love you, in time

I don't know how I walked home that day, I just remember that after I turned off the phone, I let go of Yan Qing's hand, and left in a daze.

When I came back to my senses, I was already sitting in front of my desk. In front of me was the only photo of me and Yan Qing. A Yan didn’t like taking pictures. This photo was secretly taken by Zi Sang in the corner on Wen Renqing’s birthday. of.

Looking at this picture, my eyes are a little sore, and tears can't stop rolling in my eyes.A Yan, A Yan, Yan Qing.

Lying on the bed and chanting Yan Qing's name, I fell asleep quickly, and I didn't see the dozen or so WeChat messages Yan Qing had sent since I left, and there were five or six missed calls.

Maybe it's the fulfillment of my thoughts every day and my dreams at night. I don't sleep very well at night. I always have dreams, and they are all related to Yan Qing. In my dreams, there are many people who like her, both men and women.

And I stood in a dark corner, looking at them under the light, I wanted to call Yan Qing, but when I opened my mouth, no sound could come out, and my legs were like wooden stakes, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t. Move half a point.

Just watching them drinking and chatting together, talking and laughing at Yanyan.I watched Yan Qing raise the wine glass with her slender hands, and drank one glass after another with her head up. The dark red wine dripped from her chin and flowed down her white swan neck. It was a visual shock ah!

But I don’t know why, I don’t like this kind of Ayan, she is so beautiful, with a delicate face, charming eyes, every move stimulates my cells, makes me want to hide her, let her world only have I.

But Yan Qing like this has too many people around him, that Liu Zhiqing is there, even, in front of me, she pretended to be drunk and fell into Yan Qing's arms, and raised her eyebrows at me provocatively. It's full of sarcasm.

And Yan Qing actually put his arms around her shoulders, no way!How can this be!

"Ayan!" The dream ended here, I sat up in shock, reached out and rubbed my head, maybe I didn't sleep well, my head hurts a bit.

"Xixi? What's the matter?" There was a knock on the door, maybe I was still immersed in the dream just now, I didn't hear it, seeing that I didn't respond for a long time, the person outside asked aloud, and said He turned the doorknob and opened the door to come in.

etc!This voice is Yan Qing?Isn't this at my house?I looked around back and forth, and it was indeed in my room!It must be because the dream made me hallucinate.But then, the figure that stimulated the cells of my whole body in my dream appeared in front of me.It's really Yan Qing!Why is she at my house?

"What's the matter, aren't you feeling well?" Seeing me staring at her blankly without moving for a long time, Yan Qing frowned, it seemed that she frowned more often after getting to know me.Yan Qing went to my bed and sat down and raised his hand to touch my forehead. Yan Qing's hand was a little cold, cool and very comfortable.

"No...no." I came back to my senses, turned my head away from Yan Qing's hand, then stretched out my hand, wrapped it around Yan Qing's waist, and buried my head in her arms.

Yan Qing probably didn't expect that I would hug her suddenly, and we were all stunned for a while, but after she realized it, she didn't push me away, instead she put one hand on the top of my head and rubbed it gently "What's the matter?" Little crying bag." Yan Qing asked softly, with a hint of a chuckle in his tone.

"Ayan, I'm afraid" I rubbed my head against Yan Qing's shoulder socket, sniffing her scent vigorously, and my nose started to sore again. "I'm having a nightmare, you ignore me" I said lightly.

"Because of that Liu Zhiqing?" Yan Qing is so smart, I guessed the reason just by my reaction and action, "Xixi, this is why you left without saying a word yesterday and didn't answer my call?" Yan Qing called me I pulled it out of my arms, supported my shoulders with both hands, and those beautiful peach blossom eyes stared straight at me.

"She calls your sister, and, you two have known each other for so long, Zisang also said that you were in the same class, that girl liked you, and..." I felt a little guilty, and my eyes began to turn red again , the voice was a little hoarse, I don't know if it was because I just woke up.

"What else?" Yan Qing sighed, stretched out his hand to pinch my face, and smiled lightly. "And I didn't refuse her approach, did I?" So she knew!I looked up in surprise, my eyes full of disbelief.

"Hee Hee, Zisang and the others are right. You are indeed a special case of me in the past 17 years. I hate being approached and touched by others. Even Zisang and the others have accepted me for nearly two years. Let yourself not resist." Yan Qing paused, looked into my eyes and continued, "But you are an exception, I don't reject your approach, and I never even thought of expelling you from my domain." She was Explain to me, yes?Yan Qing said that I was an exception to her, the haze in my heart was swept away, and the happy little sun began to rise slowly in my heart.

Seeing me smirking at her with red eyes, Yan Qing stretched out his hand and flicked my forehead, his voice was soft and coaxing a child, "I didn't reject Liu Zhiqing because I didn't remember who she was before she said who she was." Who is she, it's impolite to push away rashly. Besides, I don't like her, and I moved because she was too annoying. "

"Yeah, I believe it, Ayan, hehe~" I hugged her arm and rubbed it, happily like a child.Ah Yan doesn't like her, Ah Yan doesn't like her, Ah Yan doesn't like her!I'm still the one and only, Fuxi, you have to work harder!Dawn is ahead!

"Ayan, do you find it annoying that I cling to you so much every day?" Although Yan Qing said that I was a special case, in order to avoid stepping on the same thunder as that Liu Zhiqing, I asked cautiously.

"At least so far, I don't feel this way." Yan Qing shook his head, "Okay, let's wash up quickly, Auntie's lunch is almost ready."

The voice of my mother yelling for dinner came from outside the door, which interrupted the slightly ambiguous atmosphere between Yan Qing and me. Yan Qing got up and was about to go out, but I grabbed her sleeve, "Oh, by the way, why did you come to my house?"

"Yesterday you ran away without saying a word, and you didn't reply to your text messages or calls. I'm a little worried"

"Then how do you know what Zisang and the others told me?"

"I went to ask"

? ? ?Damn, Zisang and the others won't say everything they should and shouldn't say, so does Ayan know that I like her?Looking at her like this, it seems that she doesn't know yet.I comfort myself in my heart.

"Zi Sang and the others said, as your first friends, it will make you feel insecure if other people or even peach blossoms appear rashly around you, so you may be jealous, let me come and coax you." Yan Qing coughed lightly and added road.

Huh, it's okay, it's okay, I didn't say it, Zisang, Zisang, you can do this assist.I was relieved.

The meal time passed quickly, and after the meal, Yan Qing and I went for a walk in a small park near my home, and I looked at her sideways while walking.

"Ask" is as simple and clear as ever, and I can't help but be a little dumbfounded.

"Ayan, why am I a special case? I'm not good-looking, and my grades are not good."

"Maybe, it's decided by genes." She turned her head, her eyes were full of softness, not as cold as usual.

"Huh?" I was a little confused

"Maybe, it's your clumsy genes that just attracted my genes. I have always believed that the feelings between people are not only determined by cognition and impression, but also determined by genes." Speaking of this, Yan Qing Stopped, turned around, looked down at my eyes slightly and said word by word, "So Xixi, everything is because of you."

The setting sun stretched our shadows very long, and Yan Qing and I stood face to face, in each other's eyes, we both saw the smiles towards each other.

"Okay, it's time for you to go back," Yan Qing said, ending the silence between us.Then she turned around and left, waving at me as she walked, Yan Qing in the sunset was really pretty.