Too deep into the play

Zhang Yunlei sighed, took off his tie, lit a cigarette, and slumped on the sofa, but all he could think of were pictures of being with Jiulang, for example, the first time he saw Jiulang, the first time he was with Jiulang. When I was a partner, when I ate for the first time, when I was on a business trip for the first time, when I slept in a room together for the first time, when I used a toothpaste, a water glass or even a pair of chopsticks for the first time, and when I was in the ICU. The first time I saw him haggard, the first time I rested on his shoulder at the airport during a business trip, the first time I touched him on stage, maybe the first time in my life would be handed over to this person. People!

Yang Jiulang didn't know when he came over, reached out and snatched the cigarette, and pressed it into the ashtray, there were already four or five cigarette butts in it, some of which were still smoking, Yang Jiulang frowned: "Stop smoking, It’s not good for your throat, it’s covered with pus these days, and you’re still humiliating yourself like this, look at me, I’ve had pharyngitis several times when I’m with you, hurry up and eat.”Yang Jiulang muttered while packing Zhang Yunlei's suit, but there was a saying that was wrong. Zhang Yunlei usually avoided Jiulang when smoking. Yes, I have to endure chewing a few pieces of candy!

At the dinner table, Zhang Yunlei got up and went to the counter to get a bottle of red wine and two horn glasses.

"Still drinking? You drank quite a lot at the banquet, and if you want to drink again, can we bear it?".Yang Jiulang's words actually meant a request, but Zhang Yunlei didn't listen at all. He poured two glasses on his own, and pushed one of his own to Jiulang. Zhang Yunlei raised his glass and smiled at Jiulang: "Thank you for meeting you!" ".The short five words made Jiulang feel uncomfortable. He was also very content and grateful for the last three words, but the first two words seemed to insult him. He asked himself that he hadn’t done anything for Zhang Yunlei to be grateful for. , So Yang Jiulang didn't raise his glass for a long time, but Zhang Yunlei raised his head and drank it down!

Zhang Yunlei began to pour the second cup, and he raised the cup again: "Thank you for your care and help." This time, he drank it without waiting for Jiulang's reaction, and Yang Jiulang was even more uncomfortable. All the care for Zhang Yunlei is out of the heart, and I don’t ask for his return, nor for his words, let alone for Zhang Yunlei to engrave it in my heart. On the contrary, these words made the two people feel an invisible distance. .

Holding up the third cup, Zhang Yunlei said: "Thank you for your support and dedication." Before Zhang Yunlei could withdraw the cup, Yang Jiulang grabbed his hand. Yang Jiulang took the corner cup and poured it down, wiped it The wine overflowing from the corner of his mouth whispered: "What nonsense, you know I don't want to do this, you say that and I don't mean to see others, if you really want to repay my hard work, you should be good, don't be rude Just do it yourself."

In fact, the practice Yang Jiulang said was "drinking." Zhang Yunlei is very fond of wine. Yang Jiulang also knows that Zhang Yunlei drinks for a reason, either to numb physical pain or to numb psychological emotions.

Zhang Yunlei's hand was still in mid-air, Wen Yan got up slightly and took his empty cup, refilled the fourth cup, Yang Jiulang picked up chopsticks and put some vegetables in Zhang Yunlei's bowl: "Don't drink, eat more vegetable".

Zhang Yunlei ignored it but raised his glass again: "Thank you, my world exists, and I hope it will last forever."

Zhang Yunlei is a person who knows how to be grateful. He will carefully check the gifts sent by his fans one by one, and respond to everyone's calls one by one. What's more, this person who has been together for five years, not to mention the usual help, just takes care of The five months he was in the hospital bed already made Zhang Yunlei feel guilty. If it wasn't for that accident, maybe this person would have finished the wedding, not to mention that he was inseparable during those five months, even drinking water and going to the toilet. During the days together, Yang Jiulang accompanied Zhang Yunlei, and also experienced Zhang Yunlei's psychological depression and gloom during that time, and also bore all his fright.

As the saying goes, there is no love for no reason in this world, why would Yang Jiulang give up everything to take care of him?There is no blood relationship, no relatives, just brothers in Deyun, just partners on the stage, should it be like this?Or is it because Zhang Yunlei is the role he relies on to eat?Is Zhang Yunlei good-looking?Did Zhang Yunlei give him money?Or did Zhang Yunlei invite some bodhisattvas?No, it's just because of Zhang Yunlei!But maybe he would still do the same with another person, otherwise he would not be the Yang Jiulang who values ​​love and righteousness. He clearly just took care of his partner, but this person happened to be Zhang Yunlei.If you don't talk about fate, sometimes it is doomed in the previous life!

Yang Jiulang didn't know how to answer Zhang Yunlei's words. In fact, Zhang Yunlei's so-called grace has been repaid by him in disguise. Not to mention anything else, since his comeback in March 17, he can often hear his thanks on stage , Including some burdens and meaningful words, there is this feeling, that is when he can't move a lot, recently he can move, and he has begun to be dishonest, kissing, licking hands, and smashing Dancing, hugging and touching the face, or bowing and bowing, the most serious thing is the kneeling and worshiping.He, Yang Jiulang, is not a fool. If he can't tell the truth from the fake, then he shouldn't talk about cross talk in the future, so Yang Jiulang said the most to Zhang Yunlei: Be honest when you come on stage, don't be a monster!But having said that, Yang Jiulang is also very grateful that this person named Zhang Yunlei still exists in his own world!It's just that this person can really practice himself!

As soon as Zhang Yunlei put the empty cup on the table, Yang Jiulang couldn't help it anymore. Yang Jiulang began to reprimand him loudly: "Zhang Yunlei, are you fucking dead? Why do you say you are dying in front of me? It makes me feel stuck Panic, are you thanking me? I think you are taking revenge on me, you are insulting me, tell me how many years we have been together? Don’t you understand me? You don’t know who I am, Yang Jiulang ?".Yang Jiulang patted his chest, and his voice became louder. At this time, he was very irritable. The whole Deyun Society knew that Yang Jiulang was famous for his good temper, but Zhang Yunlei was a little surprised by his current appearance.

Zhang Yunlei lowered his head and said nothing, but Yang Jiulang blushed. Half of it may be from anger, but the other half may be from alcohol. Although Jiulang is stronger, he is not half as good at drinking as Zhang Yunlei. I still remember him once As I said, no one can do without Zhang Yunlei at the wedding, because he has to keep him from drinking!It is also possible that Zhang Yunlei's best man suit will be worn by Yang Jiulang next time, but at that time, what kind of mood will the two of them be in!

Similarly, Zhang Yunlei also said: "We didn't meet when you got married."The words are false, but the meaning is true.

It's not because of anything else, it's just because when that day really comes, even Zhang Yunlei is: unwilling, unwilling, reluctant to give up.In the end, you will have to make a choice because you dare not.

It's not that he's timid, it's just that he wants him to be happy.