Too deep into the play

Yang Jiulang suddenly looked proud: "How is it? Are you still comparing with me? You, a little guy who hasn't been in love yet, compare this with me, a licensed person? Do you think you will suffer a disadvantage, you!".

Zhang Yunlei didn't speak, just stared at Yang Jiulang, and Yang Jiulang slowly withdrew his smile.

Zhang Yunlei is still such a simple person. He will tell Yang Jiulang directly what he wants. Although he has thought about controlling himself ten thousand times in his heart at this time, he still has no control!

As soon as Zhang Yunlei raised his head, he kissed Yang Jiulang's lips, sucked Yang Jiulang's lips clumsily, and rubbed his tongue back and forth clumsily to pry Yang Jiulang's teeth open. Maybe he was too anxious, maybe he was too young, Or maybe Zhang Yunlei wanted Yang Jiulang too much but had no experience and formed a very, very clumsy impulse.

Facing Zhang Yunlei's sudden enthusiasm, Yang Jiulang slowly let go of Zhang Yunlei's restrained hands, and his own two hands stopped in the air at a loss, whether to hug him or not, he just pressed on him and moved No, it's better to put it another way, Zhang Yunlei has already hugged him fiercely!

Yang Jiulang is not stupid, nor is he an idiot, does he really understand nothing?The way Zhang Yunlei looked at him, and the kisses he gave him, were all signs that Zhang Yunlei, a shy boy, was already very brave!It's just that Yang Jiulang can't overcome his own hurdle of "married by himself" and has a family. No matter what he does now, it is a kind of harm to Zhang Yunlei!I was originally protecting him, how could I let him get hurt for myself!

But he also knew that his feelings for Zhang Yunlei were not so simple to explain.At this moment, he really wanted to slap himself. Not only did he become a scumbag, but he also made Zhang Yunlei fall into this vortex and couldn't get out!If you also jump into it yourself, it will really be beyond redemption!

At this moment, Zhang Yunlei had lost half of his sanity. He was naked, holding Yang Jiulang tightly with both hands, and kept kissing him.

In fact, why did Zhang Yunlei not want to wait for Yang Jiulang's crazy initiative... and why not wait for Yang Jiulang's presumptuousness... It's just that he has lost it, so he knows how to grasp it better than ordinary people...

Yang Jiulang grabbed Zhang Yunlei's shoulder, pushed him away gently, and looked at Zhang Yunlei's restrained panting, reddish lips, rolling Adam's apple, rising and falling chest, white smooth skin, and beautiful collarbone , and that slender figure are perfectly displayed in front of Yang Jiulang's eyes!

Yang Jiulang closed his eyes and said in a deep voice, "Do you know what you are doing?".

"Know".

"Then do you know that I can't touch you."Yang Jiulang's voice was extremely gentle.

Zhang Yunlei frowned: "Why?".

"Because I still can't be responsible to you...".

"What if I don't need you to be responsible for me? If you don't tell me what happened to us today, no one will know, or is it that you...dislike physical contact with me, or that I can't provoke your desire at all. ..."

Yang Jiulang shook his head quickly: "No, you shouldn't belittle your own identity for me at all, do you know that?".Yang Jiulang, oh Yang Jiulang, has always been thinking about his role!Does he still not understand him?What a strong person, who can put down his body, his identity and even the most important face, just to have a night of passion with himself!Yang Jiulang couldn't help shaking his head and sighed in his heart: Yang Jiulang, what virtue and ability do you have in this life, have you cultivated a blessing in this life or are you going through a catastrophe...

Yang Jiulang propped up his body, half-kneeled on the carpet and looked at Zhang Yunlei. Zhang Yunlei sat up after thinking about it.

"I didn't belittle myself, I actually think I am more noble and great, Jiulang, can you understand? The happiness of being with the person you like, you will find that no face or identity is more important than being your lover. Attractive! You can think I'm stupid, or you can think I'm crazy, but I really don't want to hide my mind anymore, you know, I may have exhausted my whole life of courage, ".Zhang Yunlei lowered his head and put his hands on his shoulders!

In fact, both of them understand this matter, the right time and the right place, but there is a time error, which hinders the development between them, so let's not say much, what if Zhang Yunlei and Yang Jiulang knew each other a few years earlier?In fact, the sublimation of their relationship was also due to Zhang Yunlei's accident!The two talents get to know each other better and run in together!But Yang Jiulang got married, even though he missed a wedding, there was no big difference, but unfortunately, Zhang Yunlei was the one who prevented Yang Jiulang from getting the wedding!

Then it's impossible that one day, when they can't go on, Yang Jiulang will look back at the past, will he regret that he left Zhang Yunlei at the beginning?Or are they lucky enough to meet Zhang Yunlei waiting for them when they can't make it through?

Zhang Yunlei trembled a little, Yang Jiulang looked at him, hugged him into his arms, patted his smooth back, Zhang Yunlei also hugged him tightly!

Zhang Yunlei whispered into Yang Jiulang's ear, "Jiulang, take me!"

Yang Jiulang trembled all over, did not answer, just pushed Zhang Yunlei away, but sucked hard on his collarbone, the sudden pain made Zhang Yunlei frown, after Yang Jiulang let go, the beautiful collarbone He was planted with a bright red strawberry, who called him Zhang Yunleibai!

Yang Jiulang got up, picked up his cell phone and car keys, turned his back to Zhang Yunlei and said, "Jiao'er, I'm sorry, forgive me for not having the guts!".After speaking, he strode out.

Zhang Yunlei heard the door slam, thought for a while, curled up one leg, put his hands on his shoulders, put them on his legs, and buried his head in the bend of his arms!Tears, just big ones, dripping down!He even murmured a sentence in his mouth: "Bastard, how can I go out tomorrow"!

Yang Jiulang didn't drive home directly, but just sat in the car and watched the light in Zhang Yunlei's bedroom go out!Yang Jiulang is indeed timid, but what's more, he fled in panic!A man's physical impulse is not something that can be restrained if he is restrained. If he can't be responsible, don't get close. He doesn't want to hurt Zhang Yunlei, and he doesn't want to lose him. At this moment, it's not that his problem is related to greed, but He simply can't measure a problem!It is a man and a woman who have been together for ten years and the other has experienced life and death with sincerity!Yang Jiulang couldn't tell what these two people meant to him anymore, so Yang Jiulang decided that since he was married, he shouldn't hurt a woman's heart!As for Zhang Yunlei, try to distance yourself as much as possible!

He believes that his role has always been strong!