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A few days after moving out of Zhang Yuhang's house, Shen Tongguang received a call from Qi Jingteng.

At that time, he was lying on the floor wrapped in a blanket, and the heating had just been turned off, and the room was as cold as an ice cellar.The other party's tone was that of being used to being a banker and being a winner all his life: "You are quite sensible."

A budding tree outside the window was swayed by the wind, Shen Tongguang blinked his eyes slowly like a puppet: "Mr. Qi, you have flattered me."

"How much better to do this earlier? Grasshoppers after autumn are jumping on the line." Qi Jingteng sneered disdainfully, "Do you really think that you and a few poor students who have just graduated can compete with me?"

Shen Tongguang didn't answer, his expressionless eyes reflected the blue sky and leaves, like two glass beads that could only reflect light.

Qi Jingteng said something later, but he didn't listen carefully. It was just a show off of success and failure. Finally, the other party threw out the ending that chewed him up: "It's a good thing you didn't want him to be like Xu Zhixing. Lives are lost."

He spoke too viciously, and Shen Tongguang's face was so hot that he had been slapped heavily, but he could only hold the phone hard, with such force that it was about to break, and his breathing became rough.

The other party was probably very satisfied with his reaction, and hung up the phone with a laugh.

After the preview of the live broadcast was sent out, Qi Jingteng quickly sent Zhang Yuhang's information to his mobile phone, detailing his address, parents' work unit, and sister's school.

He shouldn't think that this is a game where justice must win, and he has learned enough lessons. Once he is more naive to the world, the world will send the sharp edge deeper.

In a few days it will be Zhang Yuhang's retest.

Shen Tongguang thought aimlessly, then shrank into the blanket again, like a cocoon that was getting tighter and tighter.

He had a lot of mixed and chaotic dreams. He dreamed that once he asked Zhang Yuhang seriously, what should we do if we break up in the future?Zhang Yuhang stretched his legs long, leaned on his shoulder lazily pressing the handle and said, whoever does something wrong will chase after him.

He dreamed that the last time he and Qi Jingwen were fighting for a necklace in a rainstorm alley, Qi Jingwen hit his head on a brick wall and scolded him, you are a fucking dog, masochist, you want me to beat you on purpose , let me tell you about Xu Zhixing, you think this will make up for it, right?

He dreamed that Xu Zhixing's mother told him that you don't want to come next year... don't blame you, son.

Shen Tongguang had a fever, and he woke up in a coma. It was almost his survival instinct that made him get up and boil water. In the drawer was the medicine box that Zhang Yuhang had prepared before. When he took it out, his heart seemed to be squeezed hard. , oozing sour juice.

At the beginning of April, the list for the re-examination of Y University came out, and Zhang Yuhang was not among them. It is unknown whether he failed the re-examination or whether other forces intervened.After his teacher at University A found out, he was very happy to offer him an olive branch, but Zhang Yuhang politely refused.

Friends, teachers, he didn't inform anyone, he started to pack his luggage and prepare to leave for Beijing.

The parents have no objection, and feel that adults should be responsible for their own lives, but the mother still feels a little distressed, and feels that she will not be able to see her children if she runs too far.

Zhang Yuhang said in relief: "I'll fly back to see you if I'm fine."

Ms. Wang changed her face in a second: "Why waste money, save some kerosene for the country, I watch video calls very well."

In the past, Zhang Yuhang only heard about touching the scene in literary works, but now he understands that when people reach the limit of sadness, they would like to tear down the whole city and rebuild it, and then tear down the sun, moon and stars. Wash the drum washing machine vigorously and replace it.

If you can't do it, you have to run, and run far away, so that you don't feel like you have a knife in your chest even walking the most ordinary streets.

First love is a cracked record. Although you can continue to play it when you turn it around, but every time you turn it to that position, there will be a broken string, and it will remain in the background of youth forever.

On the day of departure, after everything was packed, Zhang Yuhang looked at the empty rental house, and felt a little bit sad.

A, B, B, Ding had already been put into the cat box, and they neighed loudly in doubt and fear.He knelt down and scratched the cat's head, then took out his phone, hesitated for a moment with the screen on, and then put it back.

In the taxi to the airport, he looked out the window at the familiar street scene, opened the dialogue box with Shen Tongguang several times, wrote, deleted and deleted, and finally gave up.

After delivering A, B, C and D to the consignment office, Zhang Yuhang sat alone in the crowded airport.

The four-year undergraduate course is over, and this is the last time he will stay in this city.The sun poured golden yellow through the large transparent glass, and Zhang Yuhang's brain was as clear as if washed with water. He silently listened to the Chinese and English broadcasts, listening to the suitcase rolling on the marble floor, and men from all over The women's footsteps are in a hurry, how many of them start here, and maybe they will never come back in this life.

Zhang Yuhang suddenly picked up his phone, without thinking about anything, and directly sent the ticket information to Shen Tongguang.

Another hour.He looked up at the world time in a row of black frames on the wall, and his heart beat slightly out of balance.

- you will come.

The night passed, Shen Tongguang sweated profusely, his body was much lighter, he got up with aches and pains and took a shower, all the lost senses were suddenly awakened, and his internal organs ached from hunger.

He plugged in the charger and was about to go to the kitchen to search for it. After walking a few steps, the phone suddenly rang happily behind him: Potato Tudou, I am watermelon!potatoes potatoes...

Shen Tongguang froze for a moment in disbelief, then turned around and rushed towards the phone, like a hungry dog ​​seeing a bone.

He stared at the screen, trying to interpret the message sent by the other party with a frozen mind, his pupils suddenly constricted.The next second, Shen Tongguang stood up suddenly, and rushed out the door with his hair still dripping.

He jumped down the steps and ran out of the building in three steps and two steps. At the same moment, a black Santana that had been waiting for a long time suddenly started, and rushed towards him!

Shen Tongguang turned his head when he heard the sound, the bright and dazzling spring sun reflected on the car body, dazzled him.

boom!Like the curtain call fireworks on the stage, Shen Tongguang's eyes were spinning, and his thin body was knocked into the sky like a kite, and then fell heavily to the ground.

Warm and viscous liquid continued to flow from the forehead, and he struggled to move his fingers, feeling as if his whole body had been crushed.

Stepping into a pair of familiar sneakers in sight, the fine floating dust on the ground was stirred up and swirled, shining golden.When the consciousness receded like a tide, Shen Tongguang's last thought was that Zhang Yuhang was still waiting for me.

Whether many things are God's will in the dark, or fate has already laid a long and dark foreshadowing, people always try their best and don't know.

The author says:

I have completely lost my sense of humor (.)