i have three shadows

"Bah!" Xu Chichi came over and slapped him on the head with his hand.

Xu Xingxing gave way for a while, but he smiled and said, "Then just say it, as long as you don't say that I'm not your biological brother."

After pondering for a while, Xu Chichi still didn't speak, not sure if he didn't think of words or what.

Xu Xingxing raised his eyebrows: "Xu Chichi, hurry up and tell me! Cook it with the noodles so you can swallow it later, lest you worry about this and that every day."

Xu Chichi smiled, and patted him on the shoulder: "You have not been physically fit since childhood, do you still remember the first time you saw dirty things?"

"I remember." Xu Xingxing thought for a while, "When I was six years old, I was staying in the alley behind the orphanage, but I heard a woman crying behind me, and when I turned around, I didn't see anything. I was too scared to say anything. , I didn’t dare to breathe, so I could only run away, I wanted to find you, but when I rushed out of the orphanage, I was caught by the director. He also said that I was crazy.”

He laughed to himself as he spoke, and paused after laughing for a while: "From then on, I can see everything."

Xu Chichi nodded: "Actually, you should be able to see it even when you have no memory. It's just that the old man suppressed it. After he left, it became more and more obvious."

"En." Xu Xingxing responded.

"I'm telling you this, don't feel any burden, I'm thinking that you are seventeen and have the right to know some things about yourself." Xu Chichi said.

Xu Xingxing nodded and asked, "Does my spiritual power become more unstable as I grow older? Is it easy to become a monster or a rebel? The kind that people around me can't control?"

The siblings looked at each other for a while, Xu Chichi looked at him calmly and didn't speak.Only the water in the pot was churning, gurgling.

Xu Xingxing was stunned for a long time, and said in a low voice: "Fuck, is it really true? It's so cool!"

Xu Chichi didn't expect his first reaction to be this, he couldn't laugh or cry, and slapped him on the back: "Don't swear!"

When I put it down, it turned into a caress, and then I turned and went to the bathroom.

Xu Xingxing smiled, glanced at her back, and lowered the curve of his mouth.

Suddenly, I remembered that Jian Qingzhu said that if he became a zombie, he would end himself with his own hands.

Was it to spy on me?

He shrugged, complaining is not his style, he has been afraid of it for so many years, do you know the difference?

It doesn't matter whether Lingguan is worried about himself as a person, or Jian Qingzhu is worried about himself.

Xu Yixing is Xu Yixing.

Going to school at noon, half an hour before class time, most people in the classroom are still taking a nap.When he bumped into Lao Yan outside the office, Lao Yan was shocked.

"Why did you come back?" He said loudly, "I was planning to visit you in the hospital this afternoon!"

This voice made all the teachers in the office turn their heads.

Xu Xingxing quickly waved his hands: "Please! Keep your voice down! You are really worried. I have nothing to do. If I don't come back, where do you want me to go?"

Lao Yan stretched out his hand and patted him on the back: "Good boy, don't lose your enthusiasm for studying!"

"Who told you that I came back to study?" Xu Xingxing said casually.

Lao Yan looked at him speechlessly, stretched out his hand and slapped him again.

"Old Yan, when will Teacher Liu come back to class?" Xu Xingsheng didn't feel any pain after being hit, and stretched his head over to take a look. There was an empty space next to Lao Yan's desk, which was formerly Master Liu's territory.

Lao Yan shook his head, turned his head and looked inside, then grabbed his shoulders and led him towards the end of the corridor: "I don't know."

"Oh." Xu Xingxing replied, "Ms. Liu and Liu Yu..."

Lao Yan shook his head and signaled him not to say anything: "There are some things that I can't explain clearly. She needs time now. We can't control this matter. The school leaders will deal with it."

"Will this shadow affect Teacher Liu's work?" Xu Xingxing asked.

"I don't know, it depends on her." Old Yan replied.

Xu Xingxing sighed: "You are like squeezing toothpaste, how boring. You know what I want to ask you, she is going to commit suicide, I went to help her, so you are not an unrelated stranger ?”

"So what if you know?" Old Yan said, "You bastards are unreliable, so you know it and spread it?"

"You just don't understand me, people like us are the most moral!" Xu Xingxing said dissatisfiedly, suppressing his voice.

Lao Yan shook his head and squinted at him: "Who is this kind of person? Liu Yu is still awake, and I can't talk about her without her consent. You knew her before?"

"I don't know." Xu Xingxing leaned against the wall next to him, "I just want to know what she is for."

"You really want to know?" Old Yan asked.

Seeing that Xu Xingxing nodded, he waved his hands seriously, meaning to whisper.

Xu Xingxing quickly stood up straight and leaned over.

Lao Yan put his hands to his mouth, turned to his ears, and said seriously: "The homework for these two days is pages 5 to 18 of the exercise book."

"Damn!" Xu Xingxing looked at him in shock.

Lao Yan stretched out his hand and pointed at him: "Give me another one?"

Xu Xingxing raised his eyebrows, pursed his lips, and said for a long time: "Is this too much?"

"Get off!" Lao Yan pushed him behind his back, "Class is about to start, go back to the classroom for me, and come to the office if you don't understand! Say a few more words and let your sister deal with you!"

Xu Xingxing was pushed forward a few steps, then turned back speechlessly.

Seeing Lao Yan waving his hand, he knew in his heart that he would definitely not say anything, so he sighed and walked back to the classroom.

Lao Yan behind him shook his head, looked out the window, and said softly, "You're a sinner."

After returning to work in the afternoon, everyone rushed over. Xu Xingxing frowned when he saw the noise around him, and simply ignored them. After a while, everyone dispersed.

He originally thought that if there was no news from Lao Yan, there must be rumors among his classmates, but in the end, apart from knowing that a senior high school girl committed suicide, there was no useful news at all.

Zhang Yang at the same table has a big mouth, Xu Xingxing has already listened to everything he can listen to in a short while.I heard from Zhang Yang's cousin who was in the third year of high school that no one in their grade knew what happened.

Liu Yu is usually a good student, very polite and has good grades.

If I have to say something special, it’s just that there are few words, and the parents will never come to the parents’ meeting if they have something to do, and there are not many close friends.

According to her best friend, everything was normal before the accident.

Isn't everything normal the greatest abnormality?Xu Xingxing hasn't found the precondition that should be abnormal but is normal.

Except for senior high school students on Saturdays, other grades only have three classes in the afternoon, and they don’t need to go to evening self-study. Most people focus on the weekend and forget about things that have nothing to do with them.

As soon as the school bell rang, within 10 minutes, the classroom was almost empty except for the students on duty.

Xu Xingxing told Chen Shuang that he had something to do and told him to go first. He was about to go to the senior year when his phone vibrated.

It's an unfamiliar number.

He walked to the window at the end of the corridor, picked up the phone, and just said "Hello", a voice he had heard came from the opposite side: "Is Xu Xingxing? This is Zheng Yi."

"Hello, Uncle Zheng." Xu Xingxing responded, "Is there any progress in Fang Yue's case?"

Zheng Yi was silent for a while when he heard this, and said with a little regret: "That's right, we haven't found evidence of homicide yet."

These words were actually expected, but Xu Xingxing still gave the necessary reaction. He shouted: "What? She just stripped herself naked and committed suicide?"

False, but the content can hit people's hearts directly.

Zheng Yi was silent for another moment, then suddenly sighed: "I'm sorry."

Xu Xingxing was stunned for a moment: "Uncle Zheng, you don't need to say sorry to me, I just can't believe it, what did her family say?"

"She is an orphan, with only a younger sister who is in the third year of high school. She lives on campus, and she doesn't know what happened. The opinion of the hospital leaders is not to mention it." Zheng Yi said.

Xu Xingxing frowned, looking at the setting sun outside the window, suddenly felt a little sick: "She is an orphan, is it a good thing for the hospital and the police/station?"

Zheng Yi didn't speak for a while, and didn't care about his impoliteness, because in some respects, what he said was indeed true.

It took him a long time to ask again: "Is there anyone around you?"

Xu Xingxing glanced back, was taken aback, then turned and looked out the window: "No."

Behind him, Jian Qingzhu came forward and leaned against the other side of the window.

Xu Xingxing raised his eyebrows, glanced at him, and said, "Uncle Zheng, just tell me, do you have anything else to ask?"

"Do you believe in ghosts?" Zheng Yi asked.

The human voice came through the rustling electric sound, which was a little distorted.

Xu Xingxing seemed to have only heard this kind of electric current sound when he was a child, when he used old-fashioned telephones.

He raised his eyes, looked up at Jian Qingzhu, and said, "I don't believe it."

Zheng Yi was silent for a while, and asked, "I heard that your sister is the undertaker of the funeral home?"

"That's right." Xu Xingxing smiled, "My sister is an atheist, otherwise every girl would be scared to death in class."

Having said that, Zheng Yi changed the subject and asked again: "Did you really not see anything when you quarreled with your little boyfriend that night? Any other abnormalities."

little boyfriend!Fuck me!

Who the hell is this disgusting?

"No." Xu Xingxing touched his arm, trying to rub off the goosebumps, resisting the soreness on his teeth, and gritted his teeth a little bit when he spoke, "Besides, Sister Fang Yue was in a good mood that night, and she kept smiling when she spoke. I can't figure out why she would Suicide in that...that gesture."

Zheng Yi on the other end paused, and said softly: "If there is really something hidden, I will not let go of the... murderer behind me."

"En." Xu Xingxing responded.

After a moment of silence across the screen, Zheng Yi said "Contact me again" and hung up.

Xu Xingxing turned his head to look at Jian Qingzhu, raised his eyebrows, and looked him up and down: "Who let you in? Uncle security guard at the door went to eat?"

"Invisibility curse." Jian Qingzhu raised the corner of her mouth, "Is Chi Chi an atheist?"

Xu Xingxing smiled: "She can't see ghosts, so she talks about it casually. How can there be so many atheists?"

After a while of silence, he asked again: "That Zheng Yi, he wouldn't have paid attention to Liu Yu's suicide, would he? I usually tell fortunes to people, although I never show up, but it shouldn't be difficult to get the horoscope information from my sister. I felt it out. I went to the hospital because of her again."

Jian Qingzhu shrugged: "What if you know? Just insist that you don't have psychics, and not every fortune teller can see ghosts."

"That's right." Xu Xingxing muttered, then raised his head again, frowning, "Why the hell do I listen to you for everything?"

Jian Qingzhu couldn't hold back her joy: "Because I'm handsome."

"Damn!" Xu Xingxing gave him a blank look, and didn't even want to ask Zheng Yi's real identity.

Then he ignored him, turned around and walked towards the third grade teaching building.

Jian Qingzhu didn't follow, and leaned against the window frame at the end of the corridor, watching Xu Xingxing's back for a long time before closing her eyes.

He lowered his head and said softly to himself: "What about those who block the way? Kill them."

The third year of high school has a separate teaching building, which is almost isolated from the other two grades, let alone the junior high school.

It's like an independent existence.

The whole school is over and they are still in class.

Although the last two sessions on Saturday afternoon are self-study, it is still different between self-study at school and pretend self-study at home.

Xu Xingxing entered through the side door, next to the toilet at the end of the corridor.

He was about to step over when he heard a sob.

Is the hallucination a bit serious during this time?

Xu Xingxing patted his ears, thinking that this was too much, but he still stopped in his tracks.After standing for two seconds, I heard that someone was really crying.

this sound...

Ghosts blow their nose too?

He turned on his toes and walked towards the toilet.

The women's toilet is on the inside, and outside the door is the window at the end of the corridor, and outside the window is a small garden.Xu Xingxing walked under the red sign, turned his head to look at the camphor tree tops outside the window, and stood quietly for a while.

The voice was gone again.

He was hesitating, thinking whether to ask or go in, but he heard a voice next to him: "Student, this is the women's toilet."