all the way to the sun

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It's winter, and the weather is getting colder and colder. It's so cold that Lu Yang just wants to wrap up in a blanket, slump on the sofa and watch the news while blowing on the air conditioner.

It's a pity, recently, the high-spirited President Gao didn't intend to let go of Professor Zhemo Lu's good life, and took the lazy cat out of the greenhouse.

As soon as he left the house, Lu Yang shook three times before his whole body adapted to the low temperature outside. He pulled his collar, wrapped his scarf tightly, and walked towards the subway entrance with a sigh.

After two subway stops, he finally found Gao Yuding's place.

To be honest, although he has taught in Anshi for a few years, because he is an otaku, he rarely comes out.In his inherent impression, the ancient city of Anshi is full of historic sites, and the buildings everywhere are majestic. Except for the commercial area, it is quite majestic with blue bricks and white tiles, and the color is indeed monotonous.

But when he got out of the subway entrance, he was stunned: it was too lively here, with feasting lights and busy traffic everywhere, near the city wall, the building that was originally lifeless, monotonous in color and giving people a solemn feeling in the daytime, because of the quiet red and The intersecting lights of bright gold as the main color give people the illusion of traveling to the ancient prosperous dynasty.

Feeling emotional about the lighting project that can still shake people's hearts even if it is not in the central area like the Bell and Drum Tower, Lu Yang reflected for a long time before he came back to his senses, and met Mr. Gao who was waiting for him at the subway entrance.

Mr. Gao, who was frozen like a dog, stomped his feet to meet Lu Yang, and let out a breath of white air: "Are you sitting in the reverse direction? Why are you here so soon?"

"It's cold, and it's night, why do you have to come out to press the road?" Lu Yang wrinkled into a bun face, and stood side by side with Gao Yu reluctantly.

Gao Yu stretched out his ice hand to Lu Yang's stomach: "Warm me up, yo, where are your abdominal muscles? You too, you don't go out for a walk during the holidays recently, you don't stay at home, this is under my supervision The eight-pack abs that I worked so hard to train are gone again? Why don’t you hurry up and take a walk around and strengthen your exercise, the real nest’s house should be moldy, don’t get bored out of Sister Lin’s physique by then!”

Lu Yang covered his face with his warm hands, and said with a smile: "It's nothing, it's just six yuan! Look at your hunched head and waist, it's out of style. It's cold, why don't you With a scarf?"

Gao Yu put his hand into Lu Yang's coat pocket, and raised his eyebrows: "That's not to give you a chance to care about me!"

Lu Yang smiled helplessly: "Go, I'm not afraid of being punished by your Gu Ze to kneel down on the durian."

Gao Yu grinned and shook his head: "He can't bear it."

Lu Yang trembled when he heard the words, and joked on his face: "I'm full, I'm full, this food is really enough." As he spoke, he squeezed Gao Yu's hand and threw it out of his pocket in "disgust".

Gao Yu laughed and punched Lu Yang with his elbow, the two looked at each other and smiled, and started to sway side by side with long steps.

"By the way, you and Gu Ze have already figured it out? This is a lifetime event!" Lu Yang glanced at Gao Yu, then continued to look ahead, admiring the charming old city walls. Under the reflection of the lights, these city walls It exudes a strong and ancient historical atmosphere, and the taste of cultural heritage is scrambling to escape from the cracks in these bricks and tiles, attracting every passerby who can't help feeling the glory of thousands of years ago.

Gao Yu nodded: "Well, I have already thought about it. Aze is lonely and helpless, and I just want to take care of him for the rest of my life. Apart from worrying that I will leave earlier than him and no one will provide for him, there seems to be nothing to worry about. Yes." Gao Yu smiled and curled his lips: "It's him who has a heavy burden of thought. He is always worried that people who have had disputes before will cause trouble and cause trouble for me. He has always been cautious in his words and deeds, and he is sensible. I don’t want to listen to my words about 'after I die, no one will take care of him', and once I say it, I will be 'peh pee pee', hehe, he is just afraid, afraid that someone will abandon him again, so he is very dependent on me , but I also like his dependence, so since I provoked him, of course I have to take the responsibility." He sighed, looked at the lights on the city wall, and said after a while: "By the way, to How is Bei recently? How are you two doing now?"

Lu Yang withdrew his gaze from the ancient city wall, and buried himself in the shadow cast by the ancient trees under the city wall: "Zhengchou! I don't know what he is thinking. Take it to the table and spread it out, it's not appropriate, if it wasn't for that, it would be too embarrassing, but if it is true, I don't know how to end it. Originally, I wanted to use the words of "meeting Fan Siyun" that day I lured him to reveal the corners and corners of his mind, and then enlightened him on the sidelines. As a result, this little ancestor didn't go up the steps at all, and just walked away-no reaction at all, so plain as if he and I didn't have a deep friendship, just ordinary friends That's all... Maybe they are just acquaintances!" Lu Yang pursed his lips, then pulled a wry smile, and turned to look at Gao Yu: "I really don't know how to enlighten him, and how to let our relationship back to those days."

Gao Yu patted Lu Yang on the shoulder: "If you don't know, let it be. Anyway, friends are amazing creatures. At every stage of growth, there is someone who is destined to accompany you for a while. out of your sight, or even disappear from your side. Or let him be."

Lu Yang frowned slightly, thoughtfully, and then said quietly after a long while: "That's the truth, but I'm just depressed, maybe it's because of the intensive contact a while ago, and he is very clingy to me. I care about him very much, and I always take care of him wholeheartedly, so I have a heart of 'I can't let go'. I also want to let him go, but he has already been related to me, so how can I pretend that I don't care."

Gao Yu smiled lowly: "I suddenly thought of the book "The Little Prince" that you recommended to me. Do you think your state of mind is the same as that of the little prince to roses?"

Lu Yang nodded, probably because of the heat from walking, he stretched out his hand to loosen the scarf.

"Then what are you going to do?" Gao Yu understands Lu Yang's heart, but he knows better that this kind of thing can't tolerate any ambiguity, and it's not a bad thing for him or Xiangbei to get rid of the knot as soon as possible.

Lu Yang shook his head: "I haven't thought it through yet. He has been avoiding me, and he hasn't shown any sign of going astray. I...it's really hard to ask. Let's talk..." Besides, he There is always a weird feeling that if he really opens his mouth, it will be bad if Xiang Bei answers not the answer he thought in his heart, but his headache is that he doesn't know which answer he wants Xiang Bei to answer.

Aware of his absurd thoughts, he frowned involuntarily, and tried his best to suppress the thoughts that kept sprouting in his heart, so that he couldn't figure out his sincerity, nor could he figure out the clues of the relationship between him and Xiangbei. , So he simply breathed out a long breath of white air, as if that way, the mess in his mind could float out a thread with the white air - there is a beginning and an end and a process.

Gao Yu: "Don't sigh, you really can't get around this person? As the saying goes, time is the best medicine to dilute all relationships. Anyway, after you finish your classes next semester, you will rarely see him face-to-face, and he doesn't get along now. You live, maybe, next year you two don't have to worry about it, just let nature take its course?"

Lu Yang smiled: "Didn't you just say it - the little prince and the rose! Tell me, can this be bypassed naturally?"

Gao Yu also laughed, and after thinking for a while, he suddenly frowned, glanced at Lu Yang inquiringly, and then said hesitantly: "I seem to remember that the little prince and roses are love, right?"

Lu Yang looked at him when he heard the words, and nodded dully, as if he didn't understand what he meant, but responded reflexively. After a while, he opened his eyes in surprise and shook his head in a panic: "You, don't talk nonsense."

Gao Yu took a deep look at Lu Yang, and suddenly asked in a deep voice, "What are you afraid of?"

Lu Yang opened his mouth, but he didn't say a word, as if his mind was no longer a logical high-level math knowledge, but a sticky paste, which made his brain pale.After a while, countless voices appeared in his mind, the voices were like mosquitoes, he didn't know what they said, but they were "buzzing" and became a mess, making his heart "chug" and jumping. He couldn't breathe, he licked his dry lips, and involuntarily reached out and pressed his chest.

Gao Yu looked at Lu Yang's panic-stricken eyes, and his heart sank: "What's wrong with you?" If Lu Yang has gone astray, I feel so sorry for Lu's father and Lu's mother—the second elder has always had this kind of worry, and once persuaded Lu Yang to leave him, but Lu Yang, who has always been obedient to his parents, ignored the second elder's dissuasion and firmly stood by him. Be by his side and grow up with him all the way.For Gao Yu, who was lonely and helpless at the time, this kindness was just one word—home!Therefore, he swore to Lu's father and mother at that time that he would never let Lu Yang be looked down upon and curious like him, and would urge him to complete his ideal life events.

But at this moment, he actually pushed Lu Yang into this mentality, and really wanted to beat himself hard.

Breathing out a breath of white air, Gao Yu patted Lu Yang on the shoulder, and said with a smile of "scheming to succeed": "I'm just kidding you! Look, I scared you. Haha, I knew you were not scared, as expected Don’t think about it, even if I take care of a cat or dog, I will have family feelings. If this cat or dog suddenly ignores me one day, I will feel uncomfortable and want to find out what’s wrong with it. I will never let it go. So, don’t worry about it.”

Seeing that Lu Yang was still at a loss, he pulled out an old story from an unknown corner: "Let me tell you a little thing you don't know. It was when I was a sophomore in high school—my study His grades were not as good as yours, and he was not assigned to the same class as you, so you probably didn’t know—that was when I had a deskmate, who always studied and played with me, and spent a long time together day and night. He developed some good feelings. It seems that I am happy when he is happy, and I feel bad when he is sad. In order to make him happy, and to have a common topic with him, I, a person who does not follow dramas or stars, went to watch it. His favorite idol dramas and various variety shows. I was naive at the time, thinking that this was love, as long as we work hard together with him, the future can be expected." Gao Yu blushed a little, to be honest, those past events It's too trivial, he doesn't remember much on weekdays, but at this moment, in order to appease Lu Yang's uneasy heart, he pieced together a bunch of "stories" that he didn't know if there was any logic, and described himself as too simple, It's really a bit brazen.

"And then?" Lu Yang's flustered thoughts grasped the story in Gao Yu's heart and wanted to climb up to a place where he could take a reassurance, but he didn't want the person who had the reassurance to get stuck on the way. irritable.

Hearing the words, Gao Yu turned his head and glanced at Lu Yang. His bridge of nose covered most of the light cast by the street lamps, and half of his face was hidden in the shadow. His pair of watery eyes seemed to contain stars, blinking and blinking, emitting wisps of light. Expectation and curiosity, like a child squatting in the corner waiting for straws.

Gao Yu raised the corner of his mouth silently, raised his chin and let out a breath of white air: "And then? Then, I found that he suddenly ignored me."

Lu Yang: "Why?"

Gao Yu could tell that Lu Yang asked these three words too seriously at the moment, yes, he just wanted to know the answer in his heart.So he went on to say: "At first, I also wanted to know why? You know, two people who have a good relationship with each other can wear a pair of pants, but he changed his attitude so inexplicably and abruptly, very Suddenly ignored me. I used to naively thought that as long as I knew the answer in his heart, I would break the ice just around the corner, but things backfired. I chased him and asked what was going on, and what I got in return was his disgusted face and impatience. .I cried because of this at the time—tsk, you are not allowed to look at me like that, isn’t that because you are heartbroken!”

Lu Yang held back a faint smile: "What happened next?"

Gao Yu pursed his lips, frowned and thought for a while, as if he had finally regained some memory, and exhaled slowly: "It seems that he told me why when he graduated, it seems... ·He probably meant that I was too clingy—oh, I said, can you stop laughing, the corners of your mouth are turning, your skin is itchy? Looking for a beating! Anyway, I later felt that it would be too cheap to pursue anything , so I concentrated on my studies... After graduation, I went my separate ways, who remembers who!"

The corner of Lu Yang's mouth ticked: "That's a pity, it's a good friendship."

Gao Yu laughed silently. He raised his head and looked at the street lamp on the side of the street. The street lamp stood upright on the side of the road, dutifully casting a yellowish light for passers-by. Reassuring enough.

"Yeah, you don't think that's love, do you? Those ignorant and beautiful things are the illusion of youth. I thought that being together day and night and spending some time on each other is love. Oh, how silly. Do you know? After so many years It has passed, and each of us is in the remotest corners of the world, without hearing from each other, and can’t even remember the name that made people toss and turn in the middle of the night... So, time and distance will calm down all relationships, believe it or not?"

Lu Yang suddenly received this question, and froze on the spot, then he thought for a while, before he nodded imperceptibly: "Maybe, you are right, some things will make people feel wrong, those who are in a trance The emotions are just psychological hints, and it’s time to bring everything back to the original point.”