bad kid

If Yan Yue looked carefully, he would find that Ruan Zhimu's eyes were a little crazy at the moment, full of despair and hysteria.

It's a pity that he is so indulged in Ruan Zhimu's rare initiative at the moment that he has no time to care about other things.

Occasionally, he was a little dazed, but was immediately distracted by Ruan Zhimu's continuous kisses.

For the next period of time, Ruan Zhimu behaved normally, no different from the days and nights they spent together in the past.

There is only one week left before the college entrance examination, and Ruan Zhimu will not allow anything to interfere with his college entrance examination.

If something really has to happen, it has to be delayed until after the college entrance examination.

The night before the college entrance examination, there was a storm in City A.

The storm came quickly and abruptly, and it didn't stop for a long time. Yan Yue didn't feel much, but Ruan Zhimu was a little worried, worried that the heavy rain would disturb his sleep, so he closed the doors and windows tightly, and went to the supermarket to buy him a pair of sound insulation. Earplugs, read on the Internet that white noise can help sleep, and immediately found some white noise audio from video sites, and played it for him.

Yan Yue: "The sound of the rain is so loud, where can you hear any white noise?"

"Oh yes," Ruan Zhimu said nervously, "How about I cook you some lotus seed and lily soup, I heard that it calms the nerves, or, don't I have a bottle of sandalwood-scented perfume by my bedside, I heard that this is also good. Sleep aid, I'll spray you some..."

Yan Yue grabbed his shoulders and forced him to sit down: "Stop busy, why are you so nervous, there's no need."

Ruan Zhimu: "This is the college entrance examination, how can I not be nervous..."

Accompanying Yan Yue to take the exam seems to be more nervous than his own college entrance exam back then.

Yan Yue said indifferently: "Even if you fail the test, so what, if you fail the test, you will not live?"

"Don't talk nonsense," Ruan Zhimu wanted to knock his head hard, "it's unlucky, pee pee pee."

Yan Yue thought he was superstitious, but under his repeated request, he reluctantly poohed three times.

"The college entrance examination is just an exam. If you are too nervous, you may not perform well." Seeing that his nerves were extremely tense, Yan Yue felt helpless, "Aren't you afraid to make me nervous too?"

Ruan Zhimu finally relaxed.

After a while, Ruan Zhimu thought of something, and said, "Why don't you put on that longevity lock..."

On his birthday, Yan Yue's mother Qiao Yu returned the longevity lock to him, wishing him a smooth and safe life.

"Longevity lock is to bless a long life, not Wenquxing." Yan Yue rolled his eyes and stared at his wrist, "If you are really worried, give me the red rope in your hand."

"Uh...?" Ruan Zhimu lowered his head and looked at his wrist.

On his wrist is an old and badly worn red rope, and a milky white jade safety buckle is hung on the rope. He bought it from a small vendor when he was a child when he went to temple fairs with his neighbor's brothers and sisters. It is not a valuable thing. I just got used to wearing it and never took it off.

Ruan Zhimu: "This is also for the protection of peace."

Yan Yue's theories were set in one set: "Didn't you do well in the college entrance examination, I will wear your bracelet and get a bit of fairy spirit."

Ruan Zhimu: "This thing costs ten yuan apiece."

Yan Yue: "Then you don't have any psychological burden to give it to me."

Ruan Zhimu: "The rope is worn out, maybe it will break after wearing it for a few years."

Yan Yue: "It's okay, I don't care."

Ruan Zhimu: "..."

He had no choice but to tell the truth: "This thing is too hard to sell, don't talk about giving it away, even if it is left alone, it has no ornamental value. If you like it, after the college entrance examination... I will take you to buy a good one."

When I said "after the college entrance examination", I felt a lump in my throat, but I quickly covered it up.

"I don't want it because it's expensive or not," Yan Yue said. "I heard from my grandpa that the red string is the most personal thing, and it is tied to a person's past. I want to have it because I have never been involved with you." past."

Yan Yue blushed slightly, and seemed a little embarrassed: "I think, I have all of you."

Yan Yue grabbed his wrist, untied the red rope, and put it on his own wrist.

Ruan Zhimu was stunned.

In fact, there are very few serious moments between him and Yan Yue. The "past" is the past, and the "future" is too illusory. If it were someone else, he would feel that it would be frivolous and false to announce it easily.

But this is Yan Yue.

Yan Yue, who rarely opens his heart to others, and rarely shows warm feelings.

Ruan Zhimu's heart was overwhelmed, but his face was still smiling: "Have you ever thought that when you go to college, you will see a rich and colorful new world and meet better people who are still your peers?" ,By the time……"

He wanted to say, "When the time comes, you'll find that maybe you don't need me that much", but he couldn't say anything.

Yan Yue seemed to guess what he wanted to say, and warned him: "Ruan Zhimu, I'm going to take the college entrance examination tomorrow. If you dare to make me angry today, I will give up the exam tomorrow."

Ruan Zhimu muttered: "I obviously didn't say anything."

Yan Yue seemed indifferent on the surface, but when he was actually going to sleep, he tossed and turned, his thoughts were messed up, and he felt a little insomnia.

Ruan Zhimu squeezed his shoulders, beat his legs, rubbed his head, and told him about his university trips. Many scenic spots would give discounts for student ID cards. He took advantage of these four years to travel to some beautiful places.The farthest was to go to Ruili, Yunnan, where I spent three days in the jadeite market. Although I couldn’t afford rough stones, I felt refreshed after soaking in the breath of jadeite and money for three days.

Later, Yan Yue fell asleep on his head.

Before falling asleep, Yan Yue said in a daze, "Then, the first stop after the college entrance examination, we will go to Ruili."

Ruan Zhimu was silent for a while, then said: "...OK."

-

On the morning of the college entrance examination, the rain stopped and the weather was extremely hot and muggy.

The cicadas sing like musical notes, jumping on the branches, disturbing people's minds.

Ruan Zhimu was waiting at the school gate together with thousands of ordinary parents of students.The difference is that other parents are anxious and worried, or looking forward to joy, while his lips are pale, he is on the verge of falling, and he looks like he is going to faint.

Some parents thought he was suffering from heat stroke, so they kindly handed him a bottle of mineral water, but Ruan Zhimu shook his head and refused.

The college entrance examination lasted for three days. After the last exam, Yan Yue rushed out from the school gate, and was the first to hug Ruan Zhimu.

Ruan Zhimu heard his heartbeat, pounding, pounding, almost piercing through his bones.

The young man's face was full of sincerity and enthusiasm, his brows and eyes were full of smiles, and the sweat on his forehead glistened in the sun, making it so dazzling that people couldn't keep their eyes open.

The school gate was full of people, and beaming students and parents were talking loudly everywhere.

Yan Yue said something, but Ruan Zhimu didn't hear clearly, and his face was blank.

"I said," Yan Yue shouted in his ear, "Ruan Zhimu, I like you—!"

Ruan Zhimu was startled and hurriedly covered his mouth.

There are people all around, in case someone overhears...

"I heard it when I heard it," Yan Yue said with a sly and smug face, like a little fox who succeeded in plotting, "Everyone knows that I like you, then you can't run to find other people."

"You are mine." He grabbed his left hand domineeringly and interlocked his fingers. "From today onwards, to a long, long time—you will only be mine."

-

Yan Yue was so excited that he was going to take him to Yunnan that night.

However, Yan Yue's grandfather came to City A suddenly - this was a surprise for his beloved grandson, and he specially flew back from the United States to celebrate his successful graduation.

Yan Minghua's family also came, including his wife and daughter.

According to Yan Minghua, Yan Zuncheng originally wanted to come, but Grandpa Yan Yue refused to let him come, thinking that he was unlucky, and every time he appeared, he made his grandson unhappy.

In the evening, the answers to the questions were available on the Internet. Yan Yue didn't want to correct the answers, and couldn't bear the persuasion of his uncle and grandpa.

Grandpa Yan Yue patted him on the shoulder excitedly: "You are indeed my grandson of Yan Zhiguo!"

Yan Yue: "When I took the zero exam before, you scolded me for being worthless, not as good as one ten-thousandth of your fingernail back then."

Grandpa Yan Yue scolded with a smile: "You still have a grudge against your grandpa? How promising!"

So the family laughed again.

The family was happy and harmonious, and Ruan Zhimu stood in the corner, watching them quietly.

Occasionally, the eyes met with the teacher's wife, and the teacher's wife paused for a moment, and hurriedly looked away.

Ruan Zhimu understood.

It seems that Yan Minghua has already told his wife about it.

When he was in high school, his teacher's wife also gave him a feeling similar to maternal love. Knowing that his school uniform was torn and he couldn't mend it, she specially asked Yan Minghua to take the clothes home and send them to him when they were mended.

Once, the teacher's wife came to the school to deliver meals to Yan Minghua. When she met him studying in the classroom, she patted his head and said kindly, I also had a child back then, but it was a pity that he fell seriously ill. If he grows up healthy and healthy, It should be about your age by now.

Ruan Zhimu's eyes were a little sore, he lowered his head, and waited for the tears to slowly back up before raising his head again.

Throughout today, both he and Yan Minghua acted as if nothing had happened, and Yan Yue didn't notice anything unusual.

Only he and Yan Minghua knew how complicated and cold their eyes were when they met.

-

The carnival lasted until late at night.

Yan Yue couldn't stand his grandfather's enthusiasm, and the family went to the hotel to celebrate.

Yan Yue called Ruan Zhimu logically.

Ruan Zhimu smiled and said that the professor had something to do with him, so he didn't go.

Yan Yue was a little dissatisfied, but his grandfather was in a hurry, so he had to tell Ruan Zhimu to come back early and pay attention to safety. They will discuss the travel route to Yunnan tomorrow.

Ruan Zhimu responded with a smile.

tomorrow--

Starting tomorrow, Yan Yue will probably only have one feeling for him, that is hatred.

But he had no choice.

-

Yan Yue came back at three o'clock in the middle of the night.

Yan Minghua's family and his grandfather all went to live in the hotel. He saw the sneakers that Ruan Zhimu often wore at the door, and knowing that he had returned, he closed the door lightly, worried that he would wake him up.

He really wanted to jump on Ruan Zhimu's bed immediately and tell him his excitement.

But thinking that Ruan Zhimu was already asleep, he gave up.

Tomorrow, tomorrow is the same.

Thinking like this, he got into the quilt and looked forward to the next day with longing.

At six o'clock the next morning, he was woken up by his biological clock, which had been preparing for the college entrance examination for a long time. He immediately jumped up and ran to knock on the door of Ruan Zhimu's room.

No one responded.

It is normal for Ruan Zhimu not to wake up at this point.

He didn't intend to let him go again, with a smirk on the corner of his mouth, and was about to open the door and rush in to surprise him, when he suddenly saw the note stuck on the door.

A smile froze on his face.

"Feel sorry.

Goodbye.

You will have a great future.

As if you never knew me. "

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The next chapter is five years later (￣￣)