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I deserve your love.

On October 22, Friday, it was sunny. Although it was a big sun, the temperature had been dropping for several consecutive days as the frost season approached.Early in the morning, Jiang Nanhui went to Cen Hanluo's house with breakfast. Cen Hanluo got up late, and there was an early meeting at the company. He hurriedly dressed and brushed his teeth, and asked Jiang Nanhui to help him with his sleepy hair.

"There's a new movie coming out tonight, "Dune". I've read the book." Cen Hanluo stared at Jiang Nanhui, who was combing his hair carefully in the mirror, "It's a science fiction movie, should I watch it after get off work?"

"Go." Jiang Nanhui put down the comb, and rubbed Cen Hanluo's earlobe, "Buy the shows early, and go buy flowers after watching."

"Then what shall we do after buying the flowers?" Wiping off the water on his chin, Cen Hanluo leaned against Jiang Nanhui and asked, "Tomorrow is the weekend, so we don't need to get up early. Do you have any arrangements to make me happy?"

"Yes." Jiang Nanhui hugged Cen Hanluo's waist greedily, "But I'm not sure if I can make you happy."

Cen Hanluo raised his eyebrows and asked, "Are you so unconfident?"

Jiang Nanhui pinched the tip of his nose and swayed from side to side: "It's really too late to wait any longer, you don't even have enough time for breakfast."

When Cen Hanluo was packing his bag, Jiang Nanhui followed others to feed sugar pancakes so that he would not touch his hands again; when Cen Hanluo was putting on his coat, Jiang Nanhui fed him tea eggs in case he would choke, and held a thermos for him to drink two sips of soy milk.In the morning, he was as busy as a war, but the more tired Jiang Nanhui became, the happier he became. As long as he could see Cen Hanluo's smile, he would be satisfied.

The two of them were busy working until the evening, and they were secretly happy because they didn't have to work overtime when they got off work. Jiang Nanhui went straight to the subway station with his bag on his back, waited until he got to the station where Cen Hanluo worked, and ran out of the subway entrance. hug him.

"The movie is at seven o'clock, there's time, so why are you in a hurry." Cen Hanluo said, "I'm so tired from running that I'm panting."

"I'm not anxious because of the movie." Jiang Nanhui said, "I want to see you sooner."

"I like to hear that." Cen Hanluo said while scratching Jiang Nanhui's chin with his index finger, "I'm a little happy."

Jiang Nanhui smiled and said, "Are you so coaxable now?"

"Of course not." Pulling Jiang Nanhui towards the cinema, Cen Hanluo said, "It depends on who is coaxing me."

The two bought fried chicken and popcorn as usual, brought them to the cinema, and discussed the plot while eating.After the film screening, Cen Hanluo would usually listen to the ending song before leaving.

But he didn't stay till the end tonight, because he was thinking about Jiang Nanhui's going to buy him flowers.

Taking the subway back home, walking through the dark night, and walking to the door of the 24-hour flower shop, Cen Hanluo asked Jiang Nanhui: "I will choose flowers, and you will pay for them? Or do you want to choose by yourself?"

Jiang Nanhui replied: "I choose myself."

"Then I'll wait for you at the door." Cen Hanluo pouted and said, "Nan Hui, I want a surprise."

Jiang Nanhui raised his hand and scratched the bridge of his nose: "I know."

Cen Hanluo turned his back to the flower shop and looked up at the vast starry sky. The moon seems to be brighter than usual tonight.After waiting for more than ten minutes, Jiang Nanhui finished buying flowers. Hearing footsteps, Cen Hanluo turned around and saw the bouquet of flowers he most wanted to receive.

Jiang Nanhui put a handful of beautiful red roses into Cen Hanluo's arms: "What you want is exactly what I want to give, you have already guessed it, shouldn't this be a surprise?"

"Why not." Cen Hanluo said, "There is a kind of surprise in this world called, "All your expectations can be answered." "

Jiang Nanhui also had a bouquet of flowers in his hand, which included pink rose and acacia.Cen Hanluo asked: "Did you buy this bunch for yourself?"

"No, it's yours too, I'm just holding it for you temporarily." Jiang Nanhui said, "I will buy you the most wanted flower and the favorite flower, but in exchange, you also want to give me a flower. "

Cen Hanluo picked up the roses and asked, "Which one do you want?"

Brushing away Cen Hanluo's bangs, Jiang Nanhui leaned over and kissed his brow, and replied, "This is yours."

Full of joy, he walked back to the old community and stood downstairs. Jiang Nanhui took Cen Hanluo's hand and said, "Tomorrow is your birthday, let's cross the early morning together?"

"I can't wish for it." Cen Hanluo squeezed Jiang Nanhui's hand twice, "Then I'll take two bunches of flowers home first, and put them in a vase quickly."

"I want to send you home." Jiang Nanhui held Cen Hanluo's shoulders and led him to his residence, "But it's not your home, it's our home."

Stepping upstairs and pushing open the door, Cen Hanluo saw two new vases in the middle of the dining table, one orange and one ice blue.The tablecloths were new, the carpet in front of the sofa was new, and the walls that were originally blank were hung with wall paintings, all of which were arranged by Jiang Nanhui according to Cen Hanluo's preferences.

Putting on his koala slippers, Cen Hanluo walked towards the dining table with flowers in his arms: "I want to put roses in an orange vase, and pink rose and acacia in a blue vase."

Jiang Nanhui said: "As you like, I like it."

After removing the cellophane, Jiang Nanhui handed the scissors to Cen Hanluo, and accompanied him to trim the flower branches under the moonlight.After cutting it, Cen Hanluo asked: "Is it okay to put the rose in the bedroom?"

Jiang Nanhui replied: "Okay."

Cen Hanluo's movements of arranging flowers are very light, it can be seen that he loves flowers very much.Fill the blue vase first, and the fragrance of flowers permeates the living room. The bright roses are in full bloom in the orange vase, and Cen Hanluo hugs him lovingly.

Stepping into the bedroom, Cen Hanluo stopped in his tracks. The bed was covered with sheets that the two of them bought together. The red and white butterfly flowers contrasted with the red of the roses.Putting the vase in the center of the window sill, turning around, Cen Hanluo bent over and touched the new pillows placed side by side, then walked back to the living room, walked up to Jiang Nanhui, and looked at him with a smile.

"My intuition tells me, do you have something to tell me?" Cen Hanluo asked.

Until this moment, the ease of the whole day disappeared, Jiang Nanhui looked at Cen Hanluo anxiously, and smiled: "Yes."

"Let's talk." Cen Hanluo leaned his back against the window and pulled Jiang Nanhui in front of him, "I'm listening."

Jiang Nanhui lowered his head, grabbed Cen Hanluo's hand as if flattering him, and asked in a low voice, "How much would you rate me for my performance during this period?"

Cen Hanluo said: "Exceeded full marks."

Jiang Nanhui asked slowly: "Han Luo, am I qualified to be your boyfriend?"

With his right hand pressed against Jiang Nanhui's heart, Cen Hanluo said, "Ask the question knowingly."

Jiang Nanhui suddenly didn't want to beg with Cen Hanluo forever.Regardless of whether Cen Hanluo would like to stay with him for the rest of his life, in case the other party gets bored and bored one day, the same day is too boring, Jiang Nanhui is too boring... Even if he is destined to only be together for a while, Even if the next time we separate, we will face eternal catastrophe, even if it is a bottomless abyss, Jiang Nanhui will still choose to jump into it without hesitation.

Because he likes Cen Hanluo so much that even if he can only have happiness for a short time, what he will get in return may be endless pain in the future, Jiang Nanhui still wants to get him.

"Nan Hui." Cen Hanluo called softly, "Your eyes tell me that you are afraid."

Jiang Nanhui broke their eyes and said, "No."

"What the hell are you thinking?" Cen Hanluo followed his gaze and asked, "Are you worried that we won't be able to go too far, or are you afraid that one day I will eventually leave you?"

Jiang Nanhui never lied, he didn't deny it: "It's always easy to worry about gains and losses if you care too much about a person."

"Blame me." With his arms around Jiang Nanhui's neck, Cen Han said, "It's really my fault."

"Your sense of security is enough, but mine is not."

When Cen Hanluo came to kiss him, Jiang Nanhui greeted him tacitly, and the fierce love entered his heart.Cen Hanluo's lips were softer than flower petals, which made Jiang Nanhui infinitely addicted, and his heart beat against his tight chest.

There was fog on the window, the kiss was deep in love, and the cheeks were suddenly wet, Cen Hanluo raised his eyes to look at Jiang Nanhui's eyes, but Jiang Nanhui hugged him tightly, secretly hiding tears in Cen Hanluo's hair.

Cen Hanluo patted Jiang Nanhui on the back: "I'm still listening."

Jiang Nanhui tried his best to control his emotions, and slowly opened his lips: "I used to think that my heart was dead, and I would never have any illusions or expectations about relationships."

After a pause, Jiang Nanhui said, "It was you who brought me back from the dead."

"Han Luo, you are so kind, so kind that I don't know what I should do to be worthy of your kindness, that's why I'm afraid."

"I must admit to you that I am really a very fragile person when it comes to feelings." Jiang Nanhui paused again, and then said frankly, "I am very afraid of losing you. I have never been so afraid of losing someone. I know how important you are to me, and at the same time, I know very well that if there is such a day... I'm afraid I won't be able to bear this kind of loss. "

"I don't want to bring you any pressure, but I also don't want to hide anything from you." Jiang Nanhui sighed, and then mustered up his courage to say, "No matter what happens in the future, I hope to be with you forever .”

"It's my birthday soon, I warn you." Cen Hanluo said solemnly as he poked Jiang Nanhui's back with his fingertips, "Don't sigh, let me sigh all the happiness."

The moonlight flowed wantonly, Jiang Nanhui smiled softly, hugged Cen Hanluo and rocked slowly in the room filled with the fragrance of flowers.

Their steps were slow, and their embrace seemed to be dancing.After a long time, Cen Hanluo let go of Jiang Nanhui, held his face in his hands, stared into his eyes, and called softly, "Nanhui."

Jiang Nanhui responded, "Yes."

Cen Hanluo smiled and said, "I am worthy of your love."

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