Confession ([-])
"You think too much."
Pei Zhigu's tone was as calm as his expression, and he took the book Wen Gui put on the table.The pages of the book were slightly warped because they were always in the same position, so Pei Zhigu flipped through them casually, and reached the part that Wen Gui hadn't finished reading.
He turned over a new page and said, "I've never felt that way, so you don't have to worry about anything."
Wen Gui's eyes moved slightly, he opened his mouth, his voice sounded a little hoarse.Like a string that has been twisted too far, it will break at any time.
"Is it all right if I want to lock you up?" he said.
"Even if I want to keep you by my side, I can always confirm that you will not be too far away from me, and it doesn't matter if I can fill your glands with my pheromone anytime and anywhere?"
"Pei Zhigu, I am really selfish. I am so selfish that I hope that all the good sides of you will never be known by others. I am so selfish that I want to brand every part of you with my own mark. I am jealous of every A person who is close to you, every name that can appear at the same time as your name, even your students, your colleagues... I want to mark you, want to possess you, and want to let everyone know that you are My mate, mine alone."
"You know, I was on the verge of losing control once before. At that time, I was still on the set, and I forgot to inject inhibitors because of continuous filming. At that time, I was lying on the bed and dreaming that you were by my side, I wanted to see you, I wanted to kiss you , wanting to sleep with you, wanting to see you lose control, trembling, panting and screaming in pain because of me... thinking that if you just cry..."
Wen Gui's hands tightened subconsciously, and he let out a long breath slowly, calming down his excitement from the memories.
He raised his head to look at Pei Zhigu, and said in a firm tone: "If I really do this, you will definitely hate me. But, Pei Zhigu, if you really get to that point, even if you hate me, I will not hate you." Will care. Do you know beasts that lose their minds during the rut, their only cognition is the desire to satisfy their desires, Alpha is such a low-level creature."
When Wen Gui said this, he suddenly smiled.
After opening a head, there is no hindrance to the rest of the words.Confessing in front of Pei Zhigu his suppressed desires for many years was not as difficult as he thought, and even in the process, he even felt a vicious vengeful pleasure that was almost self-abuse.
He looked at Pei Zhigu quietly, and asked, "Even so, do you think it doesn't matter?"
Pei Zhigu closed the book lightly, put it back on the table, raised his eyes to meet Wen Gui's gaze, but did not immediately answer his question.
Wen Gui at this time made Pei Zhigu feel both familiar and unfamiliar, like friends who had been friends when they were young and reunited by chance after decades, each other's appearances have changed a lot, and it is only when you look closely that you can find the old friends. Same as the shadow.
There is a desperate madness about Wen Gui.It made Pei Zhigu feel a little sad.
The wind outside the window suddenly picked up, and it blew into the balcony, messing up the unread books on the table, and the pages of the books rattled.
The sky was gloomy and falling, and it was going to rain.
Pei Zhigu was silent for too long, when Wen Gui thought he didn't want to answer any more, Pei Zhigu finally responded.
He looked away, pressed the book on the table and stood up, walked around the small table between the two of them, and walked to Wen Gui's side.
Before Wen Gui could react, he was hugged into a warm embrace in the next second.
He looked up in astonishment, and even forgot what he was going to say just now. He looked at Pei Zhigu, and his mind suddenly went blank.
Then he heard Pei Zhigu laugh very lightly and said.
"It doesn't matter."
Pei Zhigu's voice was light and ethereal, not like a promise or answer, but more like stating an established fact.
He was more distressed than afraid.
Pei Zhigu's hand rested on Wengui's neck, and the cold touch stimulated Wengui's glands to heat up slightly.
I don't know if it was because of Pei Zhigu's sudden hug, or because of the three words he uttered, Wen Gui suddenly lost all his strength.
It was like a person who was walking alone in the boundless desert with heavy loads, suddenly found an oasis in his sight.
The moment I touched the lake, I felt that all the pain and fatigue I had endured before were all worth it.
Wen Gui leaned on Pei Zhigu's body, closed his eyes, felt the warmth from Pei Zhigu through his clothes, and said softly as if he was relieved from a heavy burden.
"Thank you."
Pei Zhigu reached out his hand to stroke his hair, looking at the gradually cloudy sky outside the window, he thought a lot.
About him, but also about Wengui.
If he hadn't happened to hear the conversation between Wen Gui and Guan Ju, maybe Wen Gui would have kept this matter a secret until his death and would not have told him, unless he really lost control and had to.
In fact, in this matter, he is the person who has the least qualifications and position to criticize Wen Gui.Even though Wen Gui didn't say anything, he could probably guess that the reason why Wen Gui became like this was because he didn't make Wen Gui feel safe enough.
Alphas are very territorial and need to be comforted enough by their partners to avoid constant anxiety.But he has been deliberately ignoring this point all the time, just because of some old things that are not worth mentioning.
Is it really worth it?Pei Zhigu suddenly became a little uncertain.
Just when he was in a daze, the heavy rain poured down unexpectedly, and the cold rainwater drifted into the room along the window with the wind, and landed on Pei Zhigu's face with a "click".
Pei Zhigu came back to his senses suddenly, and he had the answer in his heart.
He said slowly: "In fact, I have always felt that there should be no relationship between Alpha and Beta. For Alpha, Beta is just a Beta. Someone taught me this point many years ago, but it is a pity I can't remember the pain, so I still want to gamble again."
Pei Zhigu lowered his eyes and laughed at himself inwardly.
In fact, the memory of that incident is already very vague, and he can't even remember the name of that person, but the pain of humiliation is far deeper and longer than the traces left by people.
He paused, and after calming down for a while, he spoke again in a deep voice.
"It's been a long time since I seriously believed in someone emotionally, so Wen Gui, don't let me down."
As expected...he was still not reconciled.
Wen Gui vaguely noticed that Pei Zhigu's attitude was loosening, and the joyful emotion appeared in his eyes uncontrollably.He stood up, looked directly at Pei Zhigu, and then reached out to wipe off the falling rainwater for him.
There has always been a long chain between him and Pei Zhigu. Although they have talked about their relationship, he still cares about it. It seems that as long as this chain is still alive, he will never be able to really hold on to Pei Zhigu. so hand.As long as Pei Zhigu is willing, he will turn around and leave at any time.
like a gust of wind.
But Pei Zhigu never took the initiative to tell him about it, so he kept pretending not to know.It seemed that everything was going in a good direction, but Wengui couldn't step on it. Such a light and light feeling only made him feel dangerous.
Under the calm and waveless relationship, he took every step carefully.
"I said before, the decision between us has always been yours." Wen Gui smiled and said.
The author says:
Wen Gui's Confession Bureau achievement get
"You think too much."
Pei Zhigu's tone was as calm as his expression, and he took the book Wen Gui put on the table.The pages of the book were slightly warped because they were always in the same position, so Pei Zhigu flipped through them casually, and reached the part that Wen Gui hadn't finished reading.
He turned over a new page and said, "I've never felt that way, so you don't have to worry about anything."
Wen Gui's eyes moved slightly, he opened his mouth, his voice sounded a little hoarse.Like a string that has been twisted too far, it will break at any time.
"Is it all right if I want to lock you up?" he said.
"Even if I want to keep you by my side, I can always confirm that you will not be too far away from me, and it doesn't matter if I can fill your glands with my pheromone anytime and anywhere?"
"Pei Zhigu, I am really selfish. I am so selfish that I hope that all the good sides of you will never be known by others. I am so selfish that I want to brand every part of you with my own mark. I am jealous of every A person who is close to you, every name that can appear at the same time as your name, even your students, your colleagues... I want to mark you, want to possess you, and want to let everyone know that you are My mate, mine alone."
"You know, I was on the verge of losing control once before. At that time, I was still on the set, and I forgot to inject inhibitors because of continuous filming. At that time, I was lying on the bed and dreaming that you were by my side, I wanted to see you, I wanted to kiss you , wanting to sleep with you, wanting to see you lose control, trembling, panting and screaming in pain because of me... thinking that if you just cry..."
Wen Gui's hands tightened subconsciously, and he let out a long breath slowly, calming down his excitement from the memories.
He raised his head to look at Pei Zhigu, and said in a firm tone: "If I really do this, you will definitely hate me. But, Pei Zhigu, if you really get to that point, even if you hate me, I will not hate you." Will care. Do you know beasts that lose their minds during the rut, their only cognition is the desire to satisfy their desires, Alpha is such a low-level creature."
When Wen Gui said this, he suddenly smiled.
After opening a head, there is no hindrance to the rest of the words.Confessing in front of Pei Zhigu his suppressed desires for many years was not as difficult as he thought, and even in the process, he even felt a vicious vengeful pleasure that was almost self-abuse.
He looked at Pei Zhigu quietly, and asked, "Even so, do you think it doesn't matter?"
Pei Zhigu closed the book lightly, put it back on the table, raised his eyes to meet Wen Gui's gaze, but did not immediately answer his question.
Wen Gui at this time made Pei Zhigu feel both familiar and unfamiliar, like friends who had been friends when they were young and reunited by chance after decades, each other's appearances have changed a lot, and it is only when you look closely that you can find the old friends. Same as the shadow.
There is a desperate madness about Wen Gui.It made Pei Zhigu feel a little sad.
The wind outside the window suddenly picked up, and it blew into the balcony, messing up the unread books on the table, and the pages of the books rattled.
The sky was gloomy and falling, and it was going to rain.
Pei Zhigu was silent for too long, when Wen Gui thought he didn't want to answer any more, Pei Zhigu finally responded.
He looked away, pressed the book on the table and stood up, walked around the small table between the two of them, and walked to Wen Gui's side.
Before Wen Gui could react, he was hugged into a warm embrace in the next second.
He looked up in astonishment, and even forgot what he was going to say just now. He looked at Pei Zhigu, and his mind suddenly went blank.
Then he heard Pei Zhigu laugh very lightly and said.
"It doesn't matter."
Pei Zhigu's voice was light and ethereal, not like a promise or answer, but more like stating an established fact.
He was more distressed than afraid.
Pei Zhigu's hand rested on Wengui's neck, and the cold touch stimulated Wengui's glands to heat up slightly.
I don't know if it was because of Pei Zhigu's sudden hug, or because of the three words he uttered, Wen Gui suddenly lost all his strength.
It was like a person who was walking alone in the boundless desert with heavy loads, suddenly found an oasis in his sight.
The moment I touched the lake, I felt that all the pain and fatigue I had endured before were all worth it.
Wen Gui leaned on Pei Zhigu's body, closed his eyes, felt the warmth from Pei Zhigu through his clothes, and said softly as if he was relieved from a heavy burden.
"Thank you."
Pei Zhigu reached out his hand to stroke his hair, looking at the gradually cloudy sky outside the window, he thought a lot.
About him, but also about Wengui.
If he hadn't happened to hear the conversation between Wen Gui and Guan Ju, maybe Wen Gui would have kept this matter a secret until his death and would not have told him, unless he really lost control and had to.
In fact, in this matter, he is the person who has the least qualifications and position to criticize Wen Gui.Even though Wen Gui didn't say anything, he could probably guess that the reason why Wen Gui became like this was because he didn't make Wen Gui feel safe enough.
Alphas are very territorial and need to be comforted enough by their partners to avoid constant anxiety.But he has been deliberately ignoring this point all the time, just because of some old things that are not worth mentioning.
Is it really worth it?Pei Zhigu suddenly became a little uncertain.
Just when he was in a daze, the heavy rain poured down unexpectedly, and the cold rainwater drifted into the room along the window with the wind, and landed on Pei Zhigu's face with a "click".
Pei Zhigu came back to his senses suddenly, and he had the answer in his heart.
He said slowly: "In fact, I have always felt that there should be no relationship between Alpha and Beta. For Alpha, Beta is just a Beta. Someone taught me this point many years ago, but it is a pity I can't remember the pain, so I still want to gamble again."
Pei Zhigu lowered his eyes and laughed at himself inwardly.
In fact, the memory of that incident is already very vague, and he can't even remember the name of that person, but the pain of humiliation is far deeper and longer than the traces left by people.
He paused, and after calming down for a while, he spoke again in a deep voice.
"It's been a long time since I seriously believed in someone emotionally, so Wen Gui, don't let me down."
As expected...he was still not reconciled.
Wen Gui vaguely noticed that Pei Zhigu's attitude was loosening, and the joyful emotion appeared in his eyes uncontrollably.He stood up, looked directly at Pei Zhigu, and then reached out to wipe off the falling rainwater for him.
There has always been a long chain between him and Pei Zhigu. Although they have talked about their relationship, he still cares about it. It seems that as long as this chain is still alive, he will never be able to really hold on to Pei Zhigu. so hand.As long as Pei Zhigu is willing, he will turn around and leave at any time.
like a gust of wind.
But Pei Zhigu never took the initiative to tell him about it, so he kept pretending not to know.It seemed that everything was going in a good direction, but Wengui couldn't step on it. Such a light and light feeling only made him feel dangerous.
Under the calm and waveless relationship, he took every step carefully.
"I said before, the decision between us has always been yours." Wen Gui smiled and said.
The author says:
Wen Gui's Confession Bureau achievement get
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