School grass is reborn to save me

March X, 20XX

He invited me to eat hot pot with him, although I knew he wanted me to calm down Keyan, but this was the first time he took the initiative to invite me to have dinner with his friends.

He didn't eat spicy pot this time, he won't be disgusted by the wool, and he won't have diarrhea, so good.

He took good care of me, even my mother didn't remember that I couldn't eat seafood, but he saw it, so good.

Ke Yan handed him a beer. If it was his good face in the past, he would definitely not refuse. This time I poured him a Coke and he didn't make a fuss, so good.

I feel that this time he is obviously the same as every previous restart, but very different.

This time I was very close to him.

Seeing this, Cen Qingyi felt sad again.

Isn't everything he does for granted?

Because I received a warning from Shu Yang, I didn't eat the spicy pot. That's because Shu Yang's text messages are very accurate every time!Knowing that Shu Yang has allergies on his face, he is not allowed to eat seafood or spicy food.Rejecting Ke Yan's beer is also for his own good, how happy it is to drink Coke!

I just listened to Shu Yang's words, and they were all good suggestions, so Shu Yang felt "close".So in the countless times before, how wolf-hearted was he?

"Am I really bad?" Cen Qing said, "Otherwise you wouldn't have to repeat it so many times!"

"It's the bad guys who are not good. We pass one level, and there will be another level. It's not your fault, and the first few restarts, I was very authoritarian and overbearing to you because I was afraid that you would have an accident, restricting your freedom. , made you very unhappy, and broke your heart. But every time you choose to forgive me, even when I think you can't tolerate me, you will tell me in your way... Do you think You want to meet me again." Shu Yang said slowly.

Maybe he didn't know that in Cen Qingyi's ears, such a voice was a tender and firmest confession.

Just because Cen Qinghui said he still wanted to see him, Shu Yang didn't care about the hurt he suffered last time and the heart-wrenching ending to restart everything.

Try again and again, approach again and again.

"I know why you used an unfamiliar number to send me text messages." Cen Qinghui said.

"Oh, why?" Shu Yang tilted his head, and there seemed to be a faint smile in his voice.

"Because I'm born rebellious. If you stand in front of me and tell me that something dangerous will happen to me, and only you can save me, I will definitely think you are crazy, and I will sing against you and try to die Prove you wrong, I will fight you, make you sad, and die faster. You send me a message as a stranger, I may think you are a liar at first, but gradually become your If the 'prophecies' are fulfilled, I will believe in your predictions and become dependent on you, we will build a relationship of trust little by little, right?" Cen Qingyun asked.

Shu Yang was silent for a long time, then nodded slightly.

Cen Qinghui covered her face and said, "I must hate you for doubting you!"

"No. If a person cannot maintain doubts, it is difficult to discover the truth. Your doubts about me make you full of motivation to dig out the truth, and let me discover many clues that I did not discover before. So you can doubt anything, But don't doubt the choices you make."

Even so, Shu Yang is still gentle and tolerant.

"Why did you save me so many times? Did we have any life-threatening friendship at the beginning?" Cen Qinghui couldn't help asking.

If it was him, he would not be able to restart his life so many times in order to save someone who is not relatives or relatives, constantly trying to change a certain segment, endlessly pursuing a certain distant ending, failing again and again, over and over again. Over and over again experiencing miss and loss.

This is spiritual delay.

"Because you are better at being yourself than I am, and you have become what I want to be. To save you... probably I save myself." Shu Yang said.

"It's too abstract, I don't understand. I feel that compared to you, I really look like a fool. What on earth do I have that deserves you to save me so many times?" Cen Qing moved to Shu Yang's side.

For the first time, Cen Qinghui had a strong desire to understand a person, from all the details of the past to all the thoughts of the present.

Shu Yang's calmness and composure at this moment is the appearance after being polished and carved countless times.

Cen Qinghui wanted to embed in every notch, hug him, and protect him.

"The first time I met you was when you hacked Shu Yang's Internet cafe. At that time, my life was prosperous, I went to a good university, I had a group of friends who only obeyed me, and because my parents were not by my side I grew up, so I felt guilty and responded to my needs. But I saw you. You, you, you, when you meet someone who is worse than you, you immediately confess, and when you meet someone who is stronger than you, you immediately dog ​​your legs. On the surface, I will treat you to death. If I told you to go east, you wouldn’t go west, and if I told you to eat durian, you wouldn’t order stinky tofu. But ah, I’m very rebellious in my bones, and if I get the chance, I’ll poke my spine until I stumble.”

Cen Qingyun laughed, it really sounded like her character.

"Xia Zhi said the same thing to me. When Lu sees an injustice, he yells and trembles when he should. But even if he shudders, he will yell."

"You are my little enemy." Shu Yang said so, but the smile on his face was so warm that it would melt Cen Qing into his arms.

Cen Qinghui leaned closer to Shu Yang subconsciously, but she was afraid of adding pressure to his shoulders, so she could only endure it.

"Then did my little friend treat you well?"

"Ah Ching, everyone's 'good' needs are different. For example, you need someone to stay up late with you, instead of telling you to go to bed early. You need someone to accompany you to kill the four parties in the game, instead of stating how bad the game is. Not good. Someone needs to help you chill the Coke, not tell you that you have too much Coke. I have been reborn many times, which may seem like torture to you, but to me it is a growing The process of getting close to you. I gradually know how to persuade you, how to make you trust me, how to make you happy, how to make you feel that it is a very lucky thing to have me by your side."

Cen Qinghui tugged at Shu Yang's quilt and twisted it on the spot, "Brother Yang Yang, just tell me! Tell me something I did before to make you happy. Otherwise, I will feel like a troublesome .”

Shu Yang closed his eyes and began to recall, and then even let out a soft laugh.

"Do you still remember the virus in Zhong Chun's father?"

"remember."

There is a nostalgic smile in Shu Yang's eyes: "I have always wanted to know who designed that virus. Later, when I heard that Zhong Xiao and your mother were colleagues, I vaguely guessed that this virus was your masterpiece. At that time, you I kept pretending that my grades were mediocre, and your mother was looking for tutors for you everywhere, so I applied for the job."

"Then are you bullying me every day?"

"No. You know that after we are at the same level in that field, you like to pester me to compete. Although you don't say it, you should appreciate me. You don't allow others to bully the person you admire. I Because of the practical research in the university, I went to a company as an intern during the winter vacation. At that time, the old fritters and the manager of the company bullied me. I did the English planning and PPT, but they didn’t intend to sign me. Take it to the boss to ask for credit."

"Damn it, I hate people like this the most! Definitely show them off!"

Obviously, she didn't experience it personally, but Cen Qinghui was so angry that she clenched her fists.

"Well, I originally wanted to disrupt the entire company's system, but you made the move first."

"Me? Fighting for you? What did I do?" Cen Qinghui asked enthusiastically.

"They showed my draft plan to the boss, and the boss was very satisfied, so they wanted to lure me back to school, so that I would not know when the plan was announced, and they could smoothly take possession of the fruit of my intern's labor. It just so happened that you came to find me at my internship place, your grades improved, and you agreed that I would treat you to a movie. You were playing on my computer at my place, and you just heard their plan. You used that virus Infected my full version of the PPT file. The old Youtiao came over to distract you, and took the opportunity to copy the file I put on the desktop."

"Ah, it's my style - I can't live without doing my own crimes. Then I will go to the movies with you happily?" Cen Qingxuan asked.

"Well, yes. The two of us watched halfway through the movie, and my phone rang. It was the old fritter who said that the PPT file could not be found. He also said that the boss was poisoned after watching the PPT. No matter what file he clicked on, there would be a The big beauty smiled brightly at them with her chin propped up."

"Hahaha." Cen Qingmei rolled around laughing under the quilt, "Oh, I'm going to laugh my head off when I just grow up."

"Old Youtiao was in a hurry, and urged me to go back and make a new PPT. I wanted to go back and see what poison you gave them, and whether it could be detoxified. Who knew you stopped me and said, 'Brother Yangyang' , Today is your birthday, can't you be self-willed?'" Shu Yang said with a more obvious smile on his face.

Cen Qinghui likes the way he smiles, shallow dimples are formed on his cheeks because of wanton laughter, making people want to hide all their little thoughts in it.

"Then are you willful?"

"My mother only called me in the morning because of filming. My father is overseas, and we haven't contacted for many years. My friends didn't take my birthday to heart. But you are different, you patiently When I get off work, watch a movie with me, vent my anger on me, and secretly hide a birthday present in my coat pocket, a keychain."

"I must have no pocket money, so I gave you a keychain. A handsome guy like you deserves a plane from me." Cen Qinghui said sincerely.

"That keychain is my dad's old style. I told you I remember one time he came home to see me and my mom, took my hand and talked to me, and I saw that key on his waist The buckle is in the shape of a wolf and an eagle. I just mentioned it to you casually, but you remembered it and found the same style for me. Ah Qing, that is a very precious gift."

Cen Qingyun touched her nose, she finally did some human affairs.

"So I'm not in a hurry to go back, but watch the movie with you."

"That's how it should be! Let those bad-hearted people worry! What happened next? What happened to that old fried dough stick and his manager?" Cen Qingmei asked.

"As soon as I went back to the company, I found that other employees were working overtime to reorganize the plan. When the old Youtiao saw me, he said that I was irresponsible, and said that the virus came out of my computer in front of everyone. I I asked him why he was sure the virus was from me, not from his own computer. He said it was because the plan was copied from my computer."

"Damn it! He's really shameless! You should answer him—since the plan was copied from my computer, did you have my permission?"

"That's what I asked. He turned pale at the time and said that I was an intern and he was a full-time employee of the company. He could take my proposal if he wanted."

Cen Qinghui's head was about to explode: "This man's face is so big that he can run a horse!"

"I don't know if his face can run like a horse, but the boss of their company is standing behind him. I helped the boss clean up the virus and sent him the complete PPT. The boss said he wanted to be a regular, so I told him I have been accepted by your father's company. Don't look at your father's company is small, but its business ability is first-class, and everyone is the target of headhunting companies. The boss is about to die of anger. The nature of this matter is very bad. Not only did he lose a high-level talent like me, but he also made other employees very dissatisfied, so he directly fired the old fried dough stick and the project manager. That night, you and I stood in front of the French windows of the company and looked at the old man. Youtiao and the project manager left cursing with cardboard boxes."

"That is, a person like you, Shu Yang, is destined to be looked up to by others. Is there anyone else who dares to ride on your head and act wildly? Young Master, I will be the first to deal with him!" Cen Qingyi turned sideways, almost curled up again. Into Shu Yang's arms, "Have I done anything else for you?"

"Of course. Are you not sleepy? Still want to listen?" Shu Yang asked.

"I want to hear it. And your voice is so nice, my salesman."

Shu Yang smiled again, his eyebrows drooping slightly, if it wasn't for being more reserved, Cen Qinghui suspected that she was going to lick his eyelashes.

"That's what happened in my university. Maybe my personality is not pleasant, and the group assigned the most troublesome data analysis to me.

At that time, you were doing the questions by the side, and I used the computer to sort out the data.You look at the densely packed forms and say that your first reaction is 'have you been bullied again'. "

"Hahaha, no one can bully you because you are so innocent. But no matter how powerful a person is, as long as he is naturally demanded by others, excluded and isolated, he will be bullied." Cen Qinghui said in a very serious tone. explain.

"Yeah..." Shu Yang sighed softly, "My family thinks I'm independent, and my friends think I'm amazing. Only you are worried about whether I'm being bullied."

"Then what happened afterwards?" Cen Qingyu tugged at Shu Yang's quilt.

"Later, I went to the bathroom, and when I came back, I found that you, a clever little ghost, compiled a small program for data capture. As long as the conditions are set, the data capture and analysis can be completed with one click. You still act like a 'small matter' A pile of 'like' said 'to be a tutor, you have to look like a tutor, and accompany me to study the questions!'”

After Shu Yang finished speaking, Cen Qinghui had a small expression of complacency on his face.

"That is. The only thing that can make you think about it is me."

"Later, the leader of the thesis team discovered your small program. He wanted to use this small program to be a good person. He used it for the student union without my consent, and even wanted to use it to the professor to claim credit. But you set a password, Without a password, the applet can’t be activated. The thesis team leader’s bullshit has already been blown out, so I had the cheek to ask me for the password. I gave you the phone, and you said a word in an arrogant manner.”

"What?"

"Give me the money, or die."

"Haha, that's my little program, except for my tutor brother, everyone has to pay for it!"

Shu Yang's smile was three points more obvious than before: "Well, you used the money given by the other party to go on a trip, and you had a good time."

"I went alone?" Cen Qingxi scratched her head, thinking that she couldn't, how boring it was to play alone.

"You went with me. You specially chose the place where my dad is. His job is peacekeeping. At that time, he couldn't leave the camp casually, so he chose to stand guard outside, just so that I could see him. The sun was so fierce, sweat It just kept falling. I watched his collar and his back were soaked, but he stood upright and motionless from morning to dusk. I was afraid that he would faint, and he was afraid that I hadn't seen him. "

Speaking of emotion, Shu Yang's voice became tense.

"You are such a person who can't sit still. You are afraid of heat, tiredness and trouble on weekdays, but that day you stood with me in the sun for a whole day, just to accompany me to see Dad."

Cen Qingxuan opened his mouth, he wanted to say comforting words, he wanted to say that it was a good thing that he did those things for him, but he swallowed the words again.

Because, Shu Yang deserves the best in the world.

Cen Qinghui is willing to give him all the good things.

Before I finished reading the manuscript, the LED light went out of power.

Cen Qinghui could only put away the hand tie, thinking that she forgot to ask how to use the hand tie so that she could go back to the day she wanted to go back to. Who knew that Shu Yang had fallen asleep when she turned her face to one side.

It was night, and Shu Yang, who had always suffered from insomnia, fell asleep!

There was an indescribable joy in Cen Qinghui's heart.He tied his hands together, and propped his upper body close to Shu Yang. When his eyes got used to the darkness, he carefully traced Shu Yang's facial features with the faint light of the floor lamp coming through the crack of the door.