all the way to the sun

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On the school playground, Xiang Bei grabbed the basketball thrown by his roommate Zuo Ming, hugged it with his backhand, touched his sweaty face with one free hand, and said with a smile: "You boy is going to smash me to death!" !"

Zuo Ming ran over, hugged Xiang Bei happily, and threatened, "Where is it, buddy is happy today! It's been a long time since I played so well, so you can take my trick, what's that called? By the way, The two of us are united to dominate the court, and divided to fight tit-for-tat, wonderful, wonderful."

Xiang Bei sneered and said: "Your language level, let's go back to the furnace and rebuild it! It's awesome!" He said and slapped the basketball into his chest.

Zuo Ming held the basketball in one hand and Xiang Bei in the other, and asked with concern: "Is the cold better? Let's go to the school doctor's office to see. By the way, are you still living in the dormitory today?"

Zuo Ming's question touched Xiang Bei's heart.

Ever since Xiang Bei had that embarrassing dream, he found a reason not to live there anymore, because he felt that he was a bit of a rascal in his heart, and he would fantasize about his teacher, but he firmly believed that he didn't have a broken sleeve. A person who is obsessive, so a pile of crooked weeds grows in his heart, which makes him upset.

Regarding this inexplicable dream, on the one hand, he insisted that it was influenced by the movie. On the other hand, he always felt that the dream was implying something. After all, Lu Yang lived and ate and lived with Gao Yu all year round, so he was easily influenced by him, and his orientation deviated. I can't tell.Then this would be terrible, and Xiang Bei trembled inwardly, for fear that Teacher Lu, whom he respected a lot, would have unreasonable thoughts about him.

So he wanted to analyze it when he was free, and wanted to find one, two, three to relieve the depression in his heart.

Every time he wants to analyze this absurd episode, he will recall every detail of the time he and Lu Yang were together, whether it was the night when he and Lu Yang opened their hearts to each other for the first time in the yard, or in Pingcheng. , two people sharing the same bed, or those many weekends, two people nestled together on the sofa, reading books, playing games, the years are quiet and very warm, and trying to find out The cause and effect of that episode failed every time - he couldn't figure out that weird psychology, but when those scenes were picked up and flipped through in his mind, the corners of his mouth would always raise involuntarily.

Realizing that he had a deep nostalgia for the vivid daily life, he frantically suppressed his smile again, and continued to frown - besides those good ones, there are not so good memories, such as Lu Yang carrying his father's car for him. Slapping - Lu Yang was too kind to him, it's really not what ordinary friends should do.

When this idea came up, it developed an overwhelming momentum, making Xiangbei dare not live under the same roof with Lu Yang, and hurriedly escaped from the warm "home" that Lu Yang created for him under excuses, and hid in the smelly socks flying all over the sky. in the collective dormitory, trying to let the sweat and coquettishness drive away the blood in his head.

Thinking of this, Xiang Bei gave Zuo Ming a white look: "Why, do you dislike me? Tell me about you, I'm not here, ask me every day if I want to go back, I stay by your side, and you always let me go out ! Why are you so difficult to serve?"

Zuo Ming shook his head reluctantly: "Why are you still rushing? I didn't say anything. Oh, did you quarrel with Mr. Lu? Are you venting your anger at me?" Small, but the whole word and sentence floated into Xiangbei's ears.

Xiang Bei gave a "tsk", the word "Lu Yang" was able to touch his sensitive nerves, no, the single word "Lu" already had such power, hearing this word, a burning sensation crawled After closing his ears, he swallowed, shivered without a trace, straightened his neck and said, "You are the only one who talks a lot." After speaking, he looked at it privately, and lowered his voice: "Also, you should spend less time on the road. Don't have anything to do with me, the professor is talking about it, it's not good to be overheard!"

Zuo Ming grinned, and gave Xiang Bei a "understand" look, but received a heavy punch from Xiang Bei, which made him cough again and again.

At the end of the second big class on Friday morning, Lu Yang closed his textbook, glanced at Zuo Ming who was packing his schoolbag, hesitated for a moment, and said softly when he walked by his side, "Zuo Ming."

Zuo Ming raised his head in doubt, and asked awkwardly, "Teacher Lu, what's the matter?"

Lu Yang glanced around and saw that no one was looking at him, and then he said, "Um, that, why didn't Xiangbei come to class? I haven't seen him for several days."

Zuo Ming wondered: "Didn't he tell you? It wouldn't be a real quarrel." The second half of the sentence continued his usual muttering of saying no in front of people.

Lu Yang listened halfway: "What?"

Zuo Ming scratched the back of his head and said awkwardly, "It's nothing, he's sick."

Lu Yang showed a sense of concern that he didn't even notice, and hurriedly asked, "Is it serious?"

Zuo Ming couldn't figure out what Teacher Lu meant, so he could only mechanically shake his head in awe of his biological conditioned reflex in the face of the "teacher": "Low fever, but don't worry, I've seen the doctor with him Yes, pack some medicine."

Lu Yang nodded, pondered for two seconds and asked, "Which dormitory do you live in?"

"422."

Lu Yang smiled: "Okay, you can go."

Standing downstairs in the student dormitory, Lu Yang took a look at Building No. 12 - the boys' dormitory, and looked around. He hesitated for a moment, then stepped up to the fourth floor.

"Bang bang bang!"

After waiting for a while, Lu Yang heard movement in the house.

"You didn't bring the key again! Don't bring it next time, let's see how I deal with you!" With the weak voice, the door opened with a click.

"Lu, Teacher Lu?" Xiang Bei's eyes widened in surprise, and after being slightly stunned, he hurriedly leaned out halfway to look at the corridor, and then pulled Lu Yang into the dormitory: "What are you doing here? I'm not afraid that my classmates will see me."

"Afraid, what are you afraid of?" Lu Yang stared blankly with doubts.

Xiang Bei sighed slightly, frowned, sat back on the bed, and said weakly, "Hurry up and go back!"

However, Lu Yang didn't seem to have heard the words of seeing off guests and driving away people, and he looked concerned: "I heard from Zuo Ming that you have a fever, have you taken your medicine? How do you feel now?"

Xiang Bei's thought of "he won't go astray" suddenly flashed into his mind, he raised his eyelids and glanced at Lu Yang's kind face, and hurriedly looked away: "It's nothing, it's just a trivial matter, you go back quickly, in another twenty In a few minutes, Zuo Ming and the others will come back, it’s not good for the classmates to see you as a teacher in the dormitory.”

Lu Yang sighed silently, pulled a chair and sat down, puzzled: "Why do you keep driving me away? Also, you've been avoiding me recently, what's wrong with me?"

Xiang Bei felt a "thump" in his heart: It's because you didn't do well, it's because you did so well, I'm a little scared.

He didn't have the nerve to say this, for fear of being too narcissistic, so he retreated to the bed, deliberately distanced himself from each other, waved his hands impatiently, and stammered, "It's nothing, you... You are too kind to me, I... 嗐... I am, that, oh, our students and your teacher are too close, the influence is not good, I am afraid... ·I'm afraid of being told, say... You know, I just got elected as an activist, and you are a counselor at our department level, so I don't want to have anything to do with you involve."

Lu Yang nodded knowingly: "So that's the case, then I'll stay away from you in school. But, you used to love to ask me questions, but you don't ask me any more recently. Are you okay with your studies?"

Xiang Bei lost his patience: "Didn't you read all the homework? Is there a problem? I'm doing a good job, don't think about it—you should go away, they will be back soon."

Lu Yang nodded indistinctly, a trace of loss welled up in his heart, sour, and his heart trembled slightly.He wanted Xiang Bei to go home with him. He was worried that this little ancestor would not be able to take care of him well, but he didn't know how to speak up.

The two were relatively silent, and the whole dormitory suddenly became quiet, so quiet that you could hear a needle drop on the ground, and a song played inexplicably in Xiangbei's heart: I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air!

The atmosphere gradually became weird, and Xiang Bei anxiously wondered if this teacher Lu was stuck to the chair, why didn't he show any signs of leaving, just when he was searching his stomach to find out the words to see off the guest, Lu Yang's phone rang suddenly.

"Miss Fan, are you this afternoon? Uh." Lu Yang glanced at Xiang Bei who was leaning on the bed, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I still have something to do this afternoon, yes, I'm sorry, next time, according to your time, Let's meet again."

Xiang Bei listened for a while, and saw him hang up the phone, and said along the way: "If you have something to do, go back quickly."

Lu Yang smiled: "My business is not about you - I am really worried about you staying in the dormitory alone, you, why don't you go back with me, after all, I can take care of you when I am by your side. can be faster”

"Me?" There was a trace of doubt in Xiang Bei's eyes, and then a trace of panic. There was always an inexplicable ambiguity in these words, like a shrill arrow piercing his eardrum and piercing into his eardrum. In an instant, a gap opened in his heart, and the subtle feelings and blood in it flooded his whole body, making him tremble involuntarily, so frightened that he hurriedly lowered his head and waved his hands repeatedly: "No, I'm fine, just take some medicine and you'll be fine." Well, you go on a date, it's too shameful to reject a girl, you go now."

Lu Yang still didn't seem to have heard the words of the chasing guest: "You! As the saying goes, there are no people who suffer from serious illnesses and minor illnesses. If you are sick, you will recover soon, but people who are usually in good health will be sick like a mountain. You are the latter, so I am really worried about you recuperating by yourself, since you have your own thoughts, then I will go back after school first, and you come back again, won't it be fine?"

Xiang Bei found that he had made several detours, but he still couldn't persuade Mr. Lu to give up the idea of ​​"taking care of him".He shook his head vigorously: "Can't you understand people's language? I said no, why are you so stubborn." Before he finished speaking, he coughed angrily, Lu Yang hurriedly stretched out his hand and patted him on the back, for him Shunqi, but Xiangbei grabbed Lu Yang's hands with his backhand in a panic, trying to pull these unruly hands off.

At this time, the door was pushed open: "Bei, I brought the rice back, are you feeling better from the cold?" Zuo Ming entered the room, looking in surprise at the two people who were lying down and sitting in the room, speechless. Shelled - Lu Yang leaned over facing Xiang Bei, with both hands on Xiang Bei's shoulders.Xiang Bei leaned against the head of the bed, holding Teacher Lu's hand and looking at him with a flushed face—something is wrong!But what is the situation?

After being stunned for a moment, Zuo Ming came back to his senses from the story he had made up in his head: "Hello, Teacher Lu." In the end, his awe of "Teacher" was greater than his curiosity, so he greeted him respectfully, and gently put down a box of Fried rice, swallowed and thought about how to cut through the embarrassing red yarn from the weird atmosphere.

Lu Yang was still on the spot in a daze, pushed him away to the north, laughed and laughed: "Ha, that, you're back."

Zuo Ming nodded, and tried to bend the corners of his mouth upwards: "The teacher is so kind. You come to see the student in person when he is sick." After finishing speaking, Zuo Ming wrinkled his nose. This sentence not only did not break the embarrassment, but also made the students feel sick. The three of them choked, and he wished he could put the words back into his mouth.

Xiang Bei was stunned for a moment, and then felt his back was on fire, and he was so hot that he was sweating. In a panic, he glanced at Lu Yang, stared at Zuo Ming, and said an idiot reason that didn't make sense: "That Teacher Lu, He's going on a date, but he's shy and asks me to be a light bulb to support the scene—then what are you waiting for! Let's go." As he spoke, he got up, took his schoolbag, pushed Lu Yang and walked out.

Teacher dating students to be light bulbs?What reason?What's the meaning?what's the situation?Zuo Ming looked at the two people holding hands, twisted his facial features into a ball in doubt, and twisted them into a ball of buns.