i have three shadows

Xu Xingxing was startled, and then remembered that he had promised, so there was nothing he could do, so he just turned his head and glanced at him without saying a word.

I feel a little wronged.

With a glance of his eyes, Jian Qingzhu suddenly pursed her lips tightly, with fire in her eyes, and said, "Don't look at me like this."

Xu Xingxing was full of question marks: "Why am I looking at you?"

Before Jian Qingzhu could speak, Chen Shuang walked over, so he turned his head away. Xu Xingxing still didn't understand what happened to his eyes.

The three of them walked outside together. When it came to winter vacation plans, Xu Xingxing proposed to go out and play together, and they could bring Xia Ting with them.

Chen Shuang pondered for a while, and said, "My mother, take, take me, to grandma's house, to celebrate the New Year."

Xu Xingxing asked: "South?"

Chen Shuang nodded, and Xu Xingxing smiled: "Then let's play together when you come back."

"Yes." Chen Shuang responded with a smile.

After walking down the street, Xu Xingxing turned his head and asked, "If I take the exam...does it mean that I have to catch ghosts by myself?"

Jian Qingzhu smiled: "Are you afraid?"

"What are you afraid of?" Xu Xingxing raised his eyebrows.

When they reached the door, the two were about to enter the house separately, Xu Xingxing sighed suddenly, and whispered, "It's not that I'm afraid of catching ghosts alone, but I'm afraid of being separated from you."

"What did you say?" Jian Qingzhu asked.

There was more than half a street in the middle, Xu Xingxing only thought that he heard himself talking but didn't hear clearly, so he shook his head and walked to his own door: "I didn't say anything, go back."

Jian Qingzhu stopped taking out the keys and watched him open the door.

Xu Xingxing turned his head, just in time to see a car coming, but Jian Qingzhu stood in the middle of the road, cursing: "You idiot, the car is coming!"

Jian Qingzhu walked quickly to his side, closed the door that had just been opened, dragged him to his house, and said, "Go to my house."

Xu Xingxing looked at him suspiciously, but followed obediently.

He went in ahead, and almost immediately, there was a sound of closing the door behind him, and before he had time to say anything, he was pushed against the back of the door.

Jian Qingzhu's breath rushed towards her face.

The lips and teeth were entangled, the schoolbag was thrown on the ground, the room was dark without the lights on, Jian Qingzhu hugged him tightly, chasing his lips unwilling to leave for a moment.

Xu Xingxing was forced to raise his head and felt that it was difficult to breathe, so he turned his face and staggered away. Just after taking a breath, Jian Qingzhu turned his face away again.

He felt that Jian Qingzhu was a little abnormal today, too enthusiastic, but his body was trapped under his strong movements, and he couldn't think apart from God.

His lips hurt a little from being sucked, so he grabbed the hair on the back of his head and exerted a little force.

It was like a signal, Jian Qingzhu suddenly became gentle, and kissed him little by little from the corner of his lips to his chin, and then to his neck.

Xu Xingxing raised his head even harder, revealing the deadly part to him without reservation.

"I like you." Jian Qingzhu's voice trembled slightly.

Xu Xingxing's heart trembled, and he let out an unsteady "hmm", and raised his hands involuntarily, interlacing them behind his neck.

I like you too.

The snowy sky was dim, and the sound of breathing was intertwined and heavy. This empty room seemed empty and lonely.

"What's the matter with you today?" Xu Xingxing couldn't help asking when he had some free time.

Jian Qingzhu smiled, and said in a low voice: "I want to treat you like this every day, I wish I could eat you up, it's not about today."

Xu Xingxing: "...to tell the truth."

Jian Qingzhu: "Because you said you don't want to leave me, so I have to work harder to make you remember me."

Xu Xingxing twitched his eyebrows and smiled: "It's not about life and death. Isn't the exam just a few days?"

Jian Qingzhu paused for a moment: "I can't take you to the examination room anymore. The location was only posted in the morning. I have already written the route and precautions and put them in your schoolbag. Remember to take a look later. Qi Qianshan asked I'll go back, it may be related to my mother, I have to go."

Xu Xingxing nodded understandingly, knowing that he didn't want to say more, he just told him: "It's okay, Aunt Mei, please help me look after it."

"Okay." Jian Qingzhu smiled.

Xu Xingxing touched his face, not knowing whether he was persuading himself or him, and said, "It's only a few days."

Jian Qingzhu let out an "ah" and continued: "But for me, a few days are long enough, haven't you heard of three autumns in one day?"

Xu Xingxing looked at him for a long time, and finally said, "Me too."

In such an atmosphere, I couldn't help but want to say something from my heart.

Xu Xingxing bowed his head and said softly: "Slowly, I feel that it's hard to imagine being separated from you. I know that old men shouldn't be so obsessed... addicted to feelings, but I can't help it. Jian Qingzhu, I think I can't do without you. You. What should I do?"

As expected, Jian Qingzhu would say that he would not leave, or say with a smile that he would go to college together, catch ghosts together, and tell fortunes together.

live together.

But Jian Qingzhu just gave a low "hmm".

Xu Xingxing was a little flustered, and he couldn't say that he was concerned about gains and losses. After all, whether Jian Qingzhu liked him or not was a matter that he could feel for himself. He had doubts, but never doubted.

Just suddenly felt that everything will have an end.

Sure enough, as a mortal, it is inevitable to hope for eternity.

Jian Qingzhu's delicate kiss fell again, between the brows, cheeks, corners of the mouth, those warm lips finally stopped on his shoulders, biting hard, interrupting all his thoughts.

Xu Xingxing was in pain but didn't make a sound, and shook his body slightly, in exchange for even more crazily encroaching.

He closed his eyes and grasped his day and night tightly.

It was already dark when he came out of Jian Qingzhu's house. Xu Xing entered the house and went upstairs, and suddenly saw a figure standing by the window, and took a step back abruptly.

"Xu Chichi," he reacted immediately, barely suppressed his frantic heartbeat, and turned on the light, "Why didn't you turn on the light? You scared me."

Xu Chichi looked back at him: "I'll just stand for a while."

Xu Xingxing raised his eyes guiltyly, looked over her head, saw that Jian Qingzhu's curtains were drawn, and then breathed a sigh of relief.

He put down his schoolbag and went to cook. Xu Chichi was still standing by the window, not knowing what he was thinking.

After cleaning up the kitchen after dinner, Xu Xingxing wanted to go back to his room, but Xu Chichi stopped him: "Xu Xingxing, wait, I have something to tell you."

Xu Xingxing's heart sank heavily, Xu Chichi's tone was serious, his mind tossed and turned, and finally there was nothing left, so he had to pour two glasses of water and sit down obediently.

Xu Chichi turned the water glass and said, "You told me some time ago that you were going to take the test for the Celestial Master Certificate, right?"

Xu Xingxing nodded: "Yes."

"I heard from Uncle Zheng that the exam starts tomorrow." She asked, "Are you ready?"

Xu Xingxing looked at her: "To be honest, sister, I don't have any preparations, but Jian Qingzhu taught me some spell formations and spells, and I have no foundation at all."

Xu Chichi smiled and asked, "Why do you two have such a good relationship? I remember you didn't like him very much at first."

Xu Xingxing squeezed the cup: "Oh, your brother, the prime minister, can hold a boat in his stomach, and I can't help him to be a friend with a shameless face."

Xu Chichi nodded: "I remember I told you that my father said that he would not live long."

Xu Xingxing's heart trembled. He did remember these words, but he hadn't thought about them for a long time, and now he thought of them like thunder.

Cold sweat broke out all of a sudden.

Without waiting for his reaction, Xu Chichi changed the subject again: "When I was a child, a Taoist priest said that he would take you to study Fa. You didn't want to, and neither did your father. I never thought that I would end up in this profession."

Following Xu Chichi's words, Xu Xingxing's mood sank little by little, but he forced a smile: "I haven't taken the exam yet, it's not certain that I can pass the exam."

Xu Chichi didn't follow him to smile, and his tone was very serious: "OK, it doesn't matter what you want to do. My Xu family is not greedy for life and fear of death. It doesn't matter if you are a celestial master or continue to tell fortunes to others, as long as you don't break the rules." Don’t miss the secret, it’s all about patriarchs enjoying food, which is also a matter of accumulating virtue. You are almost eighteen, and I don’t want to say much, but you understand that when you are more capable, you may face more choices. My sister hopes that you You can choose whatever you want, and don’t feel sorry for others.”

Xu Xingxing nodded in a daze, and asked after a while, "Sister, why are you acting so weird today? Why did you say this suddenly?"

"I just remembered. Today I ran into an old neighbor who moved out on Tanghua Street. You didn't know him, so I started talking about my parents." Xu Chichi said, "When you were young, you asked your mother why she didn't have it. , remember?"

The heart beat wildly again, Xu Xingxing felt his mouth was parched, he opened his mouth but didn't say anything, took a sip of water, held the cup back and forth for a long time before opening his mouth: "Didn't you tell me that it was a dystocia?"

Xu Chichi looked at him for a while, then said word by word: "Mom is a celestial master."

"Mom is a celestial master. When she was pregnant with you, evil spirits were raging around Xianshui. She died to protect others. After she died, she cut open her stomach to have you."

Xu Xingxing sat there blankly, didn't say a word, didn't know how to react for a while.

Xu Chichi smiled: "Do you know who the last person my mother protected before she died?"

In the blink of an eye, Xu Xingxing's mind suddenly became clear, and he said, "Jian Qingzhu's... mother?"

Xu Chi nodded.

"At that time, my mother was from Lingguan, but she was working with the Qi family. There was civil turmoil in the Qi family, and there were spies and evil spirits. Because of their mistakes, Qingzhu's mother was held hostage by ghosts. In order to protect her aunt, her mother tried her best to protect her aunt. A little spiritual power." Xu Chichi said, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her, only her slightly trembling fingertips revealed her emotions, "She said before she died that she hoped her children would inherit her legacy. Mantle."

Xu Xingxing stared straight at Xu Chichi, and after a while he realized that he forgot to breathe, so trembling, he took a deep breath: "Then you?"

Xu Chichi nodded: "I was originally a psychic. My father saw that my mother died in a miserable state. In grief, he sealed my spiritual power, and also sealed yours."

"But I'm psychic." Xu Xingxing was surprised.

Xu did not speak for a long time.

Xu Xingfu went to his heart, remembering that the two of them had discussed similar issues when they were talking about Jian Qingzhu a long time ago, and he stammered and asked: "So, so you said, I may not be able to control my spiritual power in the future... yes Because my current ability has not recovered?"

"It's also possible...my share has been handed over to you." Xu Chichi said.

The siblings were relatively silent for a long time, Xu Xingxing slowly recovered from the shock, and asked: "So Jian Qingzhu doesn't recognize the Qi family, and you don't accept Qi Qianshan too?"

Xu Chichi thought for a while and said, "A lot of things can't be looked at so simply. I don't hate the Qi family, but I can't like it either. I can't like all the places where power is concentrated. Lingguan is like this. Those aristocratic families Same."

Then should I hate Jian Qingzhu?

Xu Xingxing thought, but it's none of his business.

Just thinking of this, Xu Chichi seemed to understand his thoughts, and said softly: "Qingzhu and you are both innocent."

Xu Xingxing looked at her for a while, his familiar eyes were still plain, but he saw a lot of reassuring things in the plain.

The urge to confess suddenly overwhelmed everything, he paused, and opened his mouth with some difficulty: "Sister."

The author has something to say:

There is only the last day of the old year. Although I don't have many readers, please allow me to have a sense of ritual~

Looking back, I see a lot of shortcomings, thank you everyone who saw here, no matter a few or a dozen, and no matter why you read my article, whether you like it, encourage it or even sympathize with it, I will continue to work hard!

There are too many stories in the world, but finishing each book one by one may really settle your heart.

Happy New Years Eve, little angels!May all your regrets come to an end on this day. In the new year, eat what you want, meet people you want to see, and don’t miss the multiple-choice questions you encounter in life. Live a thin, healthy and happy life!

In short, good luck!

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