen's careful look that made him feel distressed.

Wait, it hurts, hasn't he done emotional analysis?But why does he still feel a little distressed when he thinks of these things.

"Does he have any strange behaviors?" Dr. Zhai couldn't give a clear answer to Shi Yu's last question, so he could only continue to learn from other aspects.

"He wakes up every night and stands by the bed, but in the morning he wakes up again, pretending that nothing happened." Shi Yu recalled the abnormalities he had discovered in the past few days.

"Did he behave like this after he came back, or before?"

"It didn't appear until after I came back." Before Qiao Sen left home, Shi Yu occasionally woke up at night a few times, but there was no such phenomenon at that time.

"Josen's episodes are still going on, but he seems to be able to control him well at this time in the middle of the night."

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It hadn't been 10 minutes yet, but both Shi Yu and Dr. Zhai walked out of the consultation room. Qiao Sen was holding Shi Yu's clothes and stood in the lounge facing the door of the consultation room.

When Shi Yu went up to pick up the clothes, he realized that Qiao Sen was standing a little stiffly, "Why don't you just sit and wait?"

Qiao Sen seemed to want to make some intimate moves with Shi Yu, but due to the public situation, he just leaned closer to Shi Yu and whispered in Shi Yu's ear, "Can we go home now?"

"Yes, let's go home." Shi Yu took Qiao Sen's hand and walked out of the hospital, thinking about what Dr. Zhai said to him just now.

"Joseon was still subconsciously unwilling to do any harm to you when he was ill." "You can try to take him to relive the things you have experienced together to deepen his subjective consciousness."

Are you unwilling to hurt me even when you are sick?But revisiting the previous contact, he and Qiao Sen have only known each other for a few months, and they still have to focus on the case. Shi Yu is not sure whether such a review will confuse Qiao Sen's cognition even more. Do you still have an impression of what happened in the previous two worlds?