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Cheng Yi still held the funeral flower in his hand, but his heart seemed to be doused by the waves on Koh Samui last night.

He leaned against the corner of the bed weakly, covering himself in Zhou Si's suit, which smelled of Zhou Si's travel and dust, as well as the smoky smell of burning incense paper to ashes, but These did not cover the smell of cedar perfume that originally belonged to Zhou Si on the clothes.

"Zhou Si..."

Cheng Yi called softly, and what responded to him was a room of silence, and Zhou Si's clothes smelled of their old memories.

At that time, he took advantage of the summer vacation to work part-time and got a handsome salary, so he generously gave Zhou Si a bottle of cedar-scented perfume as a gift.

As for why I chose that bottle of perfume, it wasn't because the little girl at the same table told me that I wanted to give it to my boyfriend, but my boyfriend wouldn't refuse it, so he gave it to me.

He almost used up his month's part-time salary to choose the taste, but Zhou Si has been using it for so many years; until now, it is still the same.

This made Cheng Yi's heart thump, as if it was a mark that Cheng Yi left for him by default, and it was also a mark that he stayed with Cheng Yi.

Of course, the marks he left on Cheng Yi were more than that.

The first mark was when they were mingled with flesh and blood, during the summer vacation of the third year of high school that Zhou Si's father didn't survive, Zhou Si was engrossed in the cubicle of Cheng's family for a whole month, and then he signed up for the repeat class from P City Cheng Yi also stayed with him for half a month, and when the two of them had to go to the repeat school to register, Zhou Si seemed to wake up, he pulled Cheng Yi to close the door and had a hearty sex thing at home, with Passionate towards Cheng Yi, with Cheng Yi's sincerity, he kissed the tip of his neck and nose, overnight, up and down, covered with red marks.

A few days later when he was in the school dormitory, when Cheng Yi took off his clothes to take a shower, he saw the bruising marks all over his body, and was annoyed for a while, and made a wild promise that he would let Cheng Yi be on top next time; but that is to say.At that time, Cheng Yi naively said "no need", even in order to reduce his self-blame, he even said with a smile: "This time, it's for Uncle Zhou's face, let you."

After all, he was not by Zhou Si's father's side during the days when his father passed away.

Although Cheng's mother said that Zhou Si didn't shed a single tear at that time, maybe his feelings for this father were not that deep——

"no."

But how can two souls who have been close to each other look like their parents?At that time, Cheng Yi refuted his mother.

Zhou Si's feelings for his father had been hidden in his heart early in the morning.

Zhou Si would take Cheng Yi to his father's small world, and tell him that he would be like his father, who would only love one person in his life; The ventilator...

How could he have no affection for his father?He just didn't talk about it, but worried about it in his heart, and finally broke out in the secret incident between him and Cheng Yi.

Zhou Si and Cheng Yi regarded each other as the only weed that he could swim across. Even if they did not come to this point in the name of love due to reality, Zhou Si was still Cheng Yi's lifesaver.

That's the kind of emotion, Wei Xun said, if you want him not to go into the muddy water, can he really let go of Zhou Si and go back to the country alone?

If he really left, Zhou Si was required to suffer all this alone in a foreign country, in a place where he was unfamiliar, and where he might not even understand the language... Is he still worthy of standing in front of Zhou Si?

However, having said that, Wei Xun's warning is not without reason, and such a realistic decision is indeed the most suitable for him.

After all, this is not the first time that he and Zhou Si have bowed their heads for reality.

"Ding dong—"

Cheng Yi's phone screen lit up again, it was Wei Xun's message.

"Friday, Wang Ying went back to City C, and she said she wanted to see you, and thank you for helping her with financial management. You know, she is the only female boss in teamone in City C... If you really want to make more money, Come back before Friday. If it's for Zhou Si..."

"it is good."

Once Cheng finished, he locked the phone screen.

If it's for Zhou Si...then don't come back.

Wei Xun hesitated to speak, he knew it well.But, he came back to China, to put it bluntly, it was for Zhou Si.

Otherwise, why would he give up the high salary in the bank and come back to earn idle money? Is it true that he has so much money that he wants to be Wei Xun's partner in the law firm?In the final analysis, it is because the person he has been thinking about for so many years is here, or because he feels that he has earned enough money, enough wealth to allow them to overcome the real poverty, and to raise them from food and clothing to real spiritual happiness. the point.

It's just that he didn't expect that he seemed to come back late.I didn't expect him to be the next one.

And Zhou Si's first wife passed away at this time.

Wei Xun probably has seen too many divorce lawsuits, his lessons learned, probably because he is afraid that there will be trouble in the end, Cheng Yi is no different from the third party who took advantage of the situation and intervened in it; it is just in the name of love, It looks high-sounding, not so obscene.

In this way, it is indeed better for him to return home.At least it won't make a fuss.

"Om-"

Suddenly, the phone vibrated, waking up the people in the darkness. Cheng Yi opened his clothes and found the bright cell phone in the darkness. It was the cell phone that Zhou Si left behind that rang.

He took it over and looked at the alarm clock at 9 o'clock on the screen, which said: "Write the schedule in the memorandum."

Cheng Yihua turned off Zhou Si's alarm, only to find that his mobile phone had no password set. He saw the eye-catching memo on the desktop, and couldn't help but glanced at it. He didn't expect the one on the top, the title and the first, second and third lines The displayed content is blank.

Such a blank memo was put on top.

Cheng Yi couldn't avoid it, he opened it out of curiosity.

After the fourth line, it is written impressively.

Hope it's not a dream.

Cheng Yiyi is back.

gone again.

The memo was updated last night.

Cheng Yi was dumbfounded by the last three words.

He left again, probably talking about Cheng Yi's business trip, but now it seems more ironic.

"Going again, yes, going again."

Cheng Yi turned off the screen with a wry smile, and looked up at the ceiling. The blurred vision caused by the water vapor in the darkness seemed to be less obvious.

If it weren't for the tears that fell on the phone screen in Cheng Yi's hand, he might still be able to deceive himself for a while.

Wiping the tears on the screen with his thumb, Cheng Yi opened Zhou Si's screensaver, and saw Zhou Si's desktop, which was the photo that Zhou Si secretly took when he took Zhou Si to play billiards for his birthday that year.He was wearing a vest holding the draft beer he had won, showing off to Zhou Si, the smile on his face Zhou Si said was brighter than the sun he had ever seen, the only bad thing was that there was a red spot on his neck, he later put that Some flaws were dropped and sent to Zhou Si, Zhou Si also said that he just liked the original one, it had his taste.

To this day, when Cheng Yi saw this wallpaper and Zhou Si's stubborn "flaw" on it, he couldn't help but tremble.

Zhou Si hides his love for him in every inconspicuous corner, like a handful of hidden weapons flying towards him, not enough to be fatal, but it makes people feel pain; compared to Zhou Si , he was also shaken, and even the thought of turning back seemed extraordinarily clumsy.

He cursed: "Grass."

He stood up and walked out, and sent Wei Xun a message by the way.

"Wei Zi, have you heard the story of the Thorn Bird?"

Wei Xun obviously heard about it, so he replied in seconds: "Is it worth it?"

Cheng Yi's hand typed quickly: "Isn't the thorn bird like this, with thorns on its chest, but still singing what it claims to be the most melodious song in the world, I believe this is the song that the whole world has never heard the sound of."

So even though he knew what kind of abuse he was going to face later, he still approached the "thorn" unswervingly.

Who is love? It’s just a thicket of thorns created between two people. For that little thing called romance, the two people who are deeply involved in it forget to calculate the cost and brainwash themselves over and over again. --"is worth it".

After all, in this life, there is only one person who loves so badly.

Nine years have passed, 19 years have passed, 29 years have passed...

Still the same.

Only with such a person in front of him, the punctured heart seemed to have a little life, and the singing of the bird singing alone seemed to have meaning.

Cheng Yi borrowed a car from Kavin, asked Fang Xiao for the address, drove the car by himself with the navigation.

The stars are far apart, the lights of thousands of families are twinkling in the city, families of all sizes are busy in the night of this city, only Cheng Yi, is running silently, rushing to his bushes, looking for someone who is willing to accompany him to sing loudly people.

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