i have three shadows

Walking down the mountain, there was no one on the road, so the two of them interlocked their fingers.

Xu Xingxing couldn't figure out Jian Qingzhu's inner feelings, but felt that it was complicated and unbearable, so he tried hard to find a topic, trying to distract him.

After walking for a long time, I saw a pavilion for resting. There were a few people sitting sporadically in it. The two walked around to the back of the pavilion and rested against a big rock.

Jian Qingzhu unscrewed the water glass and handed it over, looked at him for a while, and suddenly smiled: "I'm fine, don't make excuses, I'm embarrassed for you, I've never seen you so incapable of comforting others."

Xu Xingxing said "tsk": "You said you can't speak, how did you grow up so big and not be beaten to death?"

"Grow up wild." Jian Qingzhu smiled, "Besides, I don't talk like that with others."

Xu Xingxing's heart moved, thinking that he was no one else with him.

The thought is satisfying.

He looked at Jian Qingzhu and smiled, he could hardly look away, his heart was sour and sweet, and he was full of something unknown.

I can't help but want to get closer, want to hug him, want to kiss him, and want to never be separated from him again.

Am I so horny? !Xu Xingxing couldn't help thinking about it.

I want to cover my face.

He felt that this day was a bit boring, but he liked this feeling very much, so he touched his slender fingers and said, "It's puppy love."

Jian Qingzhu looked at him sideways: "Is this a problem of puppy love?"

Xu Xingxing sighed: "Puppy love is fucking gay."

Jian Qingzhu said again: "What's wrong with you gay, you dead gay!"

This was said loudly, and suddenly someone beside him laughed. Xu Xingxing turned his head and saw a young couple at the corner of the pavilion, and the girl was covering her mouth.

When the two of them looked over, she hurriedly buried her head on her boyfriend's shoulder, pretending not to see or hear.

The boy glanced at them, not to say that he disliked them, but just indifferent.

Xu Xingxing felt his heart stagnate and felt a little uncomfortable. The most uncomfortable thing was that he couldn't find an outlet for his discomfort, and his face couldn't help but look a little ugly.

Maybe because he was too irritable, the boy grabbed the girl's shoulders and moved a few steps to the side, a little further away from them.

Jian Qingzhu reached out to touch his ear, and said, "Deadly gay, we are rejected, what should we do? Do you want to run in front of him and kiss a disgusting him?"

Xu Xingxing turned to him helplessly: "... Are you fucking looking for a fight?"

Jian Qingzhu pulled up the clasped hands of the two, leaned on his chest, and said, "I don't accept fights anywhere other than on the bed."

Xu Xingxing turned his head away from him, and said softly, "You're underage, can you fucking stop flirting?" He added weakly, "Study is important."

Jian Qingzhu was happy, this time she seemed really happy.

Xu Xingxing heaved a sigh of relief and couldn't tell what it was like, but joy was so conspicuous in the messy emotions.

How could you fall in love with this person?

Why didn't he think that he liked it before he said he liked it?

When I arrived at the foot of the mountain in the dark, I was going to take the bus, and the hands I had been holding were separated.

It's actually not comfortable to hold hands for a long time. Boys' hand knuckles are too sharp, and they will hurt if they are squeezed too tightly, but they suddenly become empty, and I can't help but feel a little lost.

Suddenly feel a little sad.

Under the bus stop sign, Xu Xingxing raised his hand and looked at his palm, and sighed for a while.

Jian Qingzhu lowered her head, rested her chin on his shoulder, and said, "Sleep with me tonight."

Xu Xingxing turned his head when he heard the words, and the cheeks of the two of them rubbed against each other, as if they were electrocuted. He was startled, and quickly turned back, pursing his lips and not speaking.

He never knew that he would feel this way with boys. Of course, if he would feel this way with girls, he didn't seem to have a chance to know.

There were only a few people standing loosely next to them, but when the bus came, a group of people suddenly appeared.

Xu Xingxing let out a "tsk".

He is not good at competing with others. Every time the line is chaotic, even if he is at the front, he will be squeezed to the end. The bus is okay, and he can always get on the crowded bus.

Jian Qingzhu saw that Xu Xingxing seemed to be stepping back, and stretched out his arms to hold him in front of him, not letting him back.

The people behind squeezed forward, and when they reached the door, Xu Xingxing was bumped by someone, and the person turned around and cursed, so Jian Qingzhu stretched out his long arms, grabbed the pole by the door, and protected Xu Xingxing in front of him.

The two were wrapped in the crowd and were almost pushed up.

Xu Xingxing sighed and wondered why there was always no queue for the bus in Xianshui.

As the car started, he was squeezed uncomfortably, and wanted to turn around to face Jian Qingzhu, but the moment he turned his head, he suddenly caught a familiar face from the corner of his eye.

That face flashed past, and he suddenly turned his head again, looked around on the slowly receding bus platform, but that face disappeared again.

thump.

Xu Xingxing felt his heart sink heavily.

The carriage was so stuffy, Xu Xingxing suddenly felt a little nauseous, Jian Qingzhu looked out the window following his line of sight, and asked softly, "What are you looking at?"

"No, just look blindly." Xu Xingxing raised his head slightly and glanced at him.

The two people's chests were almost touching each other, and they could feel the vibration when they talked, and the warmth of their bodies could not be distinguished from each other. He suddenly panicked and squeezed to the side, and his shoulders pressed against Jian Qingzhu.

Seeing his reaction, Jian Qingzhu couldn't help laughing.

Xu Xingxing kept turning that face in his mind, and squeezed the phone in his pocket tightly.

Why is he here?

Xu Xingxing was a little hesitant, and his intuition made him not want to tell Jian Qingzhu about this scene.

"What's the matter?" Jian Qingzhu asked softly in his ear.

There are twenty stops from the foot of Siyuan Villa back to the south of the city, and it takes a long time to stand, so I can't keep acting strange like this.

Xu Xingxing then replied: "No, I just remembered that I didn't write a single word for my homework."

Jian Qingzhu smiled: "I won't write for you."

Xu Xingxing gave him a white look: "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Jian Qingzhu replied.

With their own concerns, the two staggered in the crowded crowd, and finally returned to Tanghua Street.

Just as he got off the car, he received a call from Xu Chichi. Xu Xingxing said "Hello", and the other end said, "I just arrived at Siyuan Villa."

"We just came back." Xu Xingxing said.

Xu Chichi said "Yes": "I know, I heard what Qi Datou said."

Qi Datou?

Xu Xingxing couldn't help but burst out laughing, "Oh": "When will you be back?"

"The funeral has to last for three days. On the one hand, the museum sent me to do something, and on the other hand, I am an old friend. I may stay until the funeral is over. Take good care of Qingzhu in these two days." Zhang Zhao, someone will come to pick it up in a few days, remember to open the door."

Xu Xingxing squinted at Jian Qingzhu: "Why should I take care of him?"

There was no sound at the other end, Xu Xingxing still wanted to talk, but Xu Chichi hung up neatly, Xu Xingxing heard a series of busy tones of "beep beep beep" and said "Hey hello".

Jian Qingzhu looked at him curiously: "Why?"

"Go away, you've heard it all and asked." Xu Xingxing gave him a blank look.

Jian Qingzhu smiled, looked at the passers-by on the street, and said, "Actually, I don't need anyone to take care of me. I have no relationship with the old man. I hate him."

What he said was so hard to tell whether it was true or not, Xu Xingxing looked at him for a while, and finally said "um", and said, "Then you take care of me."

By the way, I had dinner in a small restaurant at the corner of the street. As soon as I left the store, Jian Qingzhu came over: "Sleep at your house and sleep at my house?"

Xu Xingxing stopped, thinking about what he said, and finally said: "Your family, there are too many photos of dead people in my family."

"That's right." Jian Qingzhu nodded, "Everything I do, I always feel that someone is watching."

Xu Xingxing: "..."

"You go back first, I'll go back and get my pajamas and put my things away." He finally said.

The lights on the side of the road were dim, and cars drove by from time to time, and the chatter and laughter of young girls passed them by. The mahjong parlor next door hadn't rested yet, and Jian Qingzhu looked at him with serious eyes.

The environment and atmosphere were too ambiguous, Xu Xingxing's heart was throbbing, afraid that he couldn't help but lean over, so he quickly pushed him: "Waiting for brother in vain."

Jian Qingzhu smiled: "Then brother, come quickly."

"Goblin, you." Xu Xingxing waved his hand, turned and went home.

Jian Qingzhu stood still at the door, until he poked his head out on the second floor, then waved his hand and opened the door of his own house.

Xu Xingxing stood at the window, watched him enter the door, and watched the lights on the second floor come on, and then Jian Qingzhu walked to the window and looked at him with a smile.

He raised his chin and turned to the living room.

Sitting in front of the coffee table and sighing, Xu Xingxing took out his phone and sent a message to Chen Shuang: "Shuang, what book did you buy yesterday?"

The way the two of them got along was that Chen Shuang would do what Xu Xingxing said. As soon as he finished asking, Chen Shuang sent a photo after a while.

One "A Brief History of Everything", one "Three Kingdoms", and one "Natural History".

It's something that Chen Shuang usually likes to watch, and it's also something that Xu Xingxing wants to doze off when he sees it. He thought about it, and then sent a message: "Have you finished your homework? What have you been doing these two days?"

The speed at which Chen Shuang responded to the message was inversely proportional to what he usually said: "I finished it 10 minutes ago. I have been doing my homework except to buy books. I can finally spare time to read books. You should hurry up and do your homework." , you promised me not to copy homework."

Xu Xingxing fell silent looking at the large paragraph, and finally replied: "Okay, rest early."

"Say good night in advance, good night." Chen Shuang replied.

Been doing homework...?

Xu Xingxing turned his phone and looked up at the ceiling.

In this matter, Jian Qingzhu seems to have no need to lie. It is a very strange thing to spread rumors that Chen Shuang went to Siyuan Villa, and it is true that he was injured.

It was impossible to find an excuse for the injury, and it was impossible to find an excuse to find Chen Shuang. After all, even the injury was asked by Xu Xingxing.

Speaking of which, Jian Qingzhu has never directly stated clearly where the injury is.

He behaved very normally these past few days, Xu Xingxing almost forgot about his injury.

Why are these two people so weird?

There is some hidden information somewhere, like a fish, Xu Xingxing thought he could catch it, but let it swim away as soon as he stretched out his hand.

For so many years, there has been no secret between him and Chen Shuang, except for the matter of psychic communication, which he dare not and cannot reveal.

This kind of life even wanted to escape, so naturally he couldn't take risks, and Chen Shuang couldn't be frightened or even hurt at all.

But the current situation seems to be facing the three words "have to".

When did all these changes happen?

Xu Xingxing's eyes gradually turned away, and fell on the warm light opposite.

When Xu Xingxing went there with his pajamas, Jian Qingzhu had already showered and was leaning against the bed.

His pajamas hung loosely on his body, inadvertently revealing one side of his neck and the end of his collarbone. He was loose and good-looking, with a book spread out in his hand.

Seeing Xu Xingxing coming, he smiled: "Master, you are here, the little one has already obediently cleaned up for nothing."

"Don't be poor." Xu Xingxing said, touching his nose casually.

Jian Qingzhu bent her eyes: "Okay!"

Xu Xingxing raised his eyebrows, turned and left the bedroom.

Jian Qingzhu sat on the head of the bed with a smile, watching his back walk through the living room, and then the bathroom door closed with a click.

The arc of the corner of his mouth softened, and he stared at somewhere in the air with heavy eyes. After a long time, he took a deep breath.

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Go easy! he! (The author is brainwashing himself 23333