the castration plan

Marx said that suffering in religion is both a manifestation and a protest against real suffering.Religion is the sigh of the oppressed soul, the mood of a heartless world, and the opium of the people.

There are too many life and death trials in the world, and people in every age need a mass-produced belief.And Baymuir is undoubtedly one of them. He believes that everything comes from the benevolent gift of the Creator, so as to avoid thinking about the cause and effect of suffering and despair.

He really didn't understand why those unfortunate meteorites fell on him, why his father suffered from severe schizophrenia and anti-social personality, why his pregnant mother died of gang rape by men in the town, and his childhood was full of Sexual assault, drugs, guns, it's all too hard to understand.

He can only choose to believe that everything is determined by God, that the land of Canaan is located, and that after all the trials and tribulations, one day, one day, Moses will extradite him across the river.

Bemuir, who has memorized the teachings of the Abrahamic religions, now has Buddhist verses floating in his mind.

The Buddha said that the colorful world is nothingness.The dream world is like dew like electricity.

So Zhao Xilu, the word "Lu" is too bad, his life is too bad, too bad, so he can go directly to the next life, is it okay?

The organ that provides power for the blood was beating wildly. For the first time, Bemuir felt that the heart was so heavy, like a lump of iron, and the powerful magnetic field under his feet made him irresistible, and it was filled with a death that was difficult for even a god. Mist, if it falls from here, it will surely be relieved, right?

The thunder tore the sky, and he stood on the window sill with his clear eyes wide open in the heavy rain, as if trying to see his happy destiny in the afterlife.

As if performing a death rehearsal, a carousel began to play in his brain. It is said that this is the brain's self-awareness giving it a go, hoping to save people who are dying.

That was obviously almost ten years ago—how did some details take root in my memory?

On the last day in Folgandros, Bemuir took off his pupils and hearing aids, and the loss of other senses made his sense of smell peak. He easily found the jade butterfly among the hundreds of plants in the back mountain.

"Thank you very much, so that this case can be resolved satisfactorily. I will go back and tell Mr. Jacques now, and book the flight back home the day after tomorrow." Lu He, who is in his twenties, already has that indifferent temperament, with a calm and capable face He smiled and said, "Before you leave, can you tell me your name?"

Bemuir was quite stupid and confused, he couldn't find a place to put the instrument, now he was blind and deaf, not to mention he couldn't hear what Lu He was talking about, he couldn't even go back alone, he just clenched helplessly Alpha's sleeves.His little hands are as soft as those of a mermaid, and his golden hair is as beautiful as a dream in the sun.

Lu He came from a civilized and elegant upper class society, and he was extremely particular about etiquette, and he didn't exceed the rules to hold his hand when he saw this, but just wrapped one end of the jade butterfly edge around his hand, and he held the other end to guide him.

Jade Butterfly is a colorful flowering brocade plant with a silky red vine between them.

At that time, Baymuir had never heard of the legend of ancient China, otherwise he would have described its appearance perfectly and vividly as the red thread of the old man under the moon.

Baymuir wanted to walk faster, to get closer, but he couldn't see his feet, and he felt subconsciously that his boots must be dirty and his laces were tangled.

The road ahead was not easy to walk, so Lu He wrapped the vines around his hands a few more times, and the distance between the two gradually tightened.Two streaks of red intertwined on their ring fingers, like a pair of rings.

Baymuir's hands were itchy as if he couldn't control it, and he poked him as he walked, just once, gently.He was over his head in bliss, and was about to dance on his tiptoes, like a white violet dreaming of spring.

At that time, Omega didn't even learn how to foolishly coquettish, he didn't say anything all the way, just hoped that his sweetheart would take a second look at today's gray-pink baby-like sky, this color is tempting to fall asleep, maybe he can save this person and This period of time, days, hours, minutes, seconds.

"Sonny." At the final parting, Lu He said with a smile, "There will be a period later."

Sonny is what the elders call their subordinates. It is not a rigid term at all. Lu He calls himself little brother and little guy so gently.

He seems to be light.

Almost at the same time, Baymuir lamented as he did when he was a child in the memories, and the joy and pain made him breathless.

After long and difficult thinking, Bemuir dialed the phone.

"Lu Lu, it's time to enter." The voices of the crowd came from the other end of the phone at the right time, breaking their initial silence.

"I'm sorry, wait for me for a while." Lu He's French words are correct, elegant and solemn.He is very suitable for this style of language, and every sentence is rigorously detailed, "I have something at home, and my wife is looking for me."

Lu He's tone sounded very busy, and there was a lot of noise everywhere: "What's the matter, Xiaolu, what's the matter?"

Baymuir felt that if he didn't hear his voice at this moment, he would be burned immediately.The light from Lu He is the invincible and omnipotent power in the world.

"Lu He." Bemuir couldn't hold back his tears, but unfortunately the ending of the crying was completely covered by the rumbling thunder, "You love me, right?"

Lu He didn't answer right away, that kind of silence seemed to add a few complicated and heavy chords to the heavy rain.

"You said you loved me," Baimuer almost screamed as the winter leaves fell in the pouring rain, each louder than ever, fierce and terrible, "Come on! Come on!"

"I love you." Lu He slowed down a bit, "I love you very much, Xiaolu."

More people came to urge you over there, and Lu He changed to a slightly secluded place: "I have something to deal with now, and I will call you back in the evening or tomorrow morning, okay? It's raining over there , the windows must be closed."

"Is there something? What's the matter? What do you think is more important than me?" Bemuir gritted his teeth tightly. He felt that every organ in his body was operating sadly independently. If he didn't close his mouth tightly, his stomach and liver would react. Gravity flowed out, "You don't love me at all! You lied to me! You don't love me!"

"I love you." But at this moment, all words seemed weak, Lu He sighed inaudibly, "I know that there are many problems in our relationship, and we have not communicated well in foreign countries for a long time. I will go back the day after tomorrow early and accompany you well, is that okay? "

"No! No!" Bermuel roared, "You really love me, you go to the square and use the loudspeaker to say that you love me, you say that you only love Zhaoxilu in the whole world, Bermuel Zhao, he You love him no matter what mistakes you make, you will never leave him, hurry up, I want to hear it, Chinese, English and French, and I want to watch the video..."

He desperately needs the unshakable love born of the tender dreams of youth, so that his depraved resolution will be broken at the touch, so that he will hold on, and he will believe.

"Lu He, Lu He...you talk...you dare not speak anymore, you are not a man..." Bemuir finally burst into tears, his skin washed by the rainstorm was more delicate and pale than ukiyo-e, "you don't love me at all Right? Why can't you do what I can do? You don't love me a tenth as much as I love you..."

"I'll go." Alpha's tone was like the ripples of a lake under the moonlight, becoming softer as it spread, "I love you deeply."

Baymuir was completely stunned, because many gunshots suddenly erupted thousands of miles away.

"Lu He!" Bemuir instantly woke up from his madness.

But no one responded.

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