An Xia's paintings

"Of course not!" Lin Anxia stood up excitedly: "It has nothing to do with Brother Rui! It's all because of me!"

Xie Ziqi's surprised appearance made Lin Anxia realize his gaffe. He quickly sat down, playing with the glass in his hand, and said with a wry smile, "Actually, Ziqi, you don't know me as well as you think."

"Okay." Xie Ziqi spread her hands, "Then you should tell me a reason! Even if you are rejected, there should be a reason for the rejection. If it's not because the person you like is Mr. Qin, then what is the reason? Let you reject me? Generally, people who are rejected in a confession will get a perfunctory answer from the defendant, but An Xia, you will definitely not be perfunctory to me, right?"

Lin Anxia lowered her eyelids: "There is no special reason. Because I am not a person who can manage love at all."

Xie Ziqi was surprised, and Lin Anxia continued: "Love is two people who have no connection in the first place. Because of a chance encounter, they have a so-called affection for each other, so a relationship called love begins. Unfortunately, love is more important than love." For family and friendship, it is much more difficult to manage."

"If you want to love each other for a long time, you not only need enough patience and perseverance. There are fuses of friction everywhere in life. Any fuse that is ignited may blow up the original happy relationship to ashes. Then the two of them worked hard to maintain this relationship, but in the end there was nothing but increased sorrow."

"Me. It's not suitable for me to have this kind of relationship with anyone. After all, I know my own personality very well. I said, you don't know me as well as you think. If you really understand me completely, you don't know me. Will you like me that much? I don’t think so, after all, sometimes, I will feel disgusted with myself like this.”

"Isn't it often said that 'distance creates beauty'?" Lin Anxia sighed: "This is actually very reasonable. Once there is no gap between the two people, the other party's shortcomings will be bit by bit. If it is exposed, every shortcoming will become a bundle of straws, weighing heavily on the two of them. Who can guarantee that when the last straw is pressed down, he will not completely collapse because of it? To face such a bad situation, it is better not to try it lightly in the first place."

Lin Anxia raised her head and looked at Xie Ziqi with burning eyes: "I still think it's best for us to maintain the same relationship as before. What do you think?"

Xie Ziqi looked at Lin Anxia silently, and said after a while: "You're right! I don't know you as well as I thought. And the reason why you don't want to get along with me in a different way is just because... ..I can't give you confidence, or rather, I can't give you the sense of security you want!"

Lin Anxia was a little taken aback by Xie Ziqi's conclusion.

"It doesn't matter if you don't accept me, we can still be friends." Xie Ziqi approached Lin Anxia, ​​looked at this sensitive and fragile young man, "It's my fault, you are a person who longs for stability, and I am not yet stable. , naturally cannot let you pay with confidence. But..."

Xie Ziqi held Lin Anxia's face, looked into his dark eyes, and said seriously: "Please believe me, there must be such a person who can build a harbor for you and shelter you from the wind." Rain, let all your anxiety disappear. He will give you the courage to try love! I don’t know what kind of person this is, whether he is male or female, tall or short, fat or thin, he will When did it appear and where is it now, but I want you to promise me that once you meet such a person, don't hesitate and hold him tightly in your palm. An Xia, I hope you can learn to take the initiative Pursue your own happiness."

Xie Ziqi's words made Lin Anxia feel sad: "Is there such a person? How do I know if this person has appeared?"

"Of course you know." Xie Ziqi said: "Your heart will tell you the answer. Your heart carries all the most pessimistic emotions in the world. It is so cowardly and anxious. If one day, it will take the initiative to tell you That person appeared at the time of 'It's okay to try'."

"I.....I simply can't..."

"Hush..." Xie Ziqi tapped Lin Anxia's lips with her index finger: "Don't rush to deny it. No one knows what will happen in the future. Instead of disturbing others, it's better to learn to let nature take its course. Anxia, ​​your heart It will tell you the answer, it says 'no' now, maybe tomorrow it will tell you 'maybe' maybe. If you believe so firmly in the 'no' it tells you, why can't you believe it tells you What about your 'maybe'?"

Xie Ziqi stood up, patted the non-existent dust on the hem of the clothes, and showed an unruly smile to Lin Anxia who was still sitting on the chair in a daze.

"Okay, Mr. Lin! It's getting late, and I, who don't have a car, have to catch the bus, so I won't take you back."

Said that Xie Ziqi was about to walk towards the door. Suddenly, he turned his head and pretended to be relaxed and said: "I'm afraid it's not right for you to go back alone. Didn't Mr. Qin say that he would come to pick you up? Call him quickly Right! And I'm going to France next week, not only me, but you are also very busy these days, when the time comes...don't come to see me off."

"Ziqi..." Lin Anxia called him.

"Okay, okay..." Xie Ziqi waved her hand, pretending to be impatient and said: "It's not like I won't come back, when I come back from my studies and become a really good painter, I will come to discuss with you of."

After finishing speaking, Xie Ziqi really left the restaurant without looking back, feeling a little lost in her heart...

An Xia, I suddenly realized that I like you more than I thought, but I also know that the person who is most suitable for you is not me.I hope that one day, that person can make you happy from heart to body.

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After Xie Ziqi left, Lin Anxia packed her things and walked to the door of the restaurant in a daze. Just as she was about to go down the steps, she heard two horns coming from the wrong side.

Lin Anxia looked up, it was Qin Ruihe's car.

"Brother Rui... why are you here?"

Qin Ruihe got out of the car and hit him, stretched out his hand and flicked his nose, "Of course I'm here to pick you up!"

Lin Anxia was puzzled: "But, I didn't call you."

"I know." Qin Ruihe chuckled: "But you really need me to take you home now, don't you?"

Lin Anxia's dazed look completely pleased Qin Ruihe, "What are you doing standing there stupidly? You like blowing cool breeze so much? Hurry up and get in the car!"

"Oh." Lin Anxia responded, and got into the passenger seat obediently.

Qin Ruihe reversed the car smoothly, and as soon as he stepped on the accelerator, the black car whizzed towards the main road.

The atmosphere in the car was a bit deserted, Qin Ruihe glanced at Lin Anxia who was still in a daze, cleared his throat and said, "Did you and Ziqi have a good time today? Why didn't you leave together?"

Lin Anxia didn't know what to say, he subconsciously didn't want Qin Ruihe to know Xie Ziqi's confession today.

After holding back for a long time, I reluctantly said: "Because Ziqi is going to France next week, there are many things to deal with, so I will leave first."

Qin Ruihe sneered, "Really?"

Lin Anxia stammered: "Damn, of course. Why should I lie about this issue?"

Qin Ruihe glanced at him, "I didn't say you were lying, I just said the modal particle out of habit."

Lin Anxia saw Qin Rui's and Zao's smiles completely in his eyes, and wondered if it was his illusion, Lin Anxia always felt that Qin Rui knew everything, not only that Xie Ziqi would make an inexplicable confession to him today, but also I knew that he would definitely refuse, and I knew that he would go home alone today, so I drove here early and waited!

Thinking of this, Lin Anxia shook her head, secretly ashamed of herself for being passionate.

At this time, Qin Ruihe suddenly asked: "In An Xia's eyes, what kind of person is trustworthy?"

"Ah?" Lin Anxia was taken aback, "Why do you suddenly ask such a question?"

Qin Ruihe shrugged, pretending not to care, and said, "I just want to discuss with you more profound issues such as outlook on life and values."

The corner of Lin Anxia's mouth gradually curled into a stiff smile: "Brother Rui thinks I'm particularly easy to fool?"

Qin Ruihe said: "You just like to think too much, there is no such thing at all. I just think that An Xia never had the opportunity to contact people from the outside world, but during this period of time because of work, she has met many people. For a long time in the future, you will come into contact with more types of people than you do now, and if you don’t have good judgment to determine which people are worthy of deep friendship and which ones should be avoided, it is absolutely impossible.”

Qin Rui and his high-sounding reasons seemed to have really won Lin Anxia's trust.

Lin Anxia dragged her chin and began to think seriously, "First of all, we should be friendly."

"Yeah." Qin Ruihe nodded, "But you have to know that friendship is just a mask for many people. The question Brother Rui is discussing with you is what kind of person can gain your trust, I mean... ...the one who is very trusting, you can share any secret with him, just like I told you when we first became friends."

Lin Anxia gradually recalled the scene of deciding to be friends with Qin Ruihe at the beginning, and was a little stunned for a while, "Brother Rui's trust refers to the kind of trust that can share each other's secrets and tell one's own troubles?"

Qin Ruihe nodded: "It's that kind of trust! It's all about it. It's because it's a kind of deep spiritual communication. Once this kind of trust is placed between two people's friendship, this relationship will become extremely miraculous. , Has An Xia ever thought about what reason she would trust a person with all her heart?"

Qin Ruihe somewhat understood Lin Anxia's sense of insecurity from the bottom of his heart. He hoped that Lin Anxia would also have the same mentality towards him, so he had to gain Lin Anxia's trust.He knew from the beginning that Xie Ziqi couldn't get Lin Anxia's love, because he was still a fluctuating duckweed, so how could he give Lin Anxia a sense of security?

The difference with him is that Qin Ruihe is confident that he can do it by himself, but Lin Anxia has always wrapped himself up in an airtight way. He is obviously a child who has not experienced much in the world, but he is extremely guarded against the outside world. Qin Rui He wanted him to accept himself, but he still couldn't do it.

In the end, he chose the stupid way of asking directly.

Lin Anxia was silent for a long time before saying: "Perhaps, there will never be such a person."

The author has something to say:

It turned out that 3 words had been written.Thank you for the little red flowers sent by Shuiwu, and the new little angel Mengmeng, who persevered and gave the author [-] little red flowers in one breath. The author was shocked when he woke up this morning. Then... I was moved to cry [Although the author's text is very cold, Su you have been whipping the author, work hard, thank you, bow ing╭(╯[-]╰)╮

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