Xingnian Tea House
Chapter 71 Cowardice will only make them worse
Wu Hai did not respond to Lin Nanyue, but kept looking at Qiao Xingnian, waiting for his answer.Lin Nanyue also looked over. Although he was a policeman, he was facing someone he liked, so he couldn't be selfish at all.
Qiao Xingnian looked at Wu Hai, then at Lin Nanyue, and said, "Team Lin, it's normal for Wu Hai not to be alone after something like this happened. If Team Lin doesn't mind, we'll go up with him. Make do with his house for one night, and we will help him find a place to live tomorrow, how about it?"
Lin Nanyue was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and said, "Okay, you should be more thoughtful."
This method is the best. It can prevent Qiao Xingnian and Wu Hai from being alone, and he can stay beside Qiao Xingnian. It kills two birds with one stone!
Qiao Xingnian turned to look at Wu Hai and said, "Let's go, Team Lin and I will accompany you tonight."
Wu Hai looked at Qiao Xingnian, then at Lin Nanyue, and turned around silently to lead the way.
The two walked behind him side by side, Qiao Xingnian turned to look at Lin Nanyue, with a smile in his eyes, and said silently, "I have wronged Team Lin."
Lin Nanyue looked at Qiao Xingnian's mouth and understood what he meant, so he couldn't help but startled. The original simple sentence, coupled with the teasing smile in Qiao Xingnian's eyes, he couldn't help but think about it, guessing in his heart The meaning in Qiao Xingnian's words.
"Could it be that he guessed my mind? "Grievance", he...he knows I'm jealous?Jealous..." Thinking of this, Lin Nanyue couldn't help but look at Qiao Xingnian, and then looked away guiltily, his ears turned red as expected.
The smile in Qiao Xingnian's eyes grew stronger, and he thought to himself: "This person seems to understand what I mean, I don't know if he wants to understand."
Thinking of this, Qiao Xingnian couldn't help but startled. If Lin Nanyue understood, he should have confronted him. How should he respond? Should he just refuse?If he refuses, he must be very sad.
Qiao Xingnian couldn't help thinking of what Lin Nanyue said before, this fool might not be able to point it out, he usually looks wise and powerful, but he is as timid as a mouse when it comes to feelings.
The three of them walked on the road, thinking about their own thoughts, and soon arrived at the rented house Wu Hai was renting. He took out the key and opened the door, and said shyly, "I live alone, the house is not big, only A bedroom."
Qiao Xingnian took a look around. Although the layout of the room is simple, it is very clean. All kinds of items are neatly arranged. It can be seen that it is often tidied up.
"It's okay, take a hot bath and have a good rest, don't worry about us."
"Then you sit down wherever you want, I... go take a shower."
Wu Hai turned and walked to the bedroom, took a change of clothes from the closet, and then went to the bathroom.
Qiao Xingnian sat on the sofa, looked up at Lin Nanyue, patted the seat beside him, and said, "Team Lin, come sit down and rest for a while."
Lin Nanyue withdrew his gaze and came to sit next to Qiao Xingnian. Although it was a loveseat sofa, two men sitting together would still look a bit crowded. Lin Nanyue couldn't help but think of the scene where they rode electric cars together in the Licheng tea garden .
Sensing Lin Nanyue's uneasiness, Qiao Xingnian turned to look at him and said, "Captain Lin, isn't your family an express hotel? Do you know that Han Chong today?"
Hearing Qiao Xingnian talk about the case, Lin Nanyue's nervous heart eased, and he shook his head and said, "I don't know, Lin's has always been managed by my parents, and I have never been involved in it. But his family can be in Hucheng's The hotel industry has a firm foothold, and there should be strengths that cannot be underestimated. Lin and them should be in a competitive relationship, and there is no cooperation."
"Since it is a competitive relationship, Uncle Lin should know them well. After all, shopping malls are like battlefields. Only by knowing yourself and your enemy can you win every battle."
Lin Nanyue nodded and said, "What do you want to do?"
"I don't want to do anything, I just want to know how much energy is behind this Han Chong."
Lin Nanyue looked in the direction of the bathroom and said, "Do you trust him?"
Qiao Xingnian asked back, "Team Lin doesn't believe him?"
"You have also heard what Han Chong said. As long as you investigate this kind of matter a little, you will know whether what he said is true or not. There is no need for him to lie."
"Team Lin, you can't listen to one side and believe in another when doing things. I understand this truth. Don't worry, I have my own judgment. I believe Team Lin can do it too, right?"
Lin Nanyue was startled, and suddenly realized that he was the one who listened and believed. He was a people's policeman who shouldered the responsibility of upholding the law, but now he was full of love and love.Feeling ashamed, Lin Nanyue took a deep breath and said, "Yes, you are right."
"Team Lin, were you ever bullied when you were a student?"
Lin Nanyue shook his head and said, "Having fought with someone is not considered bullying."
Qiao Xingnian smiled and said, "That's right. There should be no such thing as bullying in a family like Team Lin's."
"Have you...been bullied?"
Qiao Xingnian nodded and said, "I've experienced it before. That is a scar that I will never forget in my whole life."
Lin Nanyue frowned and said, "Why didn't you tell the teacher or parents?"
"How could it be possible that I didn't say that. It's just..." Qiao Xingnian paused, took a deep breath, and said, "The other party's parents and teachers always say, "Why don't they bully others, but bully you";" They are all children, so what kind of bad intentions can they have?" "It's all a joke, why are you so hypocritical"; "Impossible, our children are well-behaved and sensible, you must have provoked him first." "
"Those so-called ignorant children will always turn a blind eye to how bad things they have done, and will always use their young age and ignorance as an excuse for them to be forgiven." Qiao Xingnian smiled deeply. Sarcasm, said: "That's because they don't understand, the feeling of struggling in hell without seeing hope."
Seeing the pain flashing across Qiao Xingnian's eyes, Lin Nanyue was worried for a while, and wanted to reach out to comfort him, but he hesitated. During the ten or so seconds of hesitation, there was a loud noise in the bathroom, and then There was a muffled hum.
Lin Nanyue's heart tightened, and he looked towards the bathroom door.
Seeing this, Qiao Xingnian couldn't help asking: "Team Lin, did something happen?"
"I heard a loud bang like a fall."
"Come and have a look."
The two got up and walked quickly to the bathroom. Qiao Xingnian raised his hand and knocked on the door, saying, "Wu Hai, are you okay?"
After Qiao Xingnian finished speaking, he looked at Lin Nanyue. He couldn't hear him, so he could only ask Lin Nanyue for help.
Lin Nanyue shook his head and said, "There is no movement inside."
Qiao Xingnian turned the doorknob, pushed open the door and walked in, only to see Wu Hai lying on the ground wet all over, with a horrific cut on his wrist, the shower was rushing, and the blood flowing out into the sewer.
"Call an ambulance!" Qiao Xingnian hurried forward, turned off the shower, and firmly pressed his wound with his hands.
Without delay, Lin Nanyue took out his mobile phone and called the emergency number directly.
Ten minutes later, the emergency personnel went upstairs with a stretcher. Qiao Xingnian picked up Wu Hai, put him on it carefully, and then got into the ambulance.
Lin Nanyue drove behind the ambulance, and he couldn't help but feel a little regretful. As a man, being treated like that would hurt Wu Hai's heart. He didn't realize it at all, and his mind was full of feelings For the matter of love and love, I am really ashamed of this police uniform. If Wu Hai really has something wrong, then he will definitely blame himself for the rest of his life.
Lin Nanyue and Qiao Xingnian sat outside the emergency room, waiting anxiously.
Seeing Lin Nanyue's mood was not right, Qiao Xingnian said, "What's wrong with Team Lin?"
Lin Nanyue hesitated for a moment, and said, "Xingnian, I think I'm too incompetent when it comes to Wu Hai."
Qiao Xingnian frowned slightly, and said, "Why did Team Lin say that?"
"As a policeman, I should deal with the case calmly, but because of...for some reason, I didn't make a clear distinction between public and private, so that I lost my calm judgment on this case and didn't take Wu Hai's feelings into consideration. If he really has If there is an accident, then I cannot shirk my responsibility."
Qiao Xingnian knew why Lin Nanyue didn't distinguish between public and private. Although it was a bit out of date, he was still pleased.
"People are not sages and sages can do nothing, not to mention that everyone has selfishness. Team Lin doesn't need to put himself in the position of a sage. If something really happened to Wu Hai today, the responsibility should be paid by Han Chong and himself , it was Han Chong who hurt him, he gave up his life, and it has nothing to do with you."
"Can……"
Seeing that Lin Nanyue was still blaming himself, Qiao Xingnian comforted him: "I remember I once told Team Lin that suicide is a felony in the underworld and will be sent to the [-]th floor of hell. It's because he is too cowardly. I just wanted to escape, that's why I got this result, it has nothing to do with you, Team Lin doesn't need to think too much about himself."
Lin Nanyue sighed and said, "I hope he's okay."
Qiao Xingnian said firmly: "Don't worry, his life span is not over, and we found out in time, he will be fine."
After waiting for almost an hour, the lights in the emergency room finally went out, the door was opened, and the doctor came out.
Seeing this, the two quickly got up and greeted them. Qiao Xingnian was the first to ask, "Doctor, how is he?"
The doctor smiled and said: "You sent it in time. The patient's life is not in danger, but he lost too much blood and needs to be hospitalized. Follow the nurse to go through the hospitalization procedures."
"Okay, thank you doctor."
Lin Nanyue heaved a sigh of relief when he heard the words, and said, "Xingnian, you stay, and I will go through the hospitalization procedures."
Qiao Xingnian nodded and said, "Then trouble Team Lin."
Lin Nanyue and the nurse went to go through the hospitalization procedures, while Qiao Xingnian followed Wu Hai directly into the ward.
Looking at Wu Hai who was unconscious on the hospital bed, Qiao Xingnian asked calmly, "Nurse, when will he wake up?"
"The patient lost too much blood, and the effect of the anesthesia has not yet expired. If he wants to wake up, he will have to wait until tomorrow."
"okay, I get it."
After the nurse left, Qiao Xingnian sat on the empty bed next door, took out his mobile phone and sent Lin Nanyue the ward number.
Soon, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Lin Nanyue walked in with the list.
Looking at Wu Hai on the bed, he couldn't help asking: "How is he, did the doctor say when he will wake up?"
"The doctor said that he won't be able to wake up until tomorrow." Qiao Xingnian said as he lay down, looked sideways at Lin Nanyue, and said, "Team Lin, there is an accompanying bed in the corner, it's getting late, let's hurry up and get some sleep. "
Lin Nanyue put the list in his hand into the drawer of the locker in front of the bed and said, "Go to sleep, I'm not sleepy."
"It's already three o'clock in the morning, how can you not be sleepy?" Qiao Xingnian said helplessly, "Captain Lin, you are not hard-working. If you collapse from exhaustion, your uncle and aunt will feel sorry for you."
"how about you?"
Lin Nanyue only dared to ask these words in his heart, but he said: "Okay, then lie down for a while."
Lin Nanyue put the companion bed away and lay down on his side.
"Good night, Team Lin."
"Good night."
Although the beds of the two are close together, although there is some distance, they can see each other as soon as they open their eyes.
Qiao Xingnian closed his eyes, faced Lin Nanyue, took longer and longer breaths, and soon fell asleep.
Lin Nanyue opened his eyes and looked over, as if he couldn't get enough of it.Soon, he staggered his eyes and looked at Wu Hai who was unconscious on the hospital bed.His face was pale and his lips were blue, which was obviously a symptom of excessive blood loss, and he couldn't help secretly rejoicing that nothing happened to him, otherwise he would be restless for the rest of his life.
After thinking wildly for a while, Lin Nanyue closed his eyes again and soon fell asleep.Although the bed was not as comfortable as the one at home, he slept very comfortably, probably because Qiao Xingnian was not far from him.
Early the next morning, Lin Nanyue was woken up by the precise biological clock. He opened his eyes and saw Qiao Xingnian at a glance. His eyes were closed tightly, his lips were slightly opened, and he snored softly, as if he was wearing a hat. Like the husky on the sweater, you can also see the sleep bubbles on his nose, so cute!
Lin Nanyue hurriedly looked away, and looked at Wu Hai next to him with a guilty conscience. Seeing that he hadn't woken up yet, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.He sat up, regained his senses, and got out of bed straight away, went to the bathroom to wash up briefly, and then went downstairs to buy breakfast.
As soon as Lin Nanyue went out, Wu Hai opened his eyes, and his clear eyes showed that he hadn't just woken up.He raised his injured hand and looked at the gauze wrapped around it, which was white and blood-yellow.He put down his hand, turned to look at Qiao Xingnian, and then turned sideways.
Complicated emotions flashed across Wu Hai's eyes. He had never experienced warmth since he was a child, even his parents never gave it to him, but at Qiao Xingnian's place, that short meal made him feel warm. What is understanding and what is warmth.
Last night, he heard Qiao Xingnian's words clearly. That's right, even if the shower head in the bathroom was turned on, he could still hear the conversation outside through a door between them. This is what makes him different from others place.Every word Qiao Xingnian said touched his heart. The feeling of meeting a confidant made him cry bitterly. He knew that this man had really walked into his heart.
Aware of the staring eyes, Qiao Xingnian woke up from his sleep, saw Wu Hai was looking at him, sat up straight up, and said, "I'm awake."
"Why did you save me?" Wu Hai looked directly at Qiao Xingnian.
"If I don't save you, do I want to watch you die?" Qiao Xingnian asked calmly.
"For me, death is a relief. Living is too painful."
"Death is liberation? Who told you?" Qiao Xingnian looked back at Wu Hai and said, "Have you ever heard the saying, "Suicide is a felony, and you will be thrown into the [-]th hell." "
Wu Hai didn't seem to expect Qiao Xingnian to say that, surprise flashed in his eyes, and he said, "You..."
"Not every soul has the chance to be born. They either suffer in hell, or wander unconsciously in the world, or exist in the world in animals or other forms. You can be reborn as a human being, and you can't ask for as many souls as possible. Do you think it is a crime to waste an opportunity like this?"
Wu Hai didn't seem to have regained his composure, and stared blankly at Qiao Xingnian.
Seeing this, Qiao Xingnian continued, "Wu Hai, is what Han Chong said true?"
Wu Hai's pupils shrank suddenly, he never expected Qiao Xingnian to ask such a straightforward question.
Qiao Xingnian just looked at him straightly, quietly waiting for his answer.
After a while, Wu Hai regained his composure and asked, "Do you trust him or me?"
"It depends on whether you are telling the truth." Qiao Xingnian paused, and then said: "I know that telling you this is undoubtedly reopening your own scars. I understand the pain. But, if the scars If the pus is still bleeding, it must be opened again, and no matter how painful it is, the pus inside must be scraped off. Otherwise, no matter how good the flesh on the outside grows, the inside will be rotten, and you will never be able to get out. "
"What about you? Have you come out?"
Qiao Xingnian was startled, then nodded, and said, "Yes, he came out."
Wu Hai looked at Qiao Xingnian silently, and after a while, he said, "What he said is half true and half false."
Qiao Xingnian got up and walked to the door, locked the door neatly, and then sent a text message to Lin Nanyue, asking him to come back later.
He poured a glass of water and handed it to Wu Hai, saying, "Speak, I'll listen."
Wu Hai took the water glass and held it tightly in his hands, which showed that he was not calm at this time.
"When I was seven years old, my parents divorced, and I followed my mother to Lake City. A year later, she remarried and married my stepfather.
At first, he was kind to us, but after a good time, he revealed his true nature. Once he got angry outside, he would take it out on us. Domestic violence is a common occurrence.
When I was ten years old, my mother was working the night shift, and he came home drunk, broke into my room, and raped/violated me. "
Wu Hai's hand holding the water cup had blue veins, as if it was about to be crushed.
He will never forget that night, the more he struggled and pleaded, the more excited the man became, he was rough and fierce, like playing with an unconscious toy.
But he clearly felt the pain of the flesh being torn apart.He didn't know how long it had passed, he lay dying on the bed, his soul seemed to fall from a high altitude, and fell heavily into the dark hell.
Qiao Xingnian could understand his feelings very well, and said, "I'm similar to you. I was also abused at home since I was a child. The difference is that my biological father was the one who abused me, so he still has a bit of conscience and didn't sexually assault me."
Qiao Xingnian's words eased Wu Hai's emotions, but tears welled up in his eyes, and he said, "I have never understood what I did wrong and why this happened to me."
"I didn't understand it when I was a child, but later I figured it out." Qiao Xingnian patted his hand, took out the water glass he was holding tightly, and said, "Heaven will send a great responsibility to the people, and we must first suffer." Qi Xinzhi", I didn't quite understand what it meant when I was young, but I figured it out when I grew up.The suffering of childhood is to hone our minds, if you survive, you will become a strong person in the future; if you can't survive, you can only struggle in the quagmire.I made it through, but you obviously didn't. "
Wu Hai took the tissue from Qiao Xingnian, but instead of wiping away his tears, he held it tightly in his hand and said, "How did you survive?"
"Resistance, no longer submissive. I have always felt that a person must have his own bottom line, but anything that crosses the bottom line cannot be tolerated. No matter what it is, it cannot be a reason to cross this line."
Seeing Wu Hai's silence, Qiao Xingnian continued to ask: "Have you ever been sexually assaulted in school?"
Qiao Xingnian didn't beat around the bush, and asked straightforwardly, because he knew that no matter how euphemistic his words were, they were exposing his scars. It would be better to be more straightforward. Cutting the mess quickly would be much less painful than slow torture.
Tears flowed again, Wu Hai nodded with difficulty, and said, "When I was in high school, they blocked me in an alley, raped me, and took pictures."
It was Friday, and all the classmates in the dormitory went home, leaving him alone.He didn't dare to go back, because every time he went back, that man would force him, but his mother just pretended not to know, indifferently as if he was not her son.
But he has no living expenses. If he doesn't go back, he will have problems eating this week. This is how the man manipulated him.
Wu Hai dawdled until night, and finally left the dormitory, but when he walked into an alley, three people rushed out. They were classmates who often bullied him.
He looked at them in fear, and asked them what they wanted to do. Those people were used to bullying him, first insulting him, and then turning into punching and kicking.
"Look at his delicate features, does he look like a woman?"
"Hearing you say that, it really looks like it. This face looks pretty good."
"Do you want to taste the taste of a man? I heard it will be very cool!"
"Then why are you still standing there, come on!"
……
Looking at Wu Hai's tightly clenched hands, Qiao Xingnian sighed helplessly, reached out to hold his wrist, and said, "So they've been threatening you all these years, right?"
Wu Hai held Qiao Xingnian's hand tightly, nodded with sobs, and said, "They're not humans, they're devils!"
Qiao Xingnian sighed and said, "If you knew how to resist, you wouldn't be like this."
Wu Hai cried and said: "They have those photos in their hands. If they are posted on the Internet, I will really be finished!"
"Even if the fish dies and the net breaks, it is better than life. You are not even afraid of death, so what are you afraid of?"
"I..." Wu Hai opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.
"Wu Hai, you control your own life. You have to think carefully about what you want to do. If I can help, I won't stand idly by."
"You...why are you so nice to me?" Wu Hai looked straight at Qiao Xingnian.
"Because you are an employee of the tea house, and because we have a similar past."
The sound of the phone vibrating interrupted the two of them looking at each other. Qiao Xingnian took out the phone and looked at it, frowning slightly.
"Xingnian, a homicide occurred in Guanghua Community, I have to go there, breakfast is hung on the doorknob."
Qiao Xingnian replied via text message, "Okay, leave it to me, Team Lin can rest assured."
Qiao Xingnian came to the door, unlocked the door, brought in the breakfast hanging outside, and put it on the table.
"I'll get you some water. You can wash up a bit. We'll talk after we have something to say."
"it is good."
Wu Hai watched Qiao Xingnian go out with those basins, and then watched him come in with the basins. Under his care, he washed his face and rinsed his mouth.
Seeing Wu Hai looking straight at him, Qiao Xingnian said, "Eat, you will have strength to do other things when you are full."
Wu Hai picked up the chopsticks, picked up a steamed bun and put it in his mouth. Tears flowed out of his eyes unconsciously, dripping down his cheeks and onto his clothes.
Qiao Xingnian took out a tissue and handed it to him, saying, "Food can provide people with a sense of pleasure, if you eat while crying, then the food will be ruined."
Wu Hai quickly wiped away his tears, swallowed the food in his mouth, and said, "I'm sorry, I don't want to cry either, but... just can't control it."
"I know. A brief vent is necessary, but you have to remember that crying won't solve anything."
Qiao Xingnian also cried like this before, but it was useless except for self-pity, and it would make people think that he was cowardly and bully, so he seldom cried when he grew up.No matter how difficult it is, he will only find a way to solve it, and will not waste time crying.
Wu Hai choked up and nodded, and it took him a while to calm down, and said, "Where's Team Lin?"
The author says:
For campus bullying, we must maintain a zero-tolerance attitude!
Qiao Xingnian looked at Wu Hai, then at Lin Nanyue, and said, "Team Lin, it's normal for Wu Hai not to be alone after something like this happened. If Team Lin doesn't mind, we'll go up with him. Make do with his house for one night, and we will help him find a place to live tomorrow, how about it?"
Lin Nanyue was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and said, "Okay, you should be more thoughtful."
This method is the best. It can prevent Qiao Xingnian and Wu Hai from being alone, and he can stay beside Qiao Xingnian. It kills two birds with one stone!
Qiao Xingnian turned to look at Wu Hai and said, "Let's go, Team Lin and I will accompany you tonight."
Wu Hai looked at Qiao Xingnian, then at Lin Nanyue, and turned around silently to lead the way.
The two walked behind him side by side, Qiao Xingnian turned to look at Lin Nanyue, with a smile in his eyes, and said silently, "I have wronged Team Lin."
Lin Nanyue looked at Qiao Xingnian's mouth and understood what he meant, so he couldn't help but startled. The original simple sentence, coupled with the teasing smile in Qiao Xingnian's eyes, he couldn't help but think about it, guessing in his heart The meaning in Qiao Xingnian's words.
"Could it be that he guessed my mind? "Grievance", he...he knows I'm jealous?Jealous..." Thinking of this, Lin Nanyue couldn't help but look at Qiao Xingnian, and then looked away guiltily, his ears turned red as expected.
The smile in Qiao Xingnian's eyes grew stronger, and he thought to himself: "This person seems to understand what I mean, I don't know if he wants to understand."
Thinking of this, Qiao Xingnian couldn't help but startled. If Lin Nanyue understood, he should have confronted him. How should he respond? Should he just refuse?If he refuses, he must be very sad.
Qiao Xingnian couldn't help thinking of what Lin Nanyue said before, this fool might not be able to point it out, he usually looks wise and powerful, but he is as timid as a mouse when it comes to feelings.
The three of them walked on the road, thinking about their own thoughts, and soon arrived at the rented house Wu Hai was renting. He took out the key and opened the door, and said shyly, "I live alone, the house is not big, only A bedroom."
Qiao Xingnian took a look around. Although the layout of the room is simple, it is very clean. All kinds of items are neatly arranged. It can be seen that it is often tidied up.
"It's okay, take a hot bath and have a good rest, don't worry about us."
"Then you sit down wherever you want, I... go take a shower."
Wu Hai turned and walked to the bedroom, took a change of clothes from the closet, and then went to the bathroom.
Qiao Xingnian sat on the sofa, looked up at Lin Nanyue, patted the seat beside him, and said, "Team Lin, come sit down and rest for a while."
Lin Nanyue withdrew his gaze and came to sit next to Qiao Xingnian. Although it was a loveseat sofa, two men sitting together would still look a bit crowded. Lin Nanyue couldn't help but think of the scene where they rode electric cars together in the Licheng tea garden .
Sensing Lin Nanyue's uneasiness, Qiao Xingnian turned to look at him and said, "Captain Lin, isn't your family an express hotel? Do you know that Han Chong today?"
Hearing Qiao Xingnian talk about the case, Lin Nanyue's nervous heart eased, and he shook his head and said, "I don't know, Lin's has always been managed by my parents, and I have never been involved in it. But his family can be in Hucheng's The hotel industry has a firm foothold, and there should be strengths that cannot be underestimated. Lin and them should be in a competitive relationship, and there is no cooperation."
"Since it is a competitive relationship, Uncle Lin should know them well. After all, shopping malls are like battlefields. Only by knowing yourself and your enemy can you win every battle."
Lin Nanyue nodded and said, "What do you want to do?"
"I don't want to do anything, I just want to know how much energy is behind this Han Chong."
Lin Nanyue looked in the direction of the bathroom and said, "Do you trust him?"
Qiao Xingnian asked back, "Team Lin doesn't believe him?"
"You have also heard what Han Chong said. As long as you investigate this kind of matter a little, you will know whether what he said is true or not. There is no need for him to lie."
"Team Lin, you can't listen to one side and believe in another when doing things. I understand this truth. Don't worry, I have my own judgment. I believe Team Lin can do it too, right?"
Lin Nanyue was startled, and suddenly realized that he was the one who listened and believed. He was a people's policeman who shouldered the responsibility of upholding the law, but now he was full of love and love.Feeling ashamed, Lin Nanyue took a deep breath and said, "Yes, you are right."
"Team Lin, were you ever bullied when you were a student?"
Lin Nanyue shook his head and said, "Having fought with someone is not considered bullying."
Qiao Xingnian smiled and said, "That's right. There should be no such thing as bullying in a family like Team Lin's."
"Have you...been bullied?"
Qiao Xingnian nodded and said, "I've experienced it before. That is a scar that I will never forget in my whole life."
Lin Nanyue frowned and said, "Why didn't you tell the teacher or parents?"
"How could it be possible that I didn't say that. It's just..." Qiao Xingnian paused, took a deep breath, and said, "The other party's parents and teachers always say, "Why don't they bully others, but bully you";" They are all children, so what kind of bad intentions can they have?" "It's all a joke, why are you so hypocritical"; "Impossible, our children are well-behaved and sensible, you must have provoked him first." "
"Those so-called ignorant children will always turn a blind eye to how bad things they have done, and will always use their young age and ignorance as an excuse for them to be forgiven." Qiao Xingnian smiled deeply. Sarcasm, said: "That's because they don't understand, the feeling of struggling in hell without seeing hope."
Seeing the pain flashing across Qiao Xingnian's eyes, Lin Nanyue was worried for a while, and wanted to reach out to comfort him, but he hesitated. During the ten or so seconds of hesitation, there was a loud noise in the bathroom, and then There was a muffled hum.
Lin Nanyue's heart tightened, and he looked towards the bathroom door.
Seeing this, Qiao Xingnian couldn't help asking: "Team Lin, did something happen?"
"I heard a loud bang like a fall."
"Come and have a look."
The two got up and walked quickly to the bathroom. Qiao Xingnian raised his hand and knocked on the door, saying, "Wu Hai, are you okay?"
After Qiao Xingnian finished speaking, he looked at Lin Nanyue. He couldn't hear him, so he could only ask Lin Nanyue for help.
Lin Nanyue shook his head and said, "There is no movement inside."
Qiao Xingnian turned the doorknob, pushed open the door and walked in, only to see Wu Hai lying on the ground wet all over, with a horrific cut on his wrist, the shower was rushing, and the blood flowing out into the sewer.
"Call an ambulance!" Qiao Xingnian hurried forward, turned off the shower, and firmly pressed his wound with his hands.
Without delay, Lin Nanyue took out his mobile phone and called the emergency number directly.
Ten minutes later, the emergency personnel went upstairs with a stretcher. Qiao Xingnian picked up Wu Hai, put him on it carefully, and then got into the ambulance.
Lin Nanyue drove behind the ambulance, and he couldn't help but feel a little regretful. As a man, being treated like that would hurt Wu Hai's heart. He didn't realize it at all, and his mind was full of feelings For the matter of love and love, I am really ashamed of this police uniform. If Wu Hai really has something wrong, then he will definitely blame himself for the rest of his life.
Lin Nanyue and Qiao Xingnian sat outside the emergency room, waiting anxiously.
Seeing Lin Nanyue's mood was not right, Qiao Xingnian said, "What's wrong with Team Lin?"
Lin Nanyue hesitated for a moment, and said, "Xingnian, I think I'm too incompetent when it comes to Wu Hai."
Qiao Xingnian frowned slightly, and said, "Why did Team Lin say that?"
"As a policeman, I should deal with the case calmly, but because of...for some reason, I didn't make a clear distinction between public and private, so that I lost my calm judgment on this case and didn't take Wu Hai's feelings into consideration. If he really has If there is an accident, then I cannot shirk my responsibility."
Qiao Xingnian knew why Lin Nanyue didn't distinguish between public and private. Although it was a bit out of date, he was still pleased.
"People are not sages and sages can do nothing, not to mention that everyone has selfishness. Team Lin doesn't need to put himself in the position of a sage. If something really happened to Wu Hai today, the responsibility should be paid by Han Chong and himself , it was Han Chong who hurt him, he gave up his life, and it has nothing to do with you."
"Can……"
Seeing that Lin Nanyue was still blaming himself, Qiao Xingnian comforted him: "I remember I once told Team Lin that suicide is a felony in the underworld and will be sent to the [-]th floor of hell. It's because he is too cowardly. I just wanted to escape, that's why I got this result, it has nothing to do with you, Team Lin doesn't need to think too much about himself."
Lin Nanyue sighed and said, "I hope he's okay."
Qiao Xingnian said firmly: "Don't worry, his life span is not over, and we found out in time, he will be fine."
After waiting for almost an hour, the lights in the emergency room finally went out, the door was opened, and the doctor came out.
Seeing this, the two quickly got up and greeted them. Qiao Xingnian was the first to ask, "Doctor, how is he?"
The doctor smiled and said: "You sent it in time. The patient's life is not in danger, but he lost too much blood and needs to be hospitalized. Follow the nurse to go through the hospitalization procedures."
"Okay, thank you doctor."
Lin Nanyue heaved a sigh of relief when he heard the words, and said, "Xingnian, you stay, and I will go through the hospitalization procedures."
Qiao Xingnian nodded and said, "Then trouble Team Lin."
Lin Nanyue and the nurse went to go through the hospitalization procedures, while Qiao Xingnian followed Wu Hai directly into the ward.
Looking at Wu Hai who was unconscious on the hospital bed, Qiao Xingnian asked calmly, "Nurse, when will he wake up?"
"The patient lost too much blood, and the effect of the anesthesia has not yet expired. If he wants to wake up, he will have to wait until tomorrow."
"okay, I get it."
After the nurse left, Qiao Xingnian sat on the empty bed next door, took out his mobile phone and sent Lin Nanyue the ward number.
Soon, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Lin Nanyue walked in with the list.
Looking at Wu Hai on the bed, he couldn't help asking: "How is he, did the doctor say when he will wake up?"
"The doctor said that he won't be able to wake up until tomorrow." Qiao Xingnian said as he lay down, looked sideways at Lin Nanyue, and said, "Team Lin, there is an accompanying bed in the corner, it's getting late, let's hurry up and get some sleep. "
Lin Nanyue put the list in his hand into the drawer of the locker in front of the bed and said, "Go to sleep, I'm not sleepy."
"It's already three o'clock in the morning, how can you not be sleepy?" Qiao Xingnian said helplessly, "Captain Lin, you are not hard-working. If you collapse from exhaustion, your uncle and aunt will feel sorry for you."
"how about you?"
Lin Nanyue only dared to ask these words in his heart, but he said: "Okay, then lie down for a while."
Lin Nanyue put the companion bed away and lay down on his side.
"Good night, Team Lin."
"Good night."
Although the beds of the two are close together, although there is some distance, they can see each other as soon as they open their eyes.
Qiao Xingnian closed his eyes, faced Lin Nanyue, took longer and longer breaths, and soon fell asleep.
Lin Nanyue opened his eyes and looked over, as if he couldn't get enough of it.Soon, he staggered his eyes and looked at Wu Hai who was unconscious on the hospital bed.His face was pale and his lips were blue, which was obviously a symptom of excessive blood loss, and he couldn't help secretly rejoicing that nothing happened to him, otherwise he would be restless for the rest of his life.
After thinking wildly for a while, Lin Nanyue closed his eyes again and soon fell asleep.Although the bed was not as comfortable as the one at home, he slept very comfortably, probably because Qiao Xingnian was not far from him.
Early the next morning, Lin Nanyue was woken up by the precise biological clock. He opened his eyes and saw Qiao Xingnian at a glance. His eyes were closed tightly, his lips were slightly opened, and he snored softly, as if he was wearing a hat. Like the husky on the sweater, you can also see the sleep bubbles on his nose, so cute!
Lin Nanyue hurriedly looked away, and looked at Wu Hai next to him with a guilty conscience. Seeing that he hadn't woken up yet, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.He sat up, regained his senses, and got out of bed straight away, went to the bathroom to wash up briefly, and then went downstairs to buy breakfast.
As soon as Lin Nanyue went out, Wu Hai opened his eyes, and his clear eyes showed that he hadn't just woken up.He raised his injured hand and looked at the gauze wrapped around it, which was white and blood-yellow.He put down his hand, turned to look at Qiao Xingnian, and then turned sideways.
Complicated emotions flashed across Wu Hai's eyes. He had never experienced warmth since he was a child, even his parents never gave it to him, but at Qiao Xingnian's place, that short meal made him feel warm. What is understanding and what is warmth.
Last night, he heard Qiao Xingnian's words clearly. That's right, even if the shower head in the bathroom was turned on, he could still hear the conversation outside through a door between them. This is what makes him different from others place.Every word Qiao Xingnian said touched his heart. The feeling of meeting a confidant made him cry bitterly. He knew that this man had really walked into his heart.
Aware of the staring eyes, Qiao Xingnian woke up from his sleep, saw Wu Hai was looking at him, sat up straight up, and said, "I'm awake."
"Why did you save me?" Wu Hai looked directly at Qiao Xingnian.
"If I don't save you, do I want to watch you die?" Qiao Xingnian asked calmly.
"For me, death is a relief. Living is too painful."
"Death is liberation? Who told you?" Qiao Xingnian looked back at Wu Hai and said, "Have you ever heard the saying, "Suicide is a felony, and you will be thrown into the [-]th hell." "
Wu Hai didn't seem to expect Qiao Xingnian to say that, surprise flashed in his eyes, and he said, "You..."
"Not every soul has the chance to be born. They either suffer in hell, or wander unconsciously in the world, or exist in the world in animals or other forms. You can be reborn as a human being, and you can't ask for as many souls as possible. Do you think it is a crime to waste an opportunity like this?"
Wu Hai didn't seem to have regained his composure, and stared blankly at Qiao Xingnian.
Seeing this, Qiao Xingnian continued, "Wu Hai, is what Han Chong said true?"
Wu Hai's pupils shrank suddenly, he never expected Qiao Xingnian to ask such a straightforward question.
Qiao Xingnian just looked at him straightly, quietly waiting for his answer.
After a while, Wu Hai regained his composure and asked, "Do you trust him or me?"
"It depends on whether you are telling the truth." Qiao Xingnian paused, and then said: "I know that telling you this is undoubtedly reopening your own scars. I understand the pain. But, if the scars If the pus is still bleeding, it must be opened again, and no matter how painful it is, the pus inside must be scraped off. Otherwise, no matter how good the flesh on the outside grows, the inside will be rotten, and you will never be able to get out. "
"What about you? Have you come out?"
Qiao Xingnian was startled, then nodded, and said, "Yes, he came out."
Wu Hai looked at Qiao Xingnian silently, and after a while, he said, "What he said is half true and half false."
Qiao Xingnian got up and walked to the door, locked the door neatly, and then sent a text message to Lin Nanyue, asking him to come back later.
He poured a glass of water and handed it to Wu Hai, saying, "Speak, I'll listen."
Wu Hai took the water glass and held it tightly in his hands, which showed that he was not calm at this time.
"When I was seven years old, my parents divorced, and I followed my mother to Lake City. A year later, she remarried and married my stepfather.
At first, he was kind to us, but after a good time, he revealed his true nature. Once he got angry outside, he would take it out on us. Domestic violence is a common occurrence.
When I was ten years old, my mother was working the night shift, and he came home drunk, broke into my room, and raped/violated me. "
Wu Hai's hand holding the water cup had blue veins, as if it was about to be crushed.
He will never forget that night, the more he struggled and pleaded, the more excited the man became, he was rough and fierce, like playing with an unconscious toy.
But he clearly felt the pain of the flesh being torn apart.He didn't know how long it had passed, he lay dying on the bed, his soul seemed to fall from a high altitude, and fell heavily into the dark hell.
Qiao Xingnian could understand his feelings very well, and said, "I'm similar to you. I was also abused at home since I was a child. The difference is that my biological father was the one who abused me, so he still has a bit of conscience and didn't sexually assault me."
Qiao Xingnian's words eased Wu Hai's emotions, but tears welled up in his eyes, and he said, "I have never understood what I did wrong and why this happened to me."
"I didn't understand it when I was a child, but later I figured it out." Qiao Xingnian patted his hand, took out the water glass he was holding tightly, and said, "Heaven will send a great responsibility to the people, and we must first suffer." Qi Xinzhi", I didn't quite understand what it meant when I was young, but I figured it out when I grew up.The suffering of childhood is to hone our minds, if you survive, you will become a strong person in the future; if you can't survive, you can only struggle in the quagmire.I made it through, but you obviously didn't. "
Wu Hai took the tissue from Qiao Xingnian, but instead of wiping away his tears, he held it tightly in his hand and said, "How did you survive?"
"Resistance, no longer submissive. I have always felt that a person must have his own bottom line, but anything that crosses the bottom line cannot be tolerated. No matter what it is, it cannot be a reason to cross this line."
Seeing Wu Hai's silence, Qiao Xingnian continued to ask: "Have you ever been sexually assaulted in school?"
Qiao Xingnian didn't beat around the bush, and asked straightforwardly, because he knew that no matter how euphemistic his words were, they were exposing his scars. It would be better to be more straightforward. Cutting the mess quickly would be much less painful than slow torture.
Tears flowed again, Wu Hai nodded with difficulty, and said, "When I was in high school, they blocked me in an alley, raped me, and took pictures."
It was Friday, and all the classmates in the dormitory went home, leaving him alone.He didn't dare to go back, because every time he went back, that man would force him, but his mother just pretended not to know, indifferently as if he was not her son.
But he has no living expenses. If he doesn't go back, he will have problems eating this week. This is how the man manipulated him.
Wu Hai dawdled until night, and finally left the dormitory, but when he walked into an alley, three people rushed out. They were classmates who often bullied him.
He looked at them in fear, and asked them what they wanted to do. Those people were used to bullying him, first insulting him, and then turning into punching and kicking.
"Look at his delicate features, does he look like a woman?"
"Hearing you say that, it really looks like it. This face looks pretty good."
"Do you want to taste the taste of a man? I heard it will be very cool!"
"Then why are you still standing there, come on!"
……
Looking at Wu Hai's tightly clenched hands, Qiao Xingnian sighed helplessly, reached out to hold his wrist, and said, "So they've been threatening you all these years, right?"
Wu Hai held Qiao Xingnian's hand tightly, nodded with sobs, and said, "They're not humans, they're devils!"
Qiao Xingnian sighed and said, "If you knew how to resist, you wouldn't be like this."
Wu Hai cried and said: "They have those photos in their hands. If they are posted on the Internet, I will really be finished!"
"Even if the fish dies and the net breaks, it is better than life. You are not even afraid of death, so what are you afraid of?"
"I..." Wu Hai opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.
"Wu Hai, you control your own life. You have to think carefully about what you want to do. If I can help, I won't stand idly by."
"You...why are you so nice to me?" Wu Hai looked straight at Qiao Xingnian.
"Because you are an employee of the tea house, and because we have a similar past."
The sound of the phone vibrating interrupted the two of them looking at each other. Qiao Xingnian took out the phone and looked at it, frowning slightly.
"Xingnian, a homicide occurred in Guanghua Community, I have to go there, breakfast is hung on the doorknob."
Qiao Xingnian replied via text message, "Okay, leave it to me, Team Lin can rest assured."
Qiao Xingnian came to the door, unlocked the door, brought in the breakfast hanging outside, and put it on the table.
"I'll get you some water. You can wash up a bit. We'll talk after we have something to say."
"it is good."
Wu Hai watched Qiao Xingnian go out with those basins, and then watched him come in with the basins. Under his care, he washed his face and rinsed his mouth.
Seeing Wu Hai looking straight at him, Qiao Xingnian said, "Eat, you will have strength to do other things when you are full."
Wu Hai picked up the chopsticks, picked up a steamed bun and put it in his mouth. Tears flowed out of his eyes unconsciously, dripping down his cheeks and onto his clothes.
Qiao Xingnian took out a tissue and handed it to him, saying, "Food can provide people with a sense of pleasure, if you eat while crying, then the food will be ruined."
Wu Hai quickly wiped away his tears, swallowed the food in his mouth, and said, "I'm sorry, I don't want to cry either, but... just can't control it."
"I know. A brief vent is necessary, but you have to remember that crying won't solve anything."
Qiao Xingnian also cried like this before, but it was useless except for self-pity, and it would make people think that he was cowardly and bully, so he seldom cried when he grew up.No matter how difficult it is, he will only find a way to solve it, and will not waste time crying.
Wu Hai choked up and nodded, and it took him a while to calm down, and said, "Where's Team Lin?"
The author says:
For campus bullying, we must maintain a zero-tolerance attitude!
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