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The fire was blazing, and thick smoke hung over the forest, obscuring all light.The woods, which were already dark, now seemed like night.

The wizard grabbed the messy wizard robe, held the wand tightly to support the water shield, and walked quickly through the forest.

Time was running out, and he talked to the little doll sitting on his shoulder while he was on the road, telling the secrets buried deep in his heart.

"When the teacher died, I didn't feel anything. Looking at her body, I couldn't cry."

Ji Huaizhe's voice was very soft, his eyes were a little dazed, "It's not just that time, I've actually been pretending."

Chu Shici didn't understand, "What are you pretending to be? Pretending to cry?"

Ji Huaizhe pursed his lips, did not answer his question, and continued on his own.

The more Chu Shici listened, the more he felt chest tightness.

Rather than saying that Ji Huaizhe's vitality dropped sharply, it was affected by a certain event.Rather, he was driven a little bit crazy by this world.

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Ji Huaizhe confessed to Xiaowa that he is a traveler from another world.

He thought it was a random time travel, but only now did he realize that he was summoned by the old witch.

Before crossing, he was always a normal person.Or rather, he was quite normal before being taken to the Wizarding Academy.

Ji Huaizhe woke up and appeared in the eastern forest.When he was about to die in the woods, the vice principal appeared to save him.

He was grateful and trusted the old witch.

On his first day at the Wizarding Academy, all the teachers and students of the school held a grand welcome ceremony for him.

The vice principal covered his eyes with a black cloth, led him to the high platform, and stuffed an ax into his hand.

When Ji Huaizhe raised a question, the vice-principal explained, "Only by becoming a believer in the goddess of death can you become a wizard's apprentice."You are an orphan without parents, and you can only change a ritual. '

The old witch told him that there were three prey in front of him, and these were the ingredients specially prepared by the back chef for the welcoming ceremony.He is a freshman, and according to the rules, he is the one to kill the ingredients.

At that time, Ji Huaizhe knew little about the different world, and the Wizard Academy was full of people, and it looked warm and lively.

He had a good impression of wizards, so he didn't think much about it.

Ji Huaizhe had never killed an animal before, so he thought that since he had to kill it anyway, it would be better to kill the animal with one blow to reduce the pain of the animal.

With the help of the vice-principal, he walked up to the prey, raised his ax and slashed down hard.

All the teachers and students in the school applauded. Amid the applause and shouts, Ji Huaizhe swung his ax and hacked all three prey to death.

The smell of blood filled the air, making Ji Huaizhe feel a little uneasy.

While he was chopping, he was still thinking, why is this animal so big, is he going to eat beef or pork tonight?

No calls have been heard, they should have gagged their prey.

When the black cloth on his face was removed, Ji Huaizhe finally saw what he was cutting just now.

A middle-aged couple with a child aged [-] or [-] was chained to a pillar and their mouths were sewn to death with needles and thread.

The mother and child are dead, only the father is conscious.

The man was dying, and his bloodshot eyes were staring straight at him.Eyes full of pain, horror and lingering hatred.

The eyes of the two met, and Ji Huaizhe's mind went blank.He subconsciously looked around, wanting others to help.

His guilt-ridden eyes swept over every wizard present, but he saw excited smiles on their faces.

The vice-principal nodded approvingly, then picked up the dropped ax and stuffed it back into his hand.She held his hand and led him to cut off the man's head.

Looking at the corpse in front of him, Ji Huaizhe was in a daze the whole time.

He stared blankly at the old witch, 'They are human beings,'

The vice-principal smiled kindly at him, "No, no, Huai Zhe, they are food, if you don't believe me, ask other people." '

Surrounded by young and energetic apprentices, Ji Huaizhe was surrounded by them, and his eyes were full of smiling faces.

Several wizards with good physical strength lifted him up and threw him high into the air.

'We have a Son of God at the Wizarding Academy! ! !No one will dare to bully us in the future!Ji Huaizhe, our Son of God! ! ! '

'Ji, the way you just killed your prey is so cool!Do you know how to fight in close quarters, teach me, okay? '

'Are you uncomfortable? Why are you trembling all the time, and you still care about killing people? '

Until the welcome party started, Ji Huaizhe still didn't get out of his bewildered state.

Everything in front of him deviates greatly from his cognition of the previous 20 years.

There are more than 1000 teachers and students in the school, old and young, men and women, all of them are so lively and look very normal.

And all these people were telling him that he was doing great.

Dishes are served on the table one after another, such as butter fingers, fried breast meat, and roasted whole legs.

Before the dishes were all served, Ji Huaizhe vomited.

When he retched, everyone around him looked at him strangely.It seems unbelievable not to eat these.

Despite the persuasion of the people around him, Ji Huaizhe still didn't eat.

He sat blankly in a chair, watching the others feast.

In addition to the slaughter of ingredients and the feast of ingredients, there were other welcome performances that night.

Candlelighters, Skinning Contest.

The bonfire illuminates the night sky, and the scene of the college is lively and peaceful.

Ji Huaizhe's brain, which has always been clever, completely froze at this moment.

Like a marionette, he was pulled by the apprentices and danced around the fire.The people in the fire continued to wail, which was the only accompaniment to this dance.

The screams hurt Ji Huaizhe's eardrums, he broke free from the apprentice's hand and rushed into the fire to save people.

But within a few steps, he was held down by the apprentices.

The fire engulfed people, Ji Huaizhe looked up at the charred corpse in a daze, and there was a buzzing in his ears.

He wanted to question these lunatics and ask them what's wrong with doing such a thing.

But before Ji Huaizhe could speak, a fifteen or sixteen-year-old little witch beside him looked at him suspiciously: "Son of God, why are you running into the fire?"will burn you. '

Ji Huaizhe pointed at the charred corpse: "You guys are murderers, a bunch of lunatics!" '

The crowd gathered around him, three layers inside and three layers outside surrounded him. More than 1000 people looked at God and him suspiciously.

From time to time, he whispered to his companion and secretly pointed at him.Looking at his eyes, it's like looking at a mental patient who escaped from the hospital.

Some people also worriedly asked him why he acted so strangely and whether he was sick.

In the end, the vice-principal helped him out and took him back to the teacher's dormitory so that he could have a good rest.

She dug out a cookbook for him and told him that many races in the world cannibalize.There is no difference between humans and other animals here, regardless of high or low, they are all a kind of food.

The Wizard Academy is located deep in the Erya Mountains, and there are many monsters inside, and he, an ordinary person, cannot leave alive.

More than anything, the wizards need him.

The old witch told Ji Huaizhe about the centuries-old witch hunts of the royal family of St. Xieri, and put the hat of saving wizards directly on his head.

Ji Huaizhe wanted to refuse, but the old witch begged him wiping her tears.

He was easy to soften his heart, and the vice-principal was his age, and he was also his savior.

The two argued for a while, and after the vice-principal's persuasion, Ji Huaizhe finally failed to be ruthless.

He took over the burden of the Son of God and officially became an apprentice wizard.

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Not every wizard can be eaten every day. After a while, Ji Huaizhe did not receive such a great mental stimulation.

Days passed, and with the help of several wizards, he gradually integrated into the group.

Occasionally, the school would improve the students' meals, making finger soup or eyeball pudding.

Something like murder was always mentioned among the apprentices.

When two apprentices quarreled, they would clamor to drown each other in the water.

The young couple showed their affection, and while kissing, they said that they would burn their lover to ashes and drink water, so that the two could become one.

Wizards use skeletons as decorations, and even their dolls of evil spirits were sinful during their lifetime.

At first, Ji Huaizhe still felt uncomfortable and often felt sick.

But after staying in this environment for a long time, he unknowingly began to get used to the current life, and even his aesthetics went astray.

He made himself a sheep-headed skull mask, and people around him said he made it very handsome.

Everyone praised him, looking at the gloomy and pale skeleton in the mirror, Ji Huaizhe also found it pretty inexplicably.

I don't know when, he gradually stopped rejecting human food as before.He was also faintly excited when he smelled the blood and saw the corpse.

Cannibalism has become the norm, and killing is praised. Ji Huaizhe lives here, constantly receiving feedback from the outside world.

For a while, a few adventurers strayed into the Wizarding Academy while exploring the Erya Mountains.He was hung up by the apprentices and grilled to death little by little like a barbecue.

Ji Huaizhe was watching, but he didn't save anyone this time.

Hearing the screams, all he could think about was, fortunately, there were only three of them, and there wasn't much meat.Otherwise, if there are too many people eating, there will be fewer common dishes in the cafeteria.

He still hasn't crossed the hurdle in his heart, he doesn't want to eat people.Hope to have fried eggs and tomato noodles for dinner today.

When Ji Huaizhe was thinking about how many fried eggs he would have for dinner, an adventurer suddenly roared at them.

'You crazy people!abnormal!I just hate that the Hundred Years Witch Hunt didn't start sooner!You gang of man-eating monsters are all damned! ! ! '

It didn't take long for him to shout, and he became an acquaintance.

The apprentices began to share the barbecue, and gave Ji Huaizhe a roasted right hand.

He gave up his right hand to Lilith, looking at the little witch gnawing on her finger, Ji Huaizhe fell into deep thought.

He felt that as a normal person, he should be angry about the adventurer's death.

He tried hard for a long time, but he didn't get angry.

A few days later, Ji Huaizhe was betrayed by his friends, drugged, and almost violated.

According to his original temperament, he should feel a great insult.Once the effect of the medicine wears off, kill those people immediately.

But he just let them go lightly in the end.

Ji Huaizhe didn't want to admit it, but he wasn't really angry.The degree of his anger was much lighter than he imagined.

He began to wonder what was wrong.

And with his self-examination, Ji Huaizhe found that he seemed to be sick.

The pain of others will no longer make him feel pity.Even if someone cries and begs him, he will not have any mood swings.

Everyone around is messing around, and Lilith is often sleeping with various wizards and witches.

Sometimes when Ji Huaizhe was walking in the forest in the evening, he could see many pairs of underwear on the ground.A few more steps forward, is the multiplayer sports extreme screen.

Ji Huaizhe always receives invitations, and many people want to spend some time with him.

He sometimes thinks that sleeping with other people and experiencing that kind of happiness seems to be nothing.

Even the first time he found out that Lilith had given him the Eros potion, he had an urge to indulge himself.

He can pretend not to know and drink the potion.In this way, when he let himself mess around, he would no longer be condemned in his heart.

Fortunately, the cognition established in the first 20 years has not completely collapsed, and Ji Huaizhe still thinks that there are some things that he should not do.

He began to miss his normal self, although he couldn't tell what was good about being normal.

In order to make him normal, Ji Huaizhe started acting.

Whenever someone invited him and acted frivolously towards him, he would repeat the word 'disgusting' in his mind repeatedly, with a look of extreme disgust on his face.

The effect is not very good, but it is useful anyway.

Over time, as long as someone looked at him with hot eyes, Ji Huaizhe would faintly feel sick.

Seeing that acting is useful, Ji Huaizhe worked harder.

Those wizards wanted to sleep with him, and Lilith sold him for money, and he had no friends for a long time.

Ji Huaizhe is no longer obsessed with integrating into the group, he pretends to be a normal person in his memory, and becomes an alternative in the Wizarding Academy.

Showed obvious resistance to meals made of human flesh, refused to accept any invitations to multiplayer sports, and showed uncomfortable expressions when hearing other wizards discussing murder-related topics.

And if any poor creature was caught for supper by the wizard, he would smuggle it away too.

Just like normal people.

Ji Huaizhe had been pretending for so long that he couldn't tell which emotion was real, and whether he had returned to normal.

He is confused.

Seeing the tragic death, his head sent out a signal of joy, but a few tears flowed from his eyes.

Ji Huaizhe wanted to find someone to help him, but he didn't know who to turn to.

Sometimes, he thinks he should have gone crazy.

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Chu Shici gently stroked Ji Huaizhe's shoulder, and whispered to Brother Zhe.

Ji Huaizhe lowered his head, his thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and the teardrops on them reflected the firelight.

He pursed his lips hard, and his already pale lips became even more bloodless.

After walking a certain distance, Ji Huaizhe was exhausted.

The trees in this area have been burned down, and he used magic to extinguish the nearby fire, and stood resting in the open space with his wand propped up.

Chu Shici followed his arm and ran to his hand.Stepping on her feet, she raised her hand to hug him.

Holding the baby in one hand, Ji Huaizhe did not hold Chu Shici in front of him as usual.

He closed his eyes, tears wet his cheeks.

When Ji Huaizhe cried, he was silent and expressionless, only tears kept rolling down.

He seemed to be suppressed for a long time, and after crying for a while, he said in a trembling voice: "Actually, I chose you to be my servant of the evil spirit in order to make myself look normal."

Ji Huaizhe paused, and took a breath, "A Ci, I have let you down."

Chu Shici raised his head and looked at him tenderly, "Brother Zhe, do you really think so?"

Ji Huaizhe pursed his lips tightly, a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes.

Chu Shici propped his chin, "I feel that you want to choose me because you really regard me as a friend."

"I do not……"

"You have."

The system, which was watching the excitement, was kicked by Chu Shici, who help him get his soul out.

The soul of the blond man emerged from the body of the voodoo doll and floated in front of Ji Huaizhe, showing him a comforting smile.

"You can't see it yourself, but I can see it clearly. When we are together, your eyes are always bright. I was injured before, and the anxiety in your eyes is very real. Brother Zhe, you don't think you are good at acting , isn't even the eye play so good?"

"You really care about me, don't rush to deny it. Brother Zhe, you have already cured yourself."

Ji Huaizhe didn't say a word, his face was still a little dazed.

Chu Shici could understand his contradictory psychology.

"Brother Zhe, you just fooled yourself. Calm down and think about it, you are much stronger than you imagined. You have neither become an ogre, nor let others touch and insult you. In this vile big Under such circumstances, he can stick to his own heart, which in itself is very admirable."

Ji Huaizhe frowned, and he hesitated for a moment, "When my teacher died, I was pretending to cry. After the apprentice was bitten and eaten by the shadow, I would feel excited when I saw his corpse."

He raised his hand and hugged the soul in front of him weakly, raised his head and said softly, "I shouldn't have reacted like this."

Without the buff blessing, the soul cannot touch the living.

Chu Shici tapped the man's nose with his fingertips, "Why shouldn't it be? Even if you didn't know that the vice principal was behind your back at that time, you still can't feel how she usually treats you?"

"Brother Zhe, you have fooled yourself. You are so smart, you should have seen that she has other plans for you. But you think that normal people should respect their teachers and repay their saviors, so when you face her, you deliberately put negative emotions Hide it all."

Chu Shici sighed softly, "You keep telling yourself, 'I want to respect her', but in fact, Brother Zhe, you have long been suspicious of her in your heart, otherwise you wouldn't be so easily persuaded by me."

Seeing that Ji Huaizhe still didn't understand, he gave an example.

"If I die in the Wizarding Academy, will you suppress the urge to take revenge, go out and study for a few months and then come back."

Ji Huaizhe didn't answer, but Chu Shici could see his answer from his expression.

Brother Zhe has a tough head and a stubborn temper.

It's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years, but it doesn't apply to Brother Zhe.He really went crazy, and the gentleman takes revenge from morning till night.

Chu Shici coaxed Ji Huaizhe to add the soul touch buff.

After hearing brother Zhe's confession, Chu Shici's heart that had been hanging on his head was relieved.

Since Ji Huaizhe didn't trust the old witch sincerely, it's normal that he couldn't cry.

Chu Shici felt that Brother Zhe probably wanted to sneak away from the Wizarding Academy a long time ago.It's just that no one gave him a step down, and he didn't dare to abandon his "savior", for fear that it would be wrong to do so.

Now that the old witch is dead, the little baby finds a suitable reason for him.

Ji Huaizhe finally broke free from the shackles of his mind and successfully took the first step against the Wizarding Academy.

But Chu Shici didn't understand one thing.

Brother Zhe has not been in this world for too long.

In his impression, Brother Zhe should be a very determined person.Logically speaking, the influence of the environment on him shouldn't be so great, it was so big that it almost drove him crazy.

This is not reasonable.

Moreover, Chu Shici's doubts had not been completely resolved. Behind the sudden drop in Brother Zhe's vitality, there must be a secret that Brother Zhe himself did not know.

Ji Huaizhe's eyes were blank, and he didn't seem to have cleared his mind yet.

After adding buffs to himself, just as he was about to ask the little baby what he was going to do, Chu Shici slammed into his arms.

He held Ji Huaizhe's face: "You said that with your efforts, you would feel disgusted by intimate contact. Brother Zhe, do you feel sick when I hold you like this?"

Ji Huaizhe didn't speak or resist. He lowered his eyes and stood there quietly.

Chu Shici raised his head and kissed the corner of his mouth lightly, "How about this, Brother Zhe."