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When Chu Shici woke up, he didn't feel anything special except for the headache caused by the hangover.

He was drunk and didn't remember what he did last night, nor how he got to bed.

He brushed his teeth in the mirror, and always felt that his mouth seemed a little swollen.

Shen Lianzhe floated beside him, tilting his head to look at him.

Seeing Chu Shici raised his hand and gently pressed his lips, he remembered what happened last night, and his cheeks flushed slightly.

The door was closed tightly, and there was no trace of outsiders entering the house, and Chu Shici didn't take this abnormality to heart.

In order to make money, he found another job in a coffee shop.

Work as a waiter in a cafe during the day and bartending at a bar at night.During the usual breaks, I will also pick up some orders online.

Latte art for coffee, bartending, sewing dolls, and making popular desserts.

Shen Lianzhe found out that Chu Shici met a lot.

He is a strong learner and very self-disciplined.If he hadn't encountered that kind of childhood, he might have enjoyed his youth on the university campus like other peers, instead of running desperately for life.

Maybe it was the first time he was looking for a partner, and when he met a scumbag like a gambler, Chu Shici began to reject looking for a boyfriend in a bar.

But his life circle is so big, and he doesn't know where to look for it.

I can't find anyone to accompany me, and the pressure accumulated in my heart has nowhere to vent.In order to relieve the pressure, Chu Shici gradually found other ways to vent.

He found several amazing websites, one for watching, one for watching danmei comics, and two for watching gay short videos.

Chu Shici was addicted to pornography and couldn't extricate himself.

The first time he lay on the bed to watch a film, Shen Lianzhe was lying beside him.

Seeing Chu Shici watching so seriously, he also looked at the phone screen curiously.

In the movie, three men are fighting, and the fighting is fierce.Two attacks and one attack, the three races of black, white and yellow gathered in one bed.

Shen Lianzhe was dumbfounded.

He subconsciously raised his hand to cover the screen, wanting Chu Shici to stop watching.

But he is in the state of a soul, the whole person is transparent, and his actions have no meaning.

The content of the video does not involve the privacy of the host and the mission target, and there is no mosaic covering, so the boss can see clearly.

It silently moved closer: [The quality of this film is good. 】

Shen Lianzhe's originally pale face turned red at this moment.

He turned his head away from the screen and said, 'That's enough, be quiet. '

[Just watching a movie, why are you nervous. 】

Shen Lianzhe didn't say anything.

His family education is very strict, and he has never been exposed to these things.Watching such explosive content from the very beginning gave him a lot of stimulation.

Chu Shici was the only one in the room, so he simply played without earphones.

Shen Lianzhe closed his eyes, but he could still hear the voice.

He really couldn't bear it, and blushed into the system space to take refuge.

The boss handed him a cigarette, but Shen Lianzhe didn't take it.

He sat quietly on the sofa, suddenly feeling a sense of crisis in his heart.

Chu Shici is an adult, he has his own desires.Shen Lianzhe can't appear in front of him, sooner or later he will do that kind of thing with others in the future.

The boss clearly saw his thoughts and asked him casually what he was going to do.

Shen Lianzhe pursed his lips, with a little nervousness in his eyes.But when he spoke, his tone was as calm as usual.

'Didn't you hear it last night, he said that he likes me and won't find anyone else. '

【He only said the first half of the sentence, 'I won't find others' was added by you yourself. 】

'He has me in his heart, so he won't sleep with others, he is not a casual person. '

The boss was poking his head up, watching the movie with Chu Shici.Hearing Shen Lianzhe's words, it clicked its tongue.

【He doesn't even know your name, and now when he calls you, he can only call you Brother Chaofen.He doesn't know if you're gay, married or have kids, or even dead. 】

Shen Lianzhe pursed his lips tightly and remained silent.

The boss took a puff of cigarette, [You never promised him, his feelings for you are purely unrequited love.The most important thing is that he can't find you at all, and he can't see hope. 】

[Bai Yueguang at least has another thought, you don't even have a shadow, you can't even count him as Bai Yueguang. 】

【You are at most the object of his heartbeat when he was young.It was a short-lived good memory in his life, nothing more. 】

Shen Lianzhe knew it was right.

He didn't give Ah Ci any hope. Sooner or later, Ah Ci's feelings for him would turn into pure gratitude.

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As time passed, Chu Shici's mentality gradually changed.

Counting his age, the little brother who invited him to eat fried noodles probably already has a family of his own.

Even if he could be found, Chu Shici didn't know what to do.

He is heavily in debt and has a bunch of enemies behind him.

If that little brother is gay and is willing to be with him, he will be implicated by him and suffer with him.

If it is a straight man, his appearance will only cause trouble to the other party, even annoying.

This is a major event in life, and Chu Shici thought about it seriously for a long time.

In the end, he decided to completely let that little brother become a good memory of his childhood, and no longer have other thoughts.

After figuring it out, Chu Shici began to change his living habits.

When addressing physical needs, he no longer brainstorms about his adult brother.The object in my mind was replaced by a man with a European and American figure and a mosaic face.

During festivals, he will no longer buy fried noodles to celebrate.Switch to other snacks that cost about the same and improve your life.

Even the personalized signature of the chat software starts from [Fried noodles are the best!Replace it with [No 1 No Reliability, Find 1 Online. 】

When Chu Shi resigned and signed, Shen Lianzhe stood behind him.

After seeing the content above, his eyes instantly turned red.

His special status is gone, and the person he likes is going to find another man again.

Although his boss explained to him that the new signature was just a joke on the Internet, Chu Shici's list of friends were either straight men or 0, he was just joking.

But Shen Lianzhe was still sad.

When Chu Shici fell asleep, Shen Lianzhe turned into a real body and appeared beside his bed.He secretly took the phone and changed his signature back.

Early the next morning, Chu Shici looked at the chat software blankly.

For a moment, he thought that he was under too much pressure and had problems with his memory.

Chu Shici revised it again, but found that it hadn't been changed automatically, so he forgot about it.

Where he couldn't see, Shen Lianzhe was wiping tears.

He didn't care about signatures, he wasn't so possessive yet.

Shen Lianzhe just suddenly realized that the person he likes really gave up looking for him.

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Because of Brother Zhe's intervention, Chu Shici was different from the protagonist in the original text, and he spent his childhood safely.There was Shen Lianzhe secretly delivering food, and he was not so hungry that he learned to sell his body just for a bite.

The growth environment has changed, and Chu Shici's way of thinking is also very different from the Xiaoci in the book.

Although he longs for company, he also values ​​his personal dignity.

The slag Gong who made fun of Xiaoci in the original text did not get any benefits from Chu Shici.

Within a few days of playing, he was rushed to the hospital.

With Shen Lianzhe protecting him, Chu Shici's legs were not interrupted by his father. He just had a shadow in his heart, and he would unconsciously limp when he walked.

This makes him very inferior and very sensitive to this aspect of things.

Those scumbags who almost tortured Xiaoci to death were not good people in the first place.When they get along with Chu Shici, they always look at his problematic leg with a contemptuous look.

Chu Shici had a bad temper and hit people at every turn.Anyone who dared to talk about his legs, he pressed them to the ground and beat them up.

Chu Shici relied on this method to screen the people around him.

After choosing to let go of the obsession in his heart, he did have the idea of ​​confessing himself.

But he hasn't fallen to that level yet, even if he goes out on a date, he still wants to find a man with decent personality and appearance.

Both of them were satisfied with each other's conditions and showed each other medical reports.Roll the sheets for one night, and then break up in two.

The first time Chu Shici had this idea was on New Year's Eve.

In order to avoid his enemies, he hid in a small county in the northeast.

Everyone was immersed in the joy of the New Year, and he was cooking quick-frozen dumplings alone in the small rental house.

The house was not soundproof, and he could hear the landlord's family from next door.

The landlord's family of five made dumplings to watch the Spring Festival Gala.The children were running around in the house, listening to the excitement.

Chu Shici sat by the window, eating dumplings while watching the fireworks outside.

Losing his job again, and being forced to leave the environment he had finally adapted to, Chu Shici's whole body visibly weakened.

It may be that he was numb, and he couldn't cry for a while.I just looked at the fireworks and said, "It's so beautiful."

If it wasn't for Shen Lianzhe who had been following him all the time, found that he was in a bad mood, and stopped him in time, Chu Shici would have committed suicide that night.

Chu Shici was worried that his death in the rental house would affect the landlord's ability to rent a house in the future.

After eating the dumplings, he left the room in his down jacket and wandered the streets.Try to find a place where you can end your life peacefully without affecting others.

Shen Lianzhe didn't understand what he was doing at first, until Chu Shici found a long-abandoned unfinished building, took out a fruit knife and pointed it at his neck.

When he was about to commit suicide successfully, Shen Lianzhe nodded his eyebrows and made him fall into a deep sleep.

Shen Lianzhe snatched the fruit knife away, hugged the sleeping Chu Shici in his arms and kissed him.He was so frightened that his lips were trembling, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down.

The boss looked at him for a while, and said in surprise: [I didn't know you could cry so much before. 】

Shen Lianzhe didn't say a word, but kept crying.

He sent Chu Shici back to the rental house and slept with him all night.

Early the next morning, Chu Shici woke up and found that not only was he not dead, but he had returned home inexplicably.

He checked the house a few times. There was no water stain on the floor, the down jacket was dry, and the fruit knife was in the kitchen.

There are indications that he did not leave the room last night.

Chu Shici pondered for a long time.

He didn't have a good rest this week, probably because he was tired, he didn't distinguish between dreams and reality, and dreamed that he wanted to commit suicide.

Shen Lianzhe secretly prevented the first suicide, and Chu Shici didn't insist anymore.

When he looked at it, they all said that it would be very comfortable to do that kind of thing.He has always been curious and wanted to try it once.

After enjoying it, satisfy your curiosity.He went back to his hometown and stabbed his father, stepmother, and two idiot brothers to death.

After doing everything he wants to do, he will leave this miserable world.

When Chu Shici was writing the plan, Shen Lianzhe was watching from behind him.

Chu Shici had neither slept nor killed anyone.These two things are very difficult for him, seriously beyond his tolerance.

He kept doing psychological construction, muttering to himself in the room: "Anyway, no one in this world cares about me, I have nothing to hesitate."

Shen Lianzhe lowered his eyes, and put his hands on Chu Shici's shoulders weakly.

He cared, he wanted Ah Ci to live.

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After New Year's Eve, Chu Shici began to look for someone to go to bed with.

But he is just a talkative king, a group of actual cowards.He still can't get over the hurdle in his heart, and doesn't know how to have a relationship with a stranger.

The plan did not progress for a long time, Chu Shici settled down again and continued to live his little life.

He is very good at hiding his thoughts, no matter how bad his mental state is, he will always look radiant in front of others.

Shen Lianzhe was terrified by the New Year's Eve incident.

Every night, he would run to Chu Shici's bed and hold him in his arms, only then would he feel at ease.

He bought some medicine from his boss and secretly gave it to Chu Shici to drink.This medicine can improve sleep and relieve people's mental stress.

Expensive, but works great.

After taking it for more than a year, Chu Shici gradually came out of his depression.My brain is no longer muddled, and my thoughts are no longer as extreme as before.

Chu Shici didn't continue to look for 1, he started to think about other things.

One night, several couriers came to the house.When Chu Shi resigned from the express delivery, Shen Lianzhe squatted aside and looked down.

Private delivery, the courier did not say what it is.

Chu Shici closed the door and drew the curtains, and under the watchful eyes of Shen Lianzhe, he took out a bunch of adults' toys from the express box.

The boss who was watching the fun burst out laughing.

Shen Lianzhe didn't understand what it was yet, and was staring at the box closest to him, reading the introduction seriously.

He blushed more and more, and finally turned his head to the side.

Chu Shici didn't want to 1 anymore, a bad person is not as good as a toy, so he decided to do it himself.

After reading the instructions, he was ready to put theory into practice.

After he took off his pajamas, he met the standard of exposing personal privacy.The shielding mechanism is triggered, and the boss is directly mosaiced.

Only Shen Lianzhe was left to face all this alone.

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Looking at the mission video, Chu Shici's cheeks began to flush.

Brother Zhe was thin-skinned, it was impossible to stare at him.

From Brother Zhe's perspective, Chu Shici could only see the wall, which shows that Shen Lianzhe decisively chose to face the wall and think about his mistakes.

But Brother Zhe not only has eyes, he also has ears.He heard all the sounds made by his sweetheart when he was self-sufficient.

He clings to the wall, almost tucking his whole body into the wall.But the voice behind him seemed to have a kind of magic power, which kept tempting him to look back.

Shen Lianzhe resisted not to move, and the whole picture was frozen on the yellowed old wall.

Chu Shici listened to the movement while watching the video.

He felt that his voice was quite nice, so he nodded silently in his heart, and only after he clicked did he think of one thing.

He took off his glasses and looked at the two balls of light who were playing kiss.

"You edited this video?"

The boss pushed the system away and nodded casually.

"Then what I did..."

[You didn’t watch the few times you did it, all you recorded were walls.As for the sound, because it triggers your privacy, the relevant parts are all silent. 】

Chu Shici breathed a sigh of relief.

At that time, he didn't know that there was only one person around him, and he didn't have any scruples in doing things.

Those voices are fun for Brother Zhe to listen to.Tell the system boss that it is social death.

The system has never watched the video, and asked curiously: [What did Ah Ci do? 】

The boss glanced at it, 【Love. 】

【Wow!Is he with Team Zhe? 】

【no. 】

The cp fans were hit hard, and the banners that had been swaying all the time hung down.

The boss will explain to the system, and Chu Shici doesn't need to worry about it.He put on his glasses and continued watching the video.

The screen moves forward quickly, and there are only 5 minutes left on the progress bar.

Shen Lianzhe's mission is coming to an end, and Chu Shici's original life is also coming to an end.

At that time, because Chu Shici really couldn't get rid of his enemy, he decided to go back to his hometown.

During the Mid-Autumn Festival, he first gave the old father a gift for the Mid-Autumn Festival, carrying moon cakes and sticks, and then beat all four animals to the hospital.

Because of this, Chu Shici squatted in the trap, spent the Mid-Autumn Festival with the police and criminals, and successfully escaped the pursuit of his enemies.

He always commits crimes, and getting into the game is like going home, without any discomfort.

When he came out a few months later, Chu Shici rented a house opposite the police station.

He didn't plan to run around the country. He had had enough of this life of wandering, so he would come over and kill him if he could.

Not only did his spirit reach its limit, but Shen Lianzhe's patience also gradually ran out.

He saw with his own eyes that the person he liked ran away desperately like a frightened bird.I have nightmares every night and even cry in my dreams.

The anger accumulated in Shen Lianzhe's heart.

After Chu Shici was scared to cry by the threatening text message again, Shen Lianzhe broke out completely.

He decided to solve the problem fundamentally so that his Aci could live a stable life.

Shen Lianzhe went straight to the door regardless of his boss's obstruction.Disassemble Chu Shici's enemies into parts.

After avenging his revenge, he returned to Chu Shici's bedside again with his body covered in blood.

If a plot supervisor makes such a big commotion, the Supervision Department will definitely find something unusual.

In a few minutes, he will be taken away for investigation.

The boss is a practical man, so it quickly adjusted its mood and began to seize the time to study follow-up plans with him.

Shen Lianzhe was still in a state of soul, and Chu Shici couldn't see him.

He reached out and caressed his lover's cheek, trying to remember his appearance in his heart.

There is no need to hide in Tibet anymore, A Ci will be able to live a peaceful life in the future, and it is time for them to part.

Until now, Shen Lianzhe has never touched Chu Shici.

The boss felt that the business was a blood loss.

It asks Team Cheol what his plans are.

Shen Lianzhe dug out a sum of money from the small treasury and entrusted it to take time to take care of his lover.When he comes out of the world of punishment, or succeeds in the rebellion, he will come back to receive Chu Shici.

After hearing this, the boss felt even worse.

It held back for a while, but couldn't hold it back: [Have you ever thought that after you leave, he might be with other people. 】

It's good that the boss didn't mention it, Shen Lianzhe's face immediately darkened when he thought of the picture of Chu Shici being kissed by others.

He gritted his teeth and lost his composure after being stimulated, "What can I do. '

The boss lit another cigarette, [It's easy, I'll take his soul into the system space and hide it in my private research base.I'll get him out when you come back. 】

'I don't want to imprison him, he will be afraid. '

【No, it's just a matter of sleeping for him.As soon as he closed and opened his eyes, his little brother appeared in front of him.Time travels to the future, all enemies are dead, and all pain is in the past.What awaits him is a brand new happy life. 】

Shen Lianzhe was very moved by what it said, and after handing over a large sum of money, he handed over Chu Shici to it with confidence.

Because Shen Lianzhe was the former leader of the combat team, the Supervision Department was worried that he would rebel, so many people came to arrest him.

According to their agreement, the boss sold Shen Lianzhe directly in front of the Supervision Department, and quickly separated the relationship between the two.

The task is recorded here, and all playback is complete.

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The boss took away the glasses: [I have something to ask. 】

Chu Shici didn't slow down for a while, he thought for a while: "This mission record..."

[Only I have it, the Ministry of Supervision got a modified version. 】

Chu Shici nodded.

Seeing that he stopped asking questions, the boss was a little suspicious: [You don't want to know how you died suddenly? 】

"You killed me."

【Well, after Team Zhe was taken away, I let the Supervision Department behind my back make your body die and take your soul away.Find an intern and let the two of you bond.Send you to the world of punishment, post false missions. 】

Chu Shici smiled: "Thank you."

The boss hummed, [I killed you, are you not angry? 】

"No, it's not death, it's time-traveling. And Brother Zhe is having a bad time in Punishment World. Fortunately, you got me there so that I can stay with him over there."

Before Chu Shici finished speaking, his voice choked up.

Noticing that he was crying again, the boss turned to look at the system: 【He has traveled through so many worlds and lived for hundreds of years, how can he still cry so much. 】

The system was admiring the beauty's tears, and was so excited that it rubbed its hands.

[Zhe team is several hundred years older than him, so he still likes to cry.Believe me, they look really good when they cry, especially when the two of them are crying next to each other.That picture, tsk tsk, I don't need these pants. 】

【…】

With the system, the boss feels that he is at a loss.

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It took Shen Lianzhe more than an hour to receive the huge memory.

He clutched his throbbing head, pushed open the hatch and walked out of the cell.

There were a lot of people standing outside the door, men and women, all staring at him.

Seeing him coming out, she immediately squeezed in front of him, calling Zhe team loudly.

Shen Lianzhe's head hurt even more.

He walked through the crowd, and the deputy team leader explained to him, "Sister-in-law is still on the way, and she will come here in a while."

Shen Lianzhe nodded, signaling them to go down first, and he wanted to rest for a while.

Seeing that the team leader was fine, all the members of the combat team rushed out again.

Shen Lianzhe found a chair in the lounge and sat down.

Not long after, a group of people shouted from outside, "Hi sister-in-law!"

When Shen Lianzhe turned his head to look, the door of the lounge just opened.

The blond man stood at the door with a ball in his arms.

The moment the two looked at each other, the man smiled brightly.Put the ball aside and shouted at him, "Brother Zhe!"

Before Shen Lianzhe could move, the man ran up to him, sat in his arms, raised his head and kissed him.

Shen Lianzhe's originally tense nerves relaxed at this moment.

He hugged Chu Shici back tightly, and whispered in his ear: "A Ci."