I am beautiful enough

Shi Yu hastily locked the book back into the cabinet. Since Chen Jianmin didn't want him to know, then he will endure it with Chen Jianmin. There is still half a year, and only half a year.

The early spring night wind hit his face, and it hurt a little, so Shi Yu pulled up his coat and continued to run home.

Chen Jianmin should be home soon. He would be anxious when he saw that he was not there. When he was about to get home, Shi Yu saw a tall figure in front of him. Sometimes, the back looks so lonely.

The sound of Shi Yu running over was not low, but Chen Jianmin seemed to be immersed in his own thoughts, and continued to walk forward without knowing anything.

Shi Yu slowed down and stayed far behind Chen Jianmin. After knowing the reason, he looked back at Chen Jianmin's previous behaviors that made him angry. Everything made him feel distressed. Even the progress of the task seemed to emphasize Chen Jianmin Be silly with him.

It's a pity that the journey was not long, Shi Yu only enjoyed this one-way company for a while, and Chen Jianmin had already opened the door.

The lights in the room were turned on one by one, until they reached the door of Shiyu's room.

The movement in the room subsided for a while, only the sound of the door being pushed open lightly, Shi Yu secretly said badly, and ran into the room in a hurry, but bumped into a figure who was also flustered.

The expression on Chen Jianmin's face was frozen in fear, but his eyes burst out with joy the moment he saw Shi Yu.

"Yu'er, you're still here, you haven't left." Chen Jianmin grabbed Shi Yu's shoulders, wanted to hug Shi Yu tightly but didn't dare, could only tremble with his hands, afraid that it would hurt Shi Yu.

Shi Yu sighed, took a step forward, and caressed Chen Jianmin's face full of sorrow and joy but no tears, so that his arms could fall naturally to wrap around him.

"Where can I go, isn't this our home?" Shi Yu gave Chen Jianmin a period of time to ease his emotions. Since he came here, this is the first time he has seen such a big emotional fluctuation in this man.

"Yes, home, our home." Chen Jianmin, who had gradually calmed down, became excited again when he heard home, but then he didn't know what he thought of, and that kind of loneliness appeared in his eyes again.

Shi Yu resisted the urge to continue comforting him, and went back to his room.

He hopes that Chen Jianmin can figure out this feeling by himself. If Chen Jianmin is unwilling in the end, then he is willing to give up the mission and go to the next world, but if he decides, he will never let go.

Chen Jianmin looked at the empty arms and spurned himself in his heart. Yu'er said this was their home, but he didn't know that the uncle in his heart wanted to start a family with him.

There was a large space on the right side of the big bed in the master bedroom. In his sleep, Chen Jianmin put his hands on the bed on that side, as if embracing the air.

When he woke up the next day, Chen Jianmin noticed his sleeping position, and couldn't help but smiled wryly. It had been several months, but he still couldn't get used to sleeping alone.

After Shi Yu woke up, he was in a good mood, maybe he finally let go of the things that were weighing on his heart, and he didn't feel very tired after a day of class until after school.

"Are you reconciled with your uncle?" Liu Fengdeng looked at Shi Yu who seemed to be in a good mood, and went up to talk to him, "Let me just say, the two of you have such a good relationship, it will always be fine."

Liu Fengdeng had never seen Shi Yu angry before, but for some reason he looked at Shi Yu's expression some time ago and just didn't dare to talk to him.

Shi Yu hummed a few times in a good mood as a response, and went to the bookstore after school.

"You and your uncle are reconciled, don't go to the bookstore after school, go to your uncle's shop." Shi Yu has been in a bad mood for a long time, and Liu Fengdeng hasn't eaten the food from Chen Jianmin's shop for a long time. .

"Okay, so you are thinking about my uncle's cooking." Shi Yu pretended to pat Liu Fengdeng with the book in his hand, but Liu Fengdeng avoided it with a twist of his fat body.

"No way, eating food is a matter of course, of course you are important." Liu Fengdeng's mouth can not only eat but also talk.

Shi Yu put down the book, as if he had let him go, "Then go yourself, can my uncle give you something to eat?"

"How can it be the same if I go and you go?" Liu Fengdeng hurriedly gestured, "You don't know how good the quality of the food was when you were there, and of course it doesn't mean that your uncle's food is not good when you're not there Eat, that’s the gap, you know, there’s a gap.”

Liu Fengdeng repeatedly emphasized that Shi Yu must go. Although Shi Yu still planned to go to the bookstore, he was still happy to hear this in his heart, especially when he had figured out what Chen Jianmin was thinking.

"I promise you can eat delicious dishes by yourself." Shi Yu believes that Chen Jianmin will definitely cook for Liu Fengdeng with all his heart, since he and Chen Jianmin are still "conflicting" and Liu Fengdeng is his best friend.

"You won't lie to me?" Liu Fengdeng wavered under the temptation of food.

"I'm not lying to you, it's not delicious, I'll go back and tell my uncle."

"That's fine." Liu Fengdeng was happy to get the promise, but he was still a little uneasy and told Shi Yu, "If it's not delicious, don't go back and talk about your uncle, your uncle is so kind to you, so don't try harder. .”

Shi Yu pretended to wave impatiently and told Liu Fengdeng to leave quickly.

When Shiyu came home in the evening, the house was still cold and empty, but Shiyu didn't hide in the house after eating by himself like some time ago, but stayed in the main room with interest for a while.

The furnishings in the main room are the same as they were a few months ago. There are still a lot of melon seeds and candies that he bought during the Chinese New Year. He remembers when he mentioned to Chen Jianmin that the milk candy was delicious. He didn’t expect Chen Jianmin to buy it again during the Chinese New Year this year. After so much, as a result, he was patronizing and sulked a while ago, but he didn't find out.

There are not many things in the stove. Chen Jianmin usually eats in the store, and only uses the stove at home when preparing three meals for Shiyu.

Yu didn't go into the master bedroom. Now that he's moved out, it's not good to rush into someone else's room. After all, he has to wait another half a year.

Counting the time, it was almost time for Chen Jianmin to go home. Shi Yu quickly finished dinner and hid in the room. Hey, at this time, I miss Chen Jianmin's hot food even more. Now I can only heat it up by myself. A cold dish ready to serve in the morning.

Perhaps because of yesterday's fright, Chen Jianmin went to Shiyu's room as soon as he got home today. Shiyu heard the footsteps stopping at the door, and a little anticipation surged in his heart.

Unexpectedly, after a while, footsteps sounded again, but it was getting farther and farther away.

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Because of the episode before going to bed yesterday, Shi Yu didn't sleep very well at night, and when he arrived at school in the morning, he still had the breath of getting up that hadn't dissipated, only to see someone outside the window peering inside.

"Why are you here?" Shi Yu looked helplessly at the sneaky Liu Fengdeng.

"If your uncle hadn't asked me to bring these to you, I wouldn't be willing to give them up."

When Shi Yu heard him say that, he realized that he was still holding something in his hand, "My uncle asked you to give it to me?"

"That's right, moss rice crispy rice, it's delicious." Liu Fengdeng said while looking in the package, wanting to try it again.

"Then did my uncle tell you not to say it was for me?" Shi Yu put away the package, thinking that it's time for Liu Fengdeng to lose weight.

"Say it," Liu Fengdeng opened his mouth, only to realize that he missed it, "I didn't say it, what are you two, uncle and nephew, doing in such a convoluted manner?"

"Probably because we are both fools." Shi Yu sighed, and suddenly couldn't figure out why they hurt each other like this.

It was the first time Liu Fengdeng heard someone call him a fool, and he looked at his friend worriedly, but class was about to begin, so he had no choice but to run back to his classroom.

During the class break, Shi Yu dug out the package, ate a piece of crispy rice, and suddenly decided not to pretend, half a year is half a year, why should he wrong himself?

Finally, when school was over, Liu Fengdeng saw Shiyu waiting at the door as soon as he left the class.

"It's agreed, I won't go to the bookstore." Liu Fengdeng hugged his schoolbag tightly, as if he would not go if you dragged me.

"What bookstore are you going to? Go to my uncle's shop."

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"Uncle Chen, I'm here again." Except for the time before, Liu Fengdeng came here to report almost every day.

Chen Jianmin was cooking in the kitchen, and when he heard Liu Fengdeng's voice, he was about to answer when he looked up and saw Shi Yu smiling at him standing beside Liu Fengdeng, and was speechless for a while.

"Why, uncle doesn't welcome me?"

Shi Yu and Liu Fengdeng came early, and there were only a few residents living nearby in the store. Before Chen Jianmin could speak, they answered with a smile for him.

"How can it be? Your uncle never leaves you for a few words. None of us know that he has a nephew who is as good as heaven?"

Everyone in the store laughed jokingly, but Shi Yu only stared at Chen Jianmin, which made Chen Jianmin blush.

"Fish, don't listen to their nonsense, they are all..."

"So they're talking nonsense, uncle, don't you think I'm nice?" Shi Yu knew that the man had a straight temper and a thin face, but couldn't help but want to tease him.

"No, Yu'er is naturally good." Chen Jianmin didn't know why Shi Yu suddenly wanted to be with him, but he knew that he couldn't make Shi Yu unhappy anymore.

Chen Jianmin still had to do business, so Shi Yu stopped bothering him, and sat down with Liu Fengdeng after finding the seat he used to take.

Shi Yu originally wanted to come to the store to see Chen Jianmin, and didn't want to fight with Chen Jianmin any longer, but after a while, seeing the big plate of mossy rice crispy rice served by Chen Jianmin, Shi Yu couldn't help but wry smile, Chen Jianmin thought he was Have you been coaxed by that bag of crispy rice?On the contrary, Liu Fengdeng sat opposite and ate very happily.

As if he was afraid that the fish would not be enough, Chen Jianmin brought a plate of crispy rice later, which directly caused too much steamed rice that day, and there was still a pot of rice left when the door was closed.

Shi Yu couldn't help asking himself in his heart, why was he angry with such a fool.