Chosen unlucky guy

He Yuan's bus ticket back to Bin County is scheduled for around four o'clock in the afternoon, and there is still a long time before now, and with the current situation, it is obvious that there is no possibility of going around anymore; Xin Sui sat in the room and called He Jingle No one answered the phone even after dialing a few times. After thinking about it, I finally contacted Xiang Kongshan. This time, someone answered the phone, but it didn't sound like me. Yu Yehao said in surprise: "Whatever elder brother?"

"How is little?"

Xin Sui recognized his voice, he wasn't particularly surprised, but thought of He Jingle's embarrassment when he called the other party in front of him before, and was so embarrassed by the wrong phone number that he screamed, he couldn't help laughing, and then burst into tears. More worried, I couldn't help coughing twice: "Is Xiao Le with you? I didn't contact him this morning."

This question is not difficult to answer, but Yu Ye was silent for a long time after listening to it, and then said falteringly: "He...he—"

At the same time, He Jingle, who had lost contact for no reason, was sitting next to Yu Yehao who was answering the phone. His eyes were red, and a blue stubble appeared on his chin after staying up all night. He was shaking his hands together and worshiping his ancestors. plead.

What a dare to ask and dare to agree, Yu Yehao has told a handful of lies over the years, and the probability of being exposed is as high as 90.00%. He choked out a sentence very nervously: "I, I don't know either."

Xin Suijing paused and called his name: "Xiao Hao, tell He Jingle to answer the phone."

"..."

The duo who made up nonsense and were debunked lowered their heads at the same time. The last time such a scene happened, it seemed that He Jingle secretly took Yu Yehao, who had just had two teeth filled, to eat popsicles during the summer vacation, and then was sent to Kongshan to check him.

Yu Ye handed out the phone with trembling hands, as if handing over the torch of revolution, sad and painful: "Le Zai, I'm sorry, he found out."

He Jingle didn't have time to pay attention to him, so he took the mobile phone bravely, pretended to be self-confident when he came up, and said, "Hi, husband."

Xin Sui: "..."

At this moment, he couldn't lose his temper anymore, turned his head away from the receiver and coughed twice, and then said softly: "No matter how important it is, there is always time to call me back, right? "

He Jingle didn't know how to answer, Xin Sui might as well scold him like this, he picked a few small pearls protruding from the back of Kongshan's phone case, his eyelids drooped, and thick eyelashes covered most of his eyes , so that people couldn't see what he was thinking at the moment; he responded in a low voice, sucked his nose, and asked in a low voice: "Xin Sui, are you sick because of the rain last night?"

"Well, I caught a little cold, but it's not serious."

Originally planning to take this opportunity to pretend to be poor, the poor senior Xin couldn't bear it in the end. He comforted He Jingle a few words, then dismissed the matter lightly, and asked instead: "So what happened, can you tell me?" Do you listen?"

He Jingle's thin eyelids, which hadn't been lifted from the beginning to the end, suddenly trembled, and after a long time, he turned his face away, and said in a muffled voice as if the child had finally found a parent who can support him: "...Brother, the missing person post is 404."

This matter is actually very absurd. Since yesterday at 04:30 in the morning, he was woken up by a call from Yu Kangzhe who stayed up all night drawing in his deep sleep, and then he was told that all the things he posted were temporarily blocked because of doubtful authenticity and too wide spread. After restricting the disclosure, he has already begun to wonder if he is dreaming:

He couldn't close his eyes for a second in the middle of the night, and watched with almost astonishment the many baseless accusations pouring out of his backstage. Some people said that as a public figure, why he couldn't review the information before sending it, which was a waste of public empathy; There are many ordinary people on the Internet who are just living ordinary lives, and his so-called missing person announcements are just making money in a different way, earning this kind of money with no conscience, and he is not afraid of earning his life or spending his life.

Together with Yu Kangzhe and Yao Xuan, who cooperated with him in reposting these, they were also questioned and implicated for no reason.

It's all just because of the sudden "invisibility".

He Jingle has been scolded many times since he was a child. He Hongguang scolded him for being muddy and unable to support the wall. Many people who flattered him secretly said that he was a bully and had no knowledge; but at this moment he was confused for the first time. Understand what is untrue, why such rumors that can be easily broken can be taken seriously, and some people were fine one day, but changed their appearance the next day.

If what disappears is false, and the desperate hope in the predicament is also false, then what is real?

He Jingle's throat was choked up, and he couldn't swallow or spit it out. He was thinking that after the matter was resolved, he would pretend to be nonchalant and bring it up to Xin Sui; because of family reasons, the other party might not be much better off than himself. The internal friction of family conflicts is all-round, and he doesn't want to let Xin Sui worry about it any more.

But I didn't expect the other party to be so sensitive. Now the official information he submitted to the platform is still under review, and there are still two bare 404s on the top of the personal homepage. Xin Sui's phone number has already caught up with Xiang Kongshan's phone.

He also broke through his little trick with a few words, so that he couldn't even pretend, he could only explain honestly, the more he spoke, the lower his voice; in the end, there was almost only a weak current between the two of them, and he heard Xin Sui On the other side of the phone, he let out a long sigh, and the fateful sympathy played out again at this moment. Xin Sui always seemed to know what he was worried about: "Why didn't you tell me earlier, what if I was willing to care for you?"

He froze for a moment, his dry eyes after staying up all night were covered with a thin layer of tears, and he heard the other party continue to say: "Xiao Le, I'm not afraid of this at all, I'm just afraid that you don't need me to do this, then I I don’t know who else in this world needs it.”

Apart from his Xiao Le, Xin Suixiang, apart from He Jingle, who else in the world would be willing to understand him, get close to him, and then accept his love that begins with duplicity, incomplete words in the process, and obsessive obsession in the end?

He Jingle didn't speak for a long time, breathing tremblingly, Xin Sui knew he was listening, and said softly, as if coaxing a child, "I'll come to see you now, okay?"

"Not good," He Jingle finally spoke, "You're sick, I'll come..."

In the middle of his speech, he suddenly stopped, and hesitantly looked at Yu Yehao, who was buried in the materials to sift through the information. The latter noticed his gaze, raised his head and looked at him in confusion, and then suddenly smiled as if thinking of something Yu Yehao's expression was filled with a touch of soft nostalgia, and then he smiled and made an exaggerated mouth shape at him——

He understood, and the other party was saying, "Go."

Life is so short, I don’t know which side with whom will be the last side. Of course, we must seize the opportunity to meet the person I want to see the most and do the thing I want to do the most. It doesn’t matter if you fail or fall. human compliments, and as for the rest—

Yu Yehao looked at the approaching Xiang Kongshan with his chin resting on his cheek, with the pen resting on his mouth, he thought: Then give it to a friend!

At the same time, He Jingle who ran downstairs felt something, turned his head and looked at the direction of home with tears in his eyes. It turned out that the fulfillment he wanted was only for a moment, that is, there are still endless things to say to these people in the future. explain.

The vehicle was speeding through the rapidly receding scenery, he calmed down his breath, determined to tell Xin Sui how much he missed him when he saw Xin Sui for the first time; he would no longer use the name of worry to make any concealment , he wants to witness all the joys and sorrows with Xin Sui, anything is fine, as long as Xin Sui stops saying in such a heartbreaking tone that he is afraid that he doesn't need him.

How could he not need him?

As the destination got closer, his heart began to speed up, and he passed the revolving door, and the elevator numbers jumped up and down. He held his breath, and walked step by step to the final room.

——The door of the room was half open, which surprised him a little. When he got closer, he heard the forbearable quarrel inside. He was familiar with the female voice, and it was He Yuan who he had just seen in the hospital not long ago; he stopped suddenly, I heard He Yuan say inside: "Xin Sui, you don't feel ashamed and I feel ashamed. That's a man. Do you know what will happen when you are with him?"

"You can't get married, you can't have offspring, and it's even possible that you will be stabbed in the back wherever you go in the future, just because you are gay!"

He looked over in a daze, and through the half-opened door, he saw He Yuan, who was facing him, and Xin Sui, who had his back. With very obvious disdain and contempt, looking at him is like looking at a stumbling block that hinders her son's brilliant future.

"Xin Sui," she continued, "don't make me never forgive you for the rest of my life."

He Jingle still didn't feel any pain at this time, he just felt dazed, as if he was about to wake up from a long dream, top-heavy, until Xin Sui, who hadn't spoken a moment ago, spoke the only sentence, pressing heavily on the bed He thought: "I don't care."

"As long as he still needs me, even if he wants to take a bite of the moon in the sky, I'm willing to pick it for him."

He burst into tears, but saw that He Yuan's eyes were wide open, a slap full of anger was about to fall, and he ran over to hug Xin Sui tightly; two similar bodies overlapped, and he was still trembling, Sensing the warmth on his face, he realized that it was Xin Sui who smiled and wiped away his tears with his fingertips. The man who had not recovered from the high fever was pale, and in the chaos, he kissed him between the eyebrows like no one else: "Little Lucky Star, save me again!" .”

Then he said, "Don't cry."

These words made his tears flow more violently, and he traced the other person's eyebrows and eyes at a very close distance devoutly and greedily. At this moment, he suddenly remembered the bloody TV series he watched when he and Aunt Ting stayed at home to kill time. The men and women in it The protagonists are separated due to various misunderstandings, and they often find out at the end that what bothers them is actually something that can be explained clearly in one sentence.

He thought it was funny at the time, but now he wants to ask: Why did no one tell him at that time, even though there was no misunderstanding between the two people, even though they loved each other so sincerely and passionately, they still had to go at such a similar time to the end?

A tear fell, he closed his eyes, and said slowly: "Xin Sui, I love you the most, I love you the most in the whole world, you are the most handsome guy I have ever seen."

So, how could he have the heart to let the other party hover in this predicament for the rest of his life, exhausting his pride and self-esteem day after day?

Xin Sui's breath was stagnant, and he seemed to realize something, his face was ugly: "Stop talking."

But He Jingle was still saying, as if begging: "Don't fall in love with me, okay?"

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